Call Me Violet

It's always stormy in there

[itsalwaysdarkinthere]

"Don’t even go near a mirror

it'll kill ya

Trust me you don’t wanna see yourself

What made me think I was special?

I’m not special

Turns out I’m like everybody else"

- Lennon

[itsalwaysdarkinthere]

im in so much pain... and I cant tell anyone.

[need-to-be-skinny812]

Eating disorders are rarely ever portrayed accurately on tv. They aren’t just skipping lunch one day or thinking a certain outfit makes you look fat. It starts out simple and innocent, until one day it’s not. It goes from throwing up because you ate so much food you got sick, to becoming addicted to the way your stomach feels emptier after getting rid of the food in it. It goes from restricting a normal amount of food, to crying because you ate twice in one day. Eating disorders are not pretty. It’s grades slipping because you don’t have the energy to study and you can’t concentrate in class because the only thing you’re thinking about is how you can get through dinner tonight without eating. It’s ruining friendships because you cancel every plan you make, terrified it’ll involve eating. It’s not having any consistency in your life. Some days you’ll eat and not feel guilty. Other days you’ll want to tear your skin apart after one bite. It’s knowing you need help but not having the first clue how to ask for it. Because how do you ask for help if you aren’t even sure you want it.

[itsalwaysdarkinthere]

why are my upper arms so fat and my hips so fucking wide?? all progress looks shit because they never change

[itsalwaysdarkinthere]

[itsalwaysdarkinthere]

"you are capable of such beautiful dreams...

...and such horrible nightmares"

[help-n-quotes]

I am jealous of those who think more deeply, who write better, who draw better, who look better, who live better, who love better than I.

Sylvia Plath (via help-n-quotes)

[itsalwaysdarkinthere]

our love is six feet under...I cant help but wonder...if our grave was watered by the rain

[itsalwaysdarkinthere]

help I lost myself, again, but I remember you.

[thesnobbyartsyblog]

[itsalwaysdarkinthere]

I want to tell my story so people don’t have to die before they decide they want to live.

Robb Nash

[itsalwaysdarkinthere]

I finally kept my pride and hailed a cab Those cuttin' words you said were the last stab There'll be no tears this time, they've all dried up No more sweet poison, I already drank that cup

[itsalwaysdarkinthere]

me: [doesnt get attention for fifteen seconds]

me: [drapes self over the lounge] it is fine. i am Okay. i suppose it is simply my destiny to die alone. Abandoned. Without a soul in the world to care for me. [delicately wipes a glistening tear from my eye] i'm not bothered. i Understand why you all Hate Me and wish me dead. after all, maybe it is all for the best....... [i stare forlornly into the middle distance, allowing my limbs to go slack as i lie back and wait to wither away, ignored forever]

[b-bro-deactivated20200502]

why do heterosexuals think unhealthy relationships are quirky and fun lol you aren’t supposed to hate your wife pals. buddos. guys. come on use ya brains

[swimmingpoolmp3-archive]

and this is a piece of performance art called “i take everything personally”

[funny-pictures-uk-deactivated20]

[regular-love]