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okay so im aiming to be kinda here lol, mostly will still be queued tho cause god that thing is full XD, also yk, i no longer live at home so i physically cant reblog like i used to || ˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖ || Do whatever you want, I don't mind. Just be civil. And that means no hate or discrimination. Or being a piece of trash within 50 ft of this blog. || If you have to refer to me [it's extremely unadviseable], I go by Arlan or Is and my pronouns are he/they mainly but i dont care too much lol [pronouns page] || Fandom blog is fandomwolf125 and my writing blog is wolf-with-a-pen. These are retired, officially (aka i made an account for my ao3 and will probably be more active on that) || Usually, I spam reblog and like anyone I follow, but especially my mutuals. I 💜 my mutuals. (sorry for abondoning you T-T) || I enjoy getting asks and I especially love seeing people like and reblog stuff, so go for it. (tho i may take a while to respond to anything lol) || Gradually adding more to my bio as I get more comfortable on here. Honestly I didn't want my bio to be this long, cause it's nearly an essay but oh well. At this point might as well continue this lol. Current Fandoms: A Date With Death, Killer Chat (<-these two especially atm lol), Alice In Borderland, PGR, Arcane, Love and Deepspace, otome/dating sim games in general, Hermitcraft, Kpop [txt, skz, ateez, g-idle, xdinary heroes, aespa, probably more], Danganronpa, bnha but fanfic specifically, Sally Face, more I can't think of rn || ♦️ || i will be suprised if anyone's read all of that lol

[gothicwolf125]

totally didn't forget this account exists, not at all (i totally did lmfao)

if any mutuals see this and are still around feel free to update me on how ya'll are, if not, i hope ya'll are doing well

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

your username is predicting the way you die, is it bad?

yes

no

it's awful

it's funny

idk what this counts as

results

Voting ended onJul 11, 2025

[elogaming]

[moultingmarten]

@very-uncorrect

[very-uncorrect]

I hope Toby adds another 50 instances by chapter 7

[weaver-z]

This is the most powerful call to ratio I've ever seen. It's like she's performing an incantation.

[duncebento]

“NO!….RATIO!!!”

[adamsmasher]

Honestly obsessed with her

[geocaprican]

[the-astro-ambassadors]

[ballofstress9]

Absolutely based

[transgirlsgetswords-deactivated]

always reblog bonnie

[moth-amphetamine]

They fucking killed her

[thefloralmenace]

I recently had surgery, and at the time I came home, I had both my cat and one of my grandma's cats staying with me.

- Within hours of surgery, I wake up from a nap to my cat gently sniffing at my incisions with great alarm.

- I was not allowed to shower the first day after surgery, and the cats, seeing that The Large Cat is not observing its cleaning ritual, decided I must be gravely disabled and compensated by licking all the exposed skin on my arms, face, and legs.

- I currently have to sleep with a pillow over my abdomen because my cat insists on climbing on top of me and covering my incisions with her body while I sleep (which is very sweet but not exactly comfortable without the pillow). She also lays across me facing my bedroom door, presumably on guard for attackers who may try to harm me while I'm sleeping and injured.

That's love. 🐈‍⬛🐈❤️

[the-real-seebs]

cats are so very unclear on what is wrong with us but they want to help

[electricpentacle]

Last time I had a really bad migraine my cat curled herself round my head and purred sympathetically, and actually stayed there through two of her normal mealtimes. It wasn't until I was able to stagger to the kitchen and grab a protein bar for myself that she gave a very small, polite miaow to the effect of "while you're up... could you get something for me too?"

[luxshine]

I once broke my arm falling down from a bunkbed.

Ever since then, my kitties make a POINT of sleeping in the border of my bed, to create a "bump" so If I EVER rolled over? I wouldn't fall. They even taught the ones that came after to do the same.

Sure, I have never slept in a bunkbed again, but they don't care. "Mom fell from bed, Mom got hurt, so we make sure Mom doesn't fall from bed again"

[valentineish]

I adopted my cat as my ESA, and I'm proud to say she's well-suited for the job. Besides the usual stuff, like helping with grounding and seeking me out during big emotional events, I found out early on she was amenable to some at-home service tasks. Small things, like being a medication reminder and hanging out with me when I've fainted.

What I (foolishly) didn't expect is that she would keep teaching herself tasks to caretake me. She aggressively guards me when I catch an infection. If it's been too long since I've eaten, she will pester me until she watches me put food in my mouth. I had to train her out of trying to drag me to safety after fainting. Just wild things for a cat to choose to do.

So imagine my confusion this year when during the height of one of my scariest health episodes, this same cat is constantly acting up. It felt like she timed it to me finally being well enough to get out of bed. No matter what I was doing, this little grey cat would be right there: pacing, pestering, and absolutely demanding that I lie down to cuddle her. Cuddling isn't even her thing.

Amid trying to settle her, my symptoms would inevitably catch back up to me. So I'd just drag myself back to bed – and suddenly, she was an absolute angel again. And this cycle just kept repeating, seemingly without rhyme or reason. The only time my cat didn't start doing this was when my wifey was around.

Fast forward a couple months. I find out my migraine disorder has progressed (a thing untreated migraine can apparently do) to a rare form that sometimes mimic stroke (a collection of symptoms that can apparently happen outside of stroke). It's a huge relief, but one with big health considerations. Key among them, it means my migraines needed to urgently be detected, prevented, and treated due to the possibility of hemiplegia. So, I start the arduous process of logging my migraines, and aggressively treating any first signs of them.

My cat has continued bugging me during all of this. And while I'm venting about that and going over my migraine logging with my wifey, they suddenly stop me, point at a day I'd marked, and say, "Hey. Wasn't that one of the days she was really acting up?"

It was like a light bulb moment. We went over all our shared messages, cross referenced them with my logs, and yeah. Yeah, my cat had been bullying me for getting out of bed every fucking day I had a migraine. The only days she hadn't were when I'd spent the entire day with my wifey... the person that takes care of me and gets me to bed when my health gets bad.

TL,DR: my cat figured out what was making me sick before the doctors did, made it her job to alert me and enstate bedrest, and only takes a vacation when she knows somebody else can do the work.

Cats are fucking wild, man.

[huckleberrymidnight]

I’m gonna add to this!!!

My cat is just a normal kitty (not trained as an ESA), but she does so many tasks for my mental and physical health.

If I am laying in bed too long from mental illness, she starts being So Fucking Naughty. She digs in trash, she eats plastic, she knocks over trash cans, she knocks stuff off shelves, just whatever behaviors she’s been taught not to do. And I inevitably have to get up to stop her. Then, she leads me to the kitchen by meowing loudly so I can get food and water, and then the shower so I can get clean.

She sits at my feet and stares at me and does not move if I have forgotten to take my meds.

She gets zoomies and starts running around yowling if it’s time for bed and I’m not going to bed, because she knows we both need sleep, and she refuses to sleep unless I’m asleep.

I have bad night terrors very frequently, and have for years. She will start meowing to wake me up, and then lay right next to me for me to pet as I calm down.

If I lay on my stomach, she’ll rest her body under my head and next to my chest, so I can rest my face on her.

When I started having seizures, she started alerting to them. She’d come and sit on me and would not move until the seizure had safely passed, and I was okay.

At night she cuddles up with me in bed and puts her weight on my chest, or curls up in my arms like a stuffed animal. Recently she’s started curling up against my back and purring so I can feel her as I fall asleep and when I wake up.

When I’ve gone too long without a shower, she will start licking me and will not stop until I get up and shower.

She does so much for me and I love her so much

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

the last 5 emojis you used is your future now, is it good?

yes

no

it's great

it's awful

um....

results

Voting ended onJul 12, 2025

[gaylor-moon]

[hometoursandotherstuff]

[boycritter]

maybe i like my tech a little bit inconvenient

[boycritter]

maybe i like pulling out my debit card instead of using apple pay. maybe i like untangling my wired headphones. maybe i like typing something into the search bar instead of using siri or whatever. maybe i like curating my own social media feeds over an algorithm. i just don’t think everything has to be perfectly streamlined and efficient i like it when things feel tethered to the real world.

[gothicwolf125]

UR BACK UR BACK UR BACK‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

how have u been friend?????

I am :D

can't promise imma be consistently on here but I wanna be on here more, I missed it tbh

I've been doing ok ish?? got into the uni I wanted, did the first year, probably gonna have to retake some modules cause very much maths is now pain and suffering

I'm now treasurer of the choir at my uni as well cause yes, I never learn to not be busy and it's all spreadsheets so fun for me

very much tho the last like 3-4 months have been chaotic lmao, became a moderator for a lgbt discord server and got incredibly busy with that very fast, figured out I was in fact fully aroace, then my now wife/fiancée (not legally cause laws are bullshit and we're not in the same country which makes it hard) came in and very much changed that T-T (grayaroace now lmao), currently on a break from doing the modding cause mental health went to hell but like yeah. chaos 👍 (I'm seeing her irl for the first time in under 3 weeks, we've been dating since 20th May now :) )

also i came out to my parents as transmasc in the last few weeks, that went well enough, I'm still living with them and mum for definite is kinda trying to be supportive, they're still not usingmy name or pronouns but like it's something

I cannot remember what name I was using on here but generally I go by Arlan or Is now

How have you been doing? it's been wayyy too long since I've been on here T-T, any new interests/hyper fixations? anything interesting happen?

[aroacesofspades]

arlan lets go i actually jumped out of my chair to see ur reply so soon:)) no pressure but id lovee to talk to u more again !!

yes ! lets go! dream uni ajskdkdjdjd im so happy it worked out‼️sorry to hear about ur math modules thats a bummer man, sending u motivation n' energy for everything u have to retake

arlan.. u have a WIFE?? congrats mate im so fucking happy for u genuinely hope u have a wicked time meeting her irl‼️‼️ chaos is chaos but if it gets u a fiance and helps u figure out ur sexuality id call that a rolling win

oof coming out huh. glad it went down well, im proud of you for taking the step, hopefully they figure out a way to support u that works with both of you, here's to peaceful times at home

i can't lie mate it's been a while and i really can't remember the tag i was using for u, would u prefer using arlan or is for my tag. i could also keep u as gothicwolf or wolfie or something similar

i've been alright, straying from my usual extremes and trying to settle into something new, now living alone and damn is it crazy. I'd always thought it'd be lonely yet peaceful and it is, but it's also freeing in the way u feel when u wear a binder or kiss a girl or something. dang its nice.

got back into bandom (never leaving the goddamn building i fear), remembered what i loved about people and community irl and joined a couple clubs, made new friends. still fully aromantic but only a little ace apparently, don't have a partner but i have damn fine friends and two who I'd kill and die for and also kiss and hug and cook for. im queerer than ever babeyy and i love it.

im still fucking things up with my parents lmao they seem to be the only people who can't seem to get along. kinda accepted I'll never be coming out to them haha, it's chill now but boy was it not chill a couple months ago.

oh, celebrated my birthday a couple days ago, spent the day with no fuss (i have a friend in hospital and they're like family to me, it makes no sense to celebrate before they get out) but my best friends wished me and it made me realise that i actually enjoy being alive these days. so. good times:)

whahoo write a whole essay nyx alright dude we get it🙏. but yeah. im alright. seems like u are too, im glad xx

[gothicwolf125]

don't worry, I plan on popping in here more often, very much missed tumblr, as much as it's a hellsite

hopefully I shouldn't have to retake too much, maximum of 3 modules I could have failed so not too bad? next year very much gonna have to work harder tho T-T

thank you :D i fucking adore her, randomly started talking in dms one day and then about 9 days later we were dating lol, both of us very much would have married the other already if laws weren't a bitch and my passport wasn't expired T-T

very much my life is almost always chaos lmao so, it's not out of the ordinary but like it's certainly different to the usual chaos

thank you, I hope it all works out, it should do, mums pretty good, dad's the issue mainly

imma be honest, I really don't mind what you tag me as, just the fact there is a tag for me is a honour and makes me happy af XD

yeah, i get that, living in uni accom was similar (tho I'm back home for the next 3 months till I can go back to uni again)

I also keep going in and out of bandom T-T each time different ones to obsess over lol, very much good af you've found people irl, made new friends and you're getting out there and socialising (something I could probably do with doing more lol). amazing af that you've figured that out about yourself, and that youve at least got people around you, even if you haven't found yourself a partner, and the queerer the better fr

parents can be a pain in the ass fr, I'm glad things have settled down with them, and i hope they stay settled for you

Happy (late) birthday :) I hope your friend recovers as well as possible and soon and you get to celebrate properly, and good that you've found you enjoy existence and you've found your place and people that have made living enjoyable for you, I'm slowly getting there myself not quite there yet, but slowly

and very much don't apologise for writing an essay, please don't, I enjoy hearing how people are doing and finding stuff out about people, and reading less messages from people, do not apologise. I'm very much glad you're doing good Nyx, and things are definitely starting to look like they're going up for me now

[gothicwolf125]

UR BACK UR BACK UR BACK‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

how have u been friend?????

I am :D

can't promise imma be consistently on here but I wanna be on here more, I missed it tbh

I've been doing ok ish?? got into the uni I wanted, did the first year, probably gonna have to retake some modules cause very much maths is now pain and suffering

I'm now treasurer of the choir at my uni as well cause yes, I never learn to not be busy and it's all spreadsheets so fun for me

very much tho the last like 3-4 months have been chaotic lmao, became a moderator for a lgbt discord server and got incredibly busy with that very fast, figured out I was in fact fully aroace, then my now wife/fiancée (not legally cause laws are bullshit and we're not in the same country which makes it hard) came in and very much changed that T-T (grayaroace now lmao), currently on a break from doing the modding cause mental health went to hell but like yeah. chaos 👍 (I'm seeing her irl for the first time in under 3 weeks, we've been dating since 20th May now :) )

also i came out to my parents as transmasc in the last few weeks, that went well enough, I'm still living with them and mum for definite is kinda trying to be supportive, they're still not usingmy name or pronouns but like it's something

I cannot remember what name I was using on here but generally I go by Arlan or Is now

How have you been doing? it's been wayyy too long since I've been on here T-T, any new interests/hyper fixations? anything interesting happen?

[syrenki]

your daughter is a pleasure to have on the dashboard

[sm64mario]

Today, Mario is going to go to your house!

[greendude2009]

No

[sm64mario]

Okay!

[sm64mario]

Tomorrow, Mario is going to go to your house?

[peoplegettingreallymadatghosts]

fell for the oldest trick in the book

[ophilosoraptoro]

[teathattast]

[djarinstarwhores]

I feel like people are missing the Very Important reference picture and that’s just criminal. Clearly if you look at the dog that inspired the piece, you would understand the inherent validity of the voters’ choice.

[sashaforthewin]

Thank you for that addition but I assure you we all already understood the the validity of the voters choice

[girldickdotcom]

"learn to be bored" "being bored is good for you" "be at peace with yourself" NO! 4 SCREENS AT ONCE!!!!!!

[flaskrobonoid]

If you dont fuck with lancer i dont fuck with you. Hes literally a baby what did he do to you. Die

[patorucho]

[evil-tboys]

ID 1: a gif of Lancer from deltraune's sprite spinning across the screen, occasionally stopping to wave. At the end he lays on his back and sleeps.

ID 2: fake deltarune text boxes for Susie. They are:

Angry expression: If you dont fuck with lancer i dont fuck with you

Angry with sharp teeth: Hes literally a baby what did he do to you

Sharp teeth and darkened eyes: Die/End ID