I've been into kpop for a few years now and boi, I've read billions of imagines and fanfics. I love AU, I think it's so nice and creative! But there's something that writers always get wrong when they try the Angel!AU. So here's a few things you need to know before writing an imagine with this kind of AU! (From a Catholic point of view)
ANGELS DON'T THINK LIKE US.
That's an error I see a lot in imagines. Angels don't get confused in their thoughts nor their mind. They don't think like us. There are no "maybe" or "I don't know", there are only "yes" or "no".
They don't think in steps, like us. They go from the initial stage of a thought to the last and final one, and from there, they will NEVER re-think their decision.
For example, Lucifer decided to not do what God wanted and became a fallen-angel. He NEVER EVER told himself "I should've stayed with God. I fucked up."
HAHAHA HAHA. NO.
Let's say your Angel falls in love with that lil' cute girl, he'll never be confused.
He'll be like: I love her. That's all.
Not like: oh no, I'm confused! I don't know what to do!1! 1!!1!
Hi Hello beautiful little flower! Welcome to the Green Gables Book Club! I’m Anne-Thérèse, the admin of this page, a book-lover and writing addict! I created this club because I couln’t find any people who like books and writing around me…
This club is for fiction-lovers, with light hearts and flower souls.
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Okay, fam, imma hit you with a not really genuine conspiracy. So I watched WayV a while back and the moment I saw Hendery I knew he looked familiar. Couldn’t put my finger on it. Couldn’t quite get it. I mean, everyone knows he has similarities to Ten but that wasn’t it.
Then it dawned on me.
Hamao Kyosuke.
I’ve come to believe that Hendery is Ten and Mao’s child that they went back in time to have.
Fight me on this fam.
This could also be why Mao retired because he had to raise his child in the new timeline him and Ten created.
Because having to learn English, Thai, Korean, Catonese, Mandarin and German fluently to understand your ult group is a proof that NCTzens are highly intelligent beings.
A/N: I went through a whole period of mental health issues, leading to eating disorder (Anorexia). But I was stopped before it could affect my health too much. Thanks to our Lord❤ AND REMEMBER, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.
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After arriving to Korea, you noticed something about you that you never did back in (Your/Country).
You were fat compared to other girls.
You wondered how they were this thin, they were as skinny as a paper sheet. At first, you thought that you were never going to get a boyfriend there but yet, there he was, Na Jaemin.
His wide grin and his twinkling eyes when he came to you to walk you home after school made your heart flutter and your stomach back flip.
"Hey" he kissed your forehead and placed his hand on your arm.
"Oh you've been working on your muscles! It's less squishy than before!" Jaemin pointed out.
"Ah y-yeah! Coach asked me to lose some fat to be sharper in my techniques" you explained, the older boy nodded.
It was the reason why you started loosing weight, at first. There was no danger in it since you were keeping muscles and you weren't skipping any meal. You were, in fact, healthier. But it wasn't enough.
You were still so heavy compared to the girls at your school, who seemed as light as a feather. To your eyes, you didn't have the fairy look that you desired so dearly. Because that was the closest thing to perfection, and you wanted to be perfect for him.
But to Jaemin, you were the most gorgeous creature he had ever seen. Your innocent face was enough to make him go insane ; your every movement seemed so graceful to his eyes. The few pictures of you post-training he had on his phone were the ones he cherished the most because you were literally shining on them (even though Donghyuk pointed out it was just sweat). Your soft eyes and cute smile made his heart melt like chocolate. Your baby cheeks, he adored them, squeezed and cupped by his hands. They were even cuter when they were covered by a deep pinkish shade of red (lmao what?).
To Jaemin, you were the perfection itself. He reminded you that, every single day. And yet, you did that.
"I'm not hungry, thank you" you declined his offer to go to the small cafe near the school to eat a piece of cinnamon and apple cake.
"You're sure? Your hands are trembling" he said as he observed them.
"I drank a bit too much of coffee. Don't worry" you reassured him, Jaemin wondered how could you drink too much coffee during a school day but quickly brushed it off and walked you home.
You waved at him before entering your house, you let your bag fall on the wooden floor and walked up to your room. You threw yourself on your bed and stared at the ceiling, hearing your stomach grumble every now and then. You were hungry, very hungry. Your hands were shaking uncontrollably and you felt light headed. You took your phone and started searching for 'meanspos' to read to stop you from binging.
'Listen up, fat ass, you ain’t gonna have the perfect and desirable body I’m fucking working for if you keep on eating. So starve. No one will love you if you’re like this, ugly piggy. Just look at you. FUCKING LOOK AT YOU, YOU DISGUSTING BITCH. Can’t you see the amount of fat you have under your skin? Yeah, you see it? That’s right, it’s fucking horrible. All of this because you have 0 self-control, fat pig. Don’t fucking eat. -ANA’
You sat up and saw your reflection your mirror. You wanted to vomit, you looked disgusting. You stood up and walked to it, and piece by piece, you removed your clothes until you were in your underwears.
‘How can you even think that he loves you for real? Your body is a jiggling ball of fat. He’s just making fun of you, and if you still are sure that he loves you then you’re lying to yourself, ugly piggy’
You thought that Ana was always right.
So you started to avoid Jaemin.
You loved him, of course, but you were too ashamed by yourself and the fact that Ana said he didn’t love you back to actually face him.
You stopped answering his calls and his texts, you stopped going to the cafeteria during lunch time, you threw to the trash can all his sticky notes that asked if you could meet him somewhere, you refused to open your door when he visited you.
During the meantime, you starved yourself. You wanted to look beautiful for him so he could finally love you. You eventually stopped training because you weren’t able to keep up with your team mates. Your sport was way too intense for your body that had become so skinny and weak. But you still thought that you should lose weight -no, Ana told you to lose weight, so you listened to her.
Your parents? They didn’t even notice. They were too focused on their careers and themselves to worry about their daughter who was in total distress.
Jaemin, oh poor boy, was confused and saddened by your behaviour. He was sure it was his fault. You refused to talk to him. Why? The more he forced himself into your life, the more you pushed him away for no reason. He didn’t understand, he had tried to be the best boyfriend ever, but it seemed like he had failed. But he still tried. Not ready to give up on you (never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down, never gonna run around and hurt yOoOoOoOuUuUuUuU).
~~~
You were searching for a book for your history class in the town’s library. Since the morning, you were feeling weak but you tried to ignore it. Your legs felt a bit like jelly and you were light headed.
It was 7PM and all you had eaten that day was an apple.
“Where is this shit..?” you mumbled angrily, not finding what you were searching for. Your eyes roamed over the book shelves until you finally found the desired book.
“History of the Roman Empire” you read, you tried to get it but realised you were too short.
You jumped and tiptoed but in vain. It was way too high for you.
You started feeling weaker and weaker, your breath was short and your head was spinning. Everything was blurry, you tried to stay up so you placed your hand on the shelves to support yourself. You groaned and tried to walk out of the library for some fresh air, but you stumbled at every step you took.
“Y/N! Are you okay?” you heard a masculine voice call, you looked up and saw a figure running towards you.
Then, everything went dark.
~~~
Ana was proud of you. You were even more skinny than the girls at your school! Congratualtions! But then, those ugly tubes started feeding you while you were asleep and Ana didn’t like that. She wanted you to at least look good in your grave, beautifully skinny. But this boy shattered all her plans. She didn’t like him either.
Your cold hands were held tightly in Jaemin’s warm ones. His head was resting on your side, his eyes were staring up at your thinned face. He was asked multiple times to leave but after seeing him in this condition -his eyes were red and puffy due to crying, he had almost black eye circles, he teared up everytime he was asked to leave, he spent hours on his knees next to you, holding your hand and talking to you, he looked pathetic- the nurses felt bad and let him stay.
“Listen up, Jaemin -I never thought I’d say this but- I’m worried for you. All you do is sitting here and waiting. You’ve been missing school for five days straight! I think you shou-”
“I don’t care, Donghyuk.” the younger boy cutted, making him scoff in annoyance.
“It isn’t healthy for you! You barely eat and sleep! Go at least get some fresh air! It’s not going to kill you! You need to also get some rest-”
“No, no. I have to stay here, she needs me...” He shook his head.
“She doesn’t need you. If she dies then she dies, death doesn’t worry if you’re there or not, Jaemin.” Donghyuk said, knwing that his words were hurtful but his friend needed to hear the truth once for all.
“Why are you saying this?! You know she’s not going to...she’s not going to die!” Jaemin protested.
“I thought you would have noticed after the amount of time you’ve been staring at her! She dying! Just look!” He yelled as he pointed at you. The younger boy looked at his friend with teary eyes.
“D-Don’t ever say this again.” He whispered, his grip on your hand unconsciously tightening.
“Stop lying to yourself. You know I’m right” Donghyuk stared down at him.
“No! You’re not and you neve will!” he turned his head back to you, “He’s lying... I know you’ll wake up soon” he murmured.
“You look pathetic. Just look at yourself! Your eyebags are almost black, you’re dirty, when was the last time you even showered! You’re hair is so messy! Jaemin, just face the truth! I know you’re sad but you have to get over it!”
“A-Ah... What is- What is happening?” Your quiet voice asked.
You were laying on a bed, Jaemin right infront of you was sitting on the floor and Donghyuk was standing by the door, a few feets away from your boyfriend who just started crying.
“She woke up! She woke up! I told you she would!” He shouted happily as tears streamed down his rosy cheeks. Haechan was pushed away by the door when a few nurses enterred the room in a hurry.
“Please, could you go out? We need to do a few tests.” One of them asked, the two boys nodded and exited the room. They sat down on the hallway’s clean floor.
~~~
“Mr. Na? You can come in” One of the nurses said as she peeked her head out from the room, Jaemin nodded and walked in.
There you were, smiling weakly at him.
“Be gentle, she’s still very fragile” She smiled softly before leaving you two alone.
“Hello there” you murmured, he started tearing up, again. He sat on the floor next to your bed.
“Don’t cry, I’m okay now” you said as you cupped his cheek with your hand, wiping his tears with your thumb.
“But you weren’t and you’re still not fully alright... Why did you do this? I was so worried...” he whispered, you sighed, remembering everything that had happened.
“I wanted to be beautiful for you...” you explained, he felt guilty.
“But-But you’re already beautiful... No need to do this... Please, promise me you won’t do it again...”
“I promise...”
“I love you, Y/N. I’ll always do”
~FIN~
(donc voilà mdr je voulais mettre un p’tit truc en français pour les autres fans de NCT francophones)
Kim Hyo-Jong (E’Dawn) and Kim HyunA have been kicked out of Cube Entertaiment ; the news were announced today (September 13th 2018).
Cube stated that: “ The decision was made because we cannot maintain trust with the two artists.”
The couple had revealed their relationship a few weeks before, is this the reason why they were kicked out?
Fans do not know their beloved idols personnally and no one knows what is happening behind the curtains. But everyone is pretty sure that they were kicked out because of their love.
But for the moment, we just know that PENTAGON has lost one of its “key” members (by this, I mean that HyoJong was the compositor and creator of many PTG’s songs). And Cube Ent. lost the face and extremely talented woman of its company, HyunA. She’s a talente
“Cube Ent. can’t handle a bunch of immature fans, they have to literally kick out their idols.” Similar comments can be found from fans on all over the articles and videos about the news. Fans are angry and dissapointed, but they still wish the best for the couple.
Is Triple H going to offically disband? Or will the group be thrown in Cube’s basement and will become a forgotten project?
Summary: Chan, your friend and neighbour, came back for a few days to visit his family. At 2 AM, none of you can sleep. So why not call each other?
Inspired by “I can’t sleep *takes a deep breath* sO TELL ME” sentence in Insomnia
Warning: Age gap
A/N: Well, well, wELL. Someone finally found her bias. aHEM. My SKZ bias list was like Jeongin -> Felix -> Hyunjin -> Minho -> Chan
Yes, everytime I change my bias, I go for an older member. These are the effects of having a mom repetitively telling you to be with someone at least 5 years older than you.
You shuffled around your bed sheets, desperately trying to find some sleep.
You stared at the ceiling for a few seconds before sighing and looking over at your clock.
02:16
You groaned as you hit your head with your pillow repetitively. As if you were going to fall asleep while hitting yourself, so you let go off it and sighed.
“I’m hungry” you finally mumbled. It was, obviously, untrue but you needed to distract yourself so you got out of your bed and tiptoed to the kitchen, making sure to not make any noise to not wake up your parents.
You grabbed a bounty bar and ate it in 0.5 second, you threw the packaging and went back to your room.
You we’re about to check if your phone was charging when it lighted up, Chan’s picture appearing on your screen.
You immediately picked up the call and brought the electronic to your ear.
“Chri-”
“I can’t sleep.” He cut you, his voice slightly husky.
“Well, same” you whispered as you sat on the edge of your bed.
“Why are you whispering?” He asked.
“My family is sleeping. Like most normal people at this hour” You answered, Chan chuckled.
“So tell me… Why are you up at this hour?” He questioned.
“Insomnia. And you?” you murmured, letting yourself fall on the bed.
“Same…” He answered, his voice lowering to match yours.
“The moon is shining quite brightly, as if it was a big light spot. I love those nights. They’re relaxing. bUT NOT ENOUGH TO SLEEP” He whispered-yell the last part, making you laugh quietly.
“Indeed... It’s a bit like in the hollywood movies’ scenes at night. It’s never dark. It’s funny because it’s untrue most of the time.” You said.
You both stayed like this, in complete silence, for a good minute. You got up from your bed and walked to your open window, finding Chan at his. He smiled as he saw you from his room.
“I was wondering… Why do your parents still let you talk to me?” Chan asked, still taking through the phone. Your furrowed your eyebrows at his question.
“What do you mean?”
“I’m an adult and you’re teenager, isn’t it weird?”
“First, we’ve always been friends. Since early school days, you took good care of me. Plus we’re neighbours. Second, my parents trust you. Third, our age gap ain’t that big. The society and the laws make the age gap become a problem when it’s not really one. Being an adult- no, being mature depends on the person, not their age” you whispered, Chan hummed in response.
“Are you satisfied with my answer, Christopher Robin?” You asked, he giggled slightly at your nickname for him.
“Yeah, I am” He answered, a smile forming on his lips.
“What a mature baby” He continued.
“Shut up.” You whispered shortly, feeling butterflies in your stomach when he pronounced the word ‘baby’.
“And in dating?” Chan finally asked.
“Why in the world are you asking me this? Uh?”
“I don’t know, just answer” He lied. You scratched your head as you thought longly before answering.
“Well as long as the person is mature enough to be in a relationship, then why not? Age is just a number” You ended by saying.
“So is it okay if I ask you to be my girlfriend, in a matter of age?” Chan asked.
“I-I beg your pardon?”
Chan chuckled, making eye contact with you.
“Will you be my girlfriend?” He asked as he stared at you.
“Well hum… ” You blushed furiously, thanks be to God, the night’s shades were hiding your redness.
“It’s okay if you don’t want to, I un-”
“No! I mean, yeah I’d like to be your girlfriend”
“You mean, you’d love to?”
“Oh shut up, Chris.”
Warning: self-hatred and self-blaming. And also the fact that it’s shitty and dramatic af
Summary: You go back to your native country after living in South Korea for 5 years. Sadly, you have to say goodbye to your boyfriend.
Note: it’s pretty much gender neutral, i don’t really mention it. Also, I personnally live in an other country, I left my native country when I was ten so I put some of my own experience in this. I hope you enjoy
You had to go back to Y/N/C (Your/Native/Country).
You didn’t want to.
It’s not that you hated your country, it’s just that you had built so much in South Korea and now your parents asked you to leave everything behind and start a new life, again.
To them, it was nothing since they met in Y/N/C and just went to work in South Korea. But to you...
Your whole life was here.
You had to be brave.
You:
Seungmin? Can you come to the park near my house? We need to talk.
Seungmin <3:
Alright, I’ll be there in 5, see you xoxo
You placed you phone in you pocket as you waited patiently for him. After a few minutes, you saw him running towards you.
“Hi! Y/N!” Seungmin smiled happily as he sat next to you on the bench.
”Hey...” You answered quietly, faking a smile for him.
“Are you okay?” He asked, confused at your facial expression. You took a deep breath.
“Seungmin... I-” You looked down at your shoes, “I-I’m sorry but we have to break up”
His smiled faded and his eyes widened, he stared at you in silence for a few seconds, completely shocked by your sayings.
“Excuse me, what?” He asked.
“I’m going back to Y/N/C. W-We have to break up.” You said as you looked straight in the eyes.
“Why? Can’t we try a long dista-”
“No.” You answered shortly, you knew how long distance relationship were like.
Back in Y/N/C, a bit before you left, your ex-best friend and you promised to keep in touch. But all you did was hurting each other and your friendship ended in bad terms. You still had remorses even after a few years, so there was no way you could do that with Seungmin.
“I prefer to end this right now. I-I don’t want you to suffer, and I don’t want to either, it’ll be simpler for both of us.” You explained, your vision was blurred by tears yet you could see Seungmin’s eyes becoming red and watery. He was pale and his hands trembling as he ran his left one through his hair.
“No. I refuse.” He ended up by saying, he grabbed your shoulders and shook you slightly.
“Can’t we at least try? Y/N, please...” You shook your head and broke the eye contact as your tears flooded freely.
“I’m begging you, Y/N. We can’t destroy everything we built, please...” He let himself fall on his knees infront of you, he hugged your waist and placed his head on your lap as he sobbed, “I-I love you so much”
Luckily, you were in a more private part of the park ; somehow, no one never went there. You could cry, scream and kiss freely.
You stayed in complete silence for at least six minutes, both of you tearing up.
“Please, Seungmin... Let go off me” You asked after you had calmed down, the sorroful boy shook his head, not wanting to let you go. You pushed him off your lap a bit too hardly, making him fall on the grass.
Seungmin looked at you with teary eyes, you couldn’t take it anymore.
So you walked away.
He tried to get up and run after you, but his legs were numb.
He miserably stayed on the ground, sobbing and asking himself why you didn’t even want to try. Then, he started to overthink.
He thought that... maybe it was his fault. Maybe if he had treated you better, you would have at least tried to keep in touch with him. Maybe if he would have been a better boyfriend, you wouldn’t have walked away.
A few days before leaving, you found a letter infront of your door.
‘I never treated you right. I was never there for you.
I’m sorry.
I was such a horrible boyfriend. That’s why you broke up with me.
Forgive me. No, actually, don’t forgive me. I deserve this.
I hope you’ll be happy.
I shouldn’t have confessed, you were too good for me.Yet you tried to love a loser like me. You have such a big heart.
You wasted your time with me when you could have been happy and free.
I’m sorry.
I have to let go and let you live your life.
You’re an amazing person, know this, even if it comes from someone like me. Someone so little and useless you could have simply stepped on me like everyone else.
I’m sorry.
-K.S.M’
You always knew Seungmin had self-hatred and self-blaming tendencies, but you had never seen them this clearly.
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