Half-deadpoet^2

she/they I’m not a writer or a poet, but maybe I can be one day Half-deadpoet’s second account

[asexualmisconduct]

Nuggts character maker!

This is a Picrew made by Nuggts @_f.ck.0ff_ on TikTok You can use this Picrew as a profile picture or in a video etc. with credits!

guys I found a picrew and i really liked it so here you go :3 @mayhem-moth @thatqueervampire @whenisthefall @whatamibutabutteredcroissant @mychemical-andie @agentldiddy @acewithobsessions @a-random-mooshroom @magical-bear-dubin @mysticflowerz @floralcavern @ging-catboy @multifandom-asexual @extralegobrick @from-now-on-im-switzerland @ anyone else i didn’t tag I'm so sorry

[agentleem]

FRIDAY NIGHT DUBIOUS FIGURE

@terrencetheshark14 @mayhem-moth @mayhem-moth-2 @ashen-the-tiefling @aroace-wizard @phlo0p @1dreana0 @slimylittlemaggot @slymewitch @ferno-does-random-shit check it out

[moths-and-crows]

not tagged but wanted to make one

(say hello to the me in my brain)

no pressure tags: @sabineandcheeseburrito @parrotxx @starcrossedandstupid @k1meoo @crazed-rambler and anyone else who wants to join

[starcrossedandstupid]

thank you for the tag! Here’s mine lol sword earrings for my beloved dagger <3 (I need to post of a photo of it tbh)

Maybe you should go ginger irl

tags: @parrotxx @sabineandcheeseburrito @3guineapigsinatrenchcoat @k1meoo @of-the-faerie-folk @half-deadpoet if you aren’t tagged feel free to do anyways, if you are tagged no pressure

[half-deadpoetsquared]

This is what I ended up with. I like it! Not sure who to tag, so I’ll leave this open to whoever.

[runninguplenorahills]

starting a picrew chain <3

link to the picrew

@stormcloudsoverthemountains @storybook-tiles @elsbianism @conanssummerchild @quinterobb @foodiewithdahoodie @henrysglock

+anyone who wants to!! <3

[stormcloudsoverthemountains]

Thank you for the tag!!

No pressure: @wayward-sherlock @unrepentant-byler-shipper @sorry-i-panicked and anybody else who wants to!!

[sorry-i-panicked]

awww thanks for the tag!!

my hair doesn't look like this but i wish it did

tagging @autistic-ranpo @mental-breakdown-machine @downbytheriversside @october-is-purple @yourstrullyme and anyone else interested!!

[be-nice-2-me]

this is so cute omg??? i need this sweater fr

@torispringslemonade @silversparl @jalapenobee and literally anyone else please feel free to join !! :33

[jalapenobee]

omgggg haven't done one of these in a while

tagging: @vee-is-a-clown @klance-daydreams @rachi-roo @numerous-bees-in-a-skin-suit @deuxaeonn @inamagicalhallucination @themoonawaitsherexecutioner @dapperenby13 and anyone else I'm forgetting

[dapperenby13]

Thanks for the tag

The hair isn’t quite right but I think it’s captured some of my essence

No pressure tags @evraneon @yelmor-boots @alliseaisfandom @noose-lion @negativefouriq

[icaruspartharmony]

Thank you for the tag!!!!

No pressure at all tags you guys scare me a little

@koi0boi @louisthiccsexyglitteryass @a-chaotic-dumbass @import--math--geek--math-rand

[koi0boi-deactivated20260401]

EHEHEHE THANK YOU FOR THE TAG KING

@lifeismakingmetired @ghosticereal@dykes4timrand @felixisfruity @sasmeo-bisaster @nightmaresmakeme @thexcricket @ilistentogirlinred no pressure btw <3333

[felixisfruity]

tagged in a picrew chain on my birthday? uh, yes please!

@jinx---blackout---84 @glokatt @whaaaaaaaalllle6 @thunderthunderthunder @idkmanwhatdoyouexpect @lavender-lycanthrope /nf <3

[vivisection1013]

ive never actually made one of these before, this isnt really what i look like but its my essence alr?

@artisfox @aphroditesanxiety @dead-immortal @virovirokun-has-adhd /nf

[moths-and-crows]

not tagged but wanted to join <3

my hair is darker but I captured my vibe I think (also my love of flannel. when my friends wear flannels their parents say they look like me lmao)

tags: @parrotxx @sabineandcheeseburrito @starcrossedandstupid @3guineapigsinatrenchcoat @bloomdan @half-deadpoetsquared + anyone who wants to join

[starcrossedandstupid]

Pretty similar to me irl, but u can’t get everything lmao

Tags @parrotxx @sabineandcheeseburrito @3guineapigsinatrenchcoat @bloomdan @of-the-faerie-folk

And for the sillies @half-deadpoetsquared @half-deadpoet

[half-deadpoetsquared]

It isn’t that accurate to real life, but I think it fits my vibes. A mix of me and the POV in my writing, I suppose

[half-deadpoetsquared]

I wonder what the people I know in real life would think of my posts. Both on here, and the poetry side blog. What they think of my work, my feelings I post on here. What they would do if they knew it was me.

How would it change how they view me? Or would everything stay the same? I’m not sure what I would want to happen. Not pity. But I don’t know. I think it would change how they see me, in the end. It would be hard for it not to, I think.

[moths-and-crows]

Be scared. (this is only from one of our stories)

do it

I got merano, ngl very accurate

(made by @sabineandcheeseburrito)

[half-deadpoetsquared]

I got Haven! Not super inaccurate, but I don’t know about the bottom part, haha! I haven’t really consider what I am in that regard, so I guess it could be true?

[half-deadpoetsquared]

As a fellow secret-haver, tell me yours! Just so you can tell someone, because from experience I know sometimes you want to talk about it with someone but you can’t tell anyone so you don’t really know what to do haha! Or just tell me for fun!

[half-deadpoetsquared]

this is responding to @sabineandcheeseburrito don’t feel pressured to reply if you don’t want to

it’s easier for me to do this in order of the advice you gave, thank you for that btw!!!

1 I would love a pet but due to my current living space(trying to be vague lol) I can’t get one

2 it isn’t really an option for me right now either

3 this one feels kinda important, but they aren’t bad friends. They do care, but not as much I do and it hurts a lot. Sometimes it’s alright because I really like them(that’s why I care so much ofc lol) and I enjoy being around them. But some days it’s harder and a lot of the time there’s something eating at me. They haven’t done anything wrong necessarily. I don’t want to force them to care more than they actually do, or do things they don’t want to. I just see them do it with others and it hurts. But I don’t want to force them because they should do stuff with the people they want to and not feel pressured if you know what I mean lol! They aren’t mean to me

4 what kinda of crappy stuff? I don’t have a reference in my life I can think of I right now(I feel this sounds rude but I don’t mean it to be that way) and they say I love you to me, and I think they mean it I can’t see in their brains though

5 yeah I’ve been working on this but I lost writing motivation for a while and honestly I can’t tell if poetry helps or makes me sadder sometimes. Because then it’s right there in front of me

you mentioned talking to people I trust, but those people are the people who I was talking about so I guess I don’t really have anyone aside from posting on here

thank you again for the advice

[half-deadpoetsquared]

I’m emotionally drained and I don’t know what to do lol

I love everyone around me but I care deeper than they do and it’s eating at me slowly when I care so much and I know they care about me too, but not to the extend I care. I want to tell them not to worry because they should live how they want, because they should. But oh how I want them to worry anyway because they choose to. They want to make sure I’m ok and that I am happy. I want them to do something small but meaningful in the way I try to be. Everyone is taught ‘treat others the way you want to be treated’ and so I do. But I don’t get those small bits that show how much they care that I give. I want someone to check up on me when I seem sad, and when I say I’m fine they sit by me anyway. They do something small they know brings me comfort, because they know I’m lying. And they want to help anyway and not ignore it because they knew. I look upset and you ask if I’m alright and I say I’m fine? You know I’m lying so you hold my hand and give it a squeeze. To show you know I didn’t say the truth and that you don’t push on it but you want to help anyway. I want you to learn the small tells of me being sad or off, like I did for you. I always notice, and I always ask. You say your fine, and I’m not sure how to help because you don’t open up. But I stick by you so you can hold onto me if you need to. Because I know you wouldn’t want me to grab your hand first. But I stay next to you just in case. Because I know you lied and you aren’t ok. It hurts when you don’t. When you don’t even check up on me to begin with. But I’ll keep giving because I care for you.

But this combined leaves me drained. And I don’t want to stop caring because they deserve it. She deserves it. People deserve that kind of care but I want it too.

I don’t know what to do because I’m tired from it all, I’m emotionally drained and I need tips on what to do if anyone has any at all, I don’t care if you are mean about it I just need help

[half-deadpoetsquared]

Does anyone have any tips on getting my brain to shut up? Mainly at night time when I’m trying to sleep. It keeps revisiting places that are the opposite of peaceful and calming and sleepy. Sometimes you want a good nights sleep.