I'm not a writer but I write sometimes

scream into the void, maybe it'll answer ~21~ ~she/they~ https://henkanscornerofficial.my.canva.site/

[oliviaquinn-official]

Hello….I know it’s been awhile and that I maybe promised that I would share the journey of the second draft and yeah it’s April but I come baring gifts

LIMERENCE: Beta Readers | Duckiesaur | Ellipsus

Ellipsus makes it easy for anyone to write together.

Here is a link for anyone to view the first two chapters of the second draft

Nothing is perfect right now but if you’d like to share your thoughts I would love to hear them.

[henkan-writes]

LETS GET SOME BETA READERS IN HERE FOR EXCLUSIVE ACCESS!

[henkan-writes]

I have a Ko-fi!! You can request poems, writing promts, doodles and more! Feel free to check it out :)

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[aru]

Tumblr Code.

[geekishchic]

If I ever see any of you in public, the code is “I like your shoelaces”

that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything

I’m just going to say this to strangers until i find a tumblr person

must keep reblogering!! Im going to be so suspicious if any one tells me this now!

Remember the answer is: I stole them from the president.

always reblog tumblr identification

[princessnymphae]

my friend has a tumblr account but DOESNT know this… life is so empty

[bye-bye-sanity]

I FOUND THE ORIGINAL

[renderofbears]

@hellsite-hall-of-fame

[redstonedust]

this sucks im going to kill (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health) the president of the United States. (end statement)

[transfrogrified-in-the-void]

Here is a free pdf of the players handbook

Here is a free pdf of xanathars guide to everything

Here is a free pdf to monsters manual

Here is a free pdf to tashas cauldron of everything

Here is a free pdf to dungeon master’s guide

Here is a free pdf to volo’s guide to monsters

Here is a free pdf of mordenkainen’s tomb of foes

For all your dnd purposes

[zxiqky-wicky]

Reblogging for other dnd nerds

[demon-rum]

>^>

[jacobtheloofah]

also here is a whole website that not only has a shit ton of adventures and such but lets you search for any item or npc or whatever and see their stats and info at your fingertips

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

and here is the same version of the above website except it uses the 5e rules as they existed prior to the 2024 relaunch, which is what you’d prefer

[henkan-writes]

I cant fwim

[henkan-writes]

They say love can't exist in the absence of jealousy

Truer words never once have been spoken

For I love you in completeness and entirety, and in jealousy I am never lacking

Your attention I crave for myself only

Your glances I bottle for myself alone

I steal breaths of your air to feel closer to you

I feel jealous of the sun that kisses your skin, for it should be my lips that bring you such warmth instead

Love cannot exist in absence of jealousy and in saying so, I am doomed by the phrase

For Love is I and in jealousy I swim

[henkan-writes]

Item: A Crumpled Manual Rarity: ⏶ Common

Do you skip tutorials as fast as you can?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Depends on the tutorial. I try to appreciate the work people put into the seemingly mundane or uninteresting parts of the world

[outerspacekat-deactivated201801]

ADVICE FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT HAVING A GOOD DAY:

wait until it gets dark and make tea or coffee or hot chocolate, or if it’s too hot outside make yourself a healthy smoothie with your favorite things in it at any point during the day

put on your favorite underwear, it helps, trust me, it’s an old family secret (i’m not kidding)

if you have a pet, play the “how many things can i stick on you until you move or get mad” game (bonus points if they fall asleep, extra bonus points if a family member sees you and tells you to quit it, extra double ultra points if they join in)

rip a peice of paper into as many little pieces as you can

go to animeseason.com and click “random anime” until you see one that looks completely ridiculous (or actually good) and watch the first episode. repeat if it sucked or if you get bored halfway through

spend at least an hour making a music playlist for how you feel right now and save it for now or when you feel a bad mood rise again

curl up in bed and cover yourself with blankets and pillows and put in music and just lay there for a while (sleeping is also good)

eat everything

drink lots of water

it’s okay bad moods don’t last forever!!!!!! i promise!!! you will be yourself soon and there are people who love you very much, don’t be afraid to reach out to them

you are lovely

eat lots of bananas

[asoftgoblin]

here are some more friends

i bet there is still a box of crayons in your house somewhere (if not you can get them cheap during back-to-school sales); find them and use them (maybe while watching ridiculous anime)

sunshine if you can manage it or just a sun lamp trust me it matters more than you think especially in winter

hugs even if they are stuffed animals or your pet or your pillow whatever is on hand

if you’ve got a favorite lotion/soap/thing that is scented use it liberally

cry if you need, if it doesn’t start by itself or if you don’t want to attract attention put on a sad movie so you have an excuse

write this down to pull out on future bad days:

it is okay to have a day where you don’t get things done

it is okay not to have a reason for feeling bad

taking care of yourself is a worthwhile use of time

if you still don’t feel better it is not your fault (and it is okay to ask for help)

[dino-dancer]

@daysleftofsecondterm

[daysleftofsecondterm]

And may I say, before the crowd of “self care isn’t always fun” crowd rolls in… not with that attitude it’s not.

[kedreeva]

shower/bath (being dirty/sticky/warm/cold when you don’t want to be can make a bad day worse, and sometimes slapping on some music and sitting in bath stew with a cold drink or taking a cold shower or whatever will give your system time to handle/deplete stress chemicals)

brush teeth (see above)

go outside without a screen and sit, lay down, stand, or walk and just look at the space around you/the sky for a few minutes. Take your break at work someplace you can see outside if you can.

Close your eyes and happy-paws knead a pillow for a couple minutes.

call or message someone you like and ask them about something they like. listening to someone I like talk to me about something they like tends to cheer me up and remind me there are good things, and gets me out of my own head. plus I get to talk to someone I like, and make their day better, too.

do some stretches for the endorphins

[hearthawk]

I am fond of challenging yourself to a one minute dance party. Put on a favorite song, sick beat or pump-up music and force yourself to dance like crazy for one minute (set a timer for a minute, and don’t be afraid to keep dancing if you feel like it!) Even if you don’t like to dance or think you can’t dance. Even all you know how to do is the worm or a little head nod to the beat. You would be surprised at how you can release endorphins with your favorite songs and a little movement!

[henkan-writes]

The world keeps on spinning

As I'm torn between love and grief

But what is grief except love with no place left to bloom?

I sail my boat of a heart from East to West, from North to South

I'm looking for a plain to bloom these flowers

But maybe a plain isn't the answer

Maybe the answer is to grow my flowers where I am

But flowers will wilt and I don't want to be the only one to witness them

So maybe the answer is to grow these flowers and gift them to those around me

But what would happen if I didn't grow these flowers alone?

Must a gardener toil the ground alone?

It's scary to introduce a new gardener because what if they don't understand the care these flowers need?

But what if they are tender and their company is all my flowers needed to grow?

So get in my boat, my friend, let's see if you know how to garden on the open sea

[henkan-writes]

I'm overcome with affections for you

My love, it spills over

Your fingers, they're laced with mine

Your words, they reach across my mind

If you were an army, I would surrender myself to your sword

If you were the ocean, I would fling myself from rocky cliffs to be swallowed by you

If my mind were a garden, every flower would be reminiscent of you

[henkan-writes]

I think I love slow Tuesdays

I think I love watching strangers and 60° weather

I think I love feeling the thrum in my ears

I think I love how lipgloss feels when first applied

I think I love the way kind words taste when I speak them

I think I love the pressure of a passed down sweater

I think I love my slow walks between class

I think I love my textbooks on my shelf

God forgive me for forgetting why you've made me alive

[henkan-writes]

There are days when depression is so deep it's all consuming but then there are days when the sunlight filters through the clouds and leaves and im afraid im starting to drown again

[henkan-writes]

Struck with mourning

Struck in the morning

I'm grieving for things unknown

The sadness is comforting

The breath in my chest is tight like a hug

I'm mourning for you

I'm mourning for the world

The cruel, cruel world

[animentality]

[bananonbinary]

i mean yeah, but try flipping it: imagine what we could do if we actually incentivized people to care?

actually im moving out of the tags because i didn't realize most US states don't have this. here in oregon, we have Bottledrop. since the 1970s, we can return aluminum cans and plastic bottles to outdoor stations at most grocery stores for a small reimbursement (currently 10 cents per bottle/can, but it was only 5 cents when i was growing up). you insert them into the machine one at a time, and it sucks them in, crunches them up, counts how many you've returned, and spits out a receipt for you to go inside the store and get your money.

now, the actual result of this has been stores charging a small bottle deposit when you check out. you aren't making any money when you return the cans, you're just collecting your deposit. it doesn't matter though, because it FEELS like after months of tiny 10 cent charges you didnt notice or care about, you can suddenly get like $50 for ''free.'' kids especially love going door to door asking for old cans people can't be bothered to return themselves. i did it all the time. the machines are a lot more fun when you're 12.

we also have been making the process easier and faster in the last decade or so, with people employed to sort and count your bottles for you, so all YOU have to do is drop off the bottledrop bag with your name on it and they'll take care of everything for you and send you the money directly.

you know what all of that amounts to? consistently hovering around a 90% can and bottle recycling rate, while most other states are sitting at an abysmal 30%, and even the other nine states that have bottle drop programs hovering at around 70%. just because we restructured the system so it felt like people were getting a little treat for recycling, and then did everything we could to make it easy and convenient.

so yes, imagine what we could do if instead of attributing the problem to 'stupidity', we actually spent time and money incentivizing people like we did these birds?

[henkan-writes]

I don't put your birthday in my calendar anymore

but I still think about you each time I see the day

I still wish you well and pray for your success

If I see your accomplishments through the grape vine, I still cheer quietly from the sidelines

You dont hold a seat at my table anymore but I still hope your table is always plentiful

Please know this, even though we ended you still marked me in ways that will be ever-present

There are pieces of me that didn't exist until you and there are pieces of me that you'll never know

You don't get the privilege of holding space near me, but I still keep you safe

In a box, in my room of memories

Held deep in my heart

Old friends and strangers and yet here I am

I stare at my calendar

And thoughts of you cross my mind

Starlit and colorblind

[henkan-writes]

I love my girl and I love my friends

Happy new year cryptids