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private joe goldberg of lifetime & netflix’s you ( 2018 ). i have not read the books, so my portrayal is show based with headcanon influences. info & biography doc.
written by june ! ( they / them. ) 18+. other blog.
gone girl screenplay sentence starters.
“ what have we done to each other? “
“ if you don’t talk, i’ll fill silence with: an excruciating story by ____. “
“ i’m so crazy, stupid happy. i met a boy. “
“ i prefer men who are funny, not ‘funny’. “
“ so tell me, ____. who are you? “
“ you know i have to kiss you now. “
“ i’m not someone who hits the panic button but—it’s weird, right? “
“ perfect, time for a quick tour of my failings. “
“ i love having strangers pick at my scabs. “
“ you surprise me. you challenge me. “
“ i go there for the quiet. “
“ everyone told me—and told me and told me—marriage is hard work. “
“ sometimes i want to punch us in the face we’re so cute. “
“ i feel sick. it’s just so bizarre. this is exactly the kind of thing that would happen to ____. “
“ i’ve sworn to never be one those wives. i think i’ve done a good job. “
“ let’s swear we will never be like them. “
“ we have each-other—everything else is background noise. “
“ ____, i don’t get it. it’s like you’re daring me to be someone i don’t want to be. “
“ that’s very sweet of you and very unnecessary. “
“ everyone is studying me, everyone is projecting their bullshit onto me. “
“ i’m going to go benadryl myself to sleep. “
“ you’re happy to be home, but i don’t know if you’re happy i’m with you. “
“ i feel like something you loaded by mistake. something to be jettisoned if necessary. something disposable. “
“ i feel like i could disappear. “
“ can you at least say you love me? “
“ i love you. but, sweetheart, we have to be real careful right now. “
“ i don’t want to fight. i just want to be with you. that’s all. “
“ i went from desperate to pathetic. i became someone i don’t even like. “
“ you’re really just going to walk out now? you are such a coward. “
“ we can’t go on like this. i won’t. “
“ promise me we’ll talk every day from now on. no matter what. “
“ you’ve been lying to me for over a year. “
“ i was so scared for you before. now… i’m fucking petrified. “
“ for valentine’s day, i thought i’d buy a gun. that’s how crazy i’ve become. “
“iI’d have to tell them the truth. and i don’t even know if i believe the truth. “
“ can i really think ____ would hurt me? i’m being paranoid. crazy. “
“ you have to fucking talk to me! “
“ i just don’t believe you anymore. “
“ ____, why have you kept this stuff? it’s like a little box of hate. “
“ i’m not going to be scared anymore. “
“ i’m so much happier now that i’m dead. “
“ you took my pride and my dignity and my hope and my money. you took and took from me until i no longer existed. that’s murder. “
“ you loved a girl i was pretending to be. “
“ i will admit: for someone who likes to win, it’s tempting to be the girl every guy wants. “
“ i made you smarter, sharper. i inspired you to rise to my level. i forged the man of my dreams. “
“ we were happy pretending to be other people. we were the happiest couple i knew. “
“ you actually expected me to love you unconditionally. “
“ you think i would let you/____ destroy me and end up happier than ever? no fucking way. you/____ doesn’t get to win. “
“ you need to learn. grown-ups work for things. grown-ups pay. grown-ups suffer consequences. “
“ i don’t know how decent i feel. “
“ that’s the most disgusting thing i’ve ever heard. “
“ sure i believe you! it’s just the craziest thing i’ve ever heard. “
“ you’re reading it again? you know how it ends. “
“ ever heard that phrase, ____: the simplest answer is often correct? “
“ knowing you were out there was the only thing that’s kept me going these past few years. “
“ why are you so good to me? “
“ why is it that when i need someone to save me, i always think of you? “
“ come. you’re staring at ghosts. “
“ ____ brings out the best in me. “
“ you are so good to me. and i am so exhausted. “
“ i’m so happy you’re here. and i don’t want you to worry for one moment. “
“ you’ll be very safe. i won’t let you get away again. “
“ you scared me. don’t do that. i need to feel safe. “
“ come home, ____. i dare you. “
“ stay with me. i don’t want you to go away/ “
“ you fucking bitch. “
“ stop pretending. “
“ i’m not pretending. you were perfect. “
“ you’re a murderer, ____. “
“ i’m a fighter. i fought my way back to you. “
“ you begged for me to save your life on national tv. and i obliged. “
“ if two people love each-other and can’t make it work, that’s the real tragedy. “
“ remember: don’t turn your back. “
“ i’d never hurt you. i do need you to participate though. that’s fair, right? “
“ you can’t make me raise a child with you, ____. i don’t love you. “
“ we are toxic. we complete each-other in the sickest possible way. “
“ you think you could ever be happy with a nice, normal woman? no, * baby. i’m it. i complete you. i’m the only one who can. “
“ i’ve killed for you. “
“ you’re breaking my heart. “
“ i was with you before you were even born. “
“ what are you thinking? how are you feeling? what have we done to each other? what will we do? “
@quismet : “ the idea you had of me, who was she? ” ( x. )
Listen, I’ll be the first to admit that the nuclear family portrait we’ve painted isn’t my ideal. Far from it, if I’m being completely honest. How could I have ever forecasted this suburban wasteland, reality ? My future,–––er, our future. With our son, –––– obsidians flicker focus towards Henry; digits careful to maneuver a spoonful of rice mush into the infant’s mouth. I can only hope for his sake & sanity that he doesn’t remember these conversations. At the breakfast table, no less.
You’re easily agitated, Love. Fragile as a flower, potent as a nightshade when provoked. But that’s okay, that’s exactly what I’m here for. Damage control. I can coax you off this ledge of overthought. Steady breath, maintaining composure & upright posture is key; I’m the good guy. The man you married; tethered until death do us part. And with that should come trust. Hell, a mutual understanding. You have to give me something to work with, my wife. “ Don’t be ridiculous, ” This idea of a woman you inquired ‘pon, you so badly want me to give in & watch this dynamic crumble. Not yet.
She was radiant, ––– the woman I met, not married. The ingenue I initially fell for. Los Angeles, quite less Madre Linda, could never prepare me for this. Did my touch wither your petals? “ I love you. ” Idea, tangible body, and soul.
taylor swift // red (taylor’s version) from the vaults edition rp meme.
edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!
ronan.
i remember your little laugh.
i love you to the moon and back.
i remember your blue eyes looking into mine.
i can still feel you hold my hand.
you fought it hard like an army guy.
come on, baby, with me, we’re gonna fly away from here.
you were my best four years.
blind hope turned to crying and screaming ‘why?’
no one knows what to say.
it’s about to be halloween.
you could be anything you wanted if you were still here.
i remember the last day.
what if i’m standing in your closet trying to talk to you?
what if i kept the hand-me-downs you won’t grow into?
what if i really thought some miracle would see us through?
what if the miracle was even getting one moment with you?
better man.
i know i’m probably better off on my own.
i see the permanent damage you did to me.
i just wish i could forget when it was magic.
i wish it wasn’t 4am.
you know you had to do it.
i know the bravest thing i ever did was run.
sometimes, in the middle of the night, i can feel you again.
i just miss you.
i just wish you were a better man.
i know why we had to say goodbye.
i know i’m probably better of all alone.
it was always on your terms.
i waited on every careless word.
your jealousy, oh, i can hear it now.
talking down to me like i’d always be around.
push my love away like it was some kind of loaded gun.
you never thought i’d run.
i hold onto this pride because these days it’s all i have.
i have to you my best and we both know you can’t say that.
i wonder what we would’ve become.
we might still be in love.
nothing new.
they hunt and slay.
criticize the way you fly.
looks like she’s been through it.
what will become of me?
what will become of me once i’ve lost my novelty?
i’ve had too much to drink tonight.
i know it’s sad, but this is what i think about.
it’s like i can feel time moving.
how can a person know everything at eighteen, but nothing at twenty-two?
will you still want me when i’m nothing new?
how long will it be cute?
you can’t blame it on my youth.
my cheeks are growing tired from turning red and faking smiles.
are we only biding time till i lose your attention?
it’s a fever dream.
babe.
what about your promises?
didn’t wanna be the one that got away?
you broke the sweetest promise.
you broke the sweetest promise that you never should have made.
you call, but i won’t hear it.
how could you do this?
you said 'no one else.’
you really blew this.
we ain’t getting through this one.
this is the last time i’ll ever call you.
it’s strange how your face doesn’t look so innocent.
your secret has its consequences.
that’s on you.
i break down every time you call.
we’re a wreck.
we’re a wreck, you’re the wrecking ball.
her lips on your neck, i can’t unsee.
i can’t love you.
message in a bottle.
i know that you like me, and it’s kinda frightening.
i know that you like me.
i became hypnotized by freckles and bright eyes.
you’re so far away.
i’m reaching for you.
i’m reaching for you, terrified.
you could be the one that i love.
i could be the one that you dream of.
a message in a bottle is all i can do, standing here, hoping it gets to you.
you could be the one that i keep.
i could be the reason you can’t sleep at night.
these days i’m restless.
workdays are endless.
look how you made me.
time moves faster.
i bet you think about me.
i’ll bet you’re just fine.
the girl in your best has a fine pedigree.
i’ll bet your friends tell you she’s better than me.
i tried to fit in with your upper-crust circles.
they let me sit back when we were in love.
they sit around talking about the meaning of life.
we’re done and it’s over.
i bet you couldn’t believe when you realised i’m harder to forget than i was to leave.
i’m harder to forget than i was to leave.
i bet you think about me.
you can’t help who you fall for.
you said we’re too different.
you laughed at my dreams, rolled your eyes at my jokes.
do you have all the space that you need?
i don’t have to be your shrink to know that you’ll never be happy.
the love that you’re looking for is the love that you had.
last time you felt free was when none of that shit mattered.
you were with me.
forever winter.
why fall in love, just so you can watch it go away?
he spends most of his nights wishing it was how it used to be.
it’s not just a phase i’m in.
my voice comes out begging.
all this time i didn’t know you were breaking down.
i’d fall to pieces on the floor if you weren’t around.
too young to know it gets better.
i’ll be summer sun for you forever.
i’ll be summer sun for you forever, forever winter if you go.
he seems fine most of the time.
his laugh is a symphony.
when the lights go out, it’s hard to breathe.
i pull at every thread trying to solve the puzzles in his head.
live my life scared to death he’ll decide to leave instead.
my voice comes out screaming.
i’d take that bomb in your head and disarm it.
i’d say i love you even at your darkest.
please don’t go.
believe in one thing: i won’t go away.
i don’t go away.
run.
we shouldn’t be in this town.
i’d drive away before i let you go.
give me a reason and don’t say no.
i’ll wait for you.
darling, let’s run, run from it all.
we can go where our eyes can take us.
go where no one else is.
i’ll sing like no one cares.
i could see this view a hundred times.
since i gave it to you, there’s a heart on your sleeve.
there’s been this hole in my heart.
this thing was a shot in the dark.
say you’ll never let 'em tear us apart.
i’ll hold onto you while we run.
the very first night.
i wish i could fly.
i wish i could fly. i’d pick you up and we’d go back in time.
i miss you like it was the very first night.
i don’t seem brokenhearted.
my friends say they know everything i’m going through.
i drive down different roads, but they all lead back to you.
they weren’t riding in the car when we both fell.
they don’t know how much i miss you.
we never saw it coming.
not trying to fall in love, but we did.
we didn’t know we were built to fall apart.
we were built to fall apart.
we broke each other’s hearts.
don’t forget about the night out in LA.
no one knows about the words that we whispered.
take me away.
take me away to you.
do you know how much i miss you?
i wish that we could go back in time.
all too well (10 minute version)
something about it felt like home somehow.
i left my scarf there.
you’ve still got it in your drawer, even now.
your sweet disposition and my wide eyed gaze.
we’re singing in the car, getting lost upstate.
autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place.
i can picture it after all these days.
i know it’s long gone.
the magic’s not here no more.
i might be okay but i’m not fine at all.
i’m not fine at all.
i remember it all too well.
you tell me bout your past, thinking your future was me.
fuck the patriarchy.
we were always skipping town.
any time now, he’s gonna say it’s love.
you never called it what it was.
you never called it what it was till we were dead and gone and buried.
after three months in the grave.
all i felt was shame.
you held my lifeless frame.
i forget about you long enough to forget why i needed to.
coz there were are again in the middle of the night.
nobody had to know.
you kept me like a secret, but i kept you like an oath.
you kept me like a secret.
i kept you like an oath.
we’d swear to remember it all too well.
maybe we got lost in translation.
maybe i asked for too much.
maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you torn it all up.
running scared, i was there.
you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
so casually cruel in the name of being honest.
i’m a crumbled up piece of paper lying here.
they say all’s well that ends well.
but i’m in a new hell every time you double-cross my mind.
i’m in a new hell.
you said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine.
that made me want to die.
the idea you had of me, who was she?
a never needing, ever lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you.
you, that’s what happened.
it’s supposed to be fun, turning twenty-one.
time won’t fly, it’s like i’m paralyzed by it.
i’d like to be my old self again.
i’d like to be my old self again, but i’m still trying to find it.
i walk home alone.
it reminds you of innocence.
you can’t get rid of it.
it was rare, i was there.
i was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes: i’ll get older but your loves stay my age.
i’m a soldier who’s returning half her weight.
did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
just between us, did the love affair maim you too?
did the love affair maim you too?
i still remember the first fall of snow.
do you remember it all too well?
LOVER .
He tries so very hard to scare. Tight, firm mouth a frame to his teeth. She sees you Joe - she knows just how feral you can be. You would fight and tear the skin from anyone who stood between you and what you want. For the life of her, Maryam cannot determine what it is that he seeks. Love? Understanding? Acceptance? What does she have that Maryam cannot give him? Nothing. Despite all of her shadow self’s amountable qualities, Love could be snapped like a twig. “It took you long enough.” British, willowy tone is paired with a classic invasion of space. Something she would’ve done. Arms draped over his shoulders, a bright smile just for him. Nobody but him noticed. “It makes me wonder, Joe: do you really know her at all?”
it’s not often that i lose my cool. ( well, disregarding slight homicidal tendencies. ) a gentlemen of maintained composure, so long as it’s not threatened. needless to say, you’re lucky we’re in public. turquoise eyes are piercing, waning. sharp inhale ‘pon limbs snaking ‘rouund taller frame. i’m impressed, to say the least ---- grasping at straws. cushy behavior wasn’t out of the ordinary for a couple who doesn’t understand PDA decency, but we are far from an ordinary couple. if it’s a dance you desire, we’ll dance. you’ll get your empty satisfaction & i’ll get answers. head of ink curls tilted, lips barely brush your ear. “ you’re pathetic. ”
no, no body, no crime
Gone Girl (2014) dir. David Fincher
@mirrorhaunted
Gone Girl (2014) dir. David Fincher
LOVER .
What would Love Quinn do? Flutter those lashes, surely. Stammer over words in such a devastatingly human fashion. Maybe her little psychopathic twin could muster a crimson flush. The porcelain doll that stood in her place instead stared back at him with an unnerving sort of calm. “Oh how I would love to try,” that darling American accent finally slips through final syllables. “What was it that gave me away?” Even now, she toys with you Joe.
how rich in secrets you are, my love. i can’t say i’m not intrigued, ---- you’ve got me, and there’s no turning back now. i, of course have the moral high ground. the cards are on the table, and what comes next is dependent on you. porcelain & perfect demeanor, identical to the woman i love. you don’t break easily, i might respect it if you didn’t think you have the upper hand. you don’t. “ isn’t it obvious ? ” it wasn’t. bluffing through two rows of teeth. what are you, playing a role ? perhaps a role most detrimental to my psyche. a step is taken. “ i won’t entertain your games. ”
@mirrorhaunted : “ i fucked up, i know that, but jesus – can’t a girl just do the best she can? ” ( x. )
it’s quite interesting actually, my little carbon copy, ---- the return of gaze, doe eyes peering into mine. not quite wistful. “ fucked up is certainly one way to put it. ” words escape faster than intended. the best she can. i almost can’t help but snicker, slight pull of straight-lipped brims. what am i to do with you, little impersonator ? IMPOSTER. you’re not who you say, but neither am i. WHO ARE YOU ? you’re certainly not love quinn, albeit striking resemblance. my intention is not to scare you off, despite otherwise cold exterior. “ i think you have a lot of explaining to do. ”
taylor swift * folklore starters
THE 1
i’m doing good, i’m on some new shit
and if you wanted me, you really should’ve showed
but we were something, don’t you think so?
and if my wishes came true, it would’ve been you
in my defence, i have none
but it would’ve been fun if you would’ve been the one
if one thing had been different, would everything be different today
CARDIGAN
when you are young they assume you know nothing
i knew you
baby kiss it better
you put me on and said i was your favourite
a friend to all is a friend to none
chase two girls, lose the one
you drew stars around my scars
but now i’m bleeding
tried to change the ending
i knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs
cause i knew everything when i was young
and i knew you’d come back to me
THE LAST GREAT AMERICAN DYNASTY
how did a middle class divorcée do it?
there’s only so far new money goes
their parties were tasteful, if a little loud
there goes the last great american dynasty
who knows, if she never showed up what could’ve been
she had a marvellous time ruining everything
there goes the most shameless woman this town has ever seen
she stole his dog and dyed it key lime green
i had a marvellous time ruining everything
EXILE
i can see you standin’ honey
and it took you five whole minutes to pack us up and leave me with it
i think i’ve seen this film before
you’re not my homeland anymore
now i’m in exile seein’ you out
i can see you starin’ honey
like you’d get your knuckles bloody for me
those eyes add insult to injury
i’m not your problem anymore
so who am i offending now?
we always walked a very thin line
you didn’t even hear me out
i never learned to read your mind
MY TEARS RICOCHET
even on my worst day, did i deserve babe, all the hell you gave me?
i swear i loved you
i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
and if i’m dead to you, why are you at the wake?
you know i didn’t want to have to haunt you
cause when i’d fight, you used to tell me i was brave
and i can go anywhere i want, just not home
you had to kill me, but it killed you just the same
you turned into your worst fears
MIRRORBALL
and when i break, it’s in a million pieces
hush
you’ll find me on my tallest tiptoes spinning in my highest heels
i know they said the end is near
i can change everything about me to fit in
i’m still trying everything to get you laughing at me
i’m still a believer but i don’t know why
SEVEN
please picture me in the trees
i was too scared to jump in
are there still beautiful things?
cross your heart, won’t tell no other
and thought i can’t recall your face, i still got love for you
love you to the moon and to saturn
and i’ve been meaning to tell you
i think your house is haunted
i used to scream ferociously
AUGUST
i never needed anything more
are you sure?
never have i ever before
cause it was never mine
and i can see us twisted in bedsheets
cause you were never mine
i remember thinking i had you
wanting was enough
for me, it was enough
so much for summer love, and saying “us”
cause you weren’t mine to lose
THIS IS ME TRYING
i’ve been having a hard time adjusting
i didn’t know if you’d care if i came back
i have a lot of regrets about that
and maybe i don’t quite know what to say
i just wanted you to know that this is me trying
they told me all of my cages were mental
so i got wasted like all my potential
i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
but i didn’t pour the whiskey
at least i’m trying
it’s hard to be anywhere these days
ILLICIT AFFAIRS
make sure nobody sees you leave
tell your friends you’re out for a run
take the road less travelled by
and that’s the thing about illicit affairs
like you don’t even exist
but they lie, and they lie, and they lie, a million little times
don’t call me kid
don’t call me baby
look at this godforsaken mess that you made me
for you, i would ruin myself
INVISIBLE STRING
i used to think i would meet somebody there
were there clues i didn’t see?
all along, there was some invisible string tying you to me
you ate at my favourite spot for dinner
something wrapped all of my past mistakes in barbed wire
one single thread of gold tied me to you
hell was the journey but it brought me heaven
MAD WOMAN
what did you think i’d say to that?
what do you sing on your drive home?
every time you call me crazy, i get more crazy
and when you say i seem angry, i get more angry
what a shame, she went mad
no one likes a mad woman
you made her like that
it’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together
cause you took everything from me
the master of spin has a couple side flings
good wives always know
EPIPHANY
just a flesh wound
___, i think he’s bleedin’ out
something med school did not cover
doc, i think she’s crashin’ out
and some things you just can’t speak about
to make some sense of what you’ve seen
BETTY
but i think it’s cause of me
it’s like i couldn’t breathe
you can’t believe a word she says
the worst thing that i ever did was what i did to you
would you have me?
would you want me?
would you tell me to go straight to hell?
i’m only seventeen, i don’t know anything
but i know i miss you
just thinking of you
i dreamt of you all summer long
the only thing i wanna do is make it up to you
PEACE
i never had the courage of my convictions
as long as danger is near
but i would die for you in secret
the devil’s in the details
but you got a friend in me
your integrity makes me seem small
and you know that i’d swing with you for the fences
and you know that i’d sit with you in the trenches
and you know that i’d give you my wild
and you know that i’d give you my child
is it enough?
all these people think love’s for show
would it be enough if i could never give you peace?
HOAX
this has broken me down
stood on the cliffside screaming “give me a reason”
your faithless love’s the only hoax i believe in
don’t want no other shade of blue but you
i am ash from your fire
you know i left a part of me back in new york
you knew the hero died, so what’s the movie for
you knew it still hurts underneath my scares
you knew you won, so what’s the point of keeping score?
darling, this was just as hard
you have beaten my heart
no other sadness in the world would do
THE RICH NEVER HANG, —— ONLY THE POOR & FRIENDLESS.
daniel humphrey of gossip girl. by june.
anon requested: joe goldberg + his “disguise”
b. 002
ANSWERED FROM INBOX . i’ll love you till you call the cops on me.
Innately, the words invoke some sort of response in me, deep down. I stare over your features, looking over every line, your lips, your eyes … before a tiny smile pulls at my features. I swallow the dread that the comment left in me, lean up, & press a gentle kiss to your lips. I need to stop questioning everything. The more that I do it, the less I can move on. I want to move on. I want to leave Dr. Nicky & everything having to do with him in the past. ❝ Good things that’s completely unlikely. — They can’t arrest someone for being most doting boyfriend. ❞
distinct curvature occupying pursed brims as your words resound within my ears, sweetest nectar. you, guinevere beck, are the cure. the undying antidote, your second chance at life ---- my second chance at love. and for you, i am eternally grateful. “ you’d be surprised . . . ” digits intertwining with your own, as if handcrafted for each other. and you’re correct, i am a doting boyfriend. no doubts in my mind that we belong together. “ i love you, beck . . you know that ? ” reassuring squeeze of your palm; you radiate warmth.
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@hiddenbodies said : why do you have a gun? / peach
IS HE REALLY THAT FUCKING INSANE ? he must be . that’s the only reason she can come up with right now . for why he’s asking her that question when he’s in her house . breaking and entering . peach is well aware that she has every right to shoot him . he attacked her and she had no choice . and beck would be hers , the way it’s supposed to be . but first , she wants answers and she wants them now . she can’t help the bitter laugh that escapes her lips , brows creasing together . ❝ i think the better question is what the hell are you doing in my house , joseph ? don’t tell me you followed us here . ❞
“ peaches, . . . i’m asking you to put the gun . . down. ” well - aware that now was not the opportune time for pet names, but he couldn’t resist ---- even staring down the barrel of a gun. severely disadvantaged, hands and knees, palms surfaced defensively. of course he ‘ followed them ’ ( to put it in her unbearable terms. protection came at a cost he was willing to pay. for beck. for true love, not for a possessive best friend who’s unable to take a hint. ) not to mention his restless night endured beneath her bed.
joe’s no worse than the salinger heiress, only perhaps less full of himself. really, who was she fooling ? chocolate pools flicker the vicinity, seeking something, anything, to disarm her highness. “ can’t we talk like human beings ? ” outrageous request of her, he knows. “ . . . without firearms. ”
LISTEN ,, once i fix my shit here ( psd ,, actually making icons ... ) i will return !! i have hella muse & hella time on my hands now bc of online classes .
adoredycu.
@hiddenbodies liked for a starter ! based on #93 from this.
𝚒’𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕, 𝚓𝚘𝚎. i’m not the clingy, suffocating type and you know that. even if i have been texting you all day because i haven’t heard back. one-worded replies ? they don’t sit well with me. but i don’t want to be that girlfriend that hovers and worries too much as i know it could possibly drive you away. i’m sitting on the couch, attempting to study for my midterm when i hear the familiar sound of a key turning in the lock. i stand upon watching you open the door, relief flooding over my tense shoulders. “ hey, there you are. ” i offer you a smile as i walk up to greet you like usual, but i stop halfway when i notice the vibrant crimson soaked into your shirt, dark splotches contrasting against the plain white. and suddenly i’m frozen in place, my feet no longer moving towards you. is that what i think it is ? “ joe, you’ve got blood on your shirt. ”
i’m a good guy , beck. believe me. but alas , i’m only human. i make mistakes. mistakes such as the untimely disposal of a bludgeoned body and worse ---- forgetting to text you. shit. you’re expecting me any minute. i’m late and i apologize profusely , but i have no doubts that i can make it up to you. meatball subs in hand , entering your humble abode. scent of burning candles and you flooding my senses. i’m intoxicated.
there you are approaching me , heaven personified. tempted to tilt a dome of stygian strands , greeting kiss is nearly planted ‘pon your forehead . . . your delicate words resounding within the shells of my ears , albeit sounding more like an alarm. never was there a moment of more necessary composure. feigned ignorance , sapphires flicker to sanguine stained shirt. “ you got me. ” corners of ruddy brims upturn slightly , plastic bag procured within grasp , displayed like show and tell. “ i’ve got marinara on my shirt. ”