INSURGENT

Ꭺɴꮐꭼꮮ ꮻғ ꭲꮋꭼ Ꮮꮻꭱꭰ

[heavensinsvrgent]

hello!!! i am kingsley/doc (yes that one, previously known as heavensinsUrgent but I locked myself out of the account that has that URL saved).

i am 29 (and have been for a number of years 😉 ). 21+ only. minors dni. nsfw tagged as such.

this blog is for ALL iterations of castiel from cw’s supernatural.

this particular blog was formally known as disintegrxte and featured only end verse cas.

multi-ship & verse. crossover friendly. all triggers will be tagged in the following format: tw blood

my favorite ship is megstiel followed by that other one that I don't wanna write in my pinned post with dean.

this blog may feature heavy drug use/abuse and suic*dal thoughts/ideations when exploring my favorite version of cas in the endverse.

reasons i might not follow back:

you don’t have your age clearly stated on your blog anywhere

you don’t cut your posts ever

other than that, i’m super fucking chill. rp is a hobby. i have a child, a husband, and a laundry list of chronic illnesses that completely zap energy to respond both ic and ooc. i am audhd and sometimes hyperfocus on a muse or on a thread or two. it doesn’t mean i don’t want to write with you!

please do not:

repeatedly ask if i’ve seen your reply or tell me to reply

Do Not ask for mp.re.g. not interested.

talk to me about politics

my trigger:

broken teeth (biting is fine, fangs are fine as long as no teeth are broken)

BE KIND TO YOURSELVES AND OTHERS!!!

[heavensinsvrgent]

moving cas to @forgotyouraxe

[aymixium]

&& don't go blamin' the lousy picture on your TV computer!!! There's nothing wrong with your set screen. And there sure ain't nothin' wrong with mine...

Does anybody know what that movie was this blog is about? [ I'll tell you what it was about... ]

the mad, the macabre, the truly horrific and GROTESQUE!!!

and quite a few other, more happier things, mixed in!!!

if that's your bag, baby, you found the right place. so pull up a chair, grab your popcorn, and let's get to writin'!!!

Elvira's back, baby!!!

muses

[heavensinsvrgent]

cas blinked slow, the drugs in system making time itself move far slower than it should. the lingering cloud of smoke made him think it was a dream as he struggled to focus his vision.

it couldn't be her.

it simply couldn't.

"you aren't real," he said matter-of-factly, out loud, as he usually did when he caught a glimpse of her through the purple haze that filled the room. "whatever it is," he said to himself, almost under his breath. "that girl put a spell on me..."

@thcrnypain liked for a thing!!! inspired by "purple haze"- jimi hendrix

[heavensinsvrgent]

hit the heart for a thing of varying length;;;;;;;;

[heavensinsvrgent]

independent castiel of cw's supernatural. graced by kingsley / doc (29++) since 2012.

[thcrnypain]

*squints*

*smirks*

[heavensinsvrgent]

independent castiel of cw's supernatural. graced by kingsley / doc (29++) since 2012.

[stitchrph]

50 𝘿𝙄𝘼𝙇𝙊𝙂𝙐𝙀 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙏𝙎   ,   𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝚃𝙷𝚁𝙴𝙴 . ( an assortment of dialogue prompts for roleplay purposes ! feel free to edit the prompts to fit your muse if required . )

❛  just because you can’t see a use doesn’t make something useless .  ❜  ❛  love is pointless in the long run .  ❜  ❛  i’m the hottest mess you’ve ever laid your eyes on .  ❜  ❛  i blame you for everything .  ❜  ❛  what he doesn’t know may actually kill him .  ❜  ❛  you look so cute when you’re ignoring me .  ❜  ❛  i’ve hated you ever since we met .  ❜  ❛  tell me , do you believe in love at first sight ?  ❜  ❛  would you show up to my funeral ?  ❜  ❛  it’s beautiful ! thank you so much , [ name ] .  ❜  ❛  i’m sorry if it upsets you , but i’ve already decided to marry them .  ❜  ❛  promise me , [ name ] . promise me you’ll look after her / him / them .  ❜  ❛  what happened last night ? i can’t remember a single thing .  ❜  ❛  god , [ name ] . i just want to kiss you .  ❜  ❛  any idea what would happen if i pressed this button ?  ❜  ❛  do you hear that ? i think it’s the universe telling us we should kiss .  ❜  ❛  i’m not human ! so why do you keep acting as though i am ?  ❜  ❛  i could never hurt you . never .  ❜  ❛  oh yes , death . you humans seem prone to it , don’t you ?  ❜  ❛  stop . just stop . i don’t want to hear your excuses again .  ❜  ❛  you should have called .  ❜  ❛  how unfortunate - you’ve caught me at a really bad time .  ❜  ❛  i want to hear your side of the story , [ name ] .  ❜  ❛  you intrigue me , you know that right ?  ❜  ❛  are you feeling at least a little better today ?  ❜  ❛  when did you last see them ?  ❜  ❛  would you believe me if i told you this isn’t what it looks like ?  ❜  ❛  i’m deciding to take that as a compliment .  ❜  ❛  i don’t know who you think i am , but i’m sure as hell not giving up now .  ❜  ❛  believe me , nobody regrets it more than i do , [ name ] .  ❜  ❛  i’m going to give you approximately five seconds to take that back .  ❜  ❛  i’m starting to think that this may indeed have been a terrible idea .  ❜  ❛  i meant for it to hurt .  ❜  ❛  mope around and pity yourself if you want - i don’t have that luxury .  ❜  ❛  i think you’ll find most people would have a massive problem with that .  ❜  ❛  i warned you ! i warned you not to go alone !  ❜  ❛  you don’t know as much about me as you think you do , [ name ] .  ❜  ❛  won’t you just stop and listen to me ?  ❜  ❛  let’s go out soon . just us . we deserve a break .  ❜  ❛  are you bleeding ?  ❜  ❛  oh , i’m sorry ! i thought you were someone else …  ❜  ❛  right now that’s the least of our worries .  ❜  ❛  i can’t believe i used to think they were attractive .  ❜  ❛  you may be evil , but you do have a point .  ❜  ❛  go on then - kill me !  ❜  ❛  i bought you a small gift . no occasion really , i just wanted to make you smile .  ❜  ❛  you’re my home , [ name ] .  ❜  ❛  we should get a pet . i’ve been thinking about it for a while .  ❜  ❛  i’m fine . it’s just a small scratch .  ❜  ❛  you’re soaked . come in , before you catch a cold .  ❜

[soulprompts]

𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

my original batch can be found HERE! i got all kinds of angsty and protective vibes took over, but if u think of any more that you’d like to see on the list, shoot me a DM so i can add it!

“ get behind me… ”

“ stay here. ”

“ don’t worry. everything’s going to be alright… ”

“ you shoot anyone who comes through that door who isn’t me. ”

“ when you love something, you protect it. ”

“ i’ll keep you safe. ”

“ do everything that i say, and we might both live to tell the tale of this night. ”

“ when i say run, i need you to do as i say and don’t even think about me. ”

“ get down! ”

“ close your eyes, you don’t need to see this. ”

“ why wouldn’t i save you? ”

“ it’s alright. they won’t be hurting you again… ”

“ of course i came for you… it would take far much more than that to stop me. ”

“ listen to me… i need to go back out there. but i promise you, i’ll be right back. okay? all i want you to do is stay hidden, and i’ll be back before you know it. ”

“ there’s nothing in this world nor any other, that would stop me from protecting you. ”

“ get out of here! now! ”

“ i knew you’d feel guilty; you do understand that i’d take a thousand wounds if it meant keeping you safe, don’t you? ”

“ i swear to you. as long as i’m by your side, you’ll never be harmed. ”

“ it’s my job to keep you safe, yes, but you could work with me a little to make it easier. ”

“ protecting you isn’t my duty. it’s my privilege. ”

“ who did this to you? where are they? ”

“ listen to me. i don’t think i’ll be able to buy you much time. and once i go out there, the clock starts. so the second you hear us fighting, i want you to run. as fast and as far as you can. ”

“ are you alright? “

“ can you move? “

“ why is it so difficult for you to believe that you deserve to be protected? “

“ you’re a good person. good people deserve to be safe. “

“ i’m going to protect you, now. because that’s what we do for the ones we love. we keep them safe. “

“ stay close. whatever you do, do not leave my side. “

“ i’ll do whatever it takes to keep you safe. no matter the cost. “

“ i’m on my way. ”

“ it’s alright… it’s okay… i’m here now. i’ve got you. ”

“ it’s all over now. don’t panic. it’s not my blood. ”

“ i don’t know how long i’ll be able to protect you for, but i guarantee you, i’ll only stop with my final breath. ”

[heavensinsvrgent]

cas' true form in endverse includes decaying and calcifying wings that are too heavy for him to hold workout his grace, and a form that resembles a zombie with rotting flesh. you're welcome.

special thanks to @thcrnypain for that last part.👌🏻

[parakeet]

after careful consideration i’ve decided to become an abomination

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  smut  /  nsfw  implied  sentence  starters  with  not  so  vulgar  language.  )

❛ i’ve been thinking about you all day. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ how badly do you want me? ❜

❛ i can’t get enough of you. ❜

❛ i’ve never done something like this before. ❜

❛ i like being close to you. you’re warm. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ you look like you were jealous. ❜

❛ i’m not jealous. ❜

❛ shh. there’s people in the other room. ❜

❛ say you want me, and i’m yours. ❜ 

❛ i won’t bite. unless you’re into that sort of thing. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ would you like to go somewhere a little more private? ❜

❛ i’ll take care of you. ❜

❛ there’s so many things i wanna do to you. ❜

❛ take off your clothes. ❜

❛ i’m going to ruin you. ❜

❛ show me how much you missed me. ❜

❛ is this okay? ❜

❛ you know you love me. ❜

❛ i want you to feel good. ❜

❛ make me. ❜

❛ i want this. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you’re such a tease. ❜

❛ want me to model these for you? ❜

❛ we have to make this quick. ❜

❛ what are you looking at? ❜

❛ it’s hot when you talk back. ❜

❛ you don’t have to be gentle. i won’t break. ❜

❛ don’t you know what you’re doing to me? ❜

❛ i really want to kiss you right now. ❜

❛ this is a one time thing. ❜

❛ you know where to find me. ❜

❛ did i say you could stop? ❜

❛ you’re soaked. let me grab you a towel. ❜

❛ i want to see you. ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ no ones here. we can be as loud as we want. ❜

❛ you look good with my hands around your throat. ❜

❛ i’ll be good, i promise. ❜

❛ you’re really good at that. ❜

❛ shut up and kiss me already. ❜

❛ you better watch your fucking mouth. ❜

❛ don’t mind me. just enjoying the view. ❜

❛ tell me what you want. ❜

❛ here’s my hotel room number. ❜

❛ you can be rough. i can take it. ❜

❛ and where do you think you’re going? ❜

❛ if you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up. ❜

❛ i shouldn’t allow myself to get this close to you. ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

❛ you could never hurt me. ❜

[edelweissvulpex]

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Oh! Darling // The Beatles

(1969)

[greene-rph]

RANDOM ANGST PROMPTS. change pronouns as necessary.

❝ what did he/she/they do to you? ❞

❝ what did you do? ❞

❝ this is… did you do this? ❞

❝ I know its scary, but you need to tell me what happened. ❞

❝ and that happened how many times? ❞

❝ he/she/they won’t get away with this. ❞

❝ you can’t just let him/her/them keep doing this to you. ❞

❝ can’t you see how bad it is? ❞

❝ you keep saying that! but clearly it was that bad! ❞

❝ I know you don’t like when i call it that, but that’s what it is. ❞

❝ I’m glad you told me. ❞

❝ this is too much— I’m sorry, i can’t hear this. ❞

❝ you don’t miss him/her/them. you think you do, but you don’t. ❞

❝ he/she/they hurt you. I’m not gonna just forgive that. ❞

❝ the fact that he/she/they made you do those things… how does that not bother you? ❞

❝ I don’t think you’re as okay as you say you are. ❞

❝ Im sorry i didn’t tell you sooner. ❞

❝ what you did… it has consequences. ❞

❝ you know what happened to you was wrong, don’t you?. ❞

❝ I’m not gonna listen to you talk about it like it was nothing. ❞

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐣𝐨𝐣𝐢 𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  lyric  sentence  starters  taken  from  various  joji  songs.  )

❛ will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips? ❜

❛ will your lover caress you the way, that i did? ❜

❛ i just wanna make sure you’re okay. ❜

❛ i thought we’d last forever. ❜

❛ the demons told me everything. they whisper in the night. ❜

❛ you don’t know me, what the fuck you mean? ❜

❛ i’m a bitter fuck. ❜

❛ i don’t wanna live in my skin no more. ❜

❛ i won’t fuck with you if you don’t fuck with me. ❜

❛ so tell me, am i crazy? ❜

❛ i don’t wanna waste my time if i can’t be by your side. ❜

❛ you’re only on my mind when i need you. ❜

❛ i promise you my heart is made of gold. ❜

❛ would it kill you just to throw a little bit of attention? ❜

❛ would you hate me if i said goodbye? ❜

❛ i don’t smile for the camera, only smile for you. ❜

❛ don’t follow me, you’ll end up in my arms. ❜

❛ you should be with him, i can’t compete. ❜

❛ i’ll see you in the next life. ❜

❛ i promise i won’t lie, we’ll make it out alive. ❜

❛ so punish me, i’m hanging on your noose. ❜

❛ so pull me up so i can breathe with you. ❜

❛ i can’t get over you. ❜

❛ teach me to love just to let me go. ❜

❛ but right now i’m just not strong enough for you. ❜

❛ i don’t feel the way they programmed me to feel today. ❜

❛ you and i, we are one in the same. ❜

❛ i wish you were here with me now. ❜

❛ right now, laying here alone is heaven. ❜

❛ i just need you one more time to get it right, you know. ❜

❛ i fell for your magic, i tasted your skin. ❜

❛ i know you’re not in love like you used to be. ❜

❛ when night falls i am your escape. ❜

❛ when you lay alone, i ache. ❜

❛ if you’ve been waiting for falling in love, you don’t have to wait on me. ❜

❛ i’ve been aiming for heaven above, but an angel ain’t what i need. ❜

❛ not anyone, you’re the one. ❜

❛ what you want is what i want, sincerity. ❜

❛ hold me close cause you never know just how long our lives will be. ❜

❛ there’s something in your laugh that makes me fear the way you smile. ❜

❛ we can pretend we’re normal people. ❜

❛ we don’t gotta love each other right, we just gotta make it through the night. ❜

❛ by the way you move, i know you want me to. ❜

❛ if you ever go, all the songs that we like will sound like bittersweet lullabies. ❜

❛ those chills that i knew, they were nothing without you. ❜

❛ you’re the one i can’t lose. ❜

❛ no one loves me like you do. ❜

❛ since i met you, all the gloomy days just seem to shine a little more brightly. ❜

❛ have you ever loved? would you go again? ❜

[infinityrph-deactivated20230819]

🚀.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。. ＲＰ Ｓｔａｒｔｅｒｓ:

                                                                         Supernatural— Season One

 **disclaimer:** may have been slightly altered to better fit the needs of the rpc. there may be series spoilers in the sentences.

✰ ❝ it’s like i don’t even know you ❞ ✰ ❝ you want me to use them for information ❞ ✰ ❝ i don’t know about you, romeo, but, i’ll have a beer ❞ ✰ ❝ you’re a reasonably attractive guy ❞ ✰ ❝ i’ve gotta go do somethin’…somewhere… ❞ ✰ ❝ i don’t know much, just that it creeps me out ❞ ✰ ❝ i don’t understand, we burned the damn thing ❞ ✰ ❝ we need to figure out everything there is to know about that creepy ass family ❞ ✰ ❝ i don’t know what it’s like to lose someone like that, but i imagine they’d want you to be happy ❞ ✰ ❝ you’ve already lied to the cops, what’s another infraction? ❞ ✰ ❝ i think this ghost is jerkin’ us around ❞ ✰ ❝ d’you notice anything strange here? ❞ ✰ ❝ when people are around me, they get hurt ❞ ✰ ❝ it’s like i’m cursed or something ❞ ✰ ❝ when you shut out pain, you shut out everything else too ❞ ✰ ❝ you seem to be uncomfortably comfortable with this ❞ ✰ ❝ tell me it was you who slammed the door ❞ ✰ ❝ what kind of house doesn’t have salt? low sodium freaks  ❞ ✰ ❝ no matter what i did, it wasn’t good enough ❞ ✰ ❝ last time we were together, we got in one hell of a fight ❞ ✰ ❝ i’m vulnerable when i’m with you ❞ ✰ ❝ whatever it was, it looks like there was more than one ❞ ✰ ❝ there’s no time to argue, no margin for error ❞ ✰ ❝ revenge isn’t worth much if you end up dead ❞ ✰ ❝ you’re just pissed off you can’t control me anymore ❞ ✰ ❝ this was never the life i wanted for you ❞ ✰ ❝ all i see is evil, everywhere ❞ ✰ ❝ all i care about is keeping you safe ❞ ✰ ❝ you and me, we’re just different ❞ ✰ ❝ i don’t normally get this friendly till the second date ❞ ✰ ❝ you ignored a direct order back there ❞ ✰ ❝ i have these nightmares, and sometimes they come true ❞ ✰ ❝ salvation was created for sinners ❞ ✰ ❝ i wanna stop losing people i love ❞ ✰ ❝ you’re no good to me dead ❞ ✰ ❝ you shot me! ❞ ✰ ❝ we’re all we have…we’re all i have ❞ ✰ ❝ i’m ending it, i don’t care what it takes ❞ ✰ ❝ do you think this is a freakin’ game? ❞ ✰ ❝ you can’t wait to sacrifice yourself, but y’know what, i’m gonna be the one to bury you! ❞ ✰ ❝ you don’t think we were followed here, do you? ❞ ✰ ❝ they don’t need you. not like you need them ❞