Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, algo English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
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You sobbed when you saw the test result, your career was ruined, Bambam's career was destroyed, and you didn't even want to imagine your group's future.
Your dad is going to kill you. He always warned you since you started dating Bambam, a baby when you were a growing idol was a big no. But, having an irregular period, you never thought that unwanted pregnancy was possible.
"Unnie, are you OK?" Lisa's soft voice took you out of your thoughts. "You've been locked in the bathroom for more than an hour, and I'm starting to worry."
You let out another sob. You were in a V-Live with Lisa when I got the results of your blood tests- positive for pregnancy-, you quickly stopped altogether abandoning Lisa and sought refuge in the bathroom.
The rest of the girls were in the studio, you text to Bambam to call you as quickly as possible, but you still had no response from him.
You opened the door to meet Lisa's worried face. You quickly wrapped your arms around her and started crying louder, "Im sorry."
"Unnie, what happened?" Lisa sounded worried
And it was not for less. It seemed as if someone had died. At least your career was over.
"I'm... I'm pregnant" Lisa looked at you in surprise. She opened her mouth several times, but no words came out.
Lisa had been the person who had introduced you to Bambam 4 years ago, and you had a relationship with him for 2 years. Not many people knew about your relationship with him, and apart from that, you were amused to see the fans talk that Lisa and he would make a good couple.
But for 1 year, your relationship with him was a bit unstable, you always ended, and the days came back, you almost always fought because your Schedule did not let you spend time with him or vice versa, which was another reason you were not taking care of yourself.
"Does he already know?" Lisa's voice was nervous, you shook your head, a week ago you had broken up with him again, and you had told him that you were definitely not going to come back anymore and now you didn't know how you were going to give him the news or how he was going to react.
Slowly you walked with Lisa to the room, the v-live had already ended, and the rest of the girls should arrive soon. You tried to calm down, but you couldn't stop thinking about your future. You don't know how long you spent crying on the couch. Lisa brought you a glass of water and was trying to calm you down.
You had made the same mistake as your mother of getting pregnant with an idol, but Bambam will not be like your father.
Right?
The sound of the doorbell scared you a bit, but you still didn't have the energy to stop and open the door. Lisa opened the door revealing Bambam's figure. He looked beautiful. Would your baby be like him or you?
Seeing it, you couldn't help but start crying again. You weren't ready for a Baby.
"I'm going to leave you alone." Lisa quickly left the room.
Bambam took off his shoes before taking a seat next to you. You were silent, trying to find the words to break the news to him. You could feel his discomfort.
"You're already scaring me, what's wrong? Do you want me back so much?" his voice was sarcastic "You know you don't have to beg me so much."
"I'm pregnant," you said curtly "And it's yours before you accuse me again of cheating on you."
Partly it was your fault, Bambam wanted to use a condom, but you told him no, that later you were going to take a plan B pill, but between the rehearsals for the new comeback and the recordings, you completely forgot.
Bambam was silent, analyzing your words, "Why did you do it?"
"What?" you looked at him, surprised "do you really think I did this on purpose?"
"You would do what you were to make me stay with you."
"What the fuck are you talking about? I broke up with you because I could no longer bear your jealousy, and believe me, the last thing I want is a baby because it will ruin my career, so get off the cloud where you are if you think that I want this baby for you to stay."
"The media when they find out they will destroy me, my dad will kill me when he finds out, I ruined the future of my group, and you think that I did this so that you would always be with me" you laughed sarcastically "Wao, your ego is enormous."
"So why did you call me? I can't have a baby right now, I don't know what I'm going to do with my future, and a baby is not an option right now" he got up from the sofa. You could feel the tears running down your face. I'm sorry, but I can't have this baby if you want to have it or not is your decision, have a good life Yang (Y / N)"
"You are a piece of shit Kunpimook Bhuwakul, I'm going to make sure you regret this and that you never see my baby."
"Do what you want. You are not my girlfriend anymore, and I don't care."
At some point in their fight, the rest of the girls had arrived. You looked at him in surprise as he left the apartment, that definitely he was not the person you were in love. You let out a frustrated cry.
As soon as he left the apartment, the girls wrapped you in a hug, you started crying loudly, "I'm sorry, Girls."
"(Y / N) you are not the first idol that gets pregnant," Jisoo consoled you, interrupting the silence that formed in the room "We can hide it and take a break while you have it"
"Yes, Unnie, several idols have done it, and the press has never found out." Lisa gave you a smile.
"In whatever you need, count on us." Rose put her head on your shoulder.
You nodded slightly, but you knew that your father and the company were going to kick you out when they found out that you were pregnant, don't worry, little thing, mom is going to protect you from everything.
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, algo English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
"I already have the results. Everything is fine; you only have what is known as Braxton hicks. It is your body preparing for the delivery" your gynecologist smiled at you. "Now you can go, try to relax and enjoy your last days as much as you can."
She left your room, leaving you alone with Jin; you sighed, relaxing a bit, you placed a hand on your belly, you were sure that you had gone into labor.
"Im really sorry, Jin," you apologized. Jin looked up from his phone, most likely telling the boys that it was a false alarm.
"Jagi, it's not your fault. It's something you can't control" he kissed you on the forehead. "At least it served us as practice."
You smiled slightly. Even so, the guilt did not leave your body. Everything happened fast. One moment you were singing at the top of your lungs and screaming in the middle of the boy's concert, and the next minute, you felt a stabbing pain in your lower belly.
You were as fast as you could backstage, ten minutes later, Jin found himself next to you on the way to the hospital, you felt bad because he left the concert, the fans paid to see the 7 of them.
"Jin ... Really sorry, this was your last concert without being a dad, you had to enjoy it to the fullest. Besides, we weren't ready, it's only two weeks until the baby arrives, and we don't have anything, we don't have a car seat, the nursery is not ready, and the hospital bag is not ... "Jin shut you up with a kiss."
"Honey, don't worry, we will have everything ready for when the baby arrives," He got at the height of your belly, "and you young lady enjoys your time in there, you got me exciting for nothing" she gave you a light kiss belly.
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You smiled when Jin painted Jimin's shirt, causing him to start whine; seven days ago, you had begun to have your Braxton Hicks, no day passed that the contractions intensified the pain.
Today the boys were in charge of decorating your princess's room, and you were taking advantage of it to start preparing individual dishes for Jin's birthday, which was the next day.
You were also using it to take care of Jung Hwa and practice when your baby is here. You started to sing to him while you gave him some banana-flavored puff cereal; Jung Hwa started laughing. He had the same smile as his Dad.
"Jagi, the room is ready," you heard Jin's voice; you took Jung Hwa before heading to your baby's future room.
The room was beautiful. Everything was white with purple and pink. There were several butterflies and alpacas you entered your room and took the RJ teddy that was in the crib. "OMG, the room is beautiful, thank you very much, but someone can explain to me what  does this stuffed animal in the baby's crib."
"RJ is my first baby. Let her occupy the crib for a while until my princess arrives," Jin replied with a smile.
"Really, guys, thank you very much for helping me with the nursery; with this, I have almost everything ready for the baby's arrival."
"Anything for our future niece is no problem."
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You groaned loudly when you were finally able to get out of bed without Jin's help. You looked at the 12:01 AM clock; it was officially your beautiful Boyfriend's birthday.
You heard how the water fell from the shower. An hour ago, since the boys have left, you entered the kitchen looking for the little cake you had prepared for him. You entered the room, finding Jin sitting on the bed, shirtless and only in his pajama bottoms. He was concentrating on looking at his phone.
Before you could start singing Happy Birthday, Jin looked up, smiling at you. "You remembered our tradition."
You agreed, lighting the candle again. "Of course, this tradition I could fulfill it this year, now make a wish"
The tradition of the little cake started on your first birthday of Jin being his girlfriend, you were just graduating from college, and you didn't have enough money to buy him an expensive gift, so you decided to make him a cake from scratch, something that he loved. And you kept doing it.
Jin closed his eyes for a moment before blowing out the candle. "I'm ready for the next tradition."
"Babe, there's no way I'm going to do it, I look like a whale, and I don't feel sexy."
"For me, you are the sexiest woman in the world, and besides this year, you have fewer clothes than other years" Jin winked at you. "Tradition is tradition."
You lowered your gaze to your belly; you only had an old strappy sweater that now fit you like a crop top leaving your giant stomach exposed and some small pajama pants that Jin had to help you put on.
"Do it, babe. I want to see you doing the strip dance."
The other gift you gave Jin for her birthday was a strip dance that became a tradition for her birthday.
You closed your eyes, sighing heavily. "Ready for your eyes to bleed?"
"That will never happen."
You started humming a song while trying to dance "You like this Boy?" You rubbed your belly while trying to dance sexually. You began to move your sweater slightly, letting the hillock of your breasts look more pronounced.
Jin laughed when you tried to lower your pants, but you almost fell in the attempt. "Im going to gag you dead if you keep laughing."
Jin moved his hands over your non-existent waist before lowering them to your butt and spanking you. You moaned slightly for the feeling, "Happy 28th to you, I love you so much, but I can't anymore. My back hurts too much" you lay down on his side.
"Princess, do you have any idea how much I love you and your mother?" he started kissing your belly.
"She Knows, now shut up and lie down to sleep" run a hand through his soft hair.
"I'm sorry, darling, but tradition is tradition, so princess, close your eyes, that dad is going to do terrible things to your mother" you smiled slightly. You could feel the heaviness in your eyes.
"How is it possible that you want to have sex with me right now?"
"Do you know how sexy you are? I always want to have sex with you. I don't know what I did to have a beautiful girlfriend like you. "Jin murmured against your neck.
I was going to answer him when you felt like a liquid began to go down your legs. "Jin, I think my water broke."
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You let out another cry when you felt another contraction again. Jin took your hand. "Breathe deeply, Love."
It was already seven in the morning, and the baby gave no signs that she would be out any time soon. "Shut the fuck up, Jin."
You couldn't take the pain anymore; Jin's mother and the boys had already visited you. The boys' visit was quick to avoid attracting attention. During the day, they would go out in public and try to entertain the paparazzi.
Something you were deeply grateful for, the last thing you needed to worry about was the fans and paparazzi.
"If you think about it, maybe the baby and I have the same birthday."
"I know."
Your gynecologist came into your room. "How are you?"
"For the moment, fine, I just can't stand the pain anymore" She nodded slightly before checking your vaginal dilation.
"Well, it's ready to push. You're 8 centimeters. It's enough for you to start pushing" the gynecologist left the room just as began another strong contraction.
"Breath Jagi, the pain will soon end" Jin retook your hand.
"Jin, I love you, so I apologize for anything I say to you for the next few minutes" you connected your lips with his
The gynecologist came back in accompanied by two nurses. "Ready?"
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"Push, you are going to push for the next 5 seconds, keep going," your gynecologist told you before starting counting slightly.
"I Cant" you yelled, interrupting her. Your entire lower back hurt, and you were covered in sweat.
Jin was taking one of your legs to facilitate your birthing position "the next contraction should be in 30 seconds."
"I can't keep pushing," you whimpered. You could feel your whole face hot from the effort. You screamed again when you felt the contraction. You started to push harder.
"I know you can love" Jin lightly wiped the sweat from your forehead.
"The Head has already come out, (Y / N) I need you to push harder for the shoulders to come out" You started Push again.
"Oh my God," you shouted again before feeling the pain magically go away, little cries began to fill the room.
"She is so beautiful, Jagi" Jin had tears in his eyes. The nurse placed the baby on your chest after they cleaned her.
Jin took her in her arms. She looked extremely tiny against Jin's chest. You felt your eyes fill with tears. "Happy birthday. I hope you like my present."
"You are kidding me? I love it. I want another one like that for my next birthday" He leaned in, giving you another kiss on the forehead, before wiping the tears that were running down your face. "Thank you (Y / N). You make me the happiest man in the world.
You smiled at his words. If five years ago they had told you that you were going to go out with an idol and have his baby, you would have laughed in his face. You always imagined that you would end up with a lawyer, but life is full of surprises, and you were grateful that Jin was one of them.
The baby began to cry until they leaned her against your chest again. "I Love You, baby girl" you lightly kissed her little head.
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, algo English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
BirthÂ
You loved planning parties, so when you got the chance, you started planning your baby shower. Â
You were planning a big pink super girly party, but that went out the window when Jin argued that the baby is his daughter and that he would like the party to be RJ's theme party.
You two fought for about two weeks; Jin left everywhere pictures of RJ and stuffed animals until he reached a mutual agreement that it wouldn't be a party about RJ but pink alpacas. Â
He liked the idea. Â
The whole place was covered in pink; there were pink roses everywhere, pink alpacas, and little butterflies. Â
You didn't invite many people, the boys, their girlfriends, Jin's family, and Bang PD, you didn't have friends, and you didn't even ask someone from your work and let the secret come out. Â
Jin wore an adorable white sweater with red stripes, and you wore a white summer dress that accentuated your big stomach. Â
You and Jin still couldn't decide on a name; you both had a preferred name, so we put up a board for the guests to help choose which name was the best. Â
Jin was the MC of the party, and the whole party, he was getting smiles and laughter from the guests. Â
The Games they had for the guests made your stomach ache with laughter, watching the boys try to drink the bottles filled with milk and vodka as quickly as possible, bringing out their competitive side. Â
One of the activities was that they had to guess the size of your belly using toilet paper, so they came to caress your belly several times. Â
You were so happy with your candy bar, all the sweets were pink, and several were decorated with alpacas. Â
You and little Jung Hwa were in charge of eating the vast majority of sweets; by the time the party was ending, Jung Hwa was super hyperactive. Â
You had multiple gifts, which you and Jin agreed to open in the apartment, but the guests flatly refused. Â
Jungkook was in charge of taking photos and videos of the entire party. Â
Bang PD gave a speech to congratulate them on her baby. Â
When the gifts were opened, each guest had to give the baby a few words of love. Â Â
By the time they finished opening the presents, you were a mess, and Jin had shed a few tears. Â
Your favorite gift was from Seokjin's parents; they gave you small pajamas that looked like a little alpaca, next to it a blanket that Jin used when he was a baby. Â
At the end of the day, you couldn't have asked for a better baby shower surrounded by people you loved.
Note:I really want to thank all the people who read my stories; I know I have to edit them a lot, but knowing that there are people who like my stories fills me with happiness, Thank you.
Ps: it is the first time that I write smut. Most likely, I will delete it and upload a version without smut
Baby ShowerÂ
When you began your fifth month was when your hormonal changes started. One moment you were happy, and the next, you were crying. Jin was putting up with you like a champion, but there were times when he felt scared to be around you.
You were at work lunch with some colleagues when another episode entered you.
"This is the tenth time I have gone to the bathroom since we arrived," you commented, frustrated.
"Yes, and this is the tenth time you have told us since we arrived," laughed Suyin, one of the five people who decided to invite themselves to your lunch.
You were in a bad mood because of your endless need to go to the bathroom, but what bothered you the most was that you would have a welcome lunch with Jin, who was in Japan giving a concert. You couldn't go with him anymore because your stupid coworkers decided to accompany you.
"Oh, sorry, it must be annoying listening to me," you laughed sarcastically as you felt your eyes fill with tears "it is easier to have the baby play with your bladder."
You started crying loudly, causing several people to look at you "Im so done being pregnant, I'm only five months in, and I can't sleep anymore, the hormonal changes and the nausea won't go away, and the only happiness I can have is a stupid cup of coffee that of course has to be decaf".
It only remains to say that after that day, the people in your office avoided you at all costs.
Your second attack was against Jin and the boys. Later that day, you arrived exhausted from work; you just wanted to take off your heels and sleep in the arms of your boyfriend, but the case you were working on was hard, and every day that passed became more complicated because of what you had than taking your work home.
What you didn't plan on was finding your apartment in a mess and the guys playing video games in the middle of the mess like nothing was wrong around them.
At first, you tried to ignore it by hiding in the kitchen to finish, but the kitchen was also a mess, and the screams of the boys were throwing you out of focus, and the noise of the video game was driving you crazy.
You marched out of the kitchen, anger consuming your body; you turned off the television earning some shouts from the boys, "I've had a shitty day and the only peace of mind I expected to find in my house, which you took care of ruining, you have 10 minutes to leave this place impeccable and what does not live here disappear".
When you finished speaking, your voice broke, and you felt tears run down your face; the boys on their faces had a mixture of surprise and fear; you left the room and locked yourself in the bathroom of your room, a bath with cold water was what did you need.
Half an hour later, you came out of the bathroom, feeling like new, you may have exaggerated, most likely the guys after their trip just wanted to relax, you wrapped yourself in a towel and went looking for Jin to apologize.
You found him in the kitchen finishing drying some dishes, you left the towel completely naked, you approached in silence, you rested your head on his back, and your little belly was pressed slightly with his lower back, you kissed him on the back. "I'm very sorry, Jin, I didn't want to snap like that, but these hormonal changes are affecting me too much."
Jin ignored you, while he continued drying, you sighed before directing your hand towards his button, you played lightly with the button before unzipping it, your fingers went into his pants, your finger rubbing against the outline of his semi-hard dick, Jin groaned his breath shaking a little
You tugged his pants down carefully, his boxers following; you started to move your hand, jerking him off before Jin took your hand, turning around. You watched his dick; he was already fully erect, the tip red and precum seeping from the slit, your mouth water at the image.
Jin pulls you into a kiss, licking your lips with his tongue; you groaned, giving him space to put his tongue in your mouth, you pressed your chest against his chest, Jin's hands running over your body before stopping on your butt and give you a firm spanking, you could already feel your juices run down your inner thighs.
He separated himself by taking you by the waist, he placed you on the island counter in the kitchen, he settles himself between your legs, his lips trailed down your jaw, nibbling at your neck, his fingers disappeared between your legs "Look how wet you are."
You whined when his fingers found your clit and began to massage them into little figures of 8 "Honestly, I've been like this since I went to work this morning and I saw pictures of you from last night's concert, how sexy you looked"
Jin Groaned when he heard your words; you kissed him before getting off the table and getting on your knees.
You wrapped your lips around the tip of his cock, your tongue lapping at the salty-sweet of his precum; Jin moaned loudly, he could see your smile, your tongue running along the vein on the underside of his dick and your hand pumping the rest of his dick that couldn't fit in your mouth. Â
The slurping sound of your mouth drownd a little jins moans, you pull away just enough to suck the head, Jin fingers tangled in your hair, helping your head bob against him.
"Oh God (Y/N)" he whined under his breath, your hand around his base slid down to his balls, Your bobbing was quick, cheeks hollowed for extra pleasure, the tip of his dick hitting the back of your throat, Jin Moan at the feeling "You Feel amazing, I miss this so much... Just like that baby".
Yo moan at the nickname his hand make his way down to your breast his thumb playing with your nipple "Your mouth feels amazing but is not as amazing and tight like your pussyâ
You let a loud squeal when jin push you back and pull you back in your feet. You almost feel when he spun you around, Moaning loudly when your nipple hit the cold surface of the marble table; he uses his feet to push your legs apart, he starts to slide his dick in between your folds.
Sliding in slowly at first, his hips slamming into you the second he bottomed out. You moaned his name, resting your forehead on the kitchen table, nails clawing at it with pleasure. The tip of his cock hit your sweet spot with every thrust, His dick pistoned inside you at high speed, your boyfriend never resting. The angle he had you at allowed him to hit hard and deep, finding spots you didn't know existed until now.
You scream. Jin smiles at the sound of your moans; he slaps your ass to earn a louder cry. "Fuck, I miss this so much," He complied, the moans getting louder.
Using one hand to rub your clit in vicious circles, trying to draw yourself to the edge faster. Your ass pressed back against his at a rhythmic pace, matching the thrusts he made into you.
Your chest heaved with heavy pants; Jin thrust growing noticeably sloppy. He tugged your hair hard enough to make you lean back against his heaving chest, his arms wrapping around your waist and resting in your growing belly. His lips found your neck, peppering it with light kisses, keeping his thrusts going. "I love you," he whispered into your ear, letting out a grunt, no longer able to hold back.
His cock twitched inside you, intense pulses against your walls as he came, strings of his white, sticky seed spilling into you. You mewled at the feeling, taking his hand and lacing your fingers together against your stomach. The feeling of his seed seeping into you warm your body, incinerating the knot inside you instantly. You mewled his name quietly, leaning back against his shoulder, his forehead resting on yours so he could ride out your highs.
He stayed inside for a moment while catching my breath "If this is how your Mood Swings are going to be, they don't bother me at all."
You  laughed at his words, "Ready for round two?"
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, algo English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
Mood SwingsÂ
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You smiled when you smelled the cookies as soon as you entered the apartment, one of your many cravings was Jin's chocolate chip cookies, and the best part is that your boyfriend loved to cook all your cravings.
You took off your heels quickly to head to the kitchen; you came across the image of Jin taking a tray out of the oven and Namjoon at the kitchen table reading a book while he ate a couple of cookies.
"Have you ever been told that you shouldn't eat a pregnant woman's food?" Namjoon, hearing your voice, choked on a piece of cookie. "I missed you too much."
You buried your head on Jin's chest, inhaling his perfume "I missed you too" Jin tilted his head to kiss your head.
"I'm fine if you're interested," Namjoon commented.
"No, I don't care, and you keep eating my cookies" You hit him lightly on the head, You grabbed a cookie; Jin's cookies were out of this world."
Jin leaned against the kitchen table. "Jagi, we have to go for a Photoshop in Daegu, and we won't be back until Saturday."
Ji looked worried when he finished the sentence because lately, you are very clingy, you wanted to do everything with him, you were already showering with him to a point.
Jin did not mind, but sometimes at work, he did not want to risk someone new from the staff spreading the information about his pregnant girlfriend, but it was a good thing that he had to leave since you started your cravings, you did not want him to saw you eating your weird cravings.
You loved his cookies, but you were dying to put mustard on the cookies.
"Sounds perfect to me; when are you leaving?" you tried to hide the emotion from your voice.
"Now," Namjoon stood up, closing his book.
"Are you sure you're going to be okay?" ask you, Jin.
"Yes, I'm a little tired, so I'm going to go to sleep" you kissed him on the lips before leaving the kitchen.
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You continued dancing to the beat of WAP, two hours ago since Jin left, and as soon as he walked out the door, you began to indulge your actual cravings.
All the cookies that Jin had left disappeared from the mountain of mustard that you put on them, the sweet and salty combination made your little girl dance on your stomach; you could notice the silhouette of her feet against your belly.
You finished adding honey and sugar to the bacon you were cooking, the idea of ââeating vanilla ice cream with sweet bacon and pickles came to mind when you got out of the shower. You turned the air in the room to the maximum and sat down to continue watching your movie.
You were focused on the movie and your ice cream that you didn't hear Jin enter the apartment. You realized when he sat next to you already in his pajamas and a plate of ice cream similar to yours, causing you a small heart attack. "What are we watching?"
You looked at him incredulously "Shouldn't you be arriving in Daegu?"
There is an intense traffic jam on the road, so we are leaving early tomorrow. He kissed you on your cheek before starting to eat his ice cream "I must admit that the ingredients at first glance together did not attract attention, but it tastes good."
You felt your cheeks turn red; you opened and closed your mouth multiple times without words, "Jagi must not feel ashamed of your cravings; it is something completely normal."
That was one of the many reasons why you loved Jin. He always supported you no matter what madness you were planning at the time. There was a time that he accompanied you to the end when you suggested climbing Mount Everest. He gave you all his support even though he knew you weren't going to do it.
"I like to think that she is a foodie like her father, and that is why she makes me eat strange things" you put a hand on your big belly.
"How about I make fried chicken and pickle ramen?" I ask you with a smile when I finish eating his ice cream.
"You really are the best boyfriend in the world" you kissed him on the lips. "Maybe after that, you can help me with other cravings."
He gave you a confused look "What is that craving."
"Your Dick in my mouth" You laughed when he saw his face turn completely red.
You were going to have a long night, and you couldn't wait.
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, algo English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes. This is Short .
Cravings
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Today you mark 8 1/2 months of pregnancy, and for a week, you could not sleep; Jin's snoring created a lullaby in the room, the week had been hard and long for both, Jin practicing for his new comeback and you leaving everything ready for your maternity leave.
You looked at Jin's face, how beautiful his features were, you wanted your baby to come out as beautiful as your boyfriend, you raised a hand caressing his head, at the contact, Jin sighed slightly.
You looked at the clock in the room, where it marked 4.40 am; you closed your eyes, determined to go back to sleep, but your problem was that the baby kept moving and kicking as if there were no tomorrow. You sighed, looking at how his little feet and hands were slightly marked on your stomach.
Eventually, you fell asleep comfortably in Jin's arms; you woke up when your phone started ringing, indicating a message from your office.
You took your phone looking at the other messages, you swing your legs out the bed, pulling on an old hoodie, before walking out of the bedroom, entering the kitchen, you found the image of Jin cooking.
You stopped behind him, hand running up and down his back, inhaling the scent of the sweet potato pancakes; you pressed your cheek against his back, his morning voice was heard as he leaned in to kiss you. "Good Morning Jagi"
"Good Morning Handsome," You mussed, pulling away and walking to the kitchen table, setting the table to have breakfast. "Honey, the gynecologist wrote to me, reminding me of tomorrow's appointment."
You saw how Jin just nodded without taking his eyes off the stove, you liked seeing Jin concentrated, how his eyebrows furrowed and his lips made a small pot.
You and Jin had made a deal not to know the sex of the baby until he was born, but behind his back, you wrote to your gynecologist requesting the sex of your baby.
You were going to have a girl.
What you didn't know was how you were going to say to Jin without him getting angry, "My mother and Ahreum invited us to dinner today, and they say they have a surprise for me" Your heart stopped before his words.
You had made a mistake in telling Ahreum, but you couldn't help it. She was like a sister to you and legally your baby's aunt.
"Didn't they tell you what could be?" You tried to sound as casual as possible. Jin shook his head, leaving the kitchen; when you lost sight of him, you took your phone.
Ahreum, I beg you don't tell Jin.
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Saying that Jin was upset was not enough; you could see it on his face, and the boys noticed it too, but he was hiding it perfectly from the rest of the guests.
When you arrived and entered the room where the dinner was going to take place, pink confetti fell on Jin Head, and the first thing you noticed was a large sign that said, congratulations is a girl.
Instantly, everyone congratulated Jin, giving you enough time to have a little conversation with your sister in law.
"Give me one good reason why I shouldn't kill you," you whispered with a smile, your hand tightly squeezing her forearm "you knew perfectly well that I wanted to tell him in private."
"I know, but she is my niece, and I could not contain myself and ..." You interrupted her.
"Save it, Ahreum."
You noticed how Jin came out onto the room; you found him leaning his body on the railing, the wind blowing his hair off his forehead.
"Jin, I'm really sorry."
"I don't want to listen to you right now" He tried to leave, but you stopped him.
"I know we were going to wait until she was born, but we are first-timers, I want to know everything, have everything perfect for when she is born, I know it was wrong that it was behind your back, but we can do it for number Two."
Jin was silent watching you; the cold gaze did not leave his face. "Number Two?"
"Of everything I told you, was that what stuck in your mind?" you asked him, surprised. "Yes, Jin, number two, because I want to have many babies with you because I love you, and I want to have a big family with you."
You smiled immensely when Jin wrapped you in his arms; you pressed your cheek against his chest. "I love you too."
Jungkook's voice interrupted the silent  "Here are the parents of Jung Hwa's future Girlfriend ."
"Keep believing that I'm going to let your son get close to my princess," Jin growled at him. "And Besides, he may want a Boyfriend."
"You'll see that nobody can't resist the charm of the Jeon boys."
You smiled again when Jin playfully hit Jungkook.
My little girl, you have a father who will take care of pampering you in everything.
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, algo English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
Gender Reveal
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You felt happy that you were pregnant; it wasn't that you had planned, but it didn't come as a surprise either.
You hadn't told anyone, you didn't want to put a hex on it, but with each passing day, it became less possible for you to hide your growing belly.
Your work skirts, blouses, and pants weren't already fitting, and when working in a law firm, you couldn't get to work wearing leggings and a sweatshirt.
The first to notice your stomach was your assistant, a sweet intern who was hoping to start a criminal law career.
You two had come out of a trial when the urge to vomit took over your body; you did not have time to get to the bathroom, the vomit fell on Seohyun's shoes and apart on your blouse, causing it to stick to your body, Â he asked if you were pregnant and you just said yes.
Several people in your office already suspected it; you begged him to keep your secret and tell whoever asked you that you were fat; after that day, he always brought you lollipops for nausea.
The second person who noticed your stomach was Jin's mother; she had invited you to dinner.
You were wearing a loose dress that entirely hides your stomach; when you two arrived at the Kim residence, Jin's mother wrapped you in a firm hug, she gives you a strange look that she tries to hide with a smile.
When they were already in the middle of dinner was when she commented, "Honey, how much time do you have?" she asks taking a sip of her wine; Jin Chocked on the piece of meat he was eating "I know pregnant women as I lay my eyes on them, and besides you haven't touched your wine."
After that day, Jin's mother called you every day to ask how you were and give you advice, which you appreciated since you did not have a good relationship with your parents, and she treats you like just another daughter.
Jin began to stay in your apartment more, we still did not live together even though he had proposed it to you multiple times over the years, but you preferred your own space where you could take your colleagues to work late.
You liked that Jin stayed in your apartment; you liked seeing him shirtless in your little kitchen. You also liked it when he laid his head on your growing stomach and filled it with kisses.
"Do you think you can carry him for a moment?" Jungkook's fiancĂŠe's voice took you out of your thoughts "I need to pee, and I don't think it's a good idea to interrupt them."
Your gaze went to the room where the boys had a heated game of Monopoly. "Sure."
You took little Junghwa in your arms; every day that passes, he looked a little more like his father. "How are you precious?" you gave him a loud kiss on his round cheek, causing the little one to laugh.
"This is a look that I wouldn't mind seeing every day" You turned to see Jin, who was leaning on the kitchen door, a sweatshirt in his hand; in the distance, you could hear the voice of the boys fighting with Jimin. "Put it; your stomach is showing a bit."
He left his sweatshirt on the kitchen island as he took Junghwa into his arms and left you alone in the kitchen.
There was no perfect time for the boys to find out about your pregnancy; most likely, Jin is dying to tell the boys, whom he considers his brothers, and you were preventing him.
Were you selfish with him for wanting to have your pregnancy in private?
Without thinking, you left the kitchen, entering the living room. "You know what? I don't care what people are going to think, screw them, "You practically yelled, attracting everyone's gaze" Im pregnant, that's right, a bun in my oven, and I'm so happy that im doing this with the love of my life."
Everyone was silent, watching you trying to analyze what just happened; you sat next to jin, who received you with a kiss on the lips.
"At least you already have a valid excuse to use your dad jokes," Yoongi broke the silence.
"What are you talking about? I've always had a valid excuse because I've raised all of you," Jin starts bickering with the guys.
"Let's make a toast to (Y / N), to Jin Hyung, and to the new bangtan baby" Hoseok raised a glass of wine, attracting everyone's attention.
You smiled when Jungkook and Jin started fighting when Jungkook called Jin old, and Jin replied that he has no respect for his elders.
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, algo English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes. This is Short, I suck when i try to wirte smut.
Baby Bump
You smiled when you saw the result of the test; you already had your suspicions when your period was already a week late, apart it was not as if you and Jin were taking care of each other, your mind traveled to the day the condom broke.
"Are you sure it broke?" You asked him again, leaning your head on the edge of the tub.
Jin suggested that we took a bath when we were finished having sex; you were filling the bathtub with water when Jin came in and gave you the news that the condom had broken.
"I showed you" Jin smiled at you as he stepped into the tub. You leaned against his chest; it wasn't a bad thing if you got pregnant.
"I know, but what if it ripped when you were taking it off?" you relaxed a bit when Jin started massaging your shoulders.
You and Jin recently talked about starting a small family, and since Jungkook became a father, Jin has told you that he also wanted a baby. You also wanted a baby, but you had the anxiety if you would be a good Mom.
You closed your eyes, trying to relax.
"Yeah"
You groaned when you heard his reply, "Yeah, as in 'that's what happened'"
"I don't know, Jagi," He exhales Sharply.
Our relationship began four years ago. From the first day, Jin has been the sweetest person in the world. His fans did not know about the relationship, and you felt more comfortable like that, in anonymity.
"Jin ..." you didn't want to raise his hopes that this time you could be pregnant.
"Relax" You moaned slightly when his hands began to massage your nipples.
"We are fine, I just have my period, so ..." you let out a laugh when Jin's hands went over your waist. You already felt his erection pressing your lower back.
"I'm sorry," Jin whispered into your ear before taking a small bite of your earlobe.
You spread your legs, allowing his hands to quickly find your clitoris, where he began to gently mumble, "It's not your fault," you managed to say between moans.
"It is," You scoff with a smile.
"No, is the Condon manufacture problem" you turned quickly, causing a little water to come out of the bathtub; you sat on his legs, the tip of his dick brushing your clit.
Jin tilted his head, taking your left nipple between his lips; you moaned loudly, pulling his hair slightly.
"Yeah, but if I wasn't so big, it never would've broken," Jin chuckles before you bowed your head and brought your lips together with his.
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You came out of the bathroom, finding Jin in bed "So ...?"
"Well ... you are going to be a Dad" You smiled at him immensely.
Jin quickly wrapped you in his arms, you rested your head on his chest, inhaling his perfume "I'm dying to tell the boys and my parents."
"I would like to first go to the hospital to do a blood test to be completely sure and then pass my first trimester ..." Jin silenced you with a kiss.
"Calm, Jagi, everything will be fine" Jin kissed you on the forehead "The second bangtan, baby."
The joy that Jin showed in his eyes gave you the confidence to know that everything would be fine.
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, also English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
Jaebum tried to wipe the tears from his face, but more kept coming out of his eyes. In the distance, he could hear your grandmother's screams of pain and Jessica's voice trying to calm her down.
Everything had happened so fast, your whole pregnancy had been high risk, but he never thought it was going to end in your dead when he answered Jessica's call saying that they had to take you from the emergency room to the hospital.
Jessica had been sleeping with you the night before since at any moment you could go into labor; she never thought that she would wake up in the middle of the night and find you in a type of coma and the middle of a pool of blood.
Jinyoung had to rush him to the hospital, arriving just in time to be able to enter the emergency cesarean section; he did not care if there was a fan in the emergency room or if someone recognized him; he was thinking about you and the baby.
You wanted a natural birth; you went to classes with your grandmother when he could not accompany you; when he entered the room where you were going to have the c-section, it seemed chaos; your vital signs were going down, the nurses ran from one side to the other Carrying bags of blood.
Jaebum felt like he was in a movie as if he were on automatic pilot; the baby had to be taken out as quickly as possible; they were afraid that the baby would suffer some damage due to lack of oxygen, as soon as the head of their baby came out of your abdomen. Her first screams were heard, Jaebum tried to smile, but the smile was gone when the monitor that carried his vital signs began to sound, indicating how your pressure was rising at high speed before after marking any type indications of life.
For half an hour, the doctors tried to get your heart to beat again, but you had developed a condition called eclampsia, which had left you in a coma and caused your extreme bleeding.
He hadn't noticed he was crying silently until one of the doctors pronounced you dead was when he let out a sob. When he left the operating room, he found Jinyoung talking to one of the doctors while a nurse, along with Jessica, was trying to calm your grandmother.
Ironically, you died the same way your mother did, in labor, due to the same condition that your mother had developed; your poor grandmother had already lost her daughter and now her granddaughter in the same way.
Jinyoung tried to talk to him, but he ignored him, he was looking for the room where they put the newborns, he had not seen his little girl, when one of the nurses came to the room she helped him look for the baby.
It was not until when he held her in his arms, it was when reality hit him, the baby had lost her mother, and he did not know anything about babies; it was something to have you by his side and another to raise the baby alone, he felt without hope.
Was he qualified for that? Would he be a good father? How would he talk about you with the baby?
"It is beautiful, right?" Jaebum was scared when he heard Jessica's breathy voice, which looked like a walking disaster, her pajamas stained a little with blood and her face red and swollen from crying. "We will be fine, Jaebum; you will not be alone; Mrs. Hee Jeen and I are going to be with you for whatever you need."
He nodded slightly without taking his eyes off her little girl, her face had a pink shadow, her big round cheeks, and her big eyes, "I don't even know what name to call it."
"(Y / N) had a name, Sun Heen, it was the name of her mother."
"Im Sun Hee, I like it."
He had a long road ahead of him, but one thing he was sure of was that he was never going to leave his little girl alone. He was going to be in charge of giving value to her name Happiness and Goodness.
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, also English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
Birth
~ You hated the idea of ââa baby shower, so when your grandmother and Jessica proposed it, your immediate response was no
~ You did not feel right, your whole body hurt a lot, the baby was in perfect condition, but your body was not.
~ You had high blood sugar, you had super high blood pressure, and the doctor recommended that you rest until the baby was born.
~ Jessica partially ignored the doctor's recommendations.
~ Your day started with breakfast in bed with as much food as possible in pink.
~ Your room looked like someone had thrown a pink grenade, and the whole room was pink
~ There were little pink rabbits decorated all over the room and your bathroom.
~ Your grandmother, Jessica, AND you watched movies all day.
~ The guys from Got7 sent you a big flower arrangement with an apology letter.
~ With the issue of Jessica and Jaebum, the two of them were ignoring each other like they were the plague, even though you already told them that they didn't bother you if they wanted to start a relationship.
~ Jisoo sent you a small rose gold bracelet with flowers.
~ Youngjae's girlfriend sent you a bassinet for the baby with small flowers and a letter with her phone number in case you wanted to contact her for anything
~ At the end of the day, it wasn't a magazine baby shower, but you spent it surrounded by the two people you loved most in the world.
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, also English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
Baby ShowerÂ
You smile when Jessica put the chocolate ice cream in front of you; the two of you were eating everything you wanted it's your birthday, and you were going to enjoy it thoroughly; you put the words of your gynecologist in the back of your mind, you had ignored all your cravings, and today you were going to listen to them.
"That's your last ice cream until the party; you already finished a pot of ice cream alone" you shrugged; Jessica finished decorating the room "Do you think the place is safe enough for Youngjae's daughter?"
"I guess, what worries me the mos tit's that got7 is coming, why does he have to bring them?" It wasn't that you didn't like them; you've never interacted with them, you were afraid that they would hate you, you had enough on your mind with Jaebum's parents. "Besides, who told Jaebum that it's my birthday?"
Jessica went silent as she pretended to arrange the tablecloth "Jessica, Why?"
"He asked me."
"When?"
"One day," you looked at her with a raised eyebrow; you could see her ears turn red; she was lying. "Fine, he wrote to me. Lately, we have been talking a lot via text".
That surprised you, well not so much, you had noticed that Jaebum was talking to Jessica a lot, even flirting while she was on duty at the cafe, one day you could swear that Jaebum was going to kiss her if you had not entered the restaurant with your grandmother.
"Honey, can you help me finish making the kimchi?" your grandmother's voice interrupted the awkward silence that had formed in the room.
It wasn't that it bothered you that you and Jaebum weren't together r, but that didn't stop you from feeling a bit jealous.
"I don't think all this food is necessary, grandma, they are idols, most likely they are all on some strict diet, apart from that, I want pizza."
"Not in my watch you have to eat healthily; the baby needs her mother to be completely healthy to take care of her" You could feel how the baby movedÂ
"Look, she likes her grandmother's voice."
You tried to smile, but your mind did not leave the image of Jaebum and Jessica. Would they be a good couple? You and jaebum never got that chance. You closed your eyes, trying to control yourself; today was your day.
You smiled at Youngjae's girlfriend, she was a sweet girl, and she's the only one who hasn't looked at you weirdly since they arrived "I know what cravings feel like; I torture Youngjae with mine."
In the distance, you could see Jessica talking to Jaebum; you closed your eyes again, trying to control yourself "Can you give me a moment?"
You locked yourself in the bathroom to control yourself, you were in a bad mood, your feet hurt, you were hungry, you are dying to eat a giant hamburger, but you did not have the heart to tell your grandmother that the Miyukguk made you nauseous. And above all, you had received Jaebum's friends at your house, and all they have done is look at you badly or leave the conversations when Jaebum introduced you.
You came out of the bathroom, a little calmer.
"Honey, we're going to sing the birthday, the boys told me that they have to go for a dance practice," your grandmother told you taking your arm, you frowned at her words, Jaebum told you they had the next two days off "They are so kind, and the baby has the most beautiful cheeks in the world, they look like mochis."
Sure, Grandma, they are nice to you, but not to me; they hate you so much that they already got the perfect excuse to leave your party. You went to Jaebum to ask if it was true,
"What are we laughing at?" You snap; Jessica looked at you a little worried.
"Jessica was telling me how yesterday you were eating mayonnaise and ketchup in the dark of the kitchen." Jaebum kept laughing; that wasn't true. "I had heard that cravings were crazy, but eating mayonnaise and ketchup right out of the pot is gross ..."
"It was not mayonnaise and ketchup; it was marshmallow cream and homemade jam that my grandmother had prepared," You interrupted Jaebum, a little angry "It's normal; it's something I ate way before pregnancy."
Jaebum was going to say something, but your grandmother came out of the kitchen with giant chocolate fudge; Jessica, Youngjae's girlfriend, and your grandmother were the only ones singing happy birthday.
"You know what? Stop, go if you don't want to be here, my birthday is not a day for me to have a bad time and less to be surrounded by hypocritical people "you yelled, you had already reached your top, you could see how Jackson whispered something to Jinyoung "I opened the doors of my house for all of you, and all you guys have done is ignore me."
They were silent, looking at you with pity "I'm trying to control myself, not being a hothead, but none of you do your part; I know our situation is not the best, but at least I'm trying to control myself, and what I get from your part of his hatred, the only one who has been good enough to me has been Youngjae's girlfriend ..."
"My name isâŚ."
"Not now," You screamed again, scaring the baby she was holding "You know what? I'm the one who's going to go; you guys stay and enjoy the rest of the party."
You went to the door, while you grabbed your bag "(Y / N), wait" you heard Jaebum's voice when you were about to leave the cafe, you turned around to meet Jessica and Jaebum "Please stay the boys are sorry."
"Besides, is your favorite cake" I try to smile, Jessica.
"Keep it, as well as you want to stay with Jaebum," you shouted again.
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"It's 16,285.95", the cashier told you; you took a taxi to Itaewon; it was the first place that occurred to you, apart from the farthest from your house. "Keep the change."
You had started to walk around the place, you felt like a stranger, a pregnant woman on a Saturday night in the area with the most open clubs and bars, the street was full of people, when you found the store, you went in to relax until the cravings came in. You bought all the chocolates that you could carry in your arms.
"(Y / N?)" You heard someone call, and you found the face of an old classmate. "Long time no see."
Jisoo was a fellow who sat next to you in economics. "Hi Jisoo," you smiled at him as you sat on the chair outside the store.
"How are you?" Jisoo was one of the most handsome men that had been in your class, and you and Jessica had had a little crush in the "Apart from Pregnant."
you feel your face turn red "Well, I'm alone on my birthday, and I just bought 16,000 won worth of candy bars; what did you think?"
"Huh... what happened?"
"Well, I made the mistake of yelling at my grandmother and scaring a baby, just because the hormones have me neurotic enough to think that Jessica and Jaebum have something behind my back."
Jisoo was silent for a moment. "Got7's Jaebum?" I nodded slightly. "Most likely, yes."
I looked at him, surprised, "Why?"
"Jessica always talked about how beautiful he is and how beautiful his voice is; after a while, it becomes annoying when you try to pay attention to what the teacher is explaining."
"Really?" he nodded with a big smile.
"Maybe Jessica is the victim here; you took her favorite idol and got pregnant with him, maybe she flirts with him from time to time and He too because Jessica is pretty. "He paused and looked me straight in the eye." Answer quickly, do you love Jaebum? "
"No," you gasp.
"There is your answer, you don't want it and look at it this way, what better person than Jessica to be the stepmother of your baby? Someone you already know and trust blindly."
You stay silent thinking about his words; he was right; Jessica was your best friend since you could remember, always protecting you, and now you get jealous just because a man was paying attention to her. "I think maybe I'm jealous because Jaebum is taking away my best friend."
"You're weird" you playfully hit him on the shoulder.
"I guess I'm done with the whole dating thing too," you sighed, taking the bag with your candy bars "there's one more thing in my life that's suddenly completely different; this is hard."
"Yeah, on the other hand, in a couple of months, you're gonna have something you're going to love more than any guy, just wait until you see your baby face."
"Thanks, Jisoo," you gave him a side hug.
"You want to grab something to eat?"Â
"I think I'm going home; I owe some apologies to a couple of people and aside iâm going to eat these ten candy bars."
"Hey, I think I cheer you up."
"Oh, you did. There are 20 in here," You laugh when you saw his surprised face.
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, also English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
Cravings
Are you sure you still get into that thing?" Jessica asked you as you pulled a button-down shirt out of your closet.
Two weeks ago, you discovered that you would have a girl even though you wanted it to be a boy. You were starting to get ready to go out to dinner with Jaebum and his parents; it seemed like a good idea to get to know your daughter's grandparents well.
"Are you calling me fat?" you asked her with a smile.
"No, I say it because you can already see my niece, and that shirt doesn't even fit me, at least a pregnant woman; apart from that, I don't think those jeans cover you."
"I'm going to wear those jeans, even if it's the last thing I do."
You loved those Jeans; they were your Good luck jeans, and of course, they were going to fit you, you were sure that you still hadn't lost your figure. "Have you mentally prepared for dinner yet?"
"Sure, most likely, Jaebum's mom will bury the chopsticks in my eye."
"Don't be dramatic," Jessica sat on the bed "if you're going to go out looking like that, at least let me do your hair."
You rolled your eyes while you sat on the floor in front of her "Jessica, what I did was horrible, and I hate what I did because of the hormonal changes."
"Yeah, right, the hormones" you hit her on the thigh.
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You came out of the bathroom after half an hour of trying to fit in the pants; the button refused to close, "How do I look?"
"Like a fat prostitute. Don't be stubborn; change your clothes; you are pregnant. I don't think those clothes and those heels are the right ones to meet Jaebum's parents."
"I don't care what you think, Jessica; I feel comfortable and safe in these clothes." You grabbed your bag and went down the stairs as fast as your huge stomach allows you.
"Oh God" was the first thing Jaebum exclaimed when he saw you "Are you going to go out like that?"
"There is a problem with that?" You asked him, practically screaming; you could see how Jessica gives him a look that screamed: Run for your life "I look good, and I feel comfortable. That is the vital thing.
"Does she feel comfortable dressed like that? It is seen that the zipper of the pants is going to explode at any time," You heard Jaebum whisper.
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Jaebum has been silent for half an hour, so you decided to break it "Is there something I need to know before arriving?"
The least you need to do is anger Jaebum's parents more.
"They are the typical parents; I am very close to them," he replied without taking his eyes off the road "They are not happy with the video. I understand them".
"I understand them too, and I'm never going to get tired of apologizing" you bent down to pick up your cell phone. You felt like the button on your pants, together with the last 3 of your shirt, flew away, now you had ruined it, you were almost 40 minutes away from your house, there was no way you will be on time if you come back to change.
"What happened?" you felt your face turn red, and your eyes fill with tears.
"The bottom of the pants and three of the blouse flew away, and I don't think I can fix it." You noticed the instant anger on Jaebum's face
He quickly entered a gas station passing through; he got out of the car without speaking to you; through the rearview mirror, you could see how he was looking for something in the trunk. When he returns, he gives you a brown bag.
"I was going to give it to you after dinner, but I think you need it more now" you opened the bag and found a white dress with a cherry pattern along with white tennis shoes, along with a miniature of the dress and some small tennis shoes "I was only going to buy the baby's clothes, but the saleswoman convinced me that many moms like to have the same outfits as their daughters for photos and it also looks like the dress you were wearing when we met"
You smiled at him before getting out of the car so you could change in the gas station bathroom, the dress was beautiful, and it looked like the one you were wearing the first time Jaebum walked into your cafe; the dress fits you perfectly, tight on your breasts and the fabric fell freely on your stomach.
What did I think when I put on that blouse and jeans?
You already had your baby bump, and thanks to the dress, it made you look adorable; for the first time in your entire pregnancy, you felt like the pregnant woman who appears in magazine photos. You left the bathroom, finding Jaebum looking at you with a smile.
"You look beautiful," you smiled as your face turned red again; Jaebum put a hand on your stomach "And I am sure that you will also be the most beautiful girl in your class."
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, also English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
Baby Bump
"Are you sure it's a boy?" Jessica asked you again when she saw all the blue clothes you had put in the shopping cart
"Of course, Jessica, I'm feeling it in my maternal instinct."
Precisely one week had passed since you talked to Jaebum; as soon as he left the coffee, JYP entertainment uploaded the statement clarifying the situation; you spoke twice to explain things about the appointment.
"I still don't get used to people following us everywhere." Jessica looks over her shoulder at the group of teenagers who had been following you around the store for half an hour.
"Me neither, but if Youngjae and Minseok's girlfriends were able to survive their pregnancy in the public light, me too."
"They are not single mothers and had the unconditional support of their partners" Jessica handed the clothes to the cashier. "You and he are not together."
"So?" You looked at her curiously. "I also have unconditional support; I have yours and my grandmother's. That's the most important thing, Jessica. I'm not stupid; we are just two strangers who are having a baby together."
"How do you know that the company is forcing him to do damage control?"
"For example, today he has a concert in Osaka, and he has been in Japan for four days; if he is interested in this, he will be with me today."
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"I can't believe I'm going to have a boy," you smiled immensely. "I'm going to put him in swimming class and baseball."
"It would be hilarious if the baby is a girl and we had to get rid of the clothes you bought as a boy" you looked at her so mad "What? You know very well that it is a possibility."
"I'm going to have a boy, period" you kept using your cell phone until you heard Jessica dramatically sigh, "What happened?"
"Jungkook of BTS has just announced that he is a dad and that he is going to marry his girlfriend this fall" you looked at her, surprised "he just published a Golden Closet film about her girlfriend's pregnancy, that baby is so pretty" she muttered looking her phone.
"Do idols not have sex education classes?" You asked, "Doesn't matter that also applies to their partners who don't take care of themselves either."
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You tried to forget the news of Jungkook or Youngjae or Minseok; all of them already had a relationship with the mother. Yours was casual sex without protection, and you know you are not the first, and you will not be the last; apart, they didn't have a public fight and a YouTube video fighting.
You sighed, trying to control the tears; even though Jaebum promised to be with you, you knew that would never happen; he was going to meet someone. He was going to start his family with her, and he was going to forget your baby, and a single mother's life was not something you imagined.
You left the elevator trying to control the panic attack and get your shit together.]
"You are late; it's almost 3" you jumped slightly when you heard Jaebum's voice next to the elevator,
"What are you doing here?" You asked surprised
"Going to the appointment with you," He answers as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
"You are supposed to be preparing to give a concert in Japan."
"(Y / N) the concert was yesterday."
You looked surprised, "You told me the concert was the seven and today is seven."
"No, today is eight."
You quickly took out your cell phone, and indeed the date marked is seven. "Look, today is seven."
Jaebum looks at the phone "you also have your cell phone programmed for 2017."
"Oh no, then we missed our appointment, and also, I may have sold very doubtful seafood in the cafe."
You walked quickly to the secretary's desk. "Hi, I'm supposed to have an appointment for the seven with Dr. Choi, but my calendar was mixed, and I thought the appointment was for today. Is it possible she can attend me?"
"Sure, fill out this form and wait for the nurse to call you," he smiled slightly and continued writing on his computer.
"Thank you very much." Both sat in chairs away from the waiting area, people already know that Jaebum is going to have a baby, but that doesn't mean that you dent want some privacy
"Why were you surprised to see me?"
"Because I thought you were going to be at a concert in Japan."
"And what that has to do with this?" His tone surprised you; he was offended "if the concert had been today, I would have done my best to be with you today."
Your heart started beating louder because of the joy when you heard those words, "thank you."
"You don't have to thank me, whether I like it or not, that baby is also mine, and I have to be present in everything that revolves around his life" you smiled widely.
"Jeon (Y / N)," the nurse left the office, calling you.
"Ready to officially know that we are going to have a Boy?" You ask
"I will be happy just knowing that he is safe and sound."
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"Everything is perfect, the baby has the right size and the right weight, I'm going to prescribe some folic acid pills since I notice it is low, you must be careful you have already gained 10 pounds and are not from the baby, and that can cause you diabetes to you and the baby" The doctor kept moving the mouse on the monitor screen, her words left you worried.
The look that Jaebum was giving you didn't help you, if you had noticed that you had gained weight, but assumed that were from the baby. "Do you want to know the sex of the baby?"
You looked at Jaebum, and he was already nodding quickly; unconsciously, you had taken his hand.
"You are going to have a beautiful girl."
"Really?" Jaebum asked excitedly, lightly squeezed your hand
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Gender Reveal
"What were you thinking" your grandmother yelled again for the fifth time
"She wasn't thinking," Jessica replied calmly. "She did the first thing that crossed her mind; you wanted to hurt him, didn't you?"
You nodded slowly. The tears started to fall from your eyes; you haven't thought about the consequences; hormones and anger took over your body. You wanted to vent with someone other than Jessica or your grandmother. Apart you felt that nobody was going to watch that video. But, now you felt ashamed of your words and actions, you couldn't even go down to the cafe to work without people watching you.
Everything happened two weeks ago, and the video came out a week back.Â
Today came a lawyer from JYP entertainment to inform you about the complaint they had filed against you and give you the date you had to approach the court to answer for slander charges and false accusations.
"What are you going to do?" Jessica asked you
"I have to talk to them; they have to take away my charges; I am indeed pregnant with Jaebum; I wouldn't be surprised if he had told them otherwise"Â
You looked at the citation that was in your hands, and the card was in it of the lawyer, you could talk to him to make a meeting with Jaebum or the JYP legal team to have the subpoena removed.
"What are we going to do?" Your grandmother's voice interrupted you, "Is a miracle; we can pay the bills we have; we don't have money to pay a lawyer."
You could not finish talking because of the sound of windows breaking; you quickly left the kitchen and found a brick next to a piece of paper in the street, you could see three teenagers, two of them laughing and the other had An angry face kept another brick.
Jessica approached the brick, read the note briefly before breaking it, saw in surprise how she grabbed the block, and threw it back, hitting entirely one of the teenage girls in the stomach.
"Get out before I call the police," She shouts. "You don't want me to go out because if I go out, this will get more violent."
"Jessica," my grandmother called her in a reproachful tone.
"Out," Jessica kept screaming, completely ignoring my grandmother.
You hated this situation and, most of all being pregnant, causing you all these mood swings. If you had controlled yourself and stayed silent, none of this would be happening.
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"You wanted to talk," I wonder the lawyer as soon as he enters his office.
"They have to remove the summons they gave me, and apart from that, I want a public apology" you hugged the laptop you had in your arms; to give you strength, the lawyer looked at you as if you were joking.
"Young lady, I had never met someone with the guts you have, I already knew that the entertainment world comes hand in hand with crazy fans, but I had never met one who lies that is pregnant and wants a public apology from us" He began to laugh, "Jaebum says that you are just a fan who he greets in a cafe once, and now you have invented this whole story in your mind."
"He lies, we were friends with benefits for many months, and unfortunately I got pregnant when I told him he turned his back on me, and when I made that video, I was hormonal and hurt" you slowly opened the computer and started the video you had on multimedia "You have two days to make a public apology, or this video is going to be out on the internet, and you will have enough reasons to put me in jail."
You mentally thanked your grandmother and her idea of ââinstalling security cameras in the cafe, it took you a day and a half, but you managed to find all the times you and Jaebum lay down.
"And don't confuse me, I don't want anything from him, I just want his psycho fans to leave my grandmother alone" You started crying, again the hormones were acting "I know this is wrong, very bad, but just I want tranquility back again in my life."
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You sat tired; it had been a long day, and the cafe was full all day; the morbidity of people coming to meet the crazy woman who says she is pregnant with an Idol filled the cafeteria; something that was good for your grandmother, Jessica was outside dispatching the last customers.
At the same time, you tried to relax to order fried chicken. You closed your eyes for a moment and slowly began to rub your belly; the little stomach was starting to grow, the sound of broken glass made you stand quickly; you left the kitchen meeting with Jaebum grabbing Jessica by the arms.
"Let go of me," Jessica shouted. "You'll see when I'm done with you; you'll regret having entered this cafe."Â
 "Believe me; I already regret that." Jaebum noticed your presence and turned you to "Do you think we can talk about this like civilized people, without psycho friends or lawyers or YouTube videos in between?"
"That's what I wanted from the beginning, but you turned your back on me" you stared at him; you wanted Jaebum present in your son's life, but you also wanted peace and being able to raise the baby without public scrutiny, but that You had to have thought before starting to sleep with an Idol. You nodded slightly, "Ok, Jessica, I'll take care of this."
For some reason, you started crying again, and so you continued for about 10 minutes; just seeing Jaebum in front of you made you cry in tears. "What are you doing here? You made it clear that you don't want to know anything about my son or me, and I made it clear to your lawyer what I want, and 24 hours have passed, and nothing has been made public, don't make me call dispatch."
"Why did you do it?" He asks you sincerely; you look at him, confused, "the video."
"I was hurt, I saw the interviews where you supported Youngjae, and as you talked about his daughter, rage took hold of me; I had to hurt you, make you pay because you turned your back on us" you paused "I didn't think about the consequences for me, or for you, but when I saw the statement and when your lawyer came to visit me, the reality hit me like a bucket of water "you paused again" why did you do it? You know very well that this baby is yours. "
"Out of fear, when JYP and my manager asks me, I feared for my career, I know it was coward of me to deny you and more when I gave Youngjae public support, I just started lying, and they took action on the matter, really I'm sorry (Y / N), I want to start from scratch with you."
"I think we have both hurt ourselves enough that we are already at hand," you smiled slightly.
"Then, friends?"
"Friends"
"Perfect," He smiles at you. "So is a boy ?"
"I have not confirmed it, but I am almost sure it is a boy," you put a hand on your belly "next week is the appointment with my gynecologist."
Disclaimer:Â I donât own any of the gifts that I use, also English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.Â
Mood SwingsÂ
You sighed again, looking at the test you had screwed up and big.
"How did the test come out?" Your best friend's voice took you out of your thoughts. You quickly opened the cubicle where you were and pulled her in next to you; without looking up, you passed the test "Oh my God, how? I mean, I know how, but with whom?"
"Jaebum"
"Jaebum?" She was silent, trying to locate the name with some face "Someone from the university?" You stay silent
"Where do you know him?" she asked again, "And since when have you known him?"
"I've known him since I started doing the night shifts in the cafeteria."
"Why you never told me you had a boyfriend?" Her voice was a little angry, "we are supposed to be best friends, and we have no secrets between us."
"Because we are not in a relationship Jessica," you looked up to meet her surprised face. "We were meeting only for sex; we were never serious."
"Do you think he will accept the baby?"
"I don't think so, that would ruin his job, and it would be dangerous for the baby."
"(Y / N) did you mess with a criminal?"
"Don't be ridiculous."
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You put a cup of tea in front of Jessica, you preferred to tell her the truth in your grandmother's coffee than in a public restroom, and today the cafeteria was almost empty.
"How are you going to tell your grandmother?"
"I don't know," you replied, staring at your grandmother. "Most likely, she will kill me."
"Who is the dad?"
"Jessica, I already told you."
"Do you know how many Jaebum there are in the Country?" She gave you a sharp look, "Be more specific."
"He works in a nearby building."
"I'm going to hit you if you continue."
You were afraid to confess your secret to Jessica; it wasn't because of fear, but because of shame, "It's I'm Jaebum from Got7."
"What?!" She asks with a shout, causing your grandmother to look the both of you ill, "Sorry, Grandma."
"I met him a couple of months ago when I was covering Sun-Oh shift, He came with Jinyoung and Jackson, they stayed for about an hour, got drunk, Jackson and Jinyoung left, but he stayed drinking, started a conversation with me, and one thing led to another, and before I knew it we had sex, he left without saying anything, and I assumed it would be something that will happen once, but he returns the following week, and his visits became more frequent, we became friends with benefits He told me his problems, he listened to mines, but we remembered nothing serious."
"Neither of you knows what a condom is?" She asks you, taking a sip of her tea. "Now the important thing is that you're going to stay with that baby?."
"I don't know Jessica; I don't even know if I'm going to tell her father."
Your phone started ringing, indicating that new messages had arrived, and Jaebum's name illuminated the screen.
"You have to tell him; he has the right to know that he is going to be a dad."
"Fine."
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It was eleven o'clock at night, and Jaebum had already informed you that he was already on his way and wanted to see you; Jessica and your grandmother were in the kitchen baked cookies for tomorrow's sale.
"You can do it," you encouraged yourself when you saw Jaebum enter through the cafeteria door; the JYP building was only 10 minutes away by car.
"You don't know how much I've missed you," He whispers before kissing you; you moaned slightly when he bit your lip before putting his tongue in your mouth
 "you have no idea everything I want to do to you," He bowed his head giving you little kisses on your neck.
"Jaebum, we need to talk," you said seriously; he looked strange before taking a seat in front of you. "Jaebum, I'm pregnant, and before you ask if it's yours."
"What?" Jaebum and your grandmother asked at the same time.
Your grandmother quickly left the kitchen and stood in front of you. "What do you mean?"
"Sorry, grandma, but I'm 23 years old, and at some point, I was going to have sex, and I was going to get pregnant eventually."
"You have to get rid of that baby," Jaebum speaks for the first time, in his voice, the anger showed. "I never thought you were going to get pregnant just to stay with me; I didn't think you were so pathetic, understand (Y / N) I don't love you, and much less I will love that baby."
You closed your eyes when Jaebum started looking for something in his pocket, tears were already falling down your cheeks, babies don't become alone, and you didn't want a relationship with Jaebum either; you felt like a couple of bills hit your face.
"Who do you think you're calling pathetic little bastard" you opened your eyes found Jessica picking up the bills that Jaebum had thrown at you and your grandmother grabbing him by the collar of his shirt. "I don't know who you are, much less who you think we are, but I will not allow you to come to my business and insult my granddaughter, so grab your disgusting money because we don't need it and get lost."
"Grandma, leave it," you intervened when you saw how your grandmother raised her hand to hit him. "He is not worth it."
"Shut up; don't even think you're going to save yourself from this one just because you're pregnant."
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It had been a week since the cafeteria incident; your grandmother had not spoken to you after having forced you not to have an abortion; that was something that broke your soul; your grandmother and Jessica were the only people you had in your life, after the death of your parents, they have always supported you in everything.
You didn't know anything about Jaebum since they had gone on break so that Youngjae was with his girlfriend and his newborn daughter, the irony you felt when you heard the words of encouragement and congratulation that Jaebum dedicated to Youngjae.
"No matter what life awaits us, I will never regret having you," you said, looking at the photo of your first ultrasound, confirming that you were five weeks pregnant.
I promise you that you will regret everything. I'm Jaebum; I make sure of that.
Disclaimer: I donât own any of the gifts that I use, also English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.Â
Gender: Fluff
Mood swings
You woke up when you felt a pain in your lower back, and it reminded you of your menstrual pains; you smiled at Jungkook who was sleeping peacefully with one arm on your huge belly, you tried to move your legs, you felt them wet, you moved the sheet finding a large spot that quickly grew in the direction of Jungkookâs legs.
You didnât think that you had pee yourself, it was not possible, you stood quickly from the bed, you felt like more liquid began to go down your legs, you immediately understood what you were going through âJungkook wake upâ you started looking for clothes to get dressed.
You sighed; the next few hours were going to be physically and mentally exhausting, apart from what was going to be the first time in years when you went out with Jungkook in daylight on Korean soil. As the fame of the boys increased, you decided that the best way to take your relationship in private was to stop going out in daylight; just thinking about what might happen if they found out frightened you.
You got into the shower, and today was going to be the day when your face would probably appear on all the news, so you had to leave the house decent, apart you were sure that Jungkook was going to record everything that happened.
âYes, Hyung, the contractions have started, and Iâm too nervous about drivingâ you heard Jungkookâs voice when you left the bathroom; he was silent for a moment. âWe will wait for you in the lobby in 10 minutes.â
Jungkook was already settled in bed, next to the babyâs bag and his camera and recording everything âAre you ready, Mama Bear?â
âOf course,â you put your profile pointing to your giant belly, âThese are my last moments with this big belly.â
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The road to the hospital was fast and quiet, Yoongi concentrated on driving, only to ask specific questions, and Jungkook was in charge of counting the time of your contractions; when were almost arriving at the hospital, Jungkook put on a cap and a mouth cover, while you just put on a hat.
âLuck, Iâll be back in a couple of hours with the guys; Iâll make sure to let your parents know too.â
Entering the emergency room made everything fall like a bucket of cold water; it was happening, after nine months of waiting for it, you were almost going to have the baby in your arms.
âHow can we help you?â A nurse asked when she saw you in the middle of the waiting room
âMy girlfriend is having a baby, we already have a room reserved, and our doctor is on the way.â
âThe reservation under whose name is it?â
âJeon Junggukâ
The nurse just nodded without raising her head from the computer, you could feel the panic seizing your body, and you would swear that several people turned to see and that in a few minutes the room would be filled with paparazzi and fans to confirm that everything was real.
âFollow me, please.â
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âWhy donât you give us a little update on whatâs going on?â Jungkook pointed his camera at your face
âWell, I already have 6 centimeters, but I have to have a minimum of 10 centimeters to be able to bid; I have chills, and I donât feel anything from my waist downâ you smiled for the camera, âbut the doctor already felt your head and says you have a lot of hair, Iâm also two seconds away from killing your dad, he insists that I keep eating ice when what I really want is a hamburger.â
âIâm just doing what the doctor told me,â He tried to defend, âafter the baby is here. Iâll buy you all the burgers you want.â
You were going to answer when you heard a small knock on the door, and seconds after, Namjoonâs head peeked out the window.
âHow are you?â
âSore, but at least I already have 6 centimeters.â
âIâm gladâ He sat in the small armchair in the room. âNo complications?â
âNot yet,â Jungkook paused before continuing, âHow are the others?â
âBang PD suggested that they go out to do any activity, have the paparazzi entertained, and only approach one by one at different times.â
You closed your eyes, thanking what the boys were doing, if everyone comes together, they would recognize them, and in minutes the hospital would be filled with fans. âThank you.â
âNo problem,â Namjoon smiled at you. âYoongi offered to pick up your aunt and grandmother at the airport, but your aunt said she could drive.â
You cursed internally, your aunt didnât live in Seoul for more than 15 years, and your aunt drove like crazy.
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âI canât take it anymore,â you whined when you saw your mom come through the door.
Officially you had already completed 30 hours in labor; for 18 hours, you passed us 8 centimeters and sincerely regretted having denied Cesare to Tae Hee when she suggested it to you. Three hours ago, you had forced Jungkook out to bathe and eat something.
âEverything will end in a couple of hours, and you will have infinite joy.â
You sighed, accommodating the birthing ball between your legs; you felt immensely tired; you just wanted to end everything and have your little one in your arms. Before you could answer your mom, you felt severe pain in your lower waist, and you began to feel like he was starting to slide down. âCall Tae Hee; he already wants to go out.â
âAre you sure?â
âJust call her,â you answered between your teeth, âAlso to Jungkook.â
âWhat happened?â Tae Hee ran into the room; you had already managed to take the ball from between your legs
âHe already wants to go out.â
âAre you sure if you had less than half an hour ago, you were only in the 8 centimeters?â
âTae Hee, he is going to be born right now.â
âLet me seeâ you settled on the Stretcher to her be able to feel.
âOh God, the crown is already out.â
âWhatâs going on?â It was the first thing Jungkook asked entering the room and saw Tae Heeâs altered face
âYouâre going to do be a Dad.â
You saw how Jungkookâs face turned pale when he heard the words.
âJust as we practice it,â a nurse informed you. âWhen the doctor tells you are going to bid with all your strength, the band will help when the exact moment is doneâ You nodded.
âReady?â Jungkook asked you
âReadyâ
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You felt your head heavy, and your throat was super dry; the emptiness in your belly began to bring you to consciousness. You opened your eyes, finding in a dark room, there was only one small light on the side of the sofa lit the room, and only the machine could be heard marking your vital signs.
âJungkook,â You asked, moving your legs a little by hitting the head of the person who was lying next to you, you could feel burning between your legs, but you donât care; you just had something in mind âJungkook, where is the baby?â
âThe baby is fine, heâs in the infirmary, you worried us all, you passed out, and there was too much blood, Tae Hee was hysterical, they made two blood transfusionsâ He paused, trying not to cry, you saw how his eyes were filling tears âI felt useless, you were unconscious bleeding, and I couldnât do anything.â
You knew that this could happen to you, puerperal hemorrhages are not frequent in first-time mothers, but you had in mind that this could happen, but the important thing you were alive and your baby too. âDonât cry, Jungkook. Iâm fine; you think you can tell the nurses that Iâm right and what do I want to see him, baby,â
He nodded, reclining to kiss you on the forehead before leaving the room; not even 5 minutes passed when two nurses entered the place to do the review; you were becoming impatient, the nurses had already left, and he still wouldnât appear with the baby.
Your eyes waited, when you saw them enter through the door, you could not believe it after nine long months you were finally going to meet your baby, you watched as Jungkook took him in his arms.
âJung Hwa introduced you to your motherâ You felt the tears come out in your eyes when you saw her big cheeks, but what surprised you most was that he drinks were the exact copy of Jungkook when he was a baby âHe was in a separate room, hasnât stopped crying, only for when I am close or when he is eatingâ
You nodded without looking away from his face; you smiled when Jungkook put it in your arms and almost instantly opened his eyes. âHello, baby.â
You didnât know how much time had passed, but you didnât care; you could spend an eternity looking at your beautiful face, and you would never get bored.
â(Y / N)â Jungkookâs voice took you out of your reverie; you turned to see him and noticed that he was nervous. âYou know that I love you and that and I did ask this question a couple of months ago, and you said no, but I really want to spend the rest of my life with you and see Jung Hwa grow and what better way to make them married, would you like to marry me?â
âYes!â
âReally?â
âOf course, Jungkook, I love you too, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you and âŚâ You couldnât finish because Jungkook interrupted you by kissing you.
âI love you.â
âI know.â
âAnd you too, little boyââ He Kisses Jung Hwaâs head.
It became one of your favorite days on August 25, you felt complete with your little family, and you didnât care if people found out.
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