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[ilostmysoulbruh]

Sooooooooooo

I met my neighbour on new years eve.... he's lived next door to me for 2 years and we've never spoken before...

I really like him... and I'm almost 99.99999999% sure he likes me

I don't want to tell anyone about him because I'm so paranoid that saying it out loud it'll be ruined, the problem with this is I'm in my head about it and I have no one to talk about him with...

like... he says and does things that let me know he likes me buuuuuuuut he hasn't held my hand, hugged me, kissed me (the most was when he came round mine to watch a movie because I hadn't slept in 3 days and like near the end of the film he said I could use his shoulder as a pillow and he played with my hair and I was SO sure he'd kiss me.. but he didn't) he hasn't even said with clearly that he likes me...

I keep thinking he likes me but then I get in my head and think I'm reading him wrong..

I don't think I want advice, maybe if there is someone out there that wants to do like a manifestation reading... lovespell?

[ilostmysoulbruh]

Soooooo

He definitely likes me... Friday night i asked of he wanted to watch a movie, i went round and I stayed the night... we cuddled all night

Then yesterday(Saturday) we did a lord if the rings marathon and again we cuddled all night, i thought there was multiple times where he was going to kiss me, he even had so many chances

Now I know he likes me, not from the cuddling, but from a conversation we had where he reflected his fears of this ending, valid as we are neighbours after all, but I tried to reassure him.

So for now that's the update

now I just gotta work up the courage to hug him in the daytime

[ilostmysoulbruh]

Sooooooooooo

I met my neighbour on new years eve.... he's lived next door to me for 2 years and we've never spoken before...

I really like him... and I'm almost 99.99999999% sure he likes me

I don't want to tell anyone about him because I'm so paranoid that saying it out loud it'll be ruined, the problem with this is I'm in my head about it and I have no one to talk about him with...

like... he says and does things that let me know he likes me buuuuuuuut he hasn't held my hand, hugged me, kissed me (the most was when he came round mine to watch a movie because I hadn't slept in 3 days and like near the end of the film he said I could use his shoulder as a pillow and he played with my hair and I was SO sure he'd kiss me.. but he didn't) he hasn't even said with clearly that he likes me...

I keep thinking he likes me but then I get in my head and think I'm reading him wrong..

I don't think I want advice, maybe if there is someone out there that wants to do like a manifestation reading... lovespell?

[pluribun]

People yet still pretending like wills self-acceptence needs to be used as proof for Mike being gay or else what's the point? Yeah sure, how much times must it be repeated that this is will's journey not mikes, you people are too ship brained to even notice wills arc

[ilostmysoulbruh]

I'm gonna be honest (when am I not)

STRANGER THINGS SEASON 5 THOUGHTS AND MINOR MAJOR SPOILERS

I really enjoyed season 5 of stranger things.. I don’t understand the hate volume 1 and 2 got tbh... and the finale last night I really enjoyed! I was on the edge of my seat the whole time. I love the endings for the characters, and thought it was very good.

Now do I wish byler happened of course! But I am so happy that we don't see that Will has a happy ending with finding his people, also I think it wouldn't be fair for either Will or Mike to end up together. Think of it this way, Mike was in love with El, Will would live with the feeling he'll never be enough (even though he is!) And Mike would have so much internal guilt of "moving on" from El, I bet it would eat him alive.

I'm happy we see the characters get there happy endings!

Probably my only wish for the show, is that I wish the actors where the age of the characters.. LOOK I know that "financially" its not possible to film the season in correlation with there ages, its just that at moments I for they were kids and not adults... and I didn't mind so much the wait between seasons, with all the things out there to watch it was nice to have brakes between seasons so I didn't lose interest or get overwhelmed with content.

That's my thoughts on the season, but I will still read fics about future byler 🤣

Also I wish eddie was there

[missmemorielle]

when i saw this shot i also immediately knew i had to draw this scene as well! <3 (it's a big drawing so zoom in for details <: )

[foolish-mother-ive-already-falln]

STOP SCROLLING!!!

THAT WAS NOT A SCREENSHOT YOU JUST SAW!

THAT WAS A PAINTING!!!

LOOK AGAIN!!!

[ilostmysoulbruh]

Holy shit!!! I literally thought is was a screenshot!

[cannibalindsm]

People on Twitter just pissing me off for understanding jack and shit about Dustin and how people experience loss and trauma.

a) PTSD can and does manifest as anger.

b) No, Dustin did not know Eddie for "just a week" Dustin had known Eddie since he started high school, which means they had known each other for just about a year, 8 months most likely.

c) Ages 13-15 are EXTREMELY important developmental years. That adolescent development got totally fucked by witnessing Eddie die in his arms.

AND D) His grieving process has been completely interrupted by everyone hating Eddie. He can't properly move on because he's stuck trying to move on from a person that no one is showing sympathy for, in turn, no one is showing sympathy to Dustin which means he's not being allowed to grieve properly. He is stuck in square one.

He's grieving, and he's traumatized. Maybe that's something incomprehensible to someone who hasn't experienced that grief, but it's comprehensible TO ME! Dustin Henderson I will always defend you.

[ilostmysoulbruh]

YESSSSSSSS

[raccoonboywrites]

Dustin provoking the shit out of the jocks is my favourite thing actually. As he should.

His big brother taught him to never be afraid to be himself or hide any part of him and he’s making that his goddamn mission this season 😭

The bullies will beat you to shit if they want to, regardless. Might as well talk shit while they do it

[ilostmysoulbruh]

I love this so much for him!!

But also I'm kinda disappointed that no one is supporting him with his grief, like he's acting the same as Max did is ST4.

Like Lucas literally said to Max 'I saw and did nothing' and they are all noticing and commenting on it but not covering him comfort/support/a hug.. Dustin is a sweetie and deserve love!

[throughtimeandstarlight]

[charlesoberonn]

This post goes around Tumblr every year, and it’s always true. There’s never been an uneventful or boring January.

[ilostmysoulbruh]

I am exhausted 😩

[spacceyame]

i’m sorry but outta sight outta mind i need to SEE the fics or i’ll forget

[birbs-in-space]

curious about what's in store for you for 2023? :D

let AO3 decide!

(this is a random generator that will give you four (4) ao3 tags, so you know, warnings for what that usually entails)

[judeswhore]

imagine during a derby match the drama wld be insane

[dreampai]

[ilostmysoulbruh]

Hmmmm

[moralina]

i really am thinking about searching australian slang so i can write spider fanfiction

[ilostmysoulbruh]

Here's a nice little intro

[africabytotos]

i don’t understand the point of having sad endings in fanfiction??? like, if i wanted to cry about tragedies in life i’d do some mcfreaking self reflecting instead 

[baander]

if I wanted to be depressed I’d read a published book by a man

[boazpriestly]

If I want to be upset about the characters not getting together, I’d just watch the actual show.

[aquilacalvitium]

Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care

Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck

[one-time-i-dreamt]

I think this is reachable and we can do it SO PREPARE FOR SELF CARE

[one-time-i-dreamt]

I've reblogged this every day so far. It's happening OP! I can feel it.

[ilostmysoulbruh]

SELF CARE!!!!!

[catgirl-catboy]

No, kids should not have unsupervised acess to the internet.   Yes, I got that and it was the best thing that ever happened to me.    Its a paradox.

[fiovske]

[stuffman]

People have written a lot of touchy-feely pieces on this subject but I thought I’d get right to the heart of the matter

[sqbr]

[The artist, putting a simple cake next to a much fancier one: “Aw man, that guy’s cake is way better than mine.” The Audience, gleefully holding up a knife and fork “HOLY SHIT! TWO CAKES!”]

[elvencantation]

additions from the og artist (credit)

[scientia-rex]

“Holy shit two cakes,” I mutter to myself as I do fucking anything these days, this post was a godsend