I am the Mothman

I am a very nerdy and confused person. I hope you enjoy my posts. Feel free to DM me, I'll probably respond quickly since I'm always bored. Profile picture was made by the wonderful @ottiepops!

[lobrac]

Get to know your gnome!

So first of all I stole this post idea from my dear rwrb loving mutual @nerd-party, (Go check out her blog NOW!)

Name: Call me anything you want! Some call me Lob, Lobrac, Lotus, Napoleon, Cassie and much more, so the choice is yours, my friend!

Pronouns: Use any you like. You can't missgender me, but if you try anyway I WILL destroy Venezuela.

Gender: Non-Binary (Still discovering who I actually am)

Sexuality(?): I'm pansexual, though recently I'm speculating I may be ace

Age: 16 at the moment

Birthday: On the 4th of October

Favourite movie: *insert any Ghibli film name*

Favourite book: Alastor; or the ghost of solitude by Percy B. Shelley and The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

Favourite band(s): AJR, System of a Down, Good Kid and Bôa

Favourite song(s): Turning Out pt. III/2085 (AJR), Spiders (SoaD), Wall/Alone With Me/Cicada (GK), Drinking (Bôa)

Nationality: Czech

So that's all for me. I will update the post if anything changes. Please suggest any entries you'd like to see.

[lobrac]

I swear my immune system is great and works wonderfully most of the time. When it comes to resisting the initial infection, my immunity is like a paladin, refusing to back down and defending me with all it has. But once infection does happen and the incubation period begins, that entire stronghold of my lymphocytes just dips instantly. I rarely get ill, but oh dear, when I do, it's the most agonizing and torturous experience ever.

Like right now, for instance, there are random chills running through my body at nearly all times, whenever I make any medium or large scale movements, I feel lightheaded and my head starts spinning, I somehow manage to partly forget how to walk, so I just kinda limp and stumble and last but not least everything, and I mean everything, is insanely uncomfortable while I'm conscious.

Fuck my stupid chungus life

[lobrac]

My head feels like it has oldschool anime afterimages again, so tomorrow my whole body will be in a state of deep delirium. My life, gotta love it.

[lobrac]

Gotta be my favourite spot in all of Prague. Stromovka in its entirety is beautiful, but near Letná, that beauty just shows even more. Isn't this just such a lovely and peaceful grove? Yet it's in the middle of a bustling city.

[lobrac]

Oh and if you're in the area, feel free to message me and join me here!

Pokud jste v okolí Letné, klidně mi napište a můžete se ke mně připojit!

[lobrac]

Gotta be my favourite spot in all of Prague. Stromovka in its entirety is beautiful, but near Letná, that beauty just shows even more. Isn't this just such a lovely and peaceful grove? Yet it's in the middle of a bustling city.

[lobrac]

God I need to be put down. My head is running in endless circles. I fucking hate these occasional states of insomnia

[lobrac]

Stars shining bright above you, night breezes seem to whisper "I love you". Birds singing in the sycamore tree, dream a little dream of me. Say "Nighty-night" and kiss me, just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me. While I'm alone and blue as can be, dream a little dream of me.

[maggots-in-a-microwave]

Breaking the "trans man with a ukulele" stereotype with my banjo

[voj231ku]

I think I'm slipping into the music maker trans girl a bit (I downloaded some music maker software and it seems cool :3)

[myblo0dispurple]

Making a brand new stereotypical for nonbinary people. We eat pianos

[lobrac]

Okay rude. I just want to get crushed by a piano. Eating one would make me gain so much weight

[r0sypeach]

tagged by @bloodstaineddeer <333

name 5 songs currently on repeat

- buffalo 66 / nessa barrett

- rude! / hearts2hearts

- doomed / bring me the horizon

- fireflies / zendaya

- cute / alex sloane

(honorary mention - redred / cortis)

tagging: @babyydolllyy @thedoll333 @murderbabyx @overdosesister @digitalvampyr @kjttn @cvntybnny

[babyydolllyy]

thank you for the tag @r0sypeach!! 🤍

5 songs currently on repeat

♡ once upon a dream - lana del rey

♡ dracula - tame impala, jennie

♡ lady killers II - g-eazy

♡ lily - alan walker, emelie hollow, K-391

♡ les - childish gambino

tagging: @bunbun @angelletter @sixxkbr00in @ztellaw @g0reb1tchxx @m6lancholiaa @aangclgirl @sullengun

[crying-b1tchxx]

Ty for the tag! @babyydolllyy

5 songs currently on repeat

lithium - evancescence

stupid girl - boy fantasy

ТАНЦЕВАТЬ (slowed version) - ДЕТИ

тело - DJ ZUP RAlii

Pink flame (slowed version) - nuvfr

tags: @delicatefawn-222 @paranoiddollie @fallenangelparts @ghostykie @serafxnaa @cluttershy @clairdlvnee @dizzydreamer23 @gleno0phobia @hero1nchic21 @ilzzey @lacediariess @nouiema @thepearlsuicides @thr0wnd0wn @unicmagicalkunt @veiledoe @vampurrss + who wants!

[paranoiddollie]

THANK U FOR THE TAGGG

5 songs i have on repeat rn

Paranoid - Type O negative

Tear you apart - She Wants Revenge

Black No. 1 - Type O Negative

Predator - Carnivore

Kiss the ladder - Fleshwater

tags: @salvatore---girl @cruelgirll @sullengun @girlrottinginmyroomallday @psychotropico @siennarayet11 @gillianwelchswife @sparklingsonderingdeer @maneaterc @angeljeaned

[angeljeaned]

thank u for the tag @paranoiddollie

5 songs on repeat currently

- ride , lana del rey

- princess , feng

- yard of blonde girls , jeff buckley

- apple , charli xcx

- music and me , fakemink

tags: @l3xyisfatal @aporiavirus @sullengun @sweetpeaqueen12 @worstangelalive @1rottengirl @angelllove333 @vanillepey @ziggysbolterxx @sparklingsonderingdeer @gillianwelchswife @salvatore---girl

[l3xyisfatal]

ahhh thank you to my beautiful, lovey dovey bbg @angeljeaned for the tag!!!

5 songs on repeat currently

- malas decisiones, kenia os

- been like this, doja cat

- let me tell you, yeonjun ft daniela avanzini

- all wound up, she wants revenge

- outro: does it make sense?, bts

tags: @princesita07 @vanillad0llescent @dizzydreamer23 @cinnamonbambi222 @whimsygirl4evr @femmeofcain @lightbleusie @glitterprincess09achieves @phaelusion @kissedbyangles @etheralfawnette @layvaysworld @swimminginsparkles @babybutterflybree @lexith31tg1rl

[lightbleusie]

Thank u for the taggg my darling @l3xyisfatal!!

5 songs on repeat currently

- pretty, JVKE

- sign of the times, harry styles

- earrings, malcolm todd

- made in japan, buck owens and the buckaroos

- human nature, michael jackson

tags: @angelkittiefromheaven @lavenderdiary0 @almoondgirl @rosierosesss @thestudywitch @urladystardust @urfavvitch @imthesumofmyparts @iwantlizziebad @princesita07 @filmedbyharkness @hellsofhearts02 @honeybutterjellytoast @mommyloverrr @sheepandgoatt

[honeybutterjellytoast]

@lightbleusie thank u for tagging me!!!

5 songs on repeat currently

-pocketful of sunshine, natasha bedingfield

-moonlight, kali uchis

-(one of those) crazy girls, paramore

-maneater, nelly furtado

-shake it out, florence+the machine

tags: @applepieandcupcakess @fairyprincessqueen14 @misrable-angel @sunnyfawn7 @fawnloser @cornishpixiedreamgirl

[sunnyfawn7]

thanks @honeybutterjellytoast for tagging me!!

5 songs on repeat currently

-moon song, phoebe bridgers

-too little, too late, laufey

-we hug now-stripped, sydney rose

-mistake, lots of hands

-moon river, frank ocean

tags -> @cinnamonbambi222 @jamfishy @lisaabunny @applepieandcupcakess @cherryontopdotcom @berrysblush @iluvstrawberriessomuch @dolly-lina @sublimestrawberryperfection @livi-loo2

[dolly-lina]

𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 @sunnyfawn7 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘨!

5 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙤𝙣 𝙧𝙚𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙡𝙮:

'𝘛𝘪𝘭 𝘋𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘋𝘰 𝘜𝘴 𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘣𝘺 𝘕𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢 𝘉𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵

𝘗𝘐𝘕𝘚 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘕𝘌𝘌𝘋𝘓𝘌𝘚 𝘣𝘺 𝘕𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢 𝘉𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵

𝘚𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘣𝘺 𝘉𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘢 𝘒𝘢𝘺

𝘗𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘺 𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘙𝘰𝘢𝘯 (𝘱𝘭𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘳𝘯 💔)

𝘍2𝘍 𝘣𝘺 𝘚𝘡𝘈

𝘛𝘢𝘨𝘴: @strawberrydoll67 @angelicbabydoll222 @dolli33 @sugarplumfairy03 @cherrylipsmackers @d0t-p0lka @jenniferslov3r @epiclittlel6dy + 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘫𝘰𝘪𝘯!

[sugarplumfairy03]

Tysm for the tag @dolly-lina <33

Heartbreaker by Mariah Carey

Irreplaceable by Beyonce

Sacrifice by Mariah the Scientist

Pretty Promises by Kali Uchis

Fantasy by Mariah Carey

tags: @epiclittlel6dy @luverdolly @l0v3lyf4wn @mylavanderdream @unicornsp4rklef4iry @rruubbeess @bambidollyy6 @tinybunny-2 @lilacletterss

[lilacletterss]

Tyyy for the tag @sugarplumfairy03 💕🪽

My 5 songs currently on repeat:

The cure by Olivia Rodrigo

Heart-shaped box by Nirvana

Taco truck x VB by Lana Del Rey

The end by the Beatles

Cloud nine by George Harrison

tags 🏷️ : @fairyprincessqueen14 @lanaslove78 @deersareborntodie @4angeltears @pixelth1n @user24709 @angelldolly @gabriarroselle @dalittleladybugginya @sxllengirl @harrisongrl @hauntedemii @babylumie @nonethatlinger @whimsicalsugarbarbie @angelwingssparckelwhore @mvalenkr @myiconislizzygrant @lanadelrey @l0lilie @l0n3ly-4ngel @cokefawn @certified-paul-girl @theedaughterofvenus @floorxoxo @lovldr @unicorntears707 + open!

[user24709]

thanks for the tag @lilacletterss !!!

my 5 songs currently on repeat:

-i choose you by f5ve

-ufo by f5ve

-underground also by f5ve

-echoes by enhypen

-hard times by paramore

no pressure tags!!!: @actually-an-angel @cmmunicate @bvmblbri @fawnamber @t-bird510 @holyspirit6 @pinklipglitter @rosesinmytea @unapologeticpristinelamb

[actually-an-angel-reblogs]

Thank you for tagging me @user24709 These r always fun! Also I <3 hard time too!

My top five songs on repeat rn:

(The top three are SUNG—not made—by The Harvard Din & Tonics)

- Summertime

- Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered

- When She Loved Me

- Sore Throat by Malcom Todd (AAA I LOVE HIM!!)

- Songbird by Kenny G (Five minutes of the smoothest music ever)

@lossatthiena @lonelyswan11 @lobrac @dyididtdoyddts @coffingg

[lobrac]

Thank you Angel for the tag!

Okay my current top 5 songs on repeat are as follows:

Nevidomá Dívka - Karel Kryl

Take - Homestyle Dinner Rolls

For the Departed - Shayfer James

Alone With Me - Good Kid

Ginger Lemonade - Good Kid

So not my usual metal screamerfest, since I've been going through a very, very depressive period lately. Thus it's just sad songs and Take, since a bit of punk/heavy rock is always necessary.

Now, I won't be tagging anyone, but feel free to join in if you see this and find it interesting!

[lobrac]

I GOT T-WORDED I AM SO SORRY ARE YOU ALRIGHT?

Yes yes, it's mostly blown over, don't worry!

[lobrac]

How much I'd give for one more embrace, for a few more minutes to talk one last time, so you could teach me a bit more. Maybe if I wasn't such an idiot I would've actually gone with you and let you show me around your workshop. But I was a dumb kid, and I'd thought you'd be with us forever, and when you went I just cried and cried. You were like a father to me, and I'm sorry to have let you down. For weeks, months, hell, even today I sometimes dream that you're still here, that you still hum those melodies, that you still do your silly projects just to make us smile, that you still read me when I get sick and that you still help me when I need it. You don't know how much I wish that I'd have died instead of you, so that everything would still be like it was back then. I just hope that even though I'm such a useless, pathetic and laughable person, maybe, just maybe you'd still be proud of me, even if just a little. I don't know why I'm saying this as if you could hear me when I know you never will, but I hope that wherever you are, if you can hear me, or just sense what I feel, I just hope you know we miss you, and I hope I can become someone you'd be proud of

[man-offical]

TAG GAME OF MAN!!! TAG YOUR FRIENDS OK??

answer my questions. ok?

1. What the thing you last consumed?

2. When did you go to sleep last night?

3. When you wake up this morning? Hmm?

4. Do you ever shut up?

5. Do you still sleep with stuffed animals?

6. What is your favourite gender? not your gender. your favourite.

7. What is your least favourite colour?

@incognitostunner @woman-offical @stagefrightbaxter @callofwinter @holymolyitssam @tagging-officals-offical @archangel-gabriel-offical @eric-cartman-offical and open tags. ok? answer my questions. DO IT.

[themonthguy]

1. A nice apple

2. Crashed at 21:30, but i woke up multiple times during the night

3. 4:10 am and i started doing homework

4. NO

5. ofc i do i have one big teddy, then one small teddy, then my first plushie ever which should be a dragon but looks more like a donkey so we called it "ciucciodrago" (ciuccio is dialect for asino which is donkey) then an autism creature i made, two kitties i made, harethur Lester which i also made and then a hermit crab my mother gifted to me

6. genderfluid and agender you guys rock

7. purple which is ironic since my fav is yellow

Open tagsss

[izzynstuffz]

hello i think we chill so i shall reblog..

salami and cracker

11:30? i think?

probably 6:30…

yes… when i am sleepy ….

yuh huh!! i have a big mushroom plushie and an amorphous batman blob that i cuddle

women (basic (im a dyke)) but also! genderqueer!

probablly neon orange….. but i like most colors!

TAGS @clownfish-casino @misty-zzz @choppedliver12 @bellefromhelle (i miss you bro) @cecilsrandomeverything @doveofthejay boom!!!!

[clownfish-casino]

Hellooooo

granola bar 🥰

I DON'T KNOW maybe like... 12:45-1:00... I was tired

ooughh like. 9:00 (eight full hours of sleep !!!!! this is so rare for me)

YES ::(

YEAH I have three on my bed rn 🥰 duck (matching with my best friend), corgi Thing (qlsooo from her) and this freaky long cat thing from my other friend, her name is Debby

dunnoo if they have specific names for specific sets of neopronouns but ? neopromouns usersss ooo... I rememeber seeing big long comprehensive lists of neopronouns and thinking they were so epic

y'know the color of those butter or snot flavored jellybeans. ickkyy color and icky candy I do not like

@hauntieannes @entity-system @howardisawkwardlyexisting @jadealaide anndd anyone else I am not great at remebering usernames

[howardisawkwardlyexisting]

Small bag of Famous Amos cookies

Not a DAMN clue

Probably an hour go or less

Sometimes but most of the time absolutely not.

Well there’s: Willoughby the Buffalo, Mimikyu, A white cat with pink wings that @featured-the-creature gave me, a plush dog that looks like and is named after my childhood dog: Stryker, Luffy and two Laboons (one big and one small) that mom crocheted, and a couple of others I can’t remember rn

I quite enjoy the people who looked at gender and said: “No thanks” like Agender, Nonbinary, Voidgender, etc.

Uhhhhh I’m not sure I actually quite like most colours… But if I had to pick then like the colour of cat puke, yk? That dull greenish-yellowish shit.

@thetravelingfrogwizard, @featured-the-creature, @ramdomassaccountname, @blinddetective, @churchedcannibal, @urfriendlyneighborhoodbiderman + the ones who scroll now past this post (open tags)

[thetravelingfrogwizard]

1. A creamsicle i believe

2. Around 1:09 am

3. First 4:23, then around 9-10:00

4. Yes a lot actually

5. Yes! Usually a frog i named Muriel :3

6. Good question i have no idea

7. Anything neon that does NOT need to be neon

@ilikegarlicbread1673 @robination @akirazb @theindescribable1 @ryderthequeerious @queerbookbitch and anyone else :D

[queerbookbitch]

ice cream!

2. like 11:00

3. 8:45

4. no, not particularly

5. yes, obviously. I sleep with a dinosaur also named muriel

6. people with xenogenders are cool. though being agender is also a vibe

7. beige

open tags

[glassesghosties]

last ate french toast

went to sleep at 3:30 am

woke up at 9:30am

it varies

yes many

honestly cloudgender and colourgender. But the thing is im genderfluid so sometimes those are mine. There are no genders that are not occasionally mine.

orange. I quite emphatically dislike orange

@myphycopharmacologist @ink-stained-ambition @hyyl18 + open tags!

[ink-stained-ambition]

A Mexican pizza from taco bell…don’t judge me, I’m broke.

went to sleep at 2:00 am.

woke up at 12:00 (again, don’t judge m…

Yeah, decently often, actually.

Yeah, I still have most of my childhood stuffed animals.

Um? Is this something I’m supposed to know? Is this something people think about? Do people have a favorite gender that isn’t their own? Huh… well, I like being a woman (y’know, apart from the oppression and misogyny) and generally think women are pretty cool. And nonbinary and agender seem pretty cool. I’m pretty androgynous myself so I can vibe with people who looked at gender and said ‘nah’ (of course nb and agender people can look very binary, but I just mean I vibe with that aspect of it).

I really tend to dislike blue. But it’s, like, everyone I know’s favorite color. I don’t care for it. I think it’s mediocre.

@foresttenrec @obsessivebookwormalert

[obsessivebookwormalert]

thsnks for the tag <3

Lemongrass cooler with chia seeds (my loveeeee) (no I'm not fancy I'm at my grandparents place and they have some lemongrass growing in the balcony)

Uhmmmmmmmmmm. Well not /that/ late maybe 1230??? I dunno i didnt check latest 1

Ehh again not sure before 9 tho (just a bit, maybe 830)

I don't speak at all :P

Not really (using pillows like stuffed animals doesn't count right)

No particular opinion i dunno anyone who's enby or fluid or agender etc. irl and both the guys and girls at my school are assholes so eh

Tough I dunno maybe like /that/ really annoying shade of pink??

Open

[makeitfast9052]

hhhhh ok

some rice with tamarind... juice? idk what you call it in angrish but its sour

past 11 pm (dw i napped for a good few hours before nighttime)

around 5:45 am methinks

hell no °v°

no but i still have my favorite teddy and i like them ^-^

easily non-binary. plus anyone who uses xenopronouns or similar. shout out to y'all keep up the good work /gen /vpos

uhhh idk what prev said ig fuschia or whatever that obnoxious shade of pink is

@asmollestgremlin @thecrisisnight @1m1nt00m4nyf4nd0msl0l @lightsabersandbluecookies @starrbatz @confusedfroggirl @i-could-do-stuff2 @justb0tsent1ent @armiaochima @catastrophiccblues @thedogbard @the-one-and-only-piper-offical @inthehousethatalwaysrains @obsess-over-ink-on-dead-trees + open tags

[i-could-do-stuff2]

1. What the thing you last consumed?

2. When did you go to sleep last night?

3. When you wake up this morning? Hmm?

4. Do you ever shut up?

5. Do you still sleep with stuffed animals?

6. What is your favourite gender? not your gender. your favourite.

7. What is your least favourite colour?'

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1. Sandwich, 10 secs ago

2. 23:30 (11:30 pm)

3. 6:30 am

4. Yes but not willingly

5.YESSS I love my stuffiess

6. umm either genderfluid or genderflux

7. Well it's more of a shade, so I really dislike like a specific shade of green

npt: @wallyblack1925-offical @coneheadobviously @harrrrrittebighare @wesperssecretchild @chasetheinsomniac @namehoardingcreature @lightsabersandbluecookies @krow-offical @cool-comics-offical @frankierosfoottattoos @golden-corral-offical @hamilltonaddict @poseyismycat @hunger-offical @the-aricher @printer-reads-505 @justt-gia @moonlight-lunna @do-not-u-dare

[frankierosfoottattoos]

Oooh

1. Brownie

2. Somewhere between 12am and 12:30am

3. 8:30am

4. Sometimes

5. Yes! I still sleep with my teddy Ted

6. I love them all

7. Orange. Specifically extremely bright orange.

@printer-reads-505 @around-the-venom @vanished159 +open tags

[vanished159]

tysm for the tag!!!!!

I just ate a strawberry pancake

I think around 1:30 am

9:00 am

I usually don’t talk much so yeah

Absolutely, I have about four on my bed

All of them <3

Dark orange or dark yellow

no pressure tags: @byleriskillingme @halflitpages @dramatic1nlyf @phantomfandoms491 @gracious-midnight @sam-the-man47 @makoiloi @imogen5676 @ieatstarsanddirt + open tags!!!!!

[halflitpages]

thanks for the tag <3

a cheese quesadilla for lunch

oh god, like 3:45 a.m?

9:30ish

i’m a pretty quiet person so yes actually

i have my djungleskog on my bed right now

all of them 💕

like dark brown-yellow? ugh, that’s the only one.

🏷️: @flickergatechild @r5kittykat @zombiegrains + open tags because i’m too lazy to do this right now

[funkopop547]

1. a coke, one minute ago

2. I think 2 am?

3. 11 am

4. no. NEVER

5. yeah cause sometimes I need this stupid human sized dog (my real dog abandoned me)

6. (I’m straight btw) I think women, I mean a lot of men are just idiots

7. that’s hard… prob green? Idk bro

@bylerbean @bylerthewise @flickergatedaughter @galacticinquisitorpsion @heyimcelery @ilovebylerandstonathan @iloverobinbyckley @lilyalwaysweet @lunareclipse2727 @mj-rulesdaw0rld @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @michaelqueerlerslipstares @mikewheelerisaqueerler @missesfloridaa @nicointhecloset @newdreamlove21 @pewe7777 @picklemebyler @rubyrider6000 @ronancepilled @riseandfallofamidwestbyler @sourcarmellia @sootstar22 @stargazingthemoooon @wiwbylers @whylee-wheeler @yoursleepdemon @youfoundheavenn Bro.. I tag to many people

[lunareclipse2727]

popcorn

2.30 am

6 am

all the time (I barely speak soo)

no

women (need I explain? women are majestic)

blue

@user24709 @divinity-in-motion @jadesessence and open tags

[user24709]

1. a cold glass of milk

2. 1:30 am

3. 11:30 (no school🥳)

4. yes but only when i’m around people i don’t know that well

5. women are my favourite

6. i don’t think i have a least favourite colour 🥲

npt: @actually-an-angel @cmmunicate @dearkatie21 @holyspirit6 @lavenderdiary0 @wrensvoices + open tags

[actually-an-angel-reblogs]

1. Weetabix [have you had your Weetabix?]

2. 4:50 am

3. 10:00 ish.

4. Yeah because the more I talk; the less sense I make (idk if I used that semi colon correctly)

5. No, I find them annoying because I like my space.

6. I don’t really have a favourite. Everyone’s capable of being a bitch. And of being an angel.

7. Probably the yellow that looks a little green. Any time I punch someone for a yellow car they say it’s green. Annoying.

@lossatthiena @lonelyswan11 @lobrac @al1voidz @unicorniogotico @unicorniogotico @m3chanic4l-br1de

Also thank you @user24709 for these tag games! They’re always so much fun!

[lobrac]

Rice

I don't know

Again, I do not recall

Mostly no

They surround me, however, I don't cuddle them or anything

I like them all equally

Yellow; most shades of yellow I harbour a major disdain towards, but some of them I do like.

My brain is too fried at the moment to tag anyone, but thank you Angel for the nomination!

[lobrac]

This world is endlessly enriched by your presence 💜

Is the ocean enhanced by the existence of a single sardine? Does a nettle bring beauty to a forest full of others just like it, let alone the trees that tower above them? Does a grain of sand bring the haunting atmosphere to a dune? Does a snowflake melting ruin a snow crested mountain?

[lobrac]

My last breath will be a sigh of relief, knowing I won't plague the world with my presence any longer

[lobrac]

I hate this vessel of flesh. Why must I be consumed by thoughts? I think so much, yet I live so little. And on top of that, I have nobody to pull me out of these endless, spun out thoughts that inevitably turn suicidal. Poe had Virginia, even if not for long. But neither the angels in heaven above, and neither the demons down under the sea, can ever dissever my soul from the soul of the beautiful Annabelle Lee, for she does not exist. And at this point? She might never. They might never. Just someone who'd love me, or at least pretend to love me. Even though I am undeserving, I still yearn for it, as if I didn't know that like all the others, this cry, too, shall go unheard and unanswered. Of the wails, wishes and prayers, none bore fruit, and so I toil. I toil to toil and to stop my thoughts. Yet the wood is the world and my chisel carves it to my will, juxtaposing with my delusional, puny and worthless existence amongst the rest of mankind.

Is it better to have loved and lost, or to never have loved at all? That I may never know, for the latter is the only option I will ever have.

[lobrac]

To Love and Destiny

To you, for whom my heart yet beats, may your days without reciprocating be plentiful, for there is no fate worse than to be bound to a soul beyond salvation.

Whilst all the songs and books praise love

And all lovers sing their joyful praises

I onlook as Destiny reigns above

Looms and hovers over all my embraces

A silent blessing it bestows upon me

That I may never be loved by another

So I shall be cursing my life lacking glee

And I'll wish to sever my life's golden teather

For we're not destined to be together

Even though we are birds of a feather.

[lobrac]

Is my pathetic nature and clinginess why I'm unlovable? Is it just destiny that my soul may never bond to another, whilst being bonded to?

I hate that I constantly fall in love, and I hate that I'm so volatile that even the smallest thing can set my heart aflutter. At least I have some self-control left. Enough to deny and repress my feelings.

But oh how I want to just hug someone with all my heart and love, to pick someone up into my arms, or for someone to pick me up into theirs, to lay in bed next to someone who I adore and cherish, to hold their hand, just for the sake of it, or maybe even give someone my first kiss.

But alas, I know that will only ever happen in my dreams. Such is the life of a failure. Climbing out of a pit, just to be kicked back to its bottom. And hardest of all, I have to keep climbing, not for my sake, no no. In therapy I finally realized that I don't matter to myself one bit. If I was the only thing in the universe, I wouldn't struggle to kill myself. But as long as there's something alive, I will protect it and do my best to bring it joy. Life gave me suffering, and I will keep it so it spreads as little as possible.

Speaking of therapy, I also found out that I have this irrational, ideal situation in which I'd want to live. An existence where nobody cares about me and I can care about everyone. So I can boost everyone higher, whilst not weighing them down with my own issues. The manifestation of one of my fundamental principles - altruism.

But now my heart aches and the void in my stomach still pulses, as empty as ever.