Hanz

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

The vampire diaries: Stefan is pure of heart. Go Stefaaannnn.

Also TVD: Stefan is literally the worst vampire to have ever existed. He’s a mooooonnnster.

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

I’m currently recovering from the worst panic attack to date. I woke up (shot up more like), crushed my fiancees legs in the process, banged on my mums door screaming I’m going to die. Couldn’t breathe, couldn’t feel my arms, felt heavy all down one side and felt hot and tingly. I thought I was having a stroke or a heart attack or one of the many things my brain tells me is going to kill me. 40 minutes later and I’m still shaken up, wondering what I’d do if this happens in public, on a bus or at work or at a gig. I’m not suicidal and I don’t want to die, please don’t think I’m in any danger but at times like this I think what’s the point in living like this. Constantly in fear of fear. Writing to distract myself - THANKYOU Tumblr ❤️

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

Fixed the fucking article.

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

He was telling the truth all along. We just weren’t listening.

[existential-labrador]

Well fuck.

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

Thanks for the spark.

[webskylar]

[two-thirtyy]

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

[taykoutmccleod]

reblog if its friday and you made it

[nuggsmum]

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

Had my first covid jab today and now I can’t sleep as I’m convinced I’m going to die and I have work tomorrow. It’s super great having anxiety. Funsieeeees.

So here’s a bit of my story (I’ve taken to writing when I’m panicking). Mainly notes on my phone until my hands are too clammy from panic to type. Then it’s just gross.

At 14 I was diagnosed with OCD and an anxiety disorder, I also regularly experience depression. Throughout school I was quoted as being a drama queen due to my irrational reactions to seemingly normal changes or mundane every day activities. I was mocked by a teacher for asking to leave an I.T lesson instead of watching The Green Mile as I knew it would trigger my OCD (also what fucking teacher chooses The Green Mile and The Shaw-shank redemption as films suitable for fucking young teens) I was told by a therapist University probably wasn't an option for someone like me.

Well here I am. With a weird aversion to The Green Mile (although a great film) and a degree.

Thanks for listening tumblr ❤️

[existential-labrador]

As someone who has just finished the Loki finale, I can confirm you can in fact be whelmed (and not just in Europe.)

@kind-anonymous-stranger

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

Whelmed.

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

Have you tried pushing through it? Have you tried grounding? Have you tried ... the answer to that question is more then likely always going to be yes. A very well intentioned question that highlights the lack of understanding around mental ill-health.

This is my story. Warts and all.

[dutchster]

for someone who’s grown up I sure plan to do a lot of things later when I’m grown up

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

Ooofffffff.

[weappreciateart]

"There's a lot of beauty in ordinary things. Isn't that kind of the point?"

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

❤️

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

I’m not the biggest football fan but I am super proud of our boys and their achievement of getting into the final! But can we please remember we were in the final in 2009 with the women’s team?

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

Looks like you’re the one that got away.

[fairycosmos]

mental illness is like you will crave love but never feel comfortable around anyone ever. your welcome

[existential-labrador]

Just in case my bitter posts are upsetting anyone:

-Lokius shippers, yes I am bitter now, but this is just my process. Please know that every fibre of my being still loves and believes in them, me giving up hope at this point is just my way to protect myself (but also let’s face I’ll never really give up hope 😏)

-Sylki shippers, please know that whilst I am not a passenger on your ship, I think it’s awesome that you guys have got what you wanted so far and are happy, ship away my loves ❤️ do what makes you happy!

We can all co-exist as variants of the same fandom together 😁

[kind-anonymous-stranger]

Be kind.