Slaughtered Lamb

20's, DID, BPD love freak whose losing their fucking mind all the time

[bpdbeehive]

I'm somehow not enough and too much at the same time

[felos-de-se]

I wish the reason I'm shaking was that I'm happy

[lambcovencries]

Me earlier sobbing on the floor several times throughout the fucking day. Damn.

-🌯

[xxwhiteswan]

You know you hurt me, right?

[lambcovencries]

I know they're not even aware but I wish I could show how my heart obsessively bleeds and yearns for them and how their knives are penetrated so deep...

-🌯

[zaxn-deactivated20260327]

I guess I must have always been a jealous person somewhere underneath all these hard layers. Seeing how some people who love so obsessively and possessive try giving the world to the one they love. I hate seeing how they're faces turn sad and try to act like their heart isn't shattering. Envious of how the other said yes to dating such a person who was ready to leave everything behind for them. Just to be in the one sided relationship which they didn't really care about. Hated seeing how they mocked or laughed at them. Maybe giving someone hope was a fatal blow too.

[lambcovencries]

I fear that may be me for every relationship for the past 6 yrs dude.

-🌯

[obsessedtillidie]

It’s incredible how badly you made me feel. So bad that I always feel inferior and annoying, like I shouldn’t even exist. So bad that my days are just black and white right now. You took the colors from my eyes and stole my happiness.

[brokendollydreams]

I fucking hate you, you know?

I hate you couldn’t accept me

And now I’m alone and somehow more messed up than before

I hate you left me such a mess yet sometimes I still want you back

[lambcovencries]

I am so worried this is where it's going... I can't go through this shit again...

-🌯

[pavlovspet]

Why don’t you love me ? Haven’t I been enough ?

[lambcovencries]

The way you clear my mind but destroy it so easily. I'm never going to be enough. I will never be the one for anyone and the one who is mine doesn't love me. Not like he did.

...

God I wish he would love me again

-🌯

[lambcovencries]

Would you even choose me over someone else better. Am I not the one? How long until you find someone better and leave... How much longer until you no longer love me. Until I'm nothing to you and you hate me with your whole soul.

-🌯

[pavlovspet]

Why don’t you love me , why am I not enough . Why am I never enough . Haven’t I been perfect , perfect for you ? Why can’t you just love me ?

[lambcovencries]

I am doing everything I can and it won't ever be enough for you... Huh? -🕶

[suffocatingpresence]

No one was ever as soft, as kind, as wonderful, to me as you. You are the only thing, everything, I need. To be without you would kill me, like a flower wilts without sun.

[flesh2flower-deactivated2026052]

even if you spent your life with someone else, i could never take another lover. i could never love someone else. that’s the price i’ll pay for loving you.

[h0sp1t4l-ch4n-deactivated202603]

Don't tell me you love me.

No you don't.

No one does.

You're all fucking liars.

None of you care.

You're all fake.

I hate you.

[pavlovspet]

I wish I could stop being conscious every second you’re not interacting with me .

[imnobady-too-deactivated2026041]

Sometimes I wish I wasn't that difficult to handle. I wanted to be someone easier to love.