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Life. Inspiration. Love. Depth. Sex. Beauty. Ludicrous. My name's Iylia Kamal. Here are the deeper layers of my onion life.

[iyliakamal88]

It's one of those days where I feel lost and tired and hopeless and weak and frustrated. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I want to be. I want to be happy but I'm not even sure what makes me happy. I want to just BE in the moment, but at the same time I feel im wasting time. I want to be just the way I am yet I feel I should be doing more for myself. I want to just chill but I feel restless. I don't know why. I don't know how. I want to feel fulfilled but I feel empty. I did have some laughs today but I feel like I want more. I feel like I want to do more but I am lazy. I'm so conflicted. I'm so exhausted of my own thoughts.

[thepersonalquotes]

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[straightfromamovie]

“Choice is an illusion created between those with power and those without.”

— Merovingian, The Matrix Reloaded

[iyliakamal88]

I'm The Lucky One. #lucky #appreciate #trust #feel #me #never #thisway #thislong #you #love #lovequotes #relationship #real #realshit #realrelationship #words #wordsoflove #relationshipgoals #feels #heart #soul #heartsohard

[psychquotesss]

Owning your own feelings, rather than blaming them on someone else, is the mark of a person who has moved from contracted to expanded awareness.

Deepak Chopra (via psych-facts)

[showerthoughtsofficial]

We appear to apes what we think aliens looks like. Pale, big head, with advanced technology, and we even “abduct” them for cientific purposes.

[iyliakamal88]

I Meant It. #i #meant #it #everything #have #ever #said #soinlove #so #inlove #heart #soul #heartandsoul #person #all #exact #same #way #reading #felt #words #coursed #mouth #fingertips #didntworkout #ended #started #forme #truly #moments #inside #burst #loved #iknow #dare #again #againandagain #mean #every #time #everytime #love #theway #saying #to #me #poetry #instapoem #wordsoflove #real #realshit #feels #relationship #heartsohard

[iyliakamal88]

I Meant It. Everything I have ever said, while I was so in love, I meant it. With all my heart and soul, of the person I was when I said it, I meant it all. How do I know this? I feel the exact same way reading them now as I felt when those words coursed out of my mouth or through my finger tips. How dare I say this when what we had didn't work out? When I myself ended what I started? I realize, what I said was not meant for the receiver. What I said was actually for me. To express how I truly felt in those moments because to keep them inside me might have caused me to burst. I loved being in love. I loved how it felt. This I know. This I dare say. And I know I would say the same words again and again. And yet I'd still mean them every time when I say them. Because I love the way it feels saying them. Because I love how I meant it and what it meant to me when they were said. -heartsohard, 8th November 2016. #i #meant #it #everything #have #ever #said #soinlove #so #inlove #all #my #heart #soul #myheart #mysoul #person #feel #feelthesameway #reading #words #fingertips #didntworkout #ended #started #forme #truly #moments #caused #burst #loved #being #inlove #dare #say #same #samewords #again #againandagain #mean #everytime #because #feels #imeantit #whatitmeant #tome #poetry #wordsoflove #real #realrelationship #realshit #relationship #lovequotes #instapoem #heartsohard

[daily-meme]

The Thing That Screws Us Up Most In Life.

[iyliakamal88]

I Found You. #i #found #you #asyouare #beautiful #wonderful #amazing #untainted #loved #hurt #taken #giveback #feel #pain #loving #sohard #losing #somuch #never #lonely #words #wordsoflove #real #realrelationship #reallove #feels #love #romance #realshit #relationshipgoals #relationship #whileitlasts #heart #soul #heartsohard

[iyliakamal88]

I feel. #feel #feels #feelings #enraged #sad #helpless #hopeless #thrilled #excited #happy #alive #feeler #heart #soul #love #life #poem #poetry #instapoem #words #heartsohard

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THE NOISES

[thelovejournals]

We always see our worst selves. Our most vulnerable selves. We need someone else to get close enough to tell us we’re wrong. Someone we trust.

David Levithan, Naomi and Ely’s No Kiss List (via thelovejournals)

[lifequotesguru]

[fruitsaladchewits-deactivated20]

David Holmes was Daniel Radcliffe’s stunt double for the first six Harry Potter movies, and he was set to be his stunt double for the final two movies, but while testing out a flying stunt (famous for being a very dangerous stunt in itself) for Deathly Hallows Part I, he was thrown against a wall, and fractured his neck. The incident left him paralysed for life from the chest down, with only limited movement within his arms and hands. 

[sandandglass]

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