I went thru hell as a kid, not looking for sympathy its just a fact, but I went thru hell. Rape,physical, mental, emotional, verbal abuse, drug dealers for parents, sold for meth, living in storage units, homeless shelters, crapy 1 bed hotel rooms with my 6 other siblings, being the parent sibling,moving constently, never knowing when wed eat again, finding out if u swallow your food whole it takes longer to digest,never having hot water, in and out of school, my best friend killed herself , my baby sister died, father in and out of jail,got prego at 13 and put her up for adoption. Then finally we got out....finaly we were free right? Wrong. Only to be put in a forster home with a narsicitst foster mom promising to adopt us then 5sec later telling me I'm scum and worthless and too far gone and no wonder my parents were like that because im a broken pice of shit. And i belived it. I belived it so much I tryed to kms 9 times and was in and out of the hospital until they droped me off at a homless shelter at 16.and adopted my siblings, they were my babies.one day I met my gf and moved in with her and her mom and I started visiting my siblings only for the foster mom to continue abusing me and telling my siblings I dont love them.when they found out I was gay they told me I was better of dead and messaged me for weeks telling me to kms.....and I wanted to....i still do...if it wernt for my gf I would honestly...but honestly thats what my ed does.....it distracts me from all that. If i focus on all the numbers and the cals then I dont have to focus on my past. And its the only thing keeping me from offing myself honestly. So when we report me its not heping, I'm in tharaphy I'm working thru my crap or trying to but rn this is all I can really control so pleas just block dont report this is all I have left, this is how i cope
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