Lost. but at the same time found too..

[i-am-both-lost-and-found]

All of sudden i wanted to be like cruel invader,

Banishing my thoughts from my head,

killing all my feelings in my heart,

To have nothing inside,

But invader has to be courageous,

I am not.

I dont want to be like invader.

I want to be invaded

To feel so much pain

That i explode

And not exist anymore.

Yes thats what i want.

For world to go on,

For people to move on,

And for me to be gone.

[i-am-both-lost-and-found]

You know when you are walking on a road. You see a bright light moving towards you. And before you can even register what is happening, the car hits you with full force. You dont know for second what has happend. You feel numb.  You cant think of anything. And sometimes you never know until well after.  Today you told me that you are fed up with me. You had thought of letting me go. And it felt like being hit by a train.

Hurtful me

[i-am-both-lost-and-found]

He was so mad at me and he sang me to sleep. Love i have craved for all my life is here. He loves me so much. He loves me.

Me

[i-am-both-lost-and-found]

Life is very strange. It loves to prove you wrong over and over again. Funny thing is how much you feel amazed when you get to know that things you never thought yourself doing, have become so normal for you. I am so in wonder with this irony of life. You think one thing, and life gives you something else. And i am so glad life gave me you. One thing, i never even imagined would happen, happened. Life is very strange and i have never been more happier.

Me

[leatherwingsinc-deactivated2015]

[caluummhood-deactivated20140506]

HOLY SHIT, IT WAS THE ORIGINAL ONE

MAKE A WISH

[jamesjoeboyleeeee-deactivated20]

the first post ever on tumblr

[powerpuffsposts-deactivated2025]

I WAS EXPECTING IT TO BE A REMAKE OF SOME SORT HOLY FUCK

[kpopdotexe-blog]

WHO THE FUCK KEEPS BRINGING THIS BACK

[teenyweenynotepad]

reblog this because it shows up every blue moon

[flamboynt-deactivated20151220]

I FOUND IT ✊

[addcolortomysky]

I WAS SO SCARED IT WOULDNT BE THE ORIGINAL

[blairisbae]

Who first posted this?

[ratbastarddotfuck]

I THOUGHT THIS WAS GOING TO END WITH A MEME OR SOME SHIT NO IT’S THE REAL ONE OH MY GOD

[amberdamnn]

Wishing I’ll do well on my finals ✨

[tullipsink]

I’m going to love you. I’m going to love you in your weakest moments to your strongest ones. I’m going to love you when you’re happy and I’m going to still love you the most when you’re sad. Don’t you understand? I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere. I want to love you, each and every piece of you. I want you with your imperfections as much as I want you for you. And I’m always going to want you, I’m always going to be here loving you with everything.

im here// (via tullipsink)

[insanely--crazy]

I can’t talk about it because if I talk about it that means it matters. If it matters that means it’s real, and if it’s real that means it’s going to hurt.

I can’t talk about it. (via insanely–crazy)

[tullipsink]

I’m going to love you. I’m going to love you in your weakest moments to your strongest ones. I’m going to love you when you’re happy and I’m going to still love you the most when you’re sad. Don’t you understand? I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere. I want to love you, each and every piece of you. I want you with your imperfections as much as I want you for you. And I’m always going to want you, I’m always going to be here loving you with everything.

im here// (via tullipsink)

[quotemadness]

I’m a coward when it comes to matters of the heart. That is my fatal flaw.

Haruki Murakami (via quotemadness)

[5000letters]

I’ve stopped being sorry for all my soft. I won’t apologise because I miss you, or because I said it, or because I text you first, or again. I think everyone spends too much time trying to close themselves off. I don’t want to be cool or indifferent, I want to be honest. If I love you at 5AM, I’d damn well rather that you know I felt it. If I love you two hours later, I’ll tell you then too. Listen, I won’t wait double the time it takes for you to text me back because I don’t want to. I don’t care enough to be patient with you. I’m happy, you made me feel that way, don’t you want to know? So that’s how it’s going to be. I’m going to leave myself as open as a church door. And I’m going to wake you up before the crack of dawn to tell you that I’m fucking joyful, no pretending, not from me, not ever. Would you like some coffee, would you please kiss me? Here, these are my hands, this is my mouth, it is all yours.

Azra.T “Don’t Wait Three Days to Text First.”  (via 5000letters)

[wordsnquotes]

Trying to convince my shadow that I am someone worth following.

Rudy Francisco  (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-writers]

I’m not a steady person. When I get angry I don’t yell, I give a cold shoulder. When I’m mad at myself I treat other people poorly. When I’m upset I push everyone away and regret it. I can’t stay mad at people who do me wrong for too long and I have way too much love to give. I can treat someone I love like I’ll never see them again or like my love for them never existed. No, don’t get me wrong, I love them, I really do. I just have an awful habit of destroying things I love because that’s what I learned from my parents.

Rida Aamina, I’m a wreck, will you love me nevertheless? (via wnq-writers)

[thelovejournals]

I think about you. But I don’t say it anymore.

Marguerite Duras, Hiroshima mon amour (via wordsnquotes)

[little-miss-tragedy]

When I was a little girl, maybe five or six, I had a really bad cold, and I told my father that I was scared to go to bed, because what if I closed my mouth and stopped breathing? What if I didn’t wake up tomorrow? He rubbed my back soothingly, and said, “Darling, no matter what, your body will always find a way to breathe,” verb—to take oxygen into the lungs and expel it; we were fifteen when he told me about his mother; he rarely ever talked about his family, but he desperately wanted to understand, and he knew that I knew better than anyone. He wanted to understand what was happening as she clutched her chest, and what it was like to struggle so much, only to have your lungs fail you. He wanted to understand what it was like when your body forgets how to breathe, verb—to inject, as if by breathing. I closed my eyes, and suddenly I was no longer surrounded by a mob of people. It was only me, and the beat of the drum vibrating through the floor; the beat that I felt deep in my chest, and for the first time in my life, I knew what it was like to truly breathe, verb— to live; exist. When you tell someone that you want to die, they don’t really know what to say. When you tell them about all the times you’ve imagined yourself being hit by six cars in succession. Some say, fuck, some say, fight, but no one ever says breathe.

// never forget to breathe // by (DS)

[i-am-both-lost-and-found]

People say that if you want something, give it your all. I don't believe in giving it all to people you love and receiving nothing back and then again giving it all, just to follow " no regrets" motto. Because once you give it all, two things can happen. Either you learn your lesson and understand that other person is to be held responsible for once, or you fall in this self-blaming black hole and try even harder. You see, you are stuck in a loop. You try, you get nothing, you try harder, nothing, you try once more, still nothing. The only thing you gain more is exhaustion. Do you know, only thing you can control is yourself?? So you try to blame yourself for all the things that happened. If you didnt do that, or maybe if you did this, they would see how lost they are without you. So lets try again. You see, you break yourself so much that even a right person cannot fix you. So please stop with "giving it all". Give it to someone who does the same, without hesitation. Please dont mess up your life. Please let go of your ego, for once. Me.

[thequotejournals]

Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings that puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.

Sigmund Freud (via thequotejournals)

[wnq-writers]

More often than not, when we ask someone if they’re okay, it’s because we’d like for them to ask us the same.

whatifgodisacat (via wordsnquotes)

Omg this....