GDM

@gdmrhotshot3731

Not the next tumblr sexyman This account basically just turned into a vent account, I don't use this for anything else anymore since I don't use tumblr, I just post vent stuff here. This is also my main account, I don't use this platform for anything else besides rants or posting random stuff.

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I miss when...

I miss when I was just someone who didn't need to worry I miss when I was free

I miss when the only thing on my mind was if I was gonna win a game against my parents

I miss when my parents would have fun, watching movies or playing games with me

I miss when my mom would make me feel good

I miss whenever I was hurt, my mom would make it all better, and I'd feel better

I miss being younger

But now I'm almost an adult. Nothing ever felt the same... I'm not the same. We're not the same

I'm alone now... and I have to live with it. It doesn't feel right... to be strong now...

I want justice

Sometimes I feel like she just seeks to make fun of me.

tired of being the butt of the jokes

tired of being treated like this

tired of having to hide everything for so long

tired of not letting it out

tired of... this

tired of not being respected

tired of being a butt monkey

tired of being the joke of it.

someone please listen.

someone please understand.

i need someone to hear me.

I don't wanna be alone.

I don't wanna be the punching bag

some rant post (thats my entire account atp)

It’s not fucking fair I mean, what do you know it’s not like you care about what I think truly no one does because everyone loves you everyone listens to you and cares about your opinion or listen to what you have to say when somethings up with you everyone cares and decides to sit around and listen Everyone gives a damn about your opinion. No one gives a damn about mine. Whatever I’m feeling something everyone just makes a big ass joke about it like a joke. No one ever actually gives a fuck about what I feel when I have a bad day. No one cares whenever I have something to say everyone ignores me or interrupts me or constantly Just treat me like an idiot. Oh, but you don’t get it. Everyone loves you. They’re all gonna listen they all care about your opinion. Everyone acknowledges you and you always get to feel seen and heard but where is that for me not you fucking listen to me or whatever I’m having a bad day you guys never actually include me in anything you guys always forget I exist or whenever you don’t you just make fun of me. Because I guess my opinion just doesn’t matter.

#personal rant #rant post #friend group #exclusion #loneliness #im lonely #bro #A BARBERSHOP HAIRCUT THAT COSTS A QUARTER #friends #vent #friendship #venting #vent post #personal vent

the worst story ever made by a human

I couldnt take it anymore, I collapsed as my body gave out, I couldnt handle living, I couldnt handle functioning. So I stopped giving in. I collapsed My body laid out in the open, in the open environment, slowly animals ate parts of it, insects, other beings ate the body, till it was nothing but bones.

Then the bones slowly and slowly fell into the environment, decomposing. I'm gone, the brain's gone, all of it's gone.

#nothing lasts forever #depression #decay #dead body #short story #original story #dying inside

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

NO IT WONT BE OK

IM A FAILURE

JUST END IT ALREADY

IM GONNA FUCK IT ALL UP

I HATE MY LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE

#vent #vent post #personal vent

I need an explanation for this

got depression and decided to write half ass shit

"ur fucked, theres nothing you can do, this is justis so ass and its NOT getting you anywhere, you fucked up, you wasted it all. you are now here. and you are awful at this. you should know way better, this is some 5th grade type shit. you are just that bad at writing"

anyone know a good time to die

thx

well of fucking course my shit is ass. What did u expect, u rlly thought i could do it? At least now u realize how truly pathetic I am.

fuck ass shit, i die now

Some shit that goes on in my head

i honestly think ima just die someday. My sister already knows the work im tryna do for stuff is ass. and im just incompetent. fuck me, fuck my life, fuck everything. just kill me, I wanna show to my family. I just couldnt do it. I wanna show what the fuck ive been dealing with. I wanna show that I couldn't do it anymore.