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1. “I’m sorry, you want me to do what with that?”
2. “Bend over, I’m not kidding.”
3. “That was good, but next time do it harder.”
4. “Remember that thing you did on me last night? I’m wet/hard just thinking about it now.”
5. “Look at me. Now.”
6. “I’m gonna have to call in to work, just because of how bad my ass hurts after that.”
7. “That’s it, that’s a new kink I never knew I had.”
8. “You know I hate it when you do that, right? Keep doing it.”
9. “Suck my clit.” “Is that a dare or just an invitation?”
10. “How did my clothes end up way over there?”
11. “You know how to make me cum, so do it already.”
12. “That date sucked. Wanna bone?”
13. “Slap my ass again and I’ll make you fuck me in that closet.”
14. “I am your daddy.”
15. “My dick isn’t that big, you can handle it.”
16. “Stop turning the wireless vibrator up every time someone walks by, you’re gonna get us kicked out.”
17. “I like it when you call me a drunk whore.”
18. “You’re hard/wet? I won’t believe it til I see it.”
19. “That’s what I am, right? Your cock slut?”
20. “I’m really hard/wet and I’m gonna die if you don’t do something about it ASAP.”
21. “Don’t hold back, baby.”
22. “Show me your nipples.”
23. “I saw on your Amazon wishlist you wanted a dildo. You know I got a dick, right?”
24. “I can make you cum harder than that.” “Try me.”
25. “Why don’t you come here and kiss it then.”
26. “Your parents would be royally disappointed if they saw what you have on right now. Even more disappointed at what I’m thinking about doing to you.”
27. “Oh, the things I’d do to that pretty mouth.”
28. “Make it hurt, baby.”
29. “I’m going to die if you don’t let me cum.”
30. “The more you kink shame me, the more I’m picturing you naked.”
31. “Wow, you take cock like it’s your day job.”
32. “I’ve never cried during sex before, but I guess there’s a first for everything.”
33. “How about we do something different tonight?”
34. “You’re so fucking sexy when you do that.”
35. “You’re a bad girl/boy but I love you so I’ll let you get away with it.”
36. “That’s not a fetish, that’s just weird.”
37. “Oh. Keep doing that.”
38. “Don’t stop, please don’t stop.”
39. “Don’t start what you can’t finish.”
40. “How many rounds was that? Four? God, we’re about to break our own record.”
41. “Just for that, I’m gonna suck your clit ‘til you go blind.”
42. “I’m too busy.” “I’ll be quick, I promise.”
43. “It’s sex, not an Olympic sport. I promise I can handle it.”
44. “And if you lose? You owe me the best head of my life.”
45. “Sorry I came on your favorite blanket, I owe you.”
46. “You’re going to get us arrested.” “Oh, I’ve always liked the idea of you in handcuffs.”
47. “We’ve roleplayed that six times already, come up with something new.”
48. “Not to make things weird, but I thought about you when I came last night.”
49. “I ended up in the ER after an orgy once, wanna hear the story?”
50. “There’s not enough makeup in the world to cover up this hickey, what did you do to me?”
51. “Next time you do that, make sure it’s on my dick.”
52. “I’m about to miss this important phone call but oh my god your mouth feels too good to stop right now.”
53. “Do you think we could… try that again sometime?”
54. “You’re really bad at hiding how turned on you are.”
55. “I’m bored. Come over and sit on my dick.”
56. “You better muffle yourself with a pillow then, because I’m not stopping.”
57. “That’s it baby, you’re doing great.”
58. “I would obliterate your pussy, and you know it.”
59. “You like it when I call you my little prince/princess?”
60. “That’s a lot of sass for someone who ruined my bedsheets and still hasn’t apologized.”
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If this gets through, it will allow many, many companies to abuse and misuse this article to take down as many memes, fan works, and even other independent creators on sites like YouTube, Facebook, and other websites INCLUDING Tumblr.
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IT HAS ALREADY PASSED IN SEVERAL OTHER COUNTRIES.
WE CANNOT ALLOW THEM TO TAKE AWAY WHAT WE BUILT FOR THE INTERNET SO FAR.
So here is what you need to do to drag this article down.
1. Spread the word
I can’t stress this enough. The more attention this gets the more people we can get to take this down.
2. Make your own content
Make your own content on the matter and make sure it is clear to others that Article 13 is bad for every internet user involved.
3. If you live anywhere in Europe, contact your MEPs
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The article itself is way to vague about what it’s conveying to its people.
Saying that as long as the use of said internet memes or content is good as long as it’s in “good faith.”
We cannot let some shoddy government tell us what we can and cannot post.
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Title: Fearing the Truth
Rating: Gen
Ships: Matt/Lance, Matt & Pidge, Matt & Lance, Lance & Pidge, Lance & Hunk
Tags: Miscommunication, Friends to Lovers, mixed pronouns for Pidge, depends on who is talking to them, Lance does YouTube and Matt is his biggest fan, kinda sad backstory
Summary: Lance has had a crush on Pidge's brother, Matt since he was 17. Matt was only 21 at the time. A few years later the two meet up again, only this time Matt is the one hopelessly crushing on Lance. Wrote for the @unofficial-lattebang
[Comes with ART]
[Also unbeta'd :3]
AO3: Fearing The Truth
When Lance had started his journey on social media he really expected it to take longer. His content wasn’t very good and there was always going to be someone out there that was better than him. He expected it would take years to get even a decent following, but that quickly changed when one follower started messaging him.
The follower went by MattTheSpaceMan69 and Lance thought that he was so precious. He gave tips and advice for Lance to use, often suggesting how to calibrate the camera and audio equipment to produce better quality content. Lance could honestly call him his oldest subscriber, having subscribed shortly after the channel was started. Lance didn't know who he was outside of the screen but he hoped to meet one day.
Lance's thoughts on the subscriber changed shortly after. He was always so nice and told Lance the sweetest things; his eyes like sapphires, skin touched by golden light. He often made Lance flustered, they still talked on a regular basis but no matter how flustered he got, Lance had eyes for someone else. Matt Holt. It wasn't until his junior year of high school that he met the giant nerd but that day had changed him.
Lance remembers it clearly, he had been on the Student Council, was the treasurer and the class representative for Juniors, so it was his job to show new students around, especially those that are in his grade. This, of course, brought him to Katie. The first time he had met them and welcomed them to the school they just about punched him. Later he found out that they preferred the name Pidge.
Two months into the new transfer had Lance and Pidge working together. He explicitly remembers the history project and how he had suggested they go to Pidge’s house after explaining that they wouldn't be able to study due to his large family; constant noise regardless of where you were. Pidge agreed and made a comment about how the only issue they had to worry about was their older brother, Matt, who would most likely be at work for a while. =
His first day at Pidge’s house found him looking at an older version of Pidge. They had told Lance that they were essentially twins, just born a few years apart. Their likes and hobbies were basically the same which caused Lance to be a bit cautious; Pidge had a love for conspiracy's and all things electronic. So when Matt didn't jump right into talking about conspiracy theories like Pidge had done when they first met, Lance was extremely upset. Here he was in front of a cute guy who just so happens to be a few years older than him and all he got in reply when he introduced himself was a grunt, some scribbling on papers and a sigh. Given, Lance thought it was the cutest grunt he had ever heard but that was neither here nor there.
Ever since that day, Lance only ever caught glances of Matt, even when he lived at Pidge's house for a week studying for midterms. Lance felt like he was being ignored and he didn't like the feeling. Eventually, Lance gave up on his stupid crush. Swept it into the back of his mind and locked it up, or so he had thought until a lovely follower started talking to him. Which brought him full circle, fleet thoughts of it he was just attracted to people named Matt.
Lance knew deep down that this most likely an overzealous fan who just so happened to have the name, Matt. Matt was a pretty popular name, so he wouldn't be surprised if there were a few Matt's following him. Shaking the thought from his head he sent a quick text to Pidge about how he would be over shortly and to cook all the popcorn. It was time to play some games.
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Matt’s first time meeting Lance, properly, was the last thing he expected when he got home. He remembers a fleeting meeting a few years back but he was so caught up in school work that he had all but ignored the two. He does remember seeing Lance from afar one day and wanting nothing more than to see if Lance's skin was as smooth as it looked. From that day on, Matt made sure he was always busy or never around when Lance was there, the last thing he needed was for someone to call him a creep for liking someone who wasn't of age.
Matt was anxious. On a normal day, Pidge would be playing some sort of game or working away on their computer but not today. This was the very day that he found the man he loves, sitting in his chair, playing his game with his little sister. Now what he meant by his chair and his game was that Lance McClain was sitting in the chair he normally uses and was, in fact, playing the game that he had created. Pidge had talked him into designing a game, it never went public, most likely never would but it was a combination of their brains, a brainchild if you wanted to call it, and here Lance was, playing it with such concentration. Matt felt his chest swell, pride blossoming as he watched Lance, or so he thought. Going from prideful to anxious in just a matter of minutes as butterflies fluttered in his stomach.
“Oh man! Pidge! You have to tell me where you got this game. Why haven't I heard of it before?”
Matt heard Pidge snort, he could imagine them rolling their eyes as they away on their computer, a faint clicking of keys told him as much.
“You have got to promise me that you won't tell anyone, okay?”
Matt watched Lance nod, his head turning so he was facing where Matt could only assume Pidge was, on the floor beside Lance’s legs. “Of course, I've kept all your secrets until now, haven't I?”
There was a breath of silence before Pidge started talking again. “I don't know, Lance. Have you kept my secrets?”
Lance inhaled sharply and Matt watched his back move as hands gripped at what Matt thought was his heart. “How dare you, Gremlin. I've done nothing but been a good friend and this is how you treat me? For shame, Pidge!”
Pidge laughed softly before a smack was heard, Matt could only assume Pidge had slapped Lance. A girlish scream was heard before both of them started laughing. Those fuzzy feelings were back as he listened to Lance laugh. It sounded like a genuine laugh, not like the ones in his videos, Matt was on cloud nine. The laughter died shortly and Matt listened to Pidge carry on.
“No, but really. It has to stay between you and me, nobody else should know.”
“Got it, just between us! So, where'd you get the game, Pidge?”
“My brother and I created it. Matt always wanted to be an astronaut but due to circumstances, he wasn't able to go through with that dream. So he fell back on his programming skills and is working at a stupid company that treats him like shit. Anyways, I asked him one day to help me design a game, though it would be a good bonding experience for us. Thought it would open his eyes to an entirely different job he could go into, it didn’t, but yeah. This is the only copy, and you have to promise not to tell anyone about it. You hear me, Lance? Not a single word.”
“Of course. My lips are sealed. That's pretty impressive tho, so who made the character models, the backgrounds?”
Matt sighed as he shook his head, he needed to put an end to this before Pidge spilled everything. He opened the door and closed it, loud enough so the two could hear. “I’m home!”
His voice was cheerful as he turned around to look at the other two. Two sets of eyes were on him in an instant and the pair of blue eyes locked with his, he was falling.
“Hey Matt, let me introduce you to Lance. Lance is one of my friends from high school. Lance, this is Matt. my brother.”
Their eyes stayed lock for a few seconds more before Lance looked away, eyes cast to the side. He cleared his throat before looking back at Matt, his voice sounded strained. “Hiya, I'm Lance, Lance McClain. It's a pleasure to meet you, man. Pidge has told me so much about you.”
Matt raised an eyebrow at that, a soft smile forming on his lips. “Oh? What has she told you about me?”
Matt watched as Lance’s face darkened just a tad, his cheeks taking on a more reddish hue as he coughed once. “Oh, ya know, stuff. Like you work at some big computer company, and uh, yeah, stuff.”
“I hope it was all good stuff,” Matt spoke casually as he tossed his bag on to the couch. He took off his jacket and shoes before rolling up his sleeves and walking towards the kitchen. “You staying for dinner, Lance?”
Lance’s eyes widened a bit as he looked down at Pidge, a smirk playing on their face. He frowned softly at them before he looked back to Matt and shook his head.
“Nah, I should get going. My roommate, Hunk, is probably making something amazing.” Lance spoke as he got up and moved towards the door. He picked up his bag from where it sat by the door and smiled one last time at both of them.
“Anyways, see you tomorrow, Pidge.”
“Make sure you bring me leftovers! If you don't you're dead!”
Lance laughed softly and shook his head. “Of course. Bye Matt.”
Matt waved as Lance left and as soon as the door closed he slumped against a wall, a heavy sigh leaving him as he tried to calm his beating heart.
~~~~~~Lance~~~~~~
To say Lance was pissed would be an understatement. He was furious. The guy he's been pining for doesn't even remember meeting back when Lance was 17. This was the first real interaction they had and the least that Matt could have done was to remember one of Pidge's best friends. The balls on this dude. Lance sighed as he sat in his car, a sky blue 2010 Ford Focus. He had named her Blue and she was his baby.
The car was originally owned by his older brother, Luis, but shortly after he had married and had children, they decided it would be best to get a new car, one that could hold more McClain members if needed and the car ended up in Lance's possession ever since. Lance likes to take pride in his car, he kept her well maintained which is to say better maintained than his love life. He knew that he needed to get home to the place he shared with Hunk but he didn't feel like it.
Leaning back in the front seat had him sighing. If he couldn't get with Matt Holt, maybe he could get with SpaceMan. It wasn't like he was against online dating, he just preferred the local populous since he's a clingy bastard. Didn't SpaceMan mention something about my legs? The thought came to him randomly. Turning on his phone's screen he went to Instagram and quickly looked through his recent messages. Like always, the last person he talked to was, in fact, MattTheSpaceMan69 and the last thing that was sent was a message about how nice Lance's legs are. Lance never would have guessed that someone would take notice of anything about him aside from his face and winning personality.
Reading the messages again has his cheeks flushing and his heart nearly skipping a beat. Maybe he should take a drive down to the mall and get new clothes for a new video. ‘Cute clothes for the Summer season?’ Oh, how about ‘Cute summer date outfits?’ He casually wondering on if he should just do some looks with the clothes he already had but decided that a well-deserved shopping day was needed.
After spending hours at the mall, Lance was thoroughly exhausted. As much fun as one couple have shopping, spending hours trying on clothes with no one's input but your own was kinda boring, okay, extremely boring. At times like these, he wished that he had actual friends who were interested in shopping rather than only his followers being the ones who are interested. Placing the bags into his car, Lance made his way home, thoughts of the video he was going to make tomorrow.
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Matt was ecstatic when he got a notification about Lance's new video. He felt pride in knowing the person behind the username BlueLion. Typing in the URL, he quickly clicked on the video and smiled. It started off like all of Lance’s other videos, an opener with a soft guitar intro and colors shifting over the screen before a flag with bi pride colors showed up with his username over it. After the intro, it showed Lance’s smiling face as he waved.
“Welcome back to Blue’s corner. I have a special for you today. If anyone follows me on twitter you probably saw that I was hanging with a friend. Well, I also met my crush yesterday and it got me thinking about date ideas. So here I am to give you guys some cute outfit ideas for summer dates! These outfits work for all occasions, so if you don’t date, don’t worry about it. Just remember to have fun and make it your own. Okay, on to the first outfit!”
Matt sat and watched the whole video, didn’t skip a single part of it. Matt was so happy that Lance took his advice, the video quality went up exceptionally with Matt talking him through what to do and how to do it. He let out a sigh of relief as soon as he heard Lance talk about how there was just one more outfit. Don’t get him wrong, he enjoyed the outfits immensely, mainly due to Lance wearing them but some did catch his eye more so than others. The last outfit was by far his favorite. It showed off just the right amount of tan skin, with Lance’s midriff showing and his long legs stretching off for days.
The outfit was simple, a long sleeve crop top, white collar with white buttons going halfway down the front. The shirt was mainly white with pastel pink and blue stripes that varied in thickness. The next part was a pair of shorts, high waisted shorts that were almost acid washed in color. The front had five buttons, the bottom of the shorts folded up and was probably stitched to look like that. Matt’s eyes followed down the length of Lance’s legs to spot some white socks that were folded over and came to his ankles and a pair of pastel pink sneakers. Lance had stated that he saved the best for last and he really did.
The colors were so soft and looked so well against Lance’s skin tone that Matt could feel himself falling in love with the boy all over again. Matt’s mind started to wander again. Lance had mentioned at the start that he had met with his crush, something heavy settled in Matt’s stomach. He knew he had to tell Lance the truth, it was important to tell him the truth. The real question was if he should tell him in person or over messaging. Matt sighed again before he settled on an option. He opened Instagram on his phone and sent a quick message.
MattTheSpaceMan69
Hey! Just wanted to congratulate you on your new video!
Summer date outfits were super cute. I really liked the last one.
The colors went really well with your skin tone.
BlueLion
hi, and thanks! Makes me really happy to know that you liked it.
yeah! i really liked the idea too.
my crush made me realize that i shouldn’t just sit and pout about being ignored all day!
i know the colors look good! pastels only enhance my beauty! anything you liked in particular?
Matt took a deep breath, Lance had asked him if there was anything he liked. Now would be the best chance to confess, wouldn’t it? His hands got sweaty and his heart rate picked up. He just needed to stay calm, take deep breaths.
MattTheSpaceMan69
I enjoyed the last outfit a lot.
I also enjoyed how your legs looked. They looked slender than usual.
Blue…
I need to tell you something that you might not like.
A few minutes had passed as Matt watched the icon at the bottom indicate that Lance was typing.
BlueLion
uh... yeah, okay.
what’s up dude?
Matt had a split second of hesitation. Closing his eyes, Matt took a few deep breaths before responding.
MattTheSpaceMan69
I, uh. I haven’t been honest with you.
I know exactly who you are, Lance.
My name is Matthew Holt and I wanted to apologize for ignoring you.
See, when Katie first brought you home and you introduced yourself I was shocked. You were beautiful and seemed so bright, I just didn’t want to come off as weird.
You filled the house with so much joy, with a light that seemed to be lacking that I didn’t want to do anything to push you away.
I’ve liked you a long time, Lance and I’m sorry that it took me so long to tell you the truth.
Please don’t hate me. If you don’t want me to message you ever again please just let me know.
Matt sat there and waited. He was worried, beyond worried about what Lance was thinking, what he was going to respond with. Matt could feel the anxiety crawling through him, seeping from into the deepest, darkest parts of his mind. He had to keep himself busy, keep his mind from falling into the darkness, there was only one certain way to calm himself. Video games with Katie.
~~~~~~~~
About ten minutes after the video went up, Lance got a message on Instagram. It was one of the places he preferred talking to others, especially someone he considered a mutual. The message was from MattTheSpaceMan69 and had his heart skip a beat.
MattTheSpaceMan69
Hey! Just wanted to congratulate you on your new video!
Summer date outfits were super cute. I really liked the last one.
The colors went really well with your skin tone.
Lance was beyond happy. If he couldn’t get the attention of one Matt Holt, he might as well offer his attention to this Matt. He replied quickly, a smile playing on his lips.
BlueLion
hi, and thanks! makes me really happy to know that you liked it.
yeah! i really liked the idea too.
my crush made me realize that i shouldn’t just sit and pout about being ignored all day!
i know the colors look good! pastels only enhance my beauty! anything you liked in particular?
He had almost sent a heart, a simple blue one right at the beginning of the message but he decided against it, didn’t want to come off like some weirdo. Lance ran a hand through hair, a nervous habit that he picked up as a child. He could feel a fluttering in his stomach, it was soft and made him warm. Lance really hoped that the other would mention his legs. After all, he was trying to impress this dude, maybe entice him to come out and meet with Lance one day. He nearly tossed his phone as it went off, notifications telling him that he had a new message.
MattTheSpaceMan69
I enjoyed the last outfit a lot.
I also enjoyed how your legs looked. They looked slender than usual.
Blue…
I need to tell you something that you might not like.
The first have of the messages had his heart fluttering away. A soft smile plastered itself to his face and he felt like he could die happy. As soon as he continued to read, however, his heart plummeted. His throat closed up and his heart stopped. Lance was finding it hard to breathe. He had to sit down, the room was spinning and he couldn’t think. He always hated those words, why do people even use them? Do people just want to cause someone to have an anxiety attack? He took a deep breath before responding.
BlueLion
uh... yeah, okay.
what’s up dude?
Lance held his breath, lower lip between his teeth and he placed the phone on his bed. His hands started to shake and he gripped the only thing closest to him, a pillow and held it close. His phone started going off a few minutes later. He waited until his phone quieted down before Lance picked it up. He closed his eyes tightly before opening them along with the app.
MattTheSpaceMan69
I, uh. I haven’t been honest with you.
I know exactly who you are, Lance.
My name is Matthew Holt and I wanted to apologize for ignoring you.
See, when Katie first brought you home and you introduced yourself I was shocked. You were beautiful and seemed so bright, I just didn’t want to come off as weird.
You filled the house with so much joy, with a light that seemed to be lacking that I didn’t want to do anything to push you away.
I’ve liked you a long time, Lance and I’m sorry that it took me so long to tell you the truth.
Please don’t hate me. If you don’t want me to message you ever again please just let me know.
Lance sat there stunned. That was the last thing he expected. He expected him to come clean about being like an 80-year-old man, not that he was Matthew Holt and that he was purposefully avoiding Lance this entire time. Lance didn’t know what to do. This new information was a lot. On one hand the Matt that helped him was the same Matt that he’s been pining for, for years, but on the other hand, Matt knew who he was and so the introduction from yesterday was absolutely pointless. Who does that to a person? Goes around ignoring them and pretending like you don’t know who someone is only to go through a fake introduction again. Lance was certain of one thing right now, there was no way in hell he ever wanted to talk to Matt again. That meant he would have to message Pidge and get all the times Matt will be out of the house, is it really worth the extra effort just to avoid him? Yes. Yes, it is. Lance could feel a headache forming. He needed to talk to Hunk. Lance threw his phone onto the bed and walked out of his room. It’s a problem for another day.
Lance found Hunk in the kitchen. He sat down at the small two-person table and sighed loudly as he watched Hunk cook. He could tell that there was something boiling on the stove, or maybe there was? He stretched his neck a bit trying to see what was being made but quickly gave up.
“What are we having for dinner tonight, man?”
“I thought it would be nice to have some chicken stew. I’m just about to put the noodles in, do you want to help?”
Hunk’s voice was soft and Lance often wondered if he had some type of intuition that let him know when something was wrong. Lance sighed again, only taking a second to debate if it would do him some good, which in the long run would. Lance reluctantly stood and walked over to the sink so he could wash his hands. Once done, Lance made his way next to Hunk and observed before speaking.
“So, how can I help?”
“I’m going to put in the noodles, do you mind stirring it for me?
Lance smirked as he hip bumped Hunk and nodded. “Of course, babe.”
“Babe? Okay, Lance. Keep trying to sweet talk me, I might let you have seconds.”
He grabbed the big metal spoon and started to stir as he watched Hunk drop in the noodles. It was looking good, Hunk had made homemade noodles as was evident from the flour still covering the counter. Lance continued to watch Hunk, it was mesmerizing to watch such a big guy doing something that usually took a gentle touch. Lance often thought about a life with Hunk. He was soft and kind, had the patience that Lance lacked and was wonderful with kids. Plus he had the whole cooking thing going for him. Lance frowned to himself before he tossed the thought into the trash pile of bad ideas. As much as he wanted to start a family and as nice as Hunk is, he couldn’t get his mind off of Matt.
“Hunk, can I ask you something?” Lance heard Hunk chuckle as he looked up at him.
“Didn’t you already ask me one?”
Lance felt his cheeks heat up slightly as he looked back down at the pot. He shrugged as his voice came out soft. “Yeah, but I meant a relationship question. I have a problem Hunk, and I…” Lance took a deep breath, trying to gather his thoughts before he continued.
“I really like Matt but he lied to me. Maybe lying isn’t the right word but he wasn’t truthful. MattTheSpaceMan69 is Matt’s username, Hunk. I’ve been flirting with Matt the whole time!”
The kitchen was quiet after that. The only sound left was the simmering of the food on the stove. Lance held his breath and waited. What was Hunk going to say? Was he going to call Lance out on this crush? Hunk knew about him having a crush, it was unavoidable as he shared everything with his best friend but Lance never once spoke of a name. Blue eyes darted between the food on the stove that he was still stirring and his best friend. Hunk's brows were closer together as his lips were pressed into a line. Lance wanted to die until he didn't. Hunk's face shifted so fast. A soft smile replaced his pressed lips. His face took on a gentler quality.
“There is nothing wrong with you liking Matt, Lance. Isn't it better that these two guys you liked to happen to be the same person? Now you don't have to choose between them, right?”
Hearing those words helped to calm him down. Hunk was right, with Matt being both his crushes he now didn't have to worry about choosing one over the other, but on the other hand, Matt all but ignored him outside of social media and YouTube.
“Should I just accept that it’s okay for him to ignore me outside of my YouTube videos and social media's?”
It was quiet again. Something Lance hated due to growing up in a full household. Hunk gently placed a hand on his shoulder to signal that he wanted to take over, which meant Lance was in charge of setting the table. Going to the cabinets, Lance grabbed a couple of bowls, cups, and silverware as he started to see the table. Once everything was in place he grabbed their cups and filled them with ice and tea before placing them back on the table. By the time he was done, Hunk was filling the bowls.
Lance sat at one end as he waited. Shortly after, Hunk was sitting down, his soft brown eyes meeting Lance's blue ones.
“You like this guy right?”
“Yeah.”
“And you've liked him for how long?”
Lance took a second to think, a moment later he held up four fingers.
“Is that four weeks, four months, four years?”
Lance shifted his eyes to the side and pulled his lower lip between his teeth. Shoulders shifted in a shrug as he mumbled. A flurry of soft words spilling from his lips. Hunk raised an eyebrow and smiled softly.
“I'm sorry, Lance. I didn't hear that correctly.”
Lance pressed his lips into a line and sighed. He shifted uncomfortably and met Hunk's eyes. “Four years…”
Hunk broke out into a soft smile. “Four years, that's a long time for Lover Boy Lance. Why am I just now hearing about this?”
“I was young and dumb?” Lance supplied and started to curl in on himself.
He understood that Hunk was just trying to get information to help him but he honestly felt like he was being interrogated. Hunk must have noticed because shortly after, a big warm hand pressed gently over one of his own.
“Lance, if you like this guy you should go for it, I wouldn't forget that he ignored you, but he came clean about it. It honestly sounds like he wants to try and work something out with you, I mean, what was the actual reason he ignored you?”
“He said he didn't want to make anything weird and push me away.”
“Why do you think he would've made it weird and pushed you away?”
“I think it was because of the age gap. When we met I was 17 and he was 21, so really I think he was just worried about being called a pedo.”
Lance watched as Hunk choked on his food, eyes going wide before a large hand started pounding on his chest. Lance was worried, he was trying to joke about the issue but thinking on it, the joke wasn't really funny. Lance stood up and leaned over, a hand resting gently against the upper part of one of Hunk's shoulder blades. The best he could do is a gentle rub and a frown.
“Sorry! I know the joke wasn't funny. I shouldn't have said it. Are you okay?”
Hunk coughed a bit more and took a deep breath. He grabbed Lance's hand from his back and held it gently.
“It's okay. Just please, never do it again.”
Lance watched as Hunk took another deep breath before continuing.
“So, do you really think he ignored you because of age?”
Lance sat back down and frowned softly, never letting go of Hunk's hand.
“I mean maybe? He said that I was beautiful and bright and that he didn't want to mess anything up.”
It was quiet again but only for a second. “Well, it could just mean what he said. He met you when you were 17, Lance. It's not proper to get with a minor when you're an adult over the age of 18. I'm sure he was just trying to protect both you and him. I think you should give it a try.”
Hunk's statement left Lance with no room to question. He could see that Hunk was so sure of himself that it made Lance feel a bit warmer. He rolled his eyes and sighed as he let go of Hunk's hand.
“Fine, I'll give him a try. If it goes bad then you and I are going to marry and I'm going to enjoy your food for the rest of my life.”
Hunk chuckled and shook his head. “Even if we didn't marry, you’d still enjoy my food for the rest of your life.”
“Well, you aren't wrong.”
The conversation was followed by a few chuckles as they both started to eat. Once done, Lance started on the dishes as Hunk put away the food. Lance's chore took ten minutes, Hunk helped to dry the dishes with minimal small talk. Once done, Lance looked Hunk over once more, blue eyes asking if Hunk was really okay. When he received a warm smile in return and a small nod, Lance relaxed. He smiled softly at Hunk before leaning forward and kissing his cheek softly.
“Thanks for the advice. I should go and like, maybe reply to Matt before the night is over.”
“Or, you could watch the newest Marvel movie with me and keep him on read until tomorrow.”
Lance laughed and ran towards the couch, jumping onto it and settling himself into a corner. Pulling his legs under him, he pats the cushion, motioning for Hunk to take the spot next to him.
“Sure, he made me wait four years, I’m sure I can make him wait half a day.”
Hunk joined him on the couch as he started the movie. With nothing left to do they cuddled into each other until Lance dozed off with thoughts of him and Matt going on their first date.
The next day, Lance woke up in his bed, clothes changed to one of the sweats that he wore for sleeping. Hunk must have taken the time to change him and made sure he was tucked in after he had fallen asleep. Honestly, Hunk was too nice of a guy, he really couldn’t wait to see what type of dad he ended up being. Pushing the thoughts back, Lance groaned and stretched. He had a lot to do today, the first thing being his morning face routine, and then he had to reply back to Matt.
Spending an hour in the bathroom and then another picking out the perfect outfit. He had a plan, though it wasn't much of one, his main priority was to see if Matt had the day off. Checking his phone, Lance found that he had 2 missed calls from Pidge and 6 missed messages.
Four of the messages were from Pidge, two were from Matt.
LittleGreenMeanFightMachine
WHAT THE HELL LANCE
WHAT DID YOU DO??
MY BROTHER HAS BEEN FREAKING OUT FOR HOURS.
Lance, can you just, message me back when you get the chance.
MattTheSpaceMan69
I’m sorry for what I have done. If you no longer want contact from me then please let me know.
I will patiently wait for a response. Sorry again.
Lance read the messages and frowned. He didn’t think that leaving Matt on read for half a day would cause something like this. He had obviously made Pidge worry, not just for him but for Matt as well. Lance responded to Pidge first.
BlueLion
im fine btw
i didn't do anything. and you should be worried.
i just found out that your brother has had a crush on me for a while.
WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME!???!?!
PIDGE, you knew that i had a crush on him, how could you just keep this a secret?
Lance wrote to Matt next.
BlueLion
im sorry that i am just now responding to you. please know that i took some time to think about what you said and i would like to meet up if that’s okay?
i think it would be good for us to talk to each other.
The response was almost immediate.
MattTheSpaceMan69
Sure! I honestly didn’t think you would respond back.
Where did you want to meet?
BlueLion
how about the cafe on main and charles?
MattTheSpaceMan69
Okay, would 3 be okay? I get off a bit early.
BlueLion
sure! thats fine! see you at 3.
Lance smiled to himself and started to get dressed. He hoped that this was the right thing to do.
~~~~~~~
Matt didn’t get any sleep. He even called into work because he knew that he wouldn't be able to concentrate. He was worried about Lance and how he wronged him. He’s always known who Lance was, remembers him from their first meeting. He seemed so shy but was nice. He was tall with tan skin and the richest blue eyes he’d ever seen. Matt knew it was wrong to be enamored with the boy and not just because he was friends with Katie, but also because he was under the age of 18. It wasn’t his first time liking a guy, it just happened less often than it did when it came to females but Matt couldn’t act on any feelings, plus it was embarrassing to like someone younger than you, or so he thought. Over the years, his feelings for Lance grew. He often stayed hidden while Lance was over.
Matt looked over their conversation, heart aching from how much they talked. He was afraid. Matt didn't mean to lie, he just figured that if Lance knew the truth he would think he was a weirdo, which he probably does. Matt was most worried about losing Lance forever. Being left on read really hurt, causing Matt to ignore everyone. Katie tried to get him out of his room, promises of video games and shitty horror movies having no appeal. He just laid on his bed all night thinking on what he did. The worst that could come from this was Katie losing her best friend, he didn’t want to think about it.
He must have gotten a bit of sleep because the next thing he knew his phone was going off. The sound wasn’t his alarm, that much he was sure about. Finding his phone, Matt turned on the screen and saw that it was ten in the morning. He had told everyone that he was basically sick and was going to sleep the whole day away so they shouldn’t bother him, but there it was, a message from someone.
BlueLion
im sorry that i am just now responding to you. please know that i took some time to think about what you said and i would like to meet up if that’s okay?
i think it would be good for us to talk to each other.
Matt wasn’t ready for the response he got. He knew he had to make this right so he replied as soon as he finished reading it.
MattTheSpaceMan69
Sure! I honestly didn’t think you would respond back.
Where did you want to meet?
BlueLion
how about the cafe on main and charles?
Was Lance asking him out? He knew it wasn’t a real date but the fact that Lance wanted to meet with him made him so happy. Lance had given the place, now it was Matt’s turn to give a time. Lance had chosen someplace public which was smart, now he had to pick a time that was reasonable for both parties. Since he wasn’t working today, Matt decided on three. It would give both of them enough time to get ready and to settle any nerves that might come up.
MattTheSpaceMan69
Okay, would 3 be okay? I get off a bit early.
BlueLion
sure! thats fine! see you at 3.
Matt wasn’t ready for Lance to respond positively, though from what he knows of Lance and from what Katie told him, Lance is one of the sweetest people you could ever meet. It was time for Matt to get up and act his age, not like a teenager who had their first heartbreak, after all, Lance did ask to meet with him, maybe they can try and be friends.
Matt got to the cafe a whole 30 minutes early. He was nervous, anyone would be if they were meeting with their crush to discuss if there was any chance of forgiveness for being a weirdo. He sat at a table close to the door, somewhere that Lance would be able to see him with little difficulty. He sat there and played on his phone, mainly in vain as he tried to stop his heart from bursting through his chest. He was so focused on the game and trying to stay calm that he didn’t hear the bell on the door or even noticed when Lance showed up, not until there was a hand placed gently on his shoulder. Matt jumped from the touch alone, head whipping around and meeting blue eyes.
Matt was taken back, Lance looked great. He was wearing a light blue shirt tied at the over his navel, the shirt has a simple phrase and then a list. The shirt said: No Place For then followed by, Homophobia, Fascism, Sexism, Racism, Hate. It was paired with a pair of dark blue low rise jeans and some black sneakers. Matt watched as Lance smiled softly and took the seat across from him. He smiled back, the action is a small gesture to how he felt. It was quiet for a few moments before Lance decided to speak.
“Thanks for seeing me.”
Matt was taken back, why was he thanking him? He wanted to make sure that everything was okay between them and hopefully a friendship. Lance really had no reason to thank him.
“It’s not a problem, Lance. It’s my fault that we had to meet like this. I can’t apologize enough for what happened last night.”
It was Lance’s turn. The silence filled between them quickly and soon Matt was fidgeting in his seat. Matt looked down at the table just before Lance spoke.
“Matt, while it wasn’t okay for you to do something like that, I do forgive you. I talked with my roommate last night and we came to the conclusion that you didn’t do this to be mean. What were you so afraid of?”
Matt took a deep breath and tried to gather his thoughts.
“Well. At the time you were a minor. I was 21, Lance. What do you think it would look like if I let myself have a crush on you? I was scared, okay? Katie told me that I shouldn’t be, that once your 18th birthday came around I could get closer to you but by then I was stuck in my ways of hiding away and ignoring you.”
Matt watched as Lance made a face, similar to if he ate something tart.
“So, how did the whole helping me with Youtube thing happen?”
“Okay, so, the whole Youtube thing. Well, I stumbled onto your channel, like it was on the recommended feed. Honestly, I was just trying to find a reason to talk with you. I felt like if I turned into one of the normal people that commented I would get overlooked. Plus my nerdy self is automatically trying to figure out how to make things better, so helping you improve the quality of your video helped you out in the long run. I’m sorry if I led you on."
“Why the username though? Like it says your name in it. How the hell did I not figure it out?”
“Did you ever think that I would watch your videos? As for the username, I’ve always wanted to go to space but with my eyesight and having to take care of Katie, it just wasn’t a possibility.”
The table was silent again, both of them trying to figure out where the conversation goes next. Lance spoke first.
“Speaking of taking care of Pidge, is it okay for me to ask why? They came in halfway through my junior year.”
Matt bit his lower lip, eyes meeting Lance’s shortly before looking away. It’s been a few years since Katie has come to live with him, if there were any of her friends he could trust he felt like Lance was the way to go, besides, if they ever did end up dating he would learn the truth.
“When Katie came to live with me, our parents were sick. More specifically our dad. Our dad worked for NASA as a scientist, he ended up getting a brain tumor and while he was in the hospital, Mom sent Katie to live with me. She didn’t want to leave Katie alone so she got shipped off to her brothers.”
Lance's face softened and shortly after Matt felt a warm hand holding one of his own. “Oh Matt, I’m sorry to hear that. Did he make it out okay?”
Matt shook his head, a frown appearing on his face as he closed his eyes. “No. Turns out the tumor was malignant, cancerous, he lived a whole 8 months with help from the medicine but it wasn’t enough. Mom’s still alive but she doesn’t do much. We got mom a caretaker, someone to make sure she’s doing okay but she’s barely holding on. I’m afraid that we’ll only have her for a few more months”
Matt heard Lance breathe in a stuttery breath and opened his eyes to a teary-eyed Lance. Something in him broke, how come he never listens to Katie. Watching Lance trying to hold back tears while wiping at his face made him realize that she was right. He should have just been up front with Lance once he turned 18. Matt leaned forward and used his free hand to wipe away some stray tears.
“You don’t have to cry. We make sure Mom is as comfortable as she can be. We visit her every other weekend. In fact, would you mind coming to meet her? We plan to go tonight after Katie gets out of school, I was thinking that you could come with us two weeks from now?”
That stopped the tears. Lance’s eyes were wide and blinking. Matt couldn’t believe he just asked for Lance to meet his mom and it looked like Lance had that same thought. Matt watched Lance’s face darkened, a beautiful blush spreading over his cheeks as he jerked his hand away and pressed them to his face.
“D-Did you just ask me to meet your mother? Matt, we haven’t even had a first date yet!”
He laughed softly at the statement. While it was true, why couldn’t they consider this their first date? The thought passed his mind but Matt pushed it to the back of his mind.
“If you don’t want to meet her without a first date then would you do the honor of going out with me?”
Lance’s face got darker, which neither of them knew it could. “MATT! You can’t just ask me that now! There’s a process to these things, Matthew.”
Matt shied away as Lance’s voice started to get shrill. Was it a bad idea to ask so soon?
“Is that a no then?”
“No Matthew. It’s a yes but do it properly! I expect romance, showing up at my house with flowers, taking me out to a nice place, maybe a picnic in the park under the stars. Romance Matt!”
Matt laughed loudly, loud enough that people turned and watched the two. Lance ducked his head once everyone started looking, the attention is a bit overwhelming to him. Matt felt bad. He reached for Lance’s hand and held it gently.
“Will you go out with me after I get home on Sunday?”
Lance’s head shot up, eyes wide, Matt decided that surprise looked good on him. His face quickly shifted with an eyebrow quirked. He almost looked smug
“A-Are you asking me out, Matthew?”
Matt shook his head and lifted his shoulders, shrugging as he looked around, arms flailing. “Yeah? I guess? I mean, uh, fuck. Yeah. I’m not used to asking people out, I wasn’t exactly popular, y’know, so, I’m a bit awkward when it comes to this.”
Lance laughed softly and Matt swore he heard the twinkling sound of fairies. It was official, Matt would do anything to make sure that Lance stayed as happy as he was now.
“Does that mean it’s a no?”
“Oh lord, no, Matt. It’s a yes, I’ll go on a date with you. No, walk me to my car?”
Matt nodded, he couldn’t think of a better ending to their meeting.
Summary: Lance is a nereid nymph who just wanted an easy way to travel.
Keith and Shiro are running away from the Inquisition.
What happens when Keith and Shiro meet the only other magical person on the ship and he's such a cute boy.
Keith- Witch
Shiro- Werewolf
Lance- Nereid Nymph
Rating: E
Ships: Shiro/Keith, eventual Shiro/Lance, eventual Keith/Lance, eventual Shiro/Lance/Keith
Tags: Mentions of knotting and using magic like an aphrodisiac(I messed up this part so just wait for chapter 2)
Link: AO3
For the Monstertron Exchange
Everyone told him to be cautious, as a nymph, there were people, things that were after him for his magical properties, as a male nymph, well, that was just unheard of. People would want to collect him, experiment on him, dissect him. He didn’t want that. He just wanted to live as a normal person, a normal human. An impossibility for him since he couldn’t be away from the Mediterranean Sea for very long, more than 12 hours, which is why he was on this ship; stowed away while the humans were boarding and how he was found later. The room he’d chosen to hide in was one that would soon be used to house two other men.
Lance would be lying if he said that he wasn’t attracted to these men. The two were both very handsome, in fact, they didn’t even look like the standard humans that Lance had come to know from Spain. They were something unique, different. Like him.
Locking eyes with the shorter of the two men had been like slowly falling down a hole. His eyes were dark, almost violet in color. Could human eyes be that color? Was it even possible? A voice in the back of his head told him no because the men standing in front of him weren't normal. Every inch of him was screaming magic, an overabundance of magic was coming off the two, his mind reeled. The smaller one spoke first and very suddenly.
“What the FUCK!?!?”
In hindsight, Lance probably shouldn’t have been lounging on a bed but he was tired from interacting with the humans earlier. Being on the boat for a good few hours was just tiresome. Lance shied away from the noise, his ears twitching behind his hair for a second before he recovered. He watched as the larger male placed a hand on the other's shoulder, it seemed to calm him down almost instantly. That was something Lance hadn't seen before. Curious. Lance sat up slowly from the bed he was laying on, a cautious smile gracing his features.
“Welcome! May I help you gentleman?” Lance knew his speech pattern was formal, but he was too nervous to attempt anything more familiar.
The two males looked at him with raised brows. Something about it made Lance want to laugh but he bit his tongue. Some of his nervousness leaving him. They looked at each other, Lance could tell they were having some type of silent understanding passing between them, almost as if they were having a conversation that he wasn’t privy to, was that another thing humans could do?Finally, the larger one turned to look at Lance, his dark grey eyes were just as beautiful as the smaller ones. Like storm clouds gathered along the horizon.
“I believe you are in our cabin.”
Lance blinked once, twice, a whole three times before he spoke again. Thinking quickly.
“This was the cabin I was told to use. There must have been a mix-up, I’m sorry for being in the way.” Lance’s voice dropped a bit, being on the boat would have been easier than traveling across the ocean by himself. At least on the boat, he wouldn’t be lonely, he could learn more about the human’s and their culture. A sigh escaped him as he moved towards the door. He expected the two to move but the larger one stood his ground. The smaller one seemed to have no problem in moving, in fact, he moved so fast that Lance couldn’t keep up. Lance shook his head before looking up at the large one before him.
“If you’ll excuse me, I will take my leave.” Lance wondered if his grasp on the language was off since it didn’t seem as if the larger man was moving. “Please move so I may go.”
He heard, almost felt the large one huff out air as he sighed. Well, that was new. Lance looked him in the eyes and waited, no movement, just words being spoken. “You don’t have to leave. Keith and I can share a bed. I think the ship already set sail, no going back now.”
Lance turned to look at the smaller one, now known as Keith. He was frowning, arms crossed over his chest as he bared his teeth to Lance. Lance’s eyes met with the larger male again.
“Are you sure, your friend doesn’t seem to agree.” Some of the tension left Lance’s body, but he didn’t want to allow himself to hope too much, yet.
Lance could feel the annoyance coming off one of them in waves, the only issue was that he couldn’t tell who was the most annoyed between the two. If the taller one was simply good at hiding his irritation, he bet his coins on Keith, but the larger male didn’t seem like someone you wanted to piss off either. The larger male looked at Keith, Lance observed them having another silent conversation. He wanted to ask about what they were doing. People from his world often spoke openly about things, no need for talking with your face. Head tilting to the side as he stayed quiet, a soft squeak coming from him as his eyes met with Keith’s. Lance looked away quickly, had he just witnessed something he shouldn’t have?
“I’m sure you can stay. Keith and I will simply take the other bed.”
Lance’s eyes widened as the larger male spoke, a small fluttering happened in his chest at hearing those words. A wide smile quickly appeared on his face, teeth showing as tears slid down his face. “Thank you, kind sir! I really didn’t know where else I would go If you had kicked me out.”
Reaching out a hand, Lance waited. He had learned that it was customary to greet someone with your hand, although some people greeted with kissing the sides of others heads. Watching the interactions between Keith and the larger male, Lance realized that kissing would have ended with his death.
“My name is Lance. I am sorry for ruining the start of your trip.” He was surprised when the larger male accepted his hand. It was warm, almost scolding hot to the touch. Lance could feel the magic running through the other, eyes narrowing just a bit as he continued to study him.
“Shirogane. Most people call me Shiro, it’s a pleasure to meet you, Lance.”
There was that damn fluttering again. Lance cursed himself softly as he gave a firm shake before pulling his hand away. He turned toward Keith ready to extend his hand but stopped as the look on the smaller males face had darkened. Lance’s smile slipped as he pressed his lips together. Turning back to Shiro he smiled again.
“Thank you again, sir. I owe you a great deal for allowing me to stay. I promise not to disturb either of you while we are stuck on this ship together.”
Keith growled again and Shiro just nodded his head. Lance knew that the conversation had come to an end now. The real question was if the awkwardness he was feeling was just his own or that of the others in this room. He quickly moved to the bed he was laying on previously. Laying back down, body turned so his back was towards the others. He really just wanted to sleep away the journey, which is what he would probably do if the gods would allow him to. Meeting two people in one day, one with obvious magical properties had tired him out, it took a lot to keep this human shape. Lance could feel Hypnos’s embrace as the ship rocked back and forth. The waves a reminder of home.
Lance didn’t know how long he had slept, the water outside the ship’s winder was dark. One would assume it was night but there was no way he could know for sure without actually being outside or touching the water. Lance was about to get up before he heard something from the other side of the room. Two voices reached his ears, obviously trying to be quiet. A soft noise was heard before anyone spoke, was someone in pain?
“S-Shiro, we can’t, not with Lance in here. We should wait until he leaves the room tomorrow.”
Lance heard a growl, a shiver running down his spine from the noise as he found his lower lip between his teeth. Lance knew that this was something that people often did with others, a human ritual done for either pleasure or to procreate. The gods often did it just for fun, Lance had even taken part in a few of these exchanges but this felt different. Lance knew it was personal, something he shouldn’t even be hearing. His mind wandered back to the idea of slumber, maybe he could sleep through this ritual. The thought was quickly broken as he heard Shiro talk, voice deep and thick with what he could only assume was lust.
“I don’t think he would mind. Let him hear you, you live for the thrill anyway. Bet you want him to wake up right now and just watch as I take you.” The voice grew softer, not necessarily nicer, Lance strained his ears to hear.
“I bet you could take my knot right now with how turned on you are. I can smell it on you. Come on Keith, wake up the boy and let him watch you come undone.”
Lance shivered again as he squeezed his eyes shut tightly, his thighs pressing together even tighter. This couldn’t be happening. He could still feel the small high he got just from touching Shirogane’s hand if he watched Shirogane take Keith with that magic flowing through him he knew it would be bad. He took a deep breath and exhaled as quietly as he could. How he wanted to just pass out again. Lance sent a quick prayer to Hypnos in hopes that he heard him and would grant his wish. Keith moaned again, not much more happening until he heard a slap. Lance jumped a bit, the bed creaking under the sudden shift. The room went quiet. Everyone was holding their breath as they waited to see what would happen. Lance laid still and waited, minutes ticked away before there was noise on the other bunk. Lance heard two simple words that put everything to an end.
“Not tonight.”
Lance sighed inwardly as he continued to lay there, sleep finally washing over him again. A simple thank you to the gods before he fell into a dreamless state.
Lance woke up again, the water just a tad bit lighter than when he woke up the first time. Taking a moment, ears twitching as he tried to hear any movement from across the cabin. Silence covered him, a deep sigh of relief leaving him as no one else was awake. Lance moved quickly, sitting up and stretching as he bit his lower lip to hold in noises that he normally made. The quicker he left the room the better. The scent of musk filling the cabin with an underlying of lust, he needed to get away for a bit, hope for the place airing out by itself.
Lance tossed his legs over, feet hitting the floor before leaning down and grabbing the bag he had under the bed. Standing up quickly and slipping his feet into some boots, he walked quickly to the door. Taking a moment to turn back and look around, his eyes landed on the form of the two on the other bed. An ache filled him as he wished for something similar to what they had. He was often used by others, somehow people thought that Nymphs would make for great sex but horrible partners. A sad smile formed on his lips as he turned back towards the door and exited the cabin. Best to leave now so he could spend all day in the sea, hopefully, Keith and Shirogane would finish their ritual before he comes back.
Making his way up towards the top deck, he stopped in the dining room. He took careful steps to the kitchen and stopped before looking in. Noting no one was in there, he moved swiftly and grabbed an apple off the counter before making a speedy exit. Once on the top deck, he sat down, back to the railing. His mind was racing with thoughts, maybe he should sneak into a different room and spend the rest of the time there. It was obvious that he had caused an issue to Shiro and Keith even after they were nice enough to let him stay in the cabin that was rightfully theirs.
Knees bent and pulled to his chest, he tossed the apple in the air. He suddenly felt very heavy, like a weight was holding him down. Chest swelling as he tried to breathe but no air made it to his lungs. His throat started closing up and Lance was honestly scared. He had only felt like this a handful of times, often when it came to interacting with others that he wanted more from, but he didn’t want more from Keith and Shirogane, did he? Lance groaned before standing up and putting the apple into the bag. Turns out he wasn’t so hungry right now. Hiding it away in a dark corner, he quickly checked to make sure no one was up top. With minimal people around, a few deck hands, and lookouts, Lance felt comfortable enough to strip out of his clothes before shoving them into the bag. While he was made of water, his clothes and items were not. Once his clothes were stashed with his bag, Lance climbed over the side and took a dive. His body hit the water and he all but dissolved into it. Merging with the water was the only thing that made him feel real, his problems were swept away with the current. All he had to do was let go.
Lance came to shortly after the sun had gone down. The worst thing about jumping off a ship was getting back on to said ship. He went slower than he normally would, everything coming back to him from before he jumped in. A hollow feeling filling up inside him. Lance waited for an opportunity to pull himself over the railing, he moved quickly. Once his feet hit the deck he ran to the place he stashed his bag, glad that no one had found it. Putting his clothes on in a speedy manner, Lance calmed his racing heart as he made his way down to his cabin.
The thought of catching them while copulating had a spark starting in his lower abdomen. Both men were attractive, the prospect of seeing Keith, someone he figured was stoic and mean, lose himself to pleasure was almost as good as bringing a god to their knees. Almost. Standing outside the cabin, Lance shivered, a tingle of lust rolling over him in waves as he took a deep breath and opened the door. Stepping in was a nightmare. The cabin was humid and filled with the scent of sex. A heavy aroma hung over everything, it was dark and musky. The fragrance similar to what Lance had smelt when he woke up. His best guess was that it belongs to the two that were having relations with each other. Lance felt eyes instantly turn to him as he entered, one set of violet and one set of grey. His body burned with want, an itch forming under his skin that he tried his best not to acknowledge.
Holding his arm with one hand, Lance looked up at the two and smiled softly.
“Uh, hey. Have you guys been well?”
Shirogane smiled softly as he nodded. Lance watched Keith glare at him before turning back to his book. Lance smiled back at Shirogane and moved towards his bed. Tossing his bag under it, Lance took off his shoes and before he could do anything else, Shirogane spoke.
“We have. Where have you been all day, we haven’t seen you since last night.”
Lance pulled off his jacket and laid down on the bed, arms under his head with his eyes closed. If he didn’t look maybe his heart would stop beating so loud. “I was around. Up on deck mostly. You both have already done so much for me, I thought it would be best if I stayed out of your way.”
Lance took deep breaths, it wasn’t like he was lying to them, he just wasn’t telling the full version. He heard Shirogane snort before the man spoke.
“That is kind of you, but you don’t have to stay gone all day. I for one would very much enjoy the company, Keith here often sits around reading.”
It was Lance’s turn to snort but froze right after. He just did something mean, right? Keith obviously didn’t like him, this most definitely made it worse. His eyes opened wide before turning to look at Keith. Keith was still reading, an eyebrow cocked as if he was finding the conversation interesting. Lance let out a sigh of relief and closed his eyes. He took another deep breath trying to calm the pounding in his ears.
“What is he reading?” The question was simple, Lance honestly thought that it would be ignored but what he heard was the last thing he expected.
“Magic,” Keith stated plainly. Lance jumped at hearing those words. Was he being serious? Lance moved closer to the edge of the bed, his curiosity peaked.
“As in real magic? Like Hecate blessed you with her gift magic?”
Keith closed the book and placed it in Shirogane’s lap, Lance watched as he leaned forward, eyes narrowed into slits. “Are you talking about Hecate, as in the Greek goddess of Magic?”
Lance’s eyes widened almost comically at what Keith was saying. “You know of the gods?”
He watched Keith roll his eyes as he shook his head. “No, just stories. Are you telling me that they’re real?”
Lance squeaked softly and pulled the covers over his head as he laid back down. “It’s been a long day. I’m going to bed.”
Lance heard Shirogane chuckle as Keith huffed, the noises were simple but made Lance feel something. His chest swelled and cheeks flushed as he curled into a ball. How could these two people that he just met make him feel something when the gods he worshiped and gave his all to made him feel nothing? Lance let the thoughts run through his mind as Hypnos welcomed him back to the realm of sleep.
The days went on as normally as one could make them. Lance would leave the room early in the morning to submerge himself in sea water and would return shortly after sundown in hopes of avoiding the two. As the days grew longer and blurred together, Lance eventually stopped what he was doing. No more leaving early in the morning and returning after the sun has gone down. Closer towards the end of the trip, Lance hid away, under the covers. He was exhausted, even daily trips into the sea hadn’t helped him recover at all. A passing thought entered his mind, something humans experienced often, an extreme form of sadness. Lance continued to lay there basically unresponsive. When was the last time I felt the water?
His mind was hazy, voices filtering in and out as the room spun. Was this motion sickness? Lance’s eyes closed again as he accepted this as the end. He was going to wilt away, become nothing but normal water again until he wasn’t. Lance found himself in a medium metal tub body merging with the water which was honestly making him feel better. Lance let the water lull him into a slumber.
Lance shot up, a blanket placed over his body. He had no recollection of how he ended up cuddled between two warm bodies, magic thrumming through his veins. Lance enjoyed the feeling until it suddenly became too much. He worked his way out of the mass of bodies and fell to the floor, his chest heaving from the magic. It had felt good, felt right to be surrounded by the two of them but Lance knew that he wasn’t supposed to enjoy it. They belonged together, he couldn’t come between them.
Trying to calm his breath, Lance felt the cool air ghosting over his skin. Looking down he realized one thing, he was naked. Scrambling to grab the blanket, Lance pulled it over the two before wrapping himself up with it. What were they thinking, how could they do this. He hoped that all they did was strip him down and then cuddle because he was afraid that they had done something together that he would regret. Making his way to the corner, he kept himself wrapped up as his thoughts spiraled out of control.
Shortly after freaking out, Lance heard Shirogane talk.
“Lance, are you doing okay?”
Lance hiccups softly and nodded his head. He was internally freaking out but how could he let someone know that? No one should have to worry about him. Taking a breath he spoke in simple words.
“Fine.”
Lance held his breath, his last hope being that Shirogane would go back to bed and just leave him alone, but that wasn’t the case. The bed creaked and before Lance knew it, a large and warm body was pressed against his. Strong arms wrapping around him and pulling him into Shirogane’s lap. Lance squeaked softly, arms moving to wrap around Shirogane’s neck as he was moved.
“Talk to me, Lance. What is going on? You had a fever for the majority of the past week, our trip is almost over and we barely got to spend time with you.”
Lance shrugged, movement sluggish as he felt the magic flowing in from Shirogane. He couldn’t imagine why they’d want to spend time with him. A giggle left him and despite himself, he snuggled closer, he was warm with these arms wrapped around him, though it really could have been the magic. A soft moan came from him as he pressed his face into Shirogane’s shoulder.
“Just haven’t felt very good, even swimming in the sea didn’t help to replenish my energy. Gods, you feel so warm, so much magic.”
Shirogane laughed, a rumble vibrating against Lance, he pressed a gentle kiss to Lance’s head before speaking again.
“You think I have a lot of magic, wait until Keith touches you.”
The thought of Keith touching him had Lance shivering slightly until his brain caught up and the mere mention of Keith had Lance struggling to get out of Shirogane’s grasp. Shirogane tightened his grip just a bit and brought a hand up to rub Lance’s head gently.
“No running now. What’s wrong?”
Lance stopped. He knew that there was no way to get out of Shirogane’s grip in his current condition. Giving up quickly, Lance sighed, Was there even a point in trying to run away?
“Of course not. Takashi’s really taken a liking to you.”
Lance almost screamed. He wasn’t expecting to hear Keith in his head. Lance groaned before laughing softly.
“So you really were blessed by the Goddess of Magic.”
“I don’t know, was I?’
Lance thought for a second before shrugging his shoulders. Lance didn’t have an answer and wouldn’t have one until he prayed to the goddess herself and even then she often didn’t reply back to a nobody like him. He turned around in Shirogane’s arms, blue eyes landing on the mass sitting on the bed before he followed Keith’s actions. Keith stood gracefully and made his way over to the both of them. Lance was in awe at his movements, so fluid, almost like he was made of water.
“You’re the one made of water my dear, I am but a humble sorcerer.”
Lance frowned, he would much rather hear Keith’s voice directly. He heard Keith snort before a pale hand was pressed to his thigh. Lance’s back bowed out at the touch and moaned loudly. Shirogane had been right, there was so much magic flowing through Keith that Lance felt lightheaded. Lance laughed softly, leaning back against Shirogane and placed his hand over Keith’s.
“You aren’t mad that I’m not human?” Lance’s voice was soft, doubt weaving into the simple question as violet eyes met his blue ones.
“Why would we be? You probably realized when we first met that Takashi wasn’t human either.”
Lance snorted at that. While most humans did have a bit of magic in each of them, it wasn’t enough to cause anyone any harm, Lance really should have realized it when he shook Shirogane’s hand. Looking up at Shirogane, Lance moved his other hand to rest on his upper arm, a shiver rolling down both of them.
“If I’m a nymph and Keith is a sorcerer, what are you?”
The smile he gave was glorious, Lance could tell that he was happy to answer the question. “I’m a werewolf, and before you ask, I watched you that first day. Saw you jump into the sea and never emerge. I was scared for a while before Keith came to me and told me about nymphs and dryads. It’s amazing what other cultures have to explain things.”
Lance took a few seconds to think, he could accept that as an answer but his mind was plagued with the idea that he was stepping on their toes, butting into their relationship. “Why are you guys doing this? Aren’t you together?”
It was Keith’s turn to chuckle, it was soft and airy, something that Lance would love to hear more often. “We are but Takashi has really taken a liking to you.”
Lance felt lips pressed against the top of his head again and another rumble of a laugh from Shirogane. “But why?”
“You’re really cute, plus, you the way you smelt when and reacted to my words that first night was the best. I could smell you all the way across the room, want to hear the noises you make as I take you.”
Lance shivered again, the magic flowing through him getting stronger as Shirogane talked about these things. How he wanted that, wanted to be taken by Shirogane. He squirmed in his lap, shifting a bit before he felt Keith’s hand slide up his thigh. Fingers pressing gently into his skin as Keith moved in front of Lance. They were face to face now, Keith’s violet eyes looking more like a shade the sky would take at sunset than something a natural human would have. Lance was falling, his only salvation was to turn into water and slide away but he couldn’t. Soft lips were suddenly on his, the magic from Keith making him whine as his back arched. Breath ghosted his ear before a welcomed voice spoke.
“Will you be good for us, Lance? Keith and I would very much like to please you.”
Lance couldn’t resist anymore, nodding his head, he gave in.
1: “ Give me a chance. ”
2: “ Not you again.. ”
3: “ Leave me alone. ”
4: “ I don’t love you anymore. ”
5: “ Why do you hate me? ”
6: “ I lost the baby. ”
7: “ I thought you loved me. ”
8: “ I don’t need you anymore. ”
9:“ I can’t believe you! ”
10: “ We cant keep this up forever. ”
11: “ You’re a monster. ”
12: “ I hate you. ”
13: “ Don’t leave me… ”
14: “ You’re a disappointment. ”
15: “ Don’t die on me– Please. ”
16: “ I never meant to hurt you. ”
17: “ Are you upset with me? ”
18: “ I wish i’d never met you. ”
19: “ I’m going to kill you! ”
20: “ Please don’t hurt me like this. ”
21: “ Thanks for nothing. ”
22: “ Dont call this number again. “
23: “ Why did you spare me? ”
24: “ You need to leave. ”
25: “ I’m sick. ”
26: “ I’m dying. ”
27: “ I wish i’d never met you. ”
28: “ I thought we were family!”
29: “ There was never an us. ”
30: “ So that’s it? It’s over? ”
31: “ I fucked up. ”
32: “ I came to say goodbye. ”
33:“ He’s dead because of you. ”
34: “ I don’t deserve to be loved. ”
35: “ About the baby… Its yours. ”
Love:
36: “ I’m so in love with you. ”
37: “ Dance with me! ”
38: “ Isn’t this amazing? ”
39: “ I wish we could stay like this forever. ”
40: “ Will you marry me? ”
41: “ I’m pregnant. ”
42: “ I need a hug. ”
43: “ You’re special to me. ”
44: “ I’m going to keep you safe. ”
45: “ Do you trust me? ”
46: “ Can I kiss you right now? ”
47: “ You’re cute when you’re angry. ”
48: “ I’ve liked you for awhile now. ”
49: “ Lets have a baby. ”
50: “ We’d make such a cute couple. ”
51: “ I want to take care of you. ”
52: “ Can we cuddle? ”
53: “ It’s lonely here without you. ”
54: “ I can’t stand the thought of loosing you. ”
55: “ Shut up and kiss me already. ”
56: “ Are you flirting with me? ”
57: “ Is that my shirt? ”
58: “ How did we get here? ”
59: “ You own my heart. ”
60: “ You’d be a great dad. ”
61: “ You’d be a great mom. ”
62: “ I want to protect you. ”
63: “ Whats the matter? ”
64: “ You’re so beautiful. ”
65: “ Did you do something different with your hair? ”
66: “ Is that a new perfume? ”
67: “ Stop being so cute. ”
68: “ You’re making me blush! ”
69: “ You’re teasing me again… ”
70: “ This is why I fell in love with you. ”
71: “ You’re the best! ”
72: “ They’re going to love you, don’t worry! ”
73: “ Oh, Are you ticklish? ”
74: “ Of course I remembered! ”
75: “ You’re one hell of a girl. ”
76: “ You’re one hell of a guy. ”
77: “ Are you jealous? ”
78: “ Hold me and never let me go. ”
79: “ Stop hogging all the blankets! ”
80: “ Lets run away together. ”
General:
90: “ Catch me if you can! ”
91: “ I’m fine. ”
92: “ Are you drunk? ”
93: “ Are you high? ”
94: “ We cant go in there… ”
95: “ Give it back! ”
96: “ Well this is just great. ”
97: “ Don’t touch me. ”
98: “ Not sure if you could tell, but I’m not exactly a people person. ”
99: “ This was fun— Lets do it again sometime!”
100: “ I didn’t do it! ”
101: “ I did it… ”
102: “ I don’t remember that! ”
103: “ Well that’s pretty rude of you to say. ”
104: “ Get that thing away from me! ”
105: “ You owe me. ”
106: “ Do you believe in aliens? ”
107: “ Do you believe in ghosts? ”
108: “ Are you hitting on me? ”
109: “ Why are you naked? ”
110: “ You did what?! ”
111: “ You have… Superpowers? ”
112: “ Why are you bleeding? ”
113: “ Where did all these puppies come from?”
114: “ Don’t make me come over there myself! ”
115: “ That wasn’t funny. ”
116: “ This tastes horrible. ”
117: “ This is delicious! ”
118: “ Are you mad at me? ”
119: “ Stop ignoring me… ”
120: “ I love that show too! ”
121: “ Can I borrow that book of yours?”
122: “ Lets blow this joint. ”
123: “ Let me help you with that. ”
124: “ Take that back! ”
125: “ Wanna go see a movie with me? ”
126: “ No way, that’s so lame. ”
127: “ What are you listening to? ”
128: “ I brought you your coffee. ”
129: “ Don’t fuck this up. ”
130: “ Run! ”
131: “ Lets run away together. ”
132: “ I haven’t slept in four days… ”
133: “ Your turn to do the dishes. ”
134: “ Was I really that drunk? ”
135: “ Was I really that stoned? ”
136: “Give me back my phone! ”
137: “ You’re an asshole. ”
138: “ Are you cold? ”
139: “ This place gives me the creeps. ”
140: “ I swear my house is haunted. ”
141: “ Did you hear that? ”
142: “ It’s just your imagination. ”
143: “ Just how stupid do you think I am? ”
144: “ Stop being such a baby. ”
145: “ Go back to bed. ”
146: “ Are you okay? ”
147: “ I can take care of myself just fine.”
148: “ Thanks for helping me back there. ”
149: “ Since when have we ever been friends? ”
150: “ What on earth are you wearing? ”
151: “ I can’t feel my legs! ”
152: “ Stop texting me weird stuff so late at night. ”
153: “ Put me down! ”
154: “ There’s only one bed… ”
155: “ It isn’t what it looks like! Okay.. Maybe it is… ”
156: “ How did I loose it? ”
157: “ I read your diary. ”
158: “ This is awkward. ”
159: “ Didn’t you read the sign? ”
160: “ Do you think you can teach me that? ”
Below is NSFW prompts.
Please if you’re rebloggling tell your followers if you’re interested or not in taking these sorts of requests.
Sexual:
161: “ Bite me. ”
162: “ Make me. ”
163: “ Fuck me. ”
164: “ Stop teasing me so much… ”
165: “ Do you like it when I touch you like that?”
166: “ Okay.. This is new. ”
167: “ Want to head back to my place and have a little fun? ”
168: “ You’re in trouble now. ”
169: “ What a pretty sight. ”
170: “ Bend over. ”
171: “ On your knees. ”
172: “ The food looks great but.. There’s something much more delicious i’d like to eat right now. ”
173: “ Lay back. ”
174: “ Take off your clothes. ”
175: “ Well, fine; just this once. ”
176: “ I’m waiting. ”
177: “ You’re so beautiful. ”
178:“ As you wish. ”
179: “ First one to make a noise looses.”
180: “ You have no idea what you do to me. ”
181: “ If you’re bored; Wanna have sex? ”
182: “ Ive wanted this for so long. ”
183: “ Car sex looks so much more easier in the movies. ”
184: “ Can I touch you? ”
185: “ Open up. ”
186: “ No strings attached. ”
187: “ Already? Do I really have that much of an effect on you? ”
188: “ Mine. ”
189: “ The nights still young. ”
190: “ We cant do that here! ”
191: “ Behave. ”
192:“ What did you just say? ”
193: “ Good girl. ”
194: “ Good boy. ”
195: “ Come here. ”
@monstertronexchange ‘s illustration for @kya-writes-fiction 💜💜 all the prompts were great but I’m a sucker for horny boys uwu I really hope you like it!!!
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuu, I love it. I am speechless!! Like how, why? Youre so beautiful and so is your art and just, I am at a loss for words! Thank you so much!
-voltron is queerbaiting if you constantly use a popular gay couple to promote and constantly promise in interviews lgbt rep for two years
-one season is not enough time to develop a good gay relationship when two other het ships involving those specific characters have already been HEAVILY hinted at
-shiro and adam were a couple that lauren said “could’ve lived together for the rest of their lives”
-adam was used as false representation who was never even confirmed as gay in the actual show and died within two minutes and got less screentime than a het minor character couple, and also got less screentime than a motherfucking cow
-it doesn’t count as lgbt rep if it’s never confirmed in canon and also the other part of the relationship dies and we don’t even get a full minute of mourning unlike other het relationships that span entire episodes
-the showrunners constantly talked about adashi being the penultimate relationship of the season despite nothing happening, so while shiro doesn’t need to be in a relationship to be a validated gay man, killing off his SO without him getting closure and not even letting him mourn or talk about his romantic feelings regarding adam in the show is an insult to lgbt rep
-acxa showed up for five fucking minutes the entire show and their entire romance was rushed and forced if it happened in ONE season out of seven, and allurance was rushed if it happened the season immediately following another relationship in allura’s life and lance chased her for seven seasons despite her continually rejecting his advances and never showing any signs of reciprocation. you legit cannot undo seven whole seasons of an established platonic dynamic with two episodes of flirting. also they didn’t even acknowledge their feelings for each other they just moved to the “blushing” stage like what
-they’re characters fans still invested in for the things that lm and js promised but never delivered upon and fans have a right to be upset about false promises like fans have a right to be angry. they’re obliged to their own (validated) opinions based on two years of false promises
-lance having a crush on allura since s1 only implies the whole “if you don’t give up the girl will love you back” message which is NOT a good message for a kid’s show and a relationship has to be two sided to work, which it has not been for the past seven seasons
-most of the fans who are upset are lgbt and poc and they’re upset specifically because the characters they felt represented them turned out to be underrepresented or not represented at all despite two years of interviews implying otherwise
tl;dr your opinions about this show are yours and i respect that, but by god don’t respect the perfectly real feelings of poc lgbt fans who invested in this show for its premise and the false promises the showrunners made. fans do not have to explain their anger.