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are those my only options

I wish I could give myself reverse arachnophobia. Make all spiders irrationally terrified of me, even despite of being aware that I won't hurt them.

bedofvinesandroses

Thinking about two Affini domesticating me.

Me, tired and afraid, one of them wraps my arms and legs in vines to keep me still against their chest

While the other gently prys open my mouth with a thorn and floods my mouth with spores down to my lungs

Filling my body with a warm sensation as their very essence brews inside me

My mind going fuzzy as my fears fade and I can finally let go of the years of indoctrinated ideals and forced masks

My mouth closing over the thorn like an oral fixation, its dangerous yet comforting form pressing down on my tongue

The vines around my extremities extending further along my body, tearing off the cage that is my clothes and letting my skin press fully between the two Affini

Their each unique and gentle biorhythms lulling me into warm safety...

I am theirs...

It didn't take much...

queen-cheeze-the-vth

I simply don't understand ferralists. They keep saying that they want Free dom, but they keep running away. They keep saying that they are free, but when we try to take them without payment they get all fussy.

sztuph1618

I love the idea of voluntary domestication waaaaay more than when it's forced because of all the bonding it implies.

Forced domestication is like "Oh no, I've been naughty and now the Affini are going to do a bunch of kinky shit to me, waaaaa!", which is hot, but voluntary domestication is like "I know that this Affini will be able to do almost anything they want to me, but I'm still choosing to be domesticated because I trust that they will care for me, I trust that they wont abuse me and only do what is best for me", which is waaaaay hotter IMO.

(Totally unrelated but do you guys have any fanfics that match my description of voluntary domestication? Asking for a friend lol)

thepromiscuousfinger

headslikekites

don't think about your life past 9pm teto

misspetbait

being polyamorous and having no game is so humbling. yeah im poly but i don't have any girlfriends. im just in love with all my friends and nobody wants me

ldcadmium

Dare I say the thing I love most about Human Domestication Guide as a setting, beyond the magical anti-anxiety and HRT drugs, or even the Affini's unending love for humans, is the fact that it's non-consensual.

As someone with a flavor of mental illness that simultaneously makes me desperately need help, but also be absolutely terrified of it with all my heart, I would still suffer in a world where the Affini followed human conventions of consent. I would do what I've always done and hide my problems, pretend everything is fine, or frustrate medical workers until they deem me treatment resistant and give up (which has happened several times now).

In such a world, I'd refuse Class E's, only cautiously accept Class G's, and go on my merry way slowly tearing myself apart, with expectations of living to 30 at best, 25 at worst. Any time I'd be offered domestication, I'd refuse not because I don't want it, but because I'm pathologically inclined to refuse such a thing no matter what.

The fact that this isn't the case, that I'd be dragged kicking and screaming to receive help, and that help would actually fix me, is the #1 reason I enjoy the setting. The guarantee that, even if I run and hide because I can't help myself, someone will find me, and they're going to care for me until the end of time.

#oh how i love consensual non consent