I'm Ash, I am 21 year old. Disabled and queer. Chronically online and ill.
🎶🎵 I've got the best of both words 🎵 🎶
Auto-diag is valid by the way, there's enough information to diagonise yourself with some stuff, and you are the only expert on your life. Ask for help if you need it though
Some people need to chill.
I have two side blogs : @onesburyinghole (vent), @lonelygirlypop (motorsport) (and maybe a secret third one...)
DMs open and asks too, for anything.
I'm also open to chat on Signal with the username: Ashalone.69
This blog is primarily to have a space to express myself on subjects i like. More details under the cut.
I enjoy most humanitarians subjects, like psychology, sociology, history, philosophy, politics (because for anarchy i need to know about it urgh). I'm anticapitalist, i do enjoy some stuff produced by it tho (i mean look in which platform i am), antigovernment (authorities and stuff ew). I am for communities and for helping thy neighnoor, at least i'm trying. This passion for these subjects come from my experience as a queer, disabled, and kid of immigrants and colonisers.
I will tell you one time if i see you don't respect my boundaries, you will be blocked.
Anyways, I also love some stuff and here some of them if you want to know:
Epic the musical
Witch Hat Atelier
Heated Rivalry
The Pitt
I don't want to be a magical girl
Formula 1
Rise of the guardians
Gravity falls
Amphibia
The owl House
Hazbin hotel
Helluva boss
MCU and DCU
Teen Wolf
Five Nights at Freddy's
Arcane
Ao3 (AshAlone)
Fandoms in general
Percy Jackson
Hunger Games
How to train your dragon
9-1-1
Winx
Winnie the Pooh
The Music Freaks
This list is inconclusive and doesn't really have an order.
the thing is I am pro-rpf on principle, but I do think you should keep it away from the actual people you're shipping. but it is NOT out of concern for their comfort (insert pete wentz bank account post), it's for the same reason that like animal behaviorists and field biologists and such try to stay out of view when they're observing animals in the wild. don't tip them off it's gonna to skew the results of my study.
the thing is I am pro-rpf on principle, but I do think you should keep it away from the actual people you're shipping. but it is NOT out of concern for their comfort (insert pete wentz bank account post), it's for the same reason that like animal behaviorists and field biologists and such try to stay out of view when they're observing animals in the wild. don't tip them off it's gonna to skew the results of my study.
The really unfortunate thing about mental health progress is that sometimes you realize you've made it in the form of "wow, I haven't felt this bad in a fucking while"
On the one hand it's a bit of a pick me up in a dark place to know that this will pass because it has passed before on the other hand sometimes it isn't entirely a pleasant thought to go "wow, I used to feel like this all the time. That was pretty fucking bad. It's pretty bad right now too also."
A moment of silence for Gooseworx and the harassment she as a trans woman has received for out of context jokes from seven years ago that she's already apologised and made statements for several times. The second she came back from being harassed off every social media ever, the transphobes came oozing out of the woodwork to do it again.
Oh, and another moment of silence for people hating on the ending of TADC because it focused on one of the two main characters and had a plot hole that is easily filled in if you know what a computer recycling bin is.
why is it that ppl hear "fetish" and immediately think "devoid of morals" like ur genuinely not making sense. ppl dont actually become inhuman and beast-like when theyre turned on, thats something we are told bc it aligns with christian patriarcal values, u know that right? desire isnt actually bad. it doesnt make you evil, or incapable of having/respecting boundaries
i got a response to this abt how men get horny and "lose their minds" and "causes" them to behave vile. i rlly rlly neeeeed ppl to understand that men behaving inappropriately when turned on is something they are *choosing* to do, and when you equate that to human nature you are enabling them and diminishing the seriousness of that choice