Solacium Meum

If you're not scared, then you're not taking a chance. And if you're not taking a chance, then what the hell are you doing?

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I wonder ...

What went wrong with me? Where did it all get so messy? Why can't I do it? Why is it so hard for me to take that leap and make that fall? Everytime I try my feet feel heavy and wobbly. Air leaves my lungs and I suffocate, right at the edge. My vision darkens and suddenly all I look for is a way out. I run. I keep running.

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On my worst days,

Faking happy is easier than breathing.

[booksquoteslife]

“What horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well-educated, brilliantly promising, and fading out into an indifferent middle age.” - Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath

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You know what I realized today?

It's that a lot of people only learn to appreciate and love you when you're no longer there for them to criticize & hate.

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Does my silence make sense now?

[honestliar-16]

It's so difficult to believe someone who is an expert at pretending.

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What a plot twist you were.

- Faraway

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“Day after day after terrible day.” - Charles Dickens

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Been binge-reading Unsphere the Stars again... it never gets old.

I just wanted to show my appreciation to @cocoartistwrites for writing this.

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Those whom we can love, we can hate; to others we are indifferent.

Henry David Thoreau

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I used to think that anything was better than nothing.

Now I know that sometimes nothing is better.

- Glenda Jackson

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"That is a terrible way to see the world." He said.

"Or maybe, just maybe... it's just a terrible world."

Unknown

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"When Love Arrives" by Sarah Kay and Phil Kaye

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I naturally look mean and I'm okay with that.

IT KEEPS WEAK PEOPLE AWAY.

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"Loving you shouldn't be this hard". He said.