I made a list of things I wanna do once I get out of residential for my OCD and it’s actually the saddest, most pathetic thing because it’s like. Watch new tv shows that I actually want to watch, write more, take better care of my hygiene because my OCD has always prevented me from doing those little things that I’ve always wanted to do.
I wanna learn how to cook! Everyone posts fun new recipes and I love cooking shows but my OCD has never once in the twenty years I’ve had it ever let me cook!!!! Trust I will post the first meal I ever cook on here once I get out in two or so months
lol sooooooo my OCD got slightly better (and by that I mean went back to schedule OCD rather than “trigger word” OCD) but it’s still there and I don’t even want to treat it anymore tbh :( BUT my social anxiety is pretty much gone!!! (Which is amazing bc I was terrified of all confrontation, including confrontation in movies and tv shows so I was a recluse) BUT my PTSD is now full force :(( one day I will cook a meal but not now :)
















