Judas

"I'll not forget. Your Highness, I will always be your most loyal devotee.” TGCF | boyflux | He/Him

[judasgodness]

I saw these pictures and I'm thinking about how beautiful Xie Lian's neck is. Or is it just beautiful because there's something very intimate and meaningful to see him without the bandages?

Another thing that drives me wild is seeing Xie Lian with his hair down, or barefoot. How can such simple things have so much impact? 😭 Damn, I wish I was the one who untied the ribbon on his bun. Can you imagine kissing that neck without the bandages? There's something very sensual about it.

[huaenrose]

I think it's very significant Hua Cheng's power involves rain because the event that started Xie Lian's suffering was a drought, so it's as if when he emerged to protect him, he said: "if it was wrong for gods to answer prayers for rain, a ghost will. And the heavens will bleed for it".

[shizunn]

TGCF AD ∟ mini theater: eating fruit ♡

[judasgodness]

I finished The Dragon Republic and I'm in mourning, dying of hate and wanting the death of MANY CHARACTERS

[judasgodness]

There isn't one in TPW that you don't hate at some point, or one that you start hating and end up loving

[judasgodness]

I think "The Poppy War" by R.F. Kuang was the only (or one of the few) book I've read that portray rape very well.

It is violence, torture. Victims were called of public restrooms. It is vile and pure evil, it causes disgust, indignation and fear (whether for the characters or for himself).

There's no excuse. No poison or noble motive and sad past behind. Those men just saw their victims as less than a bug. Their own lives were insignificant compared to their majesty for them, who will tell their enemies then.

It's no use, if the work treats rape as something forgivable, justifiable or pornographic, for me the work deserves all the condemnation it will receive.

[judasgodness]

Tradicional // Digital // Reference

Fanart Hua Cheng

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Traditional // Digital

[naixaie]

flower dianxia wishes you a wonderful weekend !! 🌺✨

[judasgodness]

Analysis on Feng Xin and Jian Lan

Feng Xin took an interest in Jian Lan when he saw her stand up against the rebels. After XianLe's downfall, he started paying for nights with her just to talk. (Feng Xin is a gentleman after all, and Jian Lan is said to have teased him about it.)

Mu Qing was gone, and even though they were rivals, he was still part of the trio. Xie Lian was once again haunted by Bai Wuxiang, when he returned home he was always in a bad mood, stressed and not talking to anyone. The only person Feng Xin talked to as an equal at that time was Jian Lan.

FX and JL were survivors of a war, they were living through a dark period, but they found each other and supported each other emotionally.

However, as XL himself realized, FX lived for XL, he grew up being brought up to obey him and put his life above his own, and Jian Lan noticed. FX needed to learn to let go of XL, but by then his relationship with JL had already become unsustainable, and in the end FX had neither the prince, nor the woman he fell in love with, nor his rival.

This phase of Feng Xin's life was extremely important for him to realize how much he placed Xie Lian's life at the center of his universe and to overcome this, it was important because he, after everything he had gone through, finally had moments of peace and happiness (the latter also applies to Jian Lan) and, in the current line of TGCF, it was important for him to realize the family he could have had, but lost due to his own immaturity.

At the end of TGCF, JL says to XL that his time with FX was great, but it's not time he would ever go back. They were both good for each other when they were together, but it didn't work out and it wouldn't work out in the current TGCF lineup.

Feng Xin is much more than an easily stressed character that only serves for headcanon and fanfics with Mu Qing, his life was not just the XianLe trio and his relationship with Jian Lan not only proved that, but served to develop it.

[retiredpeach]

[judasgodness]

Xie Lian jealous: wow lol what a lucky person, I'm jealous ☺️ *who is this motherfucking bitch who stole MY MAN?*

Hua Cheng jealous: I hope he dies, he k*ll yourself, I doubt he's enough for my gege *crying internally for feeling insufficient*

[judasgodness]

HuaLian first time post. Hua Cheng's POV

Hua Cheng had spent two hours watching Xie Lian sleep. Xie Lian was clinging to Hua Cheng like he was a pillow, strong arms wrapped around his waist and legs between Hua Cheng's. And Hua Cheng himself was pulling him strongly against him, one big hand pressing his back to bring him against his chest and the other closed in his hair, gently pulling his head to fit the hollow of his neck.

Their skin was caked with sweat and other bodily fluids, and Hua Cheng's was slightly itchy in the marks Xie Lian had made with his nails, mouth, and teeth. And that feeling was delicious. Each time a muscle contracted, Hua Cheng tightened his arms around the god to pull him even closer and his mouth watered with the desire to have more.

At one point that night, when a muscle twitched once more, Hua Cheng felt suddenly curious about his appearance. Although he didn't want to get out of bed at all, his curiosity got the best of him, so he kissed Xie Lian's forehead and disentangled himself from him to get out of bed and go to the mirror.

Looking quickly, Hua Cheng saw red. But when his eyes got used to his reflection, he saw that all that red was coming from the spots on his skin. The love marks and bites that Xie Lian gave Hua Cheng when the pleasure was too much for him to handle.

He touched a hickey on his chest with his fingertips, which set off a tingling sensation that spread through his body through goosebumps. His fingertips touched a bite mark on his shoulder, and this being a more sensitive mark, Hua Cheng gasped instantly.

Hua Cheng turned his back and pulled all of his hair over one shoulder. He turned his head towards the mirror, looking at the reflection of his back over his shoulder, and sighed as he saw the scratches made by Xie Lian's nails.

The scratches ranged from the lightest ones, which only left a white line, to the deepest ones that drew a little blood. Thin reddish lines, delicate whitish lines, thick and painted with droplets of blood.

Such a sight made Hua Cheng remember when they were entwined, and Hua Cheng deep inside Xie Lian, his hands on the god's thighs and telling him to spread his legs wider.

Hua Cheng took a deep breath and sat down on the floor in front of the mirror, feeling overheated and feeling on edge.

Two options: either he would never erase these marks from his skin or he would close them to the point where it looks like they were never there just to come up with an excuse to take Xie Lian to bed and make him go over his limit again and again. Every day if he can.

Him on the outside // him on the inside

[judasgodness]

Hua Cheng having a low self-esteem crisis because he's not wearing an eye patch:

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Xie Lian: come here and eat me because tomorrow is another day. Hot like that and with low self-esteem? Oh stop

[judasgodness]

Honestly, for me Hua Cheng is not wrong to resent Feng Xin and Mu Qing, after all he has reasons for that (including personal ones, which don't involve Xie Lian), and if he doesn't want to forgive, he doesn't have to.

He already does enough, which is to let the two of them alone, he doesn't even interfere in their relationship with Xie Lian (even because he might not even like/trust them, but that doesn't apply to Xie Lian, right?), I don't see why he would need more.

[judasgodness]

As I have already compared the romanticization of abuse with the problems of the pornographic industry, I will say something: we only remember the pornographic industry when it is to say something that is convenient for us.

I don't think and never will find it normal to romanticize abuse, and I will always think that someone who romanticizes this kind of thing does have a problem in their head. However, the problem is not there, much less does it start in fiction, just as the problematic things we see in pornography don't start there either. This does not negate the fact that the problems there feed the problems outside/of reality, but this does not mean that reality does not feed these things either.

My point is: the problem is in the real world, in rape culture, in the system, in conservatism, in patriarchy, and all that stuff. Fiction and the porn industry are things fed by reality, so how do we want to end something if we're focusing on something that is as affected by social problems as we are?

You have to listen to those who romanticize abuse in fiction, but we also have to recognize that, although these people feed certain things, they are also being fed, which removes their role as the main cause of these problems. The problem is not with individuals but with the system.

The pornographic industry lacks labor rights, there is a lot of abuse, human trafficking, etc., so to say that the romanticized abuses portrayed in fiction have the same weight as those in the pornographic industry is disproportionate, because in fiction, at least, the characters do not exist.

It is and will always be problematic abuse being treated with romanticization, after all, as much as the characters don't exist, the portrayed abuses happen in real life, so you need to be responsible.

[fanfictionroxs]

Mobei Jun 🤝 Hua Cheng

Sexuality = GOD