koyail’s archive

Hi peeps, it’s Koyail (Koi-ale) | 18 | he/they | queer | | Doctor Who & TLOR fan | | future archivist/historian | | chronically ill | neurodivergent | | Adar’s son | | Fanfics, drabbles, and roleplay | | the_cryptid_witch on ao3 |

[koyaildoesstuff]

Welcome to my archive!

The musings of a slightly distinguished silly goose with a tea addiction

This is a place for me to get down my thoughts, whether those be fanfics, or things I don’t want to forget. There may be random ramblings about the most random stuff. Who knows!

Writing is linked below. Ramblings and reblogs have tags, and you can find the posts by clicking on the tag you want

Asks are open, however I have temporarily disabled anonymous ones

I never give permission for my writing to be put into ai

Divider made by @sweetmelodygraphics

Tolkien

Tags:

- #silmarillion

- #lord of the rings

- #the hobbit

- #roleplay

- #Tolkien hall of fame

Character list

My roleplay character

Incorrect quotes pt 1

Pt 2

Pt 3 - Gil-galad edition

Silm shitposts (the masterlist)

Roleplay:

My Uruk Family 🖤🐈‍⬛🐨🐝 (tried to get it into chronological order. I messed up the # but don’t want to fix it rn)

Pt 1, pt 1.5, pt 2, pt 2.5, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5, pt 6, pt 7, pt 8 (unfinished), Migraines in Mordor (unfinished), warg puppy hc

Fanfiction:

I write for mainly trans masc or gender neutral, however my ao3 will have all three versions for you to choose from, once they find there way over there. Fics on ao3 will be denoted with *

(trans masc reader 💙, gn reader 💜, femme reader 💕, smut 🔥)

Gil-Galad

Scars to your beautiful 💙 (hurt/comfort, panic attack)

We’re stars and we’re beautiful 💙🔥 (pt two of scars, smut) (original version, currently being rewritten, but I will leave this one up after I post the new one. It isn’t going anywhere. This is an archive lol.)

I’ve got you 💙 (part of Cozy Cuddle week 2025, reader with chronic fatigue overworks himself and cuddles and tickles ensue)*

Celebrimbor

Órenya 💙 (panic attack, hurt/comfort)

Warm water 💙 (sensory overstimulation, hurt/comfort)

Sailor song 💙🔥 (smut, chronic pain comfort)

Silence 💜 (trauma response hurt/comfort)

Panic that burns 💜 (cel has a panic attack/flashback, injuries reader, and reader helps him through it)

Proud 💙 (self harm comfort with a father/son relationship)

Touch and kiss headcanons

Elrond

Rest your weary soul 💜 (panic attack/comfort)

That time of the month 💙 (cozy cuddle week 2025, period comfort)*

Maedhros

Elincënáro 💜 (cozy cuddle week, nightmare comfort cuddles)*

Fëanor, Curufin, Celebrimbor

Lavender tea 💜 (cozy cuddle week, takes place the day after Elincënáro, reader gets caught outside, and used as a proxy to get c squared to relax)*

Angbang (Melkor/Mairon)

Cat on his lap (cozy cuddle week, Tevildo helps Melkor relax)*

Celebrimbor/Elrond

Cloaks (cozy cuddle week 2025, Elrond is cold and Cele won’t stand for that)*

Wisconsin

My home state- tagged with #wisconsin

Cemetery (Wisconsin gothic)

Ramblings

My thoughts. #ramblings has all of these posts, whereas the mental health and chronic illness are under these tags

- #anxiety ramblings

- #depression ramblings

- #me/cfs ramblings

- #migraine ramblings

There is also the hall of fame, posts I want to highlight and never forget

- #hall of fame posts

And

My name’s meaning

Ruby the Goose (a kids story I wrote for my women’s history class)

Norse Paganism

Tags

- #norse pagan

[koyaildoesstuff]

Can’t believe i almost forgot to write this, but happy one year to this blog (well actually one year since I started posting)! It’s almost the end of my birthday, and I know I’ve been really inactive since summer, but I’m very glad for the community I found on here.

Borahae peeps 💜

-Koyail

[shantismurf]

[sunny-funny-honey-pants]

New Tag Game!!

What is a song that makes you UNREASONABLY happy? Like- as soon as it comes on, you instantly feel better?

Here's mine!

@sylki221b-is-back @moonkissedfaeriephantom @quietlychaotic13 @thatfrickingspacenerd @ihavenocluewhatiwanttobecalled @ghostonagravestone @olive-and-aves @officiallybr0ken @masaki-komi @pipis-took @iwanderbecauseimlost @itstheriverstyxbitch @bannerpilled @chimckenegg @darkduanebert @clean-towels @eddiemunsonfangirlariana @joshua-flipping-washington @hey-look-at-the-stars @elfwithantlers @friendly-neighbourhood-demonz @iforgiveyousunny @la-femmerouge + open tags, always!! <3

[ironspider-noctis]

yayyy

mine would be “Drive” by Ed Sheeran. Never fails to lift my mood.

@chaotic-snowflake @livelove-fangirl @moonkissedfaeriephantom @bwsdjc @eatlembasbread @iwanderbecauseimlost @aliensatemysocks

[iwanderbecauseimlost]

thanks for the tags!! @gandagastthepsychotic and @sylki221b-is-back !!

Mine is Seaside Rendezvous by Queen! It's such an adorable song!

@gauntletgirlie @assortedvariety @wowstrawberrycow @the-bogginses-are-gay @daughterofthesunlands @te-de-frutillas @jawnn-watson @lordofotherthings @ivoliven

[wowstrawberrycow]

Thanks for the tag besties @iwanderbecauseimlost and @daughterofthesunlands 🌈💖 !

For me I can't pick just one! I would say albums! There are 2 in particular 😍 Both are from games from my childhood.

I can't be sad while playing them either! They're weird, cute, and the music from these games is just so fun!

wanna play?: @xximmortalkissxx , @greenleaf4stuff , @hobbitinnumenor , @assortedvariety , @askereiniongilgalad, @dragon--ashes , @dancerinthestorm , @elvenhymntoelbereth , @itwillbeourswansong , @koyaildoesstuff, @ourladydove , @plotdesigner , @starstruck-mortal-mari , @tinkerh377 , @teatimeinmiddleearth , @ultrarebelheart , @varda-star-queen

[greenleaf4stuff]

Thank you for tagging me @wowstrawberrycow! <3 and sorry it took me a bit to answer ^_^'

Sea Power - Whirling-in-Rags (8 pm)

I love this song in all its iterations, but this one currently holds my top spot. It's a background song for a location in the game Disco Elysium. It always makes me think of a good time and cheers me up.

Zero Pressure Tagging: @ailendolin @radiant-sunlight-blueberry @illegalcerebral @makeshiftdraco @gauntletgirlie @thephoenixandthecrocodile @daughterofthesunlands @fantasyquests @askereiniongilgalad @erulasse23 @themalhambird @itwillbeourswansong @baddybaddyadardaddy @cestpasfaux24601 and whoever else wants to play! <3

[makeshiftdraco]

Thanks for the tag @greenleaf4stuff !

Almost any opera written by Mozart makes me instantly happy, but this aria is a particular favorite (especially when sung by Diana Damrau):

Tagging @elvendreamsfics @conundrumoftime @myrsinemezzo @helholden @scriberated

[elvendreamsfics]

as of right now, this :

my old/ nex obsession !!!

tagging @a-sweet-potato-63 , @ffigwit , @koyaildoesstuff , @alicewiththreefingers, @xximmortalkissxx and everyone who wants to join

[koyaildoesstuff]

This has been tickling my brain right since release

(Also hiiii I’m still alive I promise)

[koyaildoesstuff]

I didn’t think that sams words would hit harder than it did last year, but it does

There’s still good left

Fight for it 💜

[koyaildoesstuff]

LEGOLAS SAID THE THING

I REPEAT HE SAID THE THING

THEYRE TAKING THE HOBBITS TO ISENGARD

[koyaildoesstuff]

You just got ★★★★★ because one of your moots (probably me 👀) thinks you are an absolute delight 🍪, a certified menace 💥, and a national treasure 🫡

Now send this to 10 mutuals or you’ll have to babysit Elrond 🧝‍♂️ and Galadriel 🧝‍♀️ 😬🍼

I think my lack of answer may explain why I’ve been inactive…please take your children back my friend

[koyaildoesstuff]

My dads fiancé is watching tlor for the first time and she started it and my brain just went baby mode…ooooo pretty middle earthhhhhh

Oh get it Gandalf, you tell that balrog

[koyaildoesstuff]

New years headcanons with our favorite trio (Gil, Brimby, Elrond)

I have no ideas, i really got jump back into middle earth again, start simping again, all the good stuff.

Gil-Galad

- man’s busy with making sure the part goes smooth. He’s the star of the party that everyone wants to talk to, being the king and all, but most are still too shy to interact

- and he’s likely to pawn them off the Elrond anyways

- will spend as much time as possible with you, laughing, dancing, and reflecting on the amazing year he had with you

- when it hits midnight, or whatever the elf equivalent of new years is, he’s pulling you into him before you can even turn your head to ask to kiss him

- you can taste the wine he had earlier, and after a very long and tender kiss, he pulls you firmly into his arms for a hug

Celebrimbor

- probably similar to Ereinion, he has been stressing the last few days over Eregion’s celebration, though he has no intention of actually going to the party

- so imagine his surprise when close to midnight, you come meandering down to the forge.

- he had gone to the party at the start, doing his lordly duties, before leaving because he assumed you wouldn’t be staying up

- you two decide to ring in the new year together in the forge, making a piece together, maybe like a broach that you both can wear and they connect to each other

- he’s still surprised he managed to court you, let alone the fact you would rather be with him than at the party (oh sweet baby), so you have to initiate the kiss, but he pulls you in tight and takes you back to your rooms after that (maybe to sleep, maybe to ring in the new year another way 😏)

Elrond

- energizer bunny. This Peredhel has been working his ass off for Gil and to prep for the party, so once it actually starts, Gil and you team up to force him to actually enjoy the party after a few hours of diplomacy

- once he’s slowed down, he reflects on the past year, and pulls you from the party so you two can go find a more private area to be.

- cuddles, jokes, food and drinks ensue underneath some tree or alcove

- oh and compliments. he’s not letting you forget how pretty/handsome you are or how much you mean to him.

- if you two are in a private enough of an area, he will pull you in for cuddles before midnight, and your kiss is soft as he lifts your head from his chest to kiss you.

- will also drag you to your rooms afterwards, same as Brimby applies.

Happy new years peeps

Thanks for a great year 💜

Borahae peeps

[koyaildoesstuff]

Hello hello hello peeps! Happy Yule, and happy holidays! It’s finally break! Here’s the current plan

- probably not today but sometime in the next 10 days of Yule I’ll write some Yule headcanons with our favorite elves, and maybe some drabbles about it too. If you have any ideas on elves + scenarios, drop them into my ask box :)

- get thru the tag games of the last month

- start chaos posting again

- oh I started coding a website, it’s https://thesillygoosearchive.neocities.org/

Come watch me struggle to code a website 😂

- be more active and finish digitalizing the first Ruby story, and finish the second one

[koyaildoesstuff]

wait what do you meannnnn today’s the last day of yuleeee

[formerlyluckymanticore]

Reblog if you will never. Ever. Use AI in your writing.

[azuree1733]

If the Silmarillion was written a few thousand years earlier we probably would’ve developed a religion around it. Instead we get gay fanart, and I think that’s beautiful.

[happyperle]

Elrond : it is actually very easy to distinguish between me and my twin brother . My hair is slightly lighter and I keep it longer and Elros is dead .

[koyaildoesstuff]

Also, I have tragic news…I forgot my Tolkien at uni…so I might run to the library lol, I want more chaos silm and lotr readings

[koyaildoesstuff]

AAAHHHHH I LOVE THIS SONG A NORMAL AMOUNT

[koyaildoesstuff]

I’ve been gone for so long, I’m looking at my old posts and laughing

[radioactive-earthshine]

You've heard of multi-shipper now get ready for multi-headcanoner: where multiple interpretations of the same character coexist in your head and they are all great.