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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
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Sweet Seals For You, Always
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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
if i look back, i am lost
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quarantine harry potter
hello tumblr sphere.
I was struggling to know how to help the world (and stop myself from going mad) during all this Covid19 Lockdown business - then it came to me: livestream a cosy reading of a Harry Potter chapter each night!
I do it via Instagram Live every night (UK time). Insta handle is @ilaydaarden - come join in on the cosy respite vibes!
Nitwit, blubber, oddment & tweak x
the tarot cards gifted to me on my 30th birthday in october have unlocked some serious mystical/witchy vibes in me that i think have always been there but i’ve never really bothered paying attention to, let alone nurturing.
i’m interested in learning more about witchcraft and mysticism in the todays modern age but i find it all a bit overwhelming - there seem to be so many variations and styles, approaches and practices - is there a good place to start?
so far i’ve read up a bit about crystals and then dived in and made some moon water on the night of the super blood wolf moon... but i’ll be damned if i know anything else yet!
depression drinking wine alone on a friday night whilst writing a covering letter for a job application. WHAT COULD GO WRONG.
Me: Leaving work, tired & hungry *googles something*
Google Agent Tracking My Life: Ok team we’ve got a search term! Time to hit her with ads about the nearest places to buy *squints at screen* cheesestrings.
Oh no my heart. It's broken again.
Idk I just want to disappear. My mum is completely off the rails My grandma is incredibly sick My brother is struggling at uni and I'm scared he's gonna drop out My dad has been kicked out and is somehow staying in Nottingham My company is about to go bankrupt My main income job has already hired my part time counterpart, so I can't go back to full time. My money is basically all gone My sense of self is not here My understanding of what to do and how to be is just gone I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear
I came home. 11 months and 17 days since the last visit. My heart rate is up, my breathing constricted, my mouth dry. I am terrified. I was not ready. I need to leave.
After a year of mental health breakdowns and relationships being fractured, this year my mum & grandma did not wish me a happy birthday. I knew it was going to happen and the knowledge was heartbreaking. But my friends, whether they knew it too or not, gathered around me and showed me love. They reminded me that sometimes your friends are your family too. Their presence, in person, through texts or whatever else, on my birthday told me that I was not alone. And I will forever be grateful. They helped ease the pain of my heartbreak on the day when I was likely to feel it the most. So there we have it. Never stop being a good friend. Because you never know how much someone might need that from you.
Today my mum almost broke me. I got home, knowing I would be alone and took a blade and held it to my skin. But I didn't do it. I will not let her break me. I have not done anything wrong I am not a bad person. I am not a bad daughter. I am not the person she thinks I am.
Help
Desperate mental health text post:
Does anyone know of any UK based groups or charities that offer support to the family members of someone who has mental health problems??
I’m completely out of options and desperately need guidance and support.
The charity ‘Mind’ has a lot of information, or you could try get some carers support through your doctors if you haven’t already registered as a carer I would recommend doing it. I hope this helps a little.
Thank you... I've been in contact with Mind and also Rethink and a few other big ones, but they have very little in the way of support for those who have loved ones that are mentally ill but refuse diagnosis/to believe they are ill. Still searching and looking for any kind of support or advice in this area, so if you hear of anything please do let me know.
Help
Desperate mental health text post: Does anyone know of any UK based groups or charities that offer support to the family members of someone who has mental health problems?? I'm completely out of options and desperately need guidance and support.
I'm consumed by feelings of loneliness of late. I love my colleagues who are also my friends so very much with all my heart but I can't shake the feeling that I'm plodding along with my life and trying to hold it all together all on my own. My show opens next week and everything to do with that is at peak stress level... I'm also constantly on the brink of panic and fear about my family and my mother in particular. If I think about it for too long j end up having a panic attack. And me and Alex have been.... What? I don't know. There's been this strange funk between us for a couple of months now... Lots of pushing and pulling, micro arguments, occasional passive aggression, late night chats and crying. I don't understand what's happening but it doesn't feel good at all. And I know it's not just me... We're both doing this. It's kind of the icing on the cake really. To be perfectly honest I'm totally fucking terrified. Completely terrified. What does he mean? What does he want? Where is this going to end up? I'm so scared. And alone. I have no friends I can speak to about this? And besides what do I say? 'Things haven't been right at all but I can't say what or why or how- it's just a feeling that sometimes exemplifies itself in small micro aggressions and arguments' ??? No. I don't know what a friend would say? I don't know who I have that I can say that to? I just want someone who I can go for a long chat with and who will listen, understand, be kind... Remind me of things, advise if necessary... Remind me that I'm not alone out here.
I’m quite lonely. I have my boyfriend as my confidant, my friend, my lover. But he’s the only one really. I am not close close close to anyone else, and it makes me sad every now and then. I want to tell secrets, and be the first person someone calls when they have good news, and help someone through their bad times, and have someone who when they ask ‘how’s life?’ I don’t have to lie by omission about my family or my mother, but just shake my head and say 'pretty shit’. I have not spoken to a friend about the things going on in my life at all. No one in my life who isn’t my boyfriend has asked me about the deeper things in my life. And I’m starting to feel really lonely.
When you sneeze on your period: A Story in Three Gifs.
I’ve been ko’d in bed with a horrendous death cold fever snot flu thing. Today I woke up feeling a fraction better but decided to stay home and fully recuperate just to be safe. And what do you know? BAM: I got my period. It’s like my body was like ‘oh you think you got away with that hey? Think you can go back to being a regular human eh? WRONG. HAVE SOME CRIMSON MISERY, BITCH!’ and then kicked me in the ovaries 23 times. Anyways, I’ve been in bed tumbling and writhing in agony for the last hour cause… You know… Flu plus Period. So. Happy.
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