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Writing Requests ˖᯽ ݁˖

Not me totally lying when I said I wasn't picky about what I write.

Made a request list awhile back, but my interests have changed and I'm looking for more specific requests now, so let's update this a little!

I'm open for NSFW officially now, who cheered? Honestly, the raunchier the better.

Mostly looking for Hannibal related requests atm, but, on that note, anything Hugh and or Mads related is fine by me.

I wanna organize this differently than I did last time as I belive that'll make it a little easier (For me at least lmao). Trying to make this a little more specific.

Let me start with a list of types of thing's I'm willing to write:

Headcanons

X reader

Any ship (with the exception of incest, pedophilia, ect. The general DNI criteria)

One-Shots

Basically anything else, your mind is the limit

Genres I'm big into writing for:

Fluff

Angst

NSFW (Again, with the exception of basic DNI criteria. Non-Con is also a no go)

Horror

Fantasy

Thriller

Hurt/Comfort

Onto some more general stuff that nobody probably cares to read (Bolded the important stuff for everyone's sake):

I encourage creativity, as a writer I love prompts as they let me have creative freedom, but specifics are also greatly appreciated!

Pregnancy is a big ick of mine. It's okay in brief mentions, or, for sake of argument, the plot if necessary, but I seriously hate writing it.

Big fan of writing gore, wounds, blood, ect. Injury is one of my favorite subjects, so I'm almost begging for an excuse to research the anatomy and treatment of wounds.

Psychology is also one of my strong points, so anything involving analyzing people and their thoughts gets bonus points.

I love writing environment. I mean, I actually kill for it. Please, I beg, be creative with your weather, place, time, atmosphere, ect. Mood is a big part of the way I like to write.

Will NOT write:

Incest

Pedophila

Rape/Non-Con (With the exception of mentions)

Abuse (Also depends on the subject/request. No abuse in a sexual way though. Ew.)

Other than that it's free game.

Now let me shut up and get to my fandoms list (♡ beside my favorites)

Hannibal

Will Graham ♡

Hannibal Lecter

Bedelia Du Maurier ♡

Beverly Katz

Margot Verger

Chiyoh ♡

Abigail Hobbs

Favorite ships

- Hannibal x Will

- Margot x Alana

Dexter

Dexter Morgan

Brian Moser ♡

Debra Morgan ♡

Lumen Pierce ♡

Lila West

Joey Quinn

Rita Morgan

Favorite ships

- Dexter x Lumen

- Lundy x Deb

- Quinn x Christine

- Dexter x Rita

Far Cry 6

Dani Rojas (Female) ♡

Clara Garcia ♡

Juan Cortez

Antón Castillo

Camila Montero

Talía Benavídez

Favorite ships

- Dani x Clara

- Talía x Clara

- Camila x Dani

There's a list of more of my fandoms here, but these are the three I'm mainly looking for.

Also, if anyone's interested in a roleplay partner, specifically for these 3 fandoms, hmu!

And here's a link to my masterlist if anyone wants to read some of my work before they request.

[tochtotyesh]

POV: she’s your Rome empire

[kodst3r]

She's a sensitive subject for me

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I js know that if we had actually met Zain he would've been my favorite character.

[kodst3r]

2024 me would have hated to know he wasn't in Directive. I was holding out hope for so long 😭

Wouldn't it have just been so fun though if Zain ran Corinth? I was really hoping he might have been one of the crew, but Cernan worked just as well.

[kodst3r]

Update

Directive 8020 spoilers under the cut***

Spoilers in the comments too probably**

Everybody in McKinney is dead. It's hot in McKinney.

Somebody got that reference

Anyways, I don't know how I managed to kill THE ENTIRE CAST, but I did.

I guess entire is a bit of an overstatement. Cernan, Mitchell, and Alien Lifeform Anders made it! I fucking knew that wasn't her.

Pure evil for finally convincing me that maybe we did have the right Anders JUST TO SHOW HER DEVASTATED AS WE TOOK OFF.. It was so stupid too, because I'm now realizing her eye color was different the whole time and I never noticed.

My poor, sweet Carter. Doomed by the supermassive prologue once again. I was actually terribly desperate for more of him and Simms. I was hoping that maybe I would find him locked in a closet somewhere, but finding him mangled in a vent worked too.

We lost Commander Stafford to the crash. I should have thought a little harder about the landing systems. I figured fire seemed more important considering I didn't think we'd actually be landing, but alas I would be wrong (which would make a lot of sense, why would they possibly give me a choice about landing systems if we didn't intend to land?). I still don't know if it was the fact I stood up or if it was the fact I rerouted power and he couldn't turn on the computer, but whatever it was slammed him straight into the front windshield.

I lost my dear wife, Eisele, to her clone at the scanners. I should have thought a little longer on my choice, but I very quickly realized I knew nothing about her and decided to send them both through the scanner. I probably should've considered that if the clone knew it was screwed it was gonna do whatever it intended to do anyways, and apparently gutting Laura was it's best option.

Never go left. It is not Anders. Don't let her lie to you. I should have known, I did know in fact, but it cutscened and it didn't seem like there was any way to get rid of her afterwards. "Better now that you're back." Was very much not an Anders thing to say and her CONTINOUS flirting with Cernan really kept me on my toes. Also made me wonder how many people on the ship knew about his husband? I can only recall him telling Cooper, and their originals seemed to be friends before they were cloned, so I don't know. I can only assume Anders didn't know, hence why her clone was hitting on him, but I digress, this isn't important.

I am still upset about Cooper. Oh my god, I miss X ONE TIME IN THE HANGAR AND SHE'S IMPALED. I'm in mourning, enough said.

Young got decimated by a shipping container, once again I missed X. Never had a supermassive game before that didn't give you at least once chance to redeem yourself, but here we are.

God damn Directive was brutal for me. I don't think I've ever had such bad luck with a cast, except for maybe the Quarry when I thought Chris was Laura and refused to shoot, killing almost everyone.

I wish it had told me what they intended to do with my crew that did escape, considering they had an Alien Anders with them. I would assume something awful, but it didn't tell me. Regardless, I will be replaying to try not to kill everyone this time.

How did everyone else's playthroughs go?

[kodst3r]

Love Josef Cernan because he's basically just Salim after gay marriage was legalized

[kodst3r]

Huge brained crossover idea (Because Deb would've been 17 at the time of the crash)

Oh they would've loved eachother when they were teens

Nat going to rehab and Deb becoming a detective is an insane plot point that I might have to cook up this week

Extra side thought: Brian and Dex in the wilderness?? Brian as the antler king??? (Pretend they're both not like 10 years older than her okay)

[kodst3r]

Dakota's every 3 month post.

Hannigram Yuri is getting put on hold (for now), I have a bigger and better project started that I am much more interested in finishing. I'll get back to it eventually.

This one is more specifically for the Hannibal fans because the fic itself isn't exactly Hannibal based, but the fandom it's mainly based on is dead/has been small for years.

I've been playing the VR MADiSON practically nonstop for the last several days and I am in love with the story, even if the game freaks the shit out of me and I'm barely even into it. I know the story though, don't worry 🫡.

I'll give a brief rundown for the Hannibal fans who have no clue wtf I'm even talking about lmao.

Over the course of the game you learn about a woman named Madison Hale. In 1986 she became possessed by a demon and mutilates her family to complete a ritual for the spirit. Before disposing of them, she took pictures of their bodies and then dumped them into a well. When the town sheriff caught her in the well she was shot and died a few hours later in the hospital.

The actual game takes place 30 years after the incident and follows a 16 year old boy named Luca who becomes possessed by Madison after he receives her haunted camera for his birthday. The beginning of the game begins with his father locking him in a room while shouting. Luca is covered in blood, laying in smears of blood across the floor, and is incredibly disoriented. When he finally gains his bearings he finds 2 Polaroids that had been thrown into the room with him; one of a severed arm and the other of a severed leg. You later learn these were pictures of his mother and sister whom he killed in an possession episode.

Yeah, super fun. So Luca is possessed, and his father belives he's possessed too, going as far to research Madison's case and even consulting a priest for help.

Which leads me to the actual Hannibal part of this. I had an idea where his father thinks it's mental, not possession, and sends Luca to be evaluated by a psychiatrist. Who other than Hannibal to deal with a possessed teenager?

I'm still fletching the whole thing out, but I think I wanna work Hannigram in there somehow. Maybe Hannibal and Luca have an Abigail type deal going on? Or maybe the haunting starts to progress to Hannibal? Love Hannibal's crazy sense of smell too, will definitely work that in somehow. My vast mind of ideas is endless.

I do know that I think Will, being as sensitive to everything as he is, is definitely gonna have something going on considering that yknow, some people just kinda feel spirits and stuff. Ironically enough Lucas' possession symptoms are also incredibly similar to Will's encephalitis symptoms so might do something with that. Not quite sure what I want yet.

Here's my summary if anyone read far enough to actually be interested

When Luca Maxwell turned 16, the only thing he truly wanted was a camera. A real camera. A Polaroid. No more late nights processing film and fighting with his little sister over ruining his work, just a simple click of a button and the camera would do it for him.

So when his birthday rolled around, he was over the moon when his family delivered. The camera was used, and sometimes shook when he snapped pictures, but alas, Luca couldn't be happier. That was until the symptoms started.

Throbbing headaches, late nights hunched over the toilet, dizzy spells that came and went, and near constant fighting with the rest of his home. He blamed the violent outbursts as a result of his exhaustion, but a particularly physical incident with his sister drove their family to the edge.

When Luca's father is finally forced to send his son to be psychologically evaluated, who better than a previous surgeon with an excellent rating among his patients and peers? Hannibal Lecter believes Luca will be an easy treatment; a troubled teen boy with a hormone imbalance that's making him act out. But when strange things begin happening to Lecter and the Maxwells, he quickly realizes the problem is much more severe than he anticipated.

[kodst3r]

Writing Masterlist ˖᯽ ݁˖

Hannibal 𖦏𐂂

The Hound of Baltimore - work in progress (updates soon)

Far Cry 6 𓆉

See Line Woman - Completed ONESHOT (Antón Castillo x reader) find it on: Ao3 or Tumblr

The Last of Us ᖭ༏ᖫ

Checkpoint - Completed ONESHOT (Tess Servopoulos x reader) find it on: Ao3 or Tumblr

Hopefully this list will be much longer soon, but I like keeping things organized so this'll have to do.

Fic requests here

[kodst3r]

Any Hannibal fans looking for a rp partner? I mainly use discord (I need to go outside ik) but I'm open to pretty much any other platform. My rp partner never wants to rp anymore so I've gotta broaden my horizons, so to speak. I haven't done much with Hannibal, but here's a few examples of my writing (small bit of a fanfic I'm working on for the people that were excited about that) and my rp.

I've wrote a few other things that are on my page as well. Nothing Hannibal related tho

If anyone's interested please feel free to DM me. I'm down for literally just about any au you can think of

[kodst3r]

Lowk gonna complain about the absolute dumpster fire og sin was, bc like wtf?

I'm gonna complain about Brian because I think he was by far the worst. I actually couldn't stand the asshole trope thing they tried to write him into. Like, why are you bitching at Dexter? My Brian could never.

Also, the thing where he tries to kill Deb, dumbest plot point ever. No actually, not the dumbest, the most impossible plot point of all time because it couldn't have happened. Let me explain.

Brian's Birthday - 17 July 1968

Dexter's Birthday - 1 February 1971

Debra's Birthday - 7 December 1979

Seeing the issue yet?

Brian and Dexter are 2 years apart. At Laura's death, Dexter is 3 and Brian is 5. It's pretty implied that when Brian was staying with them it hadn't been long since their mother's death. Dexter was 8 when Deb was born, and Brian would've been 10. So basically, when Brian was staying there, Deb couldn't have existed...

I'm actually convinced these people were just shown clips of every character and told to make a whole show on them, bc what is even happening?

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Win for Dexter fans everywhere

[kodst3r]

OK question, who is everyone personal favorite, well written, mentally ill character?

Bc to this day nobody has topped Lucas Baker for me. I was kind of thinking about this Re7 au I had with an old friend today and started thinking about him again. Capcom has always done such a wonderful job with writing their characters, but something about Lucas makes me think about him every once in awhile.

It's hard to explain in words but the way he was written is just so scary. Not because he's got a bunch of molded henchmen and that creepy barn, but because he's so unpredictable and yet so smart and tactical. The kids a genius and shows it all throughout the game and his DLC, but he's also probably got some form of severe schizophrenia that has clearly gone untreated for near his whole life. He's incredibly smart and resourceful though - as in most cases - is limited by his mental illness.

The whole thing was a clear episode and I almost wanna pressume it happened before the doctors visit. Though that isn't really the point, I think alot of his issues stem from Jack. Not because he's ill too, but because he doesn't take it seriously. I live in the south myself and the stigma around men and their mental health here is so awful I don't even wanna start to imagine what it would do to a kid with schizophrenia who's dad choses to ignore it. I personally think Lucas would have grown up to be alot better of a person, hell, he might not have been in the house he was so well off if Jack had taken the time to acknowledge him. From just the look of the house and the way he acts in the daughter's (?? Sorry i seriously haven't played this game in almost a year) DLC really gives me that 'man of the house' 'men don't have feelings' kinda feel. I can only assume, the only other people in their home being women, that Jack really tried to drill that mentality into Lucas and completely glanced over Marguerites worries about him.

I almost feel bad for him. He's smart, talented, "gifted" if you must, though clearly limited by who I'm guessing to be Jack. There's a whole little story in game that really stuck out to me, when you're in Lucas's old room looking through his old journal entries he writes about Marguerite taking him for what I assumed was probably an MRI or maybe a CT scan of his head showing she clearly thought something was wrong with him. In an entry pretty close to that one he talks about his friend, Oliver, who keeps messing with him so he locks him in the attic. He talks about how he could hear him banging and screaming for help for about a day before he stopped and was eventually presumed dead to Lucas after he started to be able to smell his corpse. (I actually feel as crazy as him rn I can't find it but ik somewhere there's a document talking about how bad the smell was to him. I almost wanna say he talked about something dripping from the attic too on the same page but idk maybe i made that up)

EDIT: after 18 million years I found it so I was in fact not just loosing my mind

"Untreated schizophrenia can cause severe problems that affect many areas of life. It can disrupt how the brain works, interfering with thoughts, memory, senses, and behaviors. This can lead to difficulties in daily life, such as trouble organizing thoughts and behaving in ways that increase the risk of injury or illness." Which would explain Lucas's entire character during the game- minus the mold.

Ik this isnt my usual posting and an absolute yap fest but I seriously needed to talk about him again. He's so well written it makes me wanna foam at the mouth.

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Gonna revisit this post a year later to mention Will Graham. That's it, that's the post

[kodst3r]

Currently in the process of writing a real nasty, down bad, genderbent hannigram fic

I'm a big fan of the beginning of season 1 so it takes place there roughly.

Anyone interested in reading?

Might make it a few chapters or so if I don't get burnt out

[kodst3r]

Lowk gonna complain about the absolute dumpster fire og sin was, bc like wtf?

I'm gonna complain about Brian because I think he was by far the worst. I actually couldn't stand the asshole trope thing they tried to write him into. Like, why are you bitching at Dexter? My Brian could never.

Also, the thing where he tries to kill Deb, dumbest plot point ever. No actually, not the dumbest, the most impossible plot point of all time because it couldn't have happened. Let me explain.

Brian's Birthday - 17 July 1968

Dexter's Birthday - 1 February 1971

Debra's Birthday - 7 December 1979

Seeing the issue yet?

Brian and Dexter are 2 years apart. At Laura's death, Dexter is 3 and Brian is 5. It's pretty implied that when Brian was staying with them it hadn't been long since their mother's death. Dexter was 8 when Deb was born, and Brian would've been 10. So basically, when Brian was staying there, Deb couldn't have existed...

I'm actually convinced these people were just shown clips of every character and told to make a whole show on them, bc what is even happening?

[asherisawkward]

BESTIE, I HAVE WRITTEN THAT WHOLE ARGUMENT/ESSAY BEFORE, AND I FEEL YOU!!!! YOU ARE NOT ALONE, NOT EVEN REMOTELY CLOSE TO IT!!!!!! A WORLD WHERE BRIAN IS NAGGING AT HIS BROTHER OR DOESN’T CARE ABOUT WHERE HE IS???? NOT REALISTIC IN THE SLIGHTEST! VIVE LA ORIGINAL BRIAN!!!!

[kodst3r]

IKR!? MY BRIAN WOULD NEVER SHRUG WHEN ASKED WHERE HIS LITTLE BROTHER IS!! DID WE COMPLETELY GLOSS OVER THE PART WHERE HE WAS LITERALLY STALKING DEXTER!? IF THERE'S ANY OLDER BROTHER WHO KNOWS WHERE HIS LITTLE BROTHER IS, IT'S BRIAN

[kodst3r]

Lowk gonna complain about the absolute dumpster fire og sin was, bc like wtf?

I'm gonna complain about Brian because I think he was by far the worst. I actually couldn't stand the asshole trope thing they tried to write him into. Like, why are you bitching at Dexter? My Brian could never.

Also, the thing where he tries to kill Deb, dumbest plot point ever. No actually, not the dumbest, the most impossible plot point of all time because it couldn't have happened. Let me explain.

Brian's Birthday - 17 July 1968

Dexter's Birthday - 1 February 1971

Debra's Birthday - 7 December 1979

Seeing the issue yet?

Brian and Dexter are 2 years apart. At Laura's death, Dexter is 3 and Brian is 5. It's pretty implied that when Brian was staying with them it hadn't been long since their mother's death. Dexter was 8 when Deb was born, and Brian would've been 10. So basically, when Brian was staying there, Deb couldn't have existed...

I'm actually convinced these people were just shown clips of every character and told to make a whole show on them, bc what is even happening?

[kodst3r]

Uh yearly post ig

My camera is so bad help 😭

Who could ever possibly just give up on drawing hannibal

Anyways that's it it's literally just Will

[kodst3r]

Average Alien Isolation playing experience

Just me and party rock against the whole ship 🙏

[kodst3r]

Made a community for the Far Cry 6 fans! Here's a link if anyone's interested:

Join Far Cry 6 • Community on Tumblr

A community for just anything FC6 related. Art, writing, general discussion, feel free to be creative. Love this game and practically nobody