Newbie Pagan
Hi! I'm Bee, I am new to paganism. I feel like this has been a long time coming, I have researched and dabbled prior to this but I finally have actually started to dedicate time to my practice.
I worship Circe, Demeter, Persephone and Brigid, but I am still researching. Specifically Circe is very important to me, I feel very connected to her, and have for many years.
I have set up my alter and still growing it, along with my supplies. I am so excited for this phase in my life. I spent so many years critical of the world and closed off from anything that wasn't 'logical' or 'fact-based', which is in hindsight rather silly since I have strong connections and experiences which say the opposite. I just began to go deeper and deeper into the doom scroll cycle, alongside being chronically ill which has shut me out of much of the world. I became bitter and angry, and felt completely out of control.
The last few weeks I have been committing to praying every day, I do other practices alongside this when I feel it is right or for certain events but I'm already having a change of mood. I also deleted most social media apps (mainly tiktok) from my phone in an attempt to reconnect with my reality.
I used to use this blog like a diary and I think I'm going to return to that. I love tumblr and the community here. I will most likely still talk about books and whatnot because that it a lot fo my life at the moment <3
~ Bee
