✨Just My Feels✨

Self-expression

[justsomefeelz]

And as sit here, heavy hearted, empty, broken…

I think to myself

Did I really deserve this?

(where is my happy ending?)

[justsomefeelz]

I miss you…

(But I know you’re not going to come back)

[justsomefeelz]

And just like that, as I thought it was getting better

I fall again

Back into the darkness, back into the numbness

Why am I so hard to love?

I truly believed this time was going to be different

Guess I was wrong…

( I’m a fool for love )

[justsomefeelz]

It’s getting bad again

I feel numb again

I don’t want to continue feeling this way

I want to quit

I want to give up

I don’t know how much longer I can take this

I miss feeling full

Happy, loved

Now all I feel is empty

And I’m tired of pretending

(Someone save me please)

[justsomefeelz]

I don’t know how much longer I can do this, life has been heavy lately

[justsomefeelz]

Sometimes, the biggest act of love, is letting go

[justsomefeelz]

It’s 3AM. You’re sleeping. I’m crying

[justsomefeelz]

“I hate the person I have become”

(Heartbreak made me unrecognisable)

[justsomefeelz]

“ Going home and realising I’m not okay, I was just distracted “

[justsomefeelz]

“I’m so broken I no longer fall in love”

[justsomefeelz]

I’m so tired of the emptiness.

Am I only a pretty face?

A nice body?

Why is it that I’m enough to be lusted, but never enough to be loved?

Every time I meet someone new I think it’s going to be different.

But it never is.

And at the end of the day I’m always left feeling more empty and alone than before…

(I guess I’m just not made for love)

[justsomefeelz]

“I don’t need anyone, I’ve survived my whole life solving my own problems. I can stand on my own two feet. But every now and then, i wish i didn’t have to do it by myself”

[justsomefeelz]

“Sometimes the road gets tough and love is not enough”

[justsomefeelz]

No one ever talks about the hard part of having an abortion.

About the emptiness you feel after.

The gut wrenching feeling that sets in when you realise what you just did.

No one says anything about all the “what if’s” you can’t stop thinking about.

The sadness you don’t believe you’re allowed to feel.

The feeling of missing someone you never even met.

…

It’s been a while now.

But.

Every. Single. Day.

I still wonder what could have been.

(Someday we will meet)

[justsomefeelz]

“Love made me do it”

21/06/2025

[justsomefeelz]

“Always lusted, Never loved”

20/06/2025

[justsomefeelz]

“And suddenly I’m staying up till 3 a.m. again with tears running down my face… which is weird… because just a week ago I felt healed”

19/06/2025