not an 1d blog x

local pessimist.

[didhewinkback]

one direction will always be so so so bittersweet to me like they were such a foundation of my teenage years while at the same time those boys were spending most of their days trapped in hotel rooms or waking up at 2 am to record an album and non stop touring and working so much more than anyone let alone a bunch of teenage boys should work and its always been hard to reconcile those two realities especially on a day like today because god when they were good together, they were so good together.

and i just don't think anything like them will ever happen again. 5 boys from basically working class backgrounds thrust into a level of fame the height of which hadn't been seen for decades, all of them becoming the breadwinners of their families before the age of 18. the immense pressure but also the amount of fun they were. the tragedy and joy of it all intertwined. really impossible to put into words

[aliensingucci]

it's crazy to think that memories you've had for years will just never look or feel the same again. all those memories from 2012 when i first got into 1D, all the concerts, all the songs and the first time hearing those songs, the first time watching music videos, the posts and memes here on tumblr... like none of it will ever feel the same. it'll always be tinged by loss and a degree of emptiness from here on out.

[larents]

[stuckinapril]

changing as a person is really nice, but it’s also really fucking sad in a way. it’s not just the fact that your fashion sense changes or your favorite color is different or your music taste is no longer the same. you have to outgrow a lot of people too, and that can be so gut-wrenching—especially when they’re the same, and you’re the one who’s too different. i wish you & i had the same chemistry. i wish we enjoy the same things the way we used to. but i’m not the person i was when we first met, and i don’t know if this is working anymore. and i just have to be okay with that

[thestateonmtv]

I literally cannot go online anymore and read about the fall of women’s rights alongside the amber heard character assassination that has somehow been inescapable for months. Both of these events happening at the exact same time is like too on the nose. like i get it ok. i get society hates women. I GET IT.

[fridgebride]

you can have pictures but it’s not enough you can have corroborating witnesses but it isn’t enough you can have texts where he fantasizes about murdering and raping you but it isn’t enough you can have him admitting he was controlling and angry and violent but it isn’t enough. this is going to get people killed

[deerchasingheadlights]

every day i log onto the world and it is covid olivia rodrigo slay tiktok euphoria phoebe bridgers femcel yas timothee chalamet not the serve u think it is gaslight cancelled my year of rest and relaxation blah blah blah . i am sitting hands and knees begging for someone to bomb the internet I cant do this anymore it has fried every girl I knows brains everyone is the same person and it is hell

[tariqah]

Who’s Eid. Your gf?

Who’s Eid…….

[tariqah]

Eid Mubarak…

[softestaura]

[joshpeck]

still being active on tumblr is camp

[sheepstiel]

got tested for the sleepytired and it came back positive

[pupdotcom]

your honor, in my defense: who cares like omfggggggggg who cares???????????? like. come On

[antiloquist]

“if I had to see this, so do you,” is the truest form of love between friends

[heateron]

i think internet should shut down for a month i think that would be good for everyone

[kabaks]

there’s something very weird on this website (and other social media platforms) where people think they can solve geopolitical problems by posting

[kabaks]

the more notes this gets the more people seem to think that i’m suggesting people stay ignorant about the war in ukraine. what i’m actually suggesting is 1) following legitimate news sources and journalists will serve you much better than reading/spreading what are likely inaccurate tumblr posts 2) you can’t actually do anything on here to make this situation better 3) you aren’t expected to or obligated to “raise awareness”—not the least bc this isn’t something that can be fixed with awareness. trust me people are plenty aware already if they have even glanced at a newspaper in the last week and if they haven’t they really should not be getting their news on here

[thruportals]

self-care

[10000001]

there’s a mini me in my head running around screaming.