Artwork reposted from @katy_lipscomb ā¢ this morning I woke up, asked myself what day it is as I always seem to do now that my brain is always in an auto immune fog. And I realised that it's Monday and a week from now I will be with your mummy as she has her first sweep to try and bring your little brother into the world a little quicker. Then I fell down the infant loss community rabbit hole and realised that it was always parents sharing their stories, but parents cannot be the only people who love lost babies enough to talk about them, parents can't be expected to carry all the grief whilst everyone else locks it away, something I'm very guilty of. But I'm feeling you more and more at the moment, now that our second little cub has almost made it to our world, now that someone says they have spoken to you and you're doing okay, now that I wonder what my life will be like once he is here because I never got to know you anywhere but in my heart. I hope you hear me at night when I talk to you and I hope that one day the wind carries a big howl back to me from you, I hope that one day I see you in the leaves or the flowers or the sunrises that I feel you in, I wish that I was in tune with your world and not mine so I could hold you just once because that's what I want still, more than anything else that I've ever wanted. So little cub, guide your brother into this world and we'll make sure that he knows about the little wolf called Magdalena who we all love. . . . . . #infantloss #babyloss #infantlossaunt #aunt
