i would sell my soul for the solanum plush
I am so happy mine arrived earlier this week and she has joined hatchling & Riebeck at the foot of my bed <3 my beloveds <3

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macklin celebrini has autism
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Keni
YOU ARE THE REASON
KIROKAZE
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open

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Monterey Bay Aquarium

Discoholic 🪩

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we're not kids anymore.
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
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cherry valley forever
Mike Driver

Love Begins
taylor price
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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i would sell my soul for the solanum plush
I am so happy mine arrived earlier this week and she has joined hatchling & Riebeck at the foot of my bed <3 my beloveds <3
Transmascs wake up, new bottom surgery just dropped
GOT MY TOP SURGERY WOOOOHOOOOOO
i think what’s on a person’s nightstand is very telling so reblog this and put in the tags the things you have on your nightstand
Once again I keep on not posting while stuff is happening but anyways I finally got a date for my top surgery !!! i'ts november 17th, i.e. in less than two weeks, i.e. I am stressing out tryna get everything planned and organized in time but I am so so so excited. It feels so weird now to just be counting down the amount of days I'll still have to wear my binder (and yes I know post-op binding is still a thing for a while, but like I will be completely binder free before 2026??? That's insane)
I doubt you’re even going to fully read this but I’m sending it nonetheless. i think being that you aren’t a professional (your words) you can’t discredit actual certified research guides in favor of stating your own opinions online as fact, especially when most of the people who engage with your account are minors who seem to accept everything you say at face value. yes, the DSM-5 is flawed, as is most research regarding mental health, because the human mind is a very complex thing that is difficult to understand. this is why the DSM is regularly updated as PROFESSIONALS learn more. the DSM-5 isn’t even meant to be a rule book on how every mental condition MUST be, it’s simply a guide.
No, I read this twice actually! I think this is a very interesting ask on several levels, tbh.
First, because you seem to be assuming that the DSM-5 is the only source of research on psychology/psychiatry, which it is not. Many other groups and people study psychology/psychiatry and publish their findings, which I referenced many times in reference to my statements on things like porn addiction.
The DSM-5 is very selectively updated depending on very bigoted standards. Whether its a guide or not doesn't mean that information inherently goes above any other studies on mental health or that I should claim its inherently correct, especially taking into account how those studies are done, what they're based on and the politics surrounding them.
I also think that the comment on minors accepting everything at face-value is uncalled for. I do have a lot of kids following me (I don't think its the majority, though) but that doesn't mean I should pretend things like the DSM-5 or health studies in general can't have explicit bias involved or be unreliable sources of information.
If you want to protect/help kids, recommending I censor information is definitely not the way.
I am quite literally saying do not take things at face value without considering the politics and possible bigotry involved and I've gotten plenty of questions on it, which is a great sign those kids you're talking about are not just taking me at face value and actually interested in learning more!
Like, have a little faith. I appreciate the concern (and the reminder I'm not a professional lol) but I think its definitely okay (not to mention relevant) to discuss these things. (Though I can definitely be sure to add more sources when I do, if that's what you're worried about.)
So I'm currently studying to become a social worker, and fun fact !!
Almost every teacher and class tells us that the dsm 5 is largely bs and completely irrelevant to actually helping people with their issues.
Even the classes we have specifically on psychiatry always have a disclaimer that the dsm 5 is mostly there for health insurance reasons anyways, not to actually do our (future) jobs by
from what i can gather this is a universal experience
Somehow I managed to beat the ant guarding the entryway, free the flea that was stuck in the next room, and then immediately turn around and forget everything about this area until I was in shellwood and thought hm what is this hole in my map
it's so funny to me to watch people play hollow knight and be like "I'm just in it for the next boss fight, I LOVE the boss fights". could not be me. I'm in it for the beauty of exploration and the glory of platforming, I see a big room and go ah fuck why must I suffer
I am literally almost 26hrs in and still in act one because I simply cannot get enough of the exploration, and there's so many interactions ??? I keep going back to bones bottom to check on my friends (the npc's) and almost every single time something new has happened
"Hello, world!" "Hello, Charlotte!" "Please take care of me..."
The First Hero. The Cage, With Human Soul and Parts.
So my friends and I were talking about the similarities between "Hello Charlotte" and "Deltarune", the main one being that both our protags (Charlotte and Kris) are referred to as "Puppets." It's just interesting to me, and I might make a post later about the other similarities.
This is probably the best ukulele playing I’ve ever seen.
It’s always wild when people are amazed by proper Ukulele playing because what they consider “good” is whatever mainlanders are attempting to play while asserting some “quirky” vibe. Ukulele has become trendy on the mainland and people are amazed by what we consider BASIC skills and boring same chord repetition over and over. PLUS malihini don’t even pronounce the name right (what the fuck is a yuu-kuu-lay-lee hahaha).
Here in Hawaiʻi we are busting it out (like these killer wahines) every day in ways you can’t even imagine. Half my nā hoahānau play like this!
We stay laughing. These wahines choke deadly.
This must be what surf rock guitarists were trying to emulate in the 60’s. It’s so fucking good.
It is really important to me that all of you learn about Al Bean, astronaut on Apollo 12 and the fourth man to walk on the moon, who after 20 years in the US Navy and 18 years with NASA during which he spent 69 days in space and more than 10 hours doing EVAs on the moon , retired to become a painter.
He is my favorite astronaut for any number of reasons, but he’s also one of my favorite visual artists.
Like, look at this stuff????
It’s all so expressive and textured and colorful! He literally painted his own experience on the moon! And that's just really fucking cool to me!
Just look at this! This is one of my absolute favorite emotions of all time. Is Anyone Out There? is like the ultimate reaction image. Any time I have an existential crisis, this is how I picture myself.
And then there's this one:
The Fantasy
For all of the six Apollo missions to land on the moon, there was no spare time. Every second of their time on the surface was budgeted to perfection: sleeping, eating, putting on the suits, entering and exiting the LEM, rock collection, setting up longterm experiments to transmit data back to Earth, everything. These timetables usually got screwed over by something, but for the most part the astronauts stuck to them.
The crew of Apollo 12 (Pete Conrad, Al Bean, and Dick Gordon) had other plans. Conrad and Bean had snuck a small camera with a timer into the LEM to take a couple pictures together on the moon throughout the mission. They had hidden the key for the timer in one of the rock collection bags, with the idea being to grab the key soon after landing, take some fun photos here and there, and then sneak the camera back to Earth to develop them. They had practiced where they would hide the key and how to get it out from under the collected rocks back on Earth dozens of times.
But when they got to the moon, the key was nowhere to be found. Al Bean spent precious time digging through the collection bags before he called it off. The camera had been pushing their luck anyways, he couldn't afford to spend anymore time not on the mission objectives. Conrad and Bean continued the mission as per the NASA plan while Dick Gordon orbited overhead.
Fast forward to the very end of the mission. Bean and Conrad are doing last checks of the LEM before they enter for the last time and depart from the moon. As Bean is stowing one of the collection bags, the camera key falls out. The unofficially planned photo time has come and gone, and he tosses the key over his shoulder to rest forever on the surface of the moon.
This painting, The Fantasy, is that moment. There have never been three people on the moon at the same time, there was never an unofficial photo shoot on the moon, this picture could never have happened.
"The most experienced astronaut was designated commander, in charge of all aspects of the mission, including flying the lunar module. Prudent thinking suggested that the next-most-experienced crew member be assigned to take care of the command module, since it was our only way back home. Pete had flown two Gemini flights, the second with Dick as his crewmate. This left the least experienced - me - to accompany the commander on the lunar surface.
"I was the rookie. I had not flown at all; yet I got the prize assignment. But not once during the three years of training which preceded our mission did Dick say that it wasn't fair and that he wished he could walk on the moon, too. I do not have his unwavering discipline or strength of character.
"We often fantasized about Dick's joining us on the moon but we never found a way. In my paintings, though, I can have it my way. Now, at last, our best friend has come the last sixty miles." - Al Bean, about The Fantasy.
The Alan Bean Gallery
To be honest, this one
Almost made me cry right now.
I love it. Something about it feels so incredibly human. The emotion on display, even without a face to show it. This is magnificent. Truly magnificent. I feel it in my soul.
top surgery tip 1)
get yourself used to sleeping on your back (and possibly elevated depending on your surgeon) BEFORE surgery.
top surgery tip 2)
have cough drops on hand because your throat will probably be sore from the breathing tube they use with anesthesia.
Top surgery tip 3)
Get and use straws. You'll have T-Rex arms for a while but you still need to hydrate.
top surgery tip 4)
the post surgery compression binder is more comfortable than youd think but it still gets pretty itchy. so dont be afraid to take benydryl, itll help you rest and stop the itch
top surgery tip 5)
sounds weird but try not to flex your pecs… watched a horror game play through and every time there was a jump scare my whole body tensed up including my pecs which hurt like a bitch
Top surgery tip 6)
Have hand sanitizer/ body wipes incase you cannot reach across sinks easily and to also put under your armpits if you cannot get deodorant there
top surgery tip 7)
you might be numb in some areas affected by the surgery. especially if your surgeon does any liposuction along with just cutting your boobs off. right now my armpits are numb which makes cleaning them weird. less of a tip and more its normal for early in recovery
top surgery tip 8)
about a week in stuff starts to feel like pins and needles. i thought that meant my one nipple was falling off. turns out its the opposite and its them coming back to life. the post op compression binder while annoying does help the tingling feel less weird
top surgery tip 9)
you surgeon may be ripped to hell and back like mine and put the compression binder on super tight. ITS OK TO LOOSEN IT A LITTLE.
its there for compression to keep the swelling down but same rules apply as a regular binder: it might be a little uncomfortable and feel tight but you need to still be able to BREATHE
top surgery tip 10)
invest in a long pair of tongs or one of those claw grabber things. i just made ramen that was in a cabinet above the microwave. how? tippy toes and tongs.
Top surgery tip 11)
You can buy little hair net looking guys at some major pharmacies that include shampoo and can be used to wash your hair in bed if you’re having trouble in the shower
(This is a general surgery tip but all my disabled friends swear by ‘em post surgery it makes your life much easier and you can feel properly clean)
top surgery tip 12) it’s okay to sleep on the couch or in a chair if it’s too difficult or painful to get in and out of bed. My couch plus a pile of throw pillows on either side of me was the perfect place to sit and simmer as I recovered. I also recommend getting one of those airplane pillows that go around your neck. very useful if you end up sleeping sitting up and don’t want your neck to crick.
top surgery tip 13)
when it comes to scar care. anything is better than nothing. and you dont need to shell out hundreds of dollars for fancy scar creams. to massage your scars as long as everythings properly closed you can just grab an gentle unscented or naturally scented lotion and use that. shea butter, cocoa butter, bio oil the like. youre just looking for something for sensitive skin and thatll keep them hydrated.
14: suffering is not noble take the damn meds
14a: take them *before* doing the daily tube drain
Putting it here for when I hopefully get top surgery near the end of the year
i literally dont care what your excuse for using AI is. if you didnt put your own effort into making it im not putting my own effort into interacting with it.
SHUTTUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPPP
It's so funny to legally change ur name and sex in the Netherlands cause it's illegal not to have a valid Id on you but also the second I change my name n sex my current id becomes invalid but I am not capable of getting another one for at least 1.5 weeks (because it takes time for the changes to go through and then to request a new id) which means for the next week and a half if I were to get arrested I'd be in big trouble, which like, i won't but it's so funny that this is the way that it is
ANYWAYS i have been inactive for a while woopsie so quick life update: I've been on testosterone for ab 2 month now, ive aged and am now actually 19 (gotta update my profile in a bit) uhhhhh im on the waitlist (9/12 months)(sobs) for top surgery yeehaw and also getting my legal documents (name and gender) changed next monday and also I am retaking this semester of college
TODAYS the DAY and I started it by reading Voltron fanfiction since 6am
What the FUCK is a sigma test
I am so glad that no matter what I can always just open Tumblr and see Voltron and Homestuck content. Doesn't matter how long it's been those are just the constants of the world and I am so grateful