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4.01 lazarus rising, of him i love day and night // 10.23 brother's keeper, as if a phantom caress'd me // 8.17 goodbye stranger, trickle drops // 4.01 lazarus rising, assurances // 9.23 do you believe in miracles?, myself and mine // 8.07 a little slice of kevin, as adam early in the morning // 1.01 pilot, in paths untrodden

happy birthday and congratulations for making it to 43, dean winchester

#dean winchester #deansbirthdaybash #chocolatecakecas #he literally gets to keep living cw spn can't get to him spnblr is throwing a party #spn #jensen ackles #happy birthday dean winchester #into the void #quotecaps

chocolatecakecas

STILL BEAUTIFUL. STILL DEAN WINCHESTER.

#horrific #destiel #nov 5

scoobydoodean

“Why didn’t Dean just eat the spaghetti-o’s. Why did he throw them away?"

Because it wasn't about having to go hungry. It was never about rationing the food. It was about getting to be a kid for once.

scoobydoodean

Dean was a little boy, but he wasn't allowed to act like it. He was left alone at 10 years old for days to take care of a six year old and defend him with a sawed off shotgun that—when it came down to it—Dean was too scared to fire. He was 10 years old and he was Sam's nanny and meatshield. For once, he just wanted to feel like a kid. He wanted to feel like he deserved things. He wanted to be a kid who's allowed to want kid things. His rebellion against John in that episode was abandoning his role as Sam's guard dog to sneak out and play arcade games. His rebellion was acting like a child instead of a solider.

The Lucky Charms represented that same aching desire to just get to be a little boy. He was just as sick of Spaghetti-O's as Sam was. He'd been eating them anyway while Sam got the whole box of cereal. So Dean told himself "Dad won't put me first, but I will in this one tiny way. I'll at least get this one last bowl of kid's cereal. I'm allowed to want that. I'm allowed to have that, because I'm a kid too. I'm allowed to claim that for myself." It was a tiny piece of childhood Dean was trying to cling onto. But he gave it up in the end.

Throwing away the Spaghetti-O's was a consolation prize. It didn't make sense from a rational perspective, and that's the point. That's why he did it. He threw consequences to the wind, because a child often will when it comes to food and their pickiness about it (look at six year old's Sam's fickle taste in this very scene). If Dean doesn't get the Lucky Charms, at least he gets to be a picky little kid who would rather go hungry than eat something he didn't like.

Baby Sam—unexpectedly and unwittingly because he is too little to get any of this—ends this scene restoring to Dean a tiny piece of kidhood. He hands him the prize out of the cereal box. And that's what Dean remembers last.

#i love that little kid so much #dean winchester

johnssoap

angel with a shotgun 😳😳

#castiel #art

meatmandean

“You know what that got him? It got him DEAD. Now you might be able to forget about that, but I CAN’T!” is such a telling moment. At his most vulnerable, at his strongest point of grief and anger, Dean makes it clear that what he had with Cas was different from what Sam had with Cas. And he’s furious that Sam doesn’t understand that.

#craziest thing they did on that motherfuckjng show #widower arc my beloved

shallowseeker

im sure you've already said this but "i put on you what i couldnt take" is such a marriage thing. like sharing a burden

Ahhhh yes. D: 15x09 scrriiiiiiiiiipt via @spnscripthunt-inactive

I would NEVER have cut it it was SOOOOOO important to acknowledge those dynamics!!!

#destiel #dean winchester #scripts

annerisu

i tried drawing some castiels while waiting for a friend to show up the other day

also happy birthday to mr. collins!!

#castiel #art

stonesense

my favourite thing is characters who just met the person theyre literally going to be wildly in love with for the rest of their lives and theyre like “:/ they’re not all that” this is so embarrassing for u