Kat. @katibuh - Tumblr Blog

Cote d‘azure 2023. analog photography

Sometimes I look at my old posts and wonder who I was crying about.

Sometimes I look at my old posts and lough, because shit got so much worse.

Sometimes I look at my old posts and get sad, cause I wish I would have gotten help.

I would have traveled planets for you.

Now you tell me a 15 minute car ride is too much of an effort.

I thought you were different, but you only did me worse.

“You were my first love, and you always will be, but I don’t collapse for you like I used too, and I never will.”

— moving on

I wish it would have taken you less time to get help.

But you're getting help now, that's what counts.

You will bloom. Good things need time.

Just a few month ago love felt so painful.

Now it feels like an amazing thing again.

I'm bitter, but better.

And when I stop running after you, you tell everyone I left.

You can tear me down, but I promise you, I'll stand up all by my self.

“You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory.”

— Iain Thomas, The City Rises and Falls (via books-n-quotes)

End my feelings

I just want everything to end. Not my life but the stuff that's happening and feelings.

Please end my feelings. They are so much, I can't handle it anymore.

Kat.