Inner Ruins

🐉 Inner Ruins 🐉

[inner-ruins]

I forgot what it feels like

feeling ocmfortable with who you are 

[mailboxer-deactivated20200416]

[flyingspoonss-deactivated202005]

#pussy #beach #boyfriend

lol

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Whut #boobs #homo #sex… what does this mean?!!!!

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omg again #homo# sex # boobs

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I didn't send it >~<

[bpd-sad-blog]

“You never apologized to me for hurting me, but I apologized to you 12 times for being angry about it.”

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[inner-ruins]

"En eh i'm sorry" doesn't do it

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Relax, take a breather, make a wave @

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Amsterdam 11.07.20 #MorningConfession

I feel like everything is spiraling out of control. Why? Because I try to flee. I want to hide behind the trees and fall asleep on a bed of grass en get intoxicated by the fragrance of summer.

The perfect coctail for high quality procrastination.

Foggy brain /heavy boddy

Feeling overwhelmed

Getting over a breakup

Low seltesteem /Shit load of anxiety

Stress

To order just ask for the Sem's Usual, mixed and on ice. It Should be served in a long drink glass.. it might take some time.. or not at all

Dear me, whilst I write this. Come eye to eye with yourself and exept that you are running away from your dreams and that you will regret it if you do this.

You still got some time to turn things around.

[ripe]

coyotewillow on ig

[minuty]

[inner-ruins]

A dwarf titan..

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Give love and you'll recieve

[goodreadss]

Vincent Van Gogh - Oleanders, 1888  Oil on canvas

vincent van gogh

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Rant A BPD EXLUSIVE

i’ll probably delete this when I see the cringe ...

I want to drown in my sorrow. Do you know that feeling? When all of a sudden everything is just too much but you already know it’s more then you could take but you just want to power through? En then you start to feel everything all at once.

 And when you do you are just like fuck it, this wave is too strong to ride. And you willingfully accept that you have to fall into it and it feels soooo good to just cry but it is suffering at the same time?

At those moments I care for a soul that has seen the dark parts of life that know this feeling and is just willing to hold me kiss my cold lips and Cary the dead weight to bed just to cuddle and warm the soul that has turned to colors I've never known existing in me but are too familiar to ignore its existence?

[yinqors-deactivated20141206]

[nesft-deactivated20180108]

#CROW NO

Crow: CROW YES!

[notcuddles]

It’s actually impossible to measure how many fucks a corvid give because there is no device sensitive enough to register such a tiny amount.

[pardonmewhileipanic]

science/animal side of tumblr… explain to me the birb thing

[red3blog]

Tail Pulling is a behavior noted in many corvids. The practical application is to create a distraction that will allow the birb to make off with the target’s food. Imagine being in the lunch room and a large fellow has a Twinkie you covet. You can’t just take it from him because he’ll defend his Twinkie. But if you thwap him on the back of his neck and then dash around to snag the Twinkie while he investigates, you stand a decent chance of enjoying spongey goodness. This is basically that in birb form.

Except corvids don’t only do this as a distraction. Sometimes they seem to just being doing it to mess with other animals/birbs. But to use my lunch room analogy, there are times you might thwap someone sneakily on the back of the neck just for amusement. Primates exhibit behavior that appears to be just be annoying other animals for amusement. Given how intelligent crows are, its not unlikely that this is a manifestation of an innate desire to just fuck with someone else for the fun of it. Such as this from the link above:

[pardonmewhileipanic]

THANK YOU FOR THE BIRB KNOWLEDGE

[whitmerule]

BECAUSE IT IS FUN

[queenbloo-blog]

This speaks to me on a molecular level.

[askfordoodles]

birbs just wanna have fun

[huntersonthewingarchive]

Sorry to hijack a little, but to put it bluntly, corvids are also pretty BALSY. They are more than prepared to harass other huge birds of prey which could deal them a lot of damage. There’s plenty of cases of corvids ‘riding’ other birds as well. It’s often to harass the larger bird out of the area, but as @red3blog said, they quite often (in layman’s terms) enjoy fucking shit up for fun.

‘Where the hell is the seatbelt on this thing?’

I mean they deserve a medal for having such huge bird balls imo

Literally no fucks are given by corvids. Ever.

[daniels-ramblings]

@neurodivergent-crow

[neurodivergent-crow]

I haven’t seen this post in ages but it’s my fave corvid post.

[thespectacularspider-girl]

Intelligence is rooted in how much of a dick you can knowingly be.

[thegoldensoundtwice]

@raphcrow

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[naturaekos]

“When the day is over, let it go. Don’t dwell on what you could’ve or should’ve done. Tomorrow is another day and another chance.”

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[soracities]

Edgar Lee Masters, Spoon River Anthology