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𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟… 𝐀𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐥𝐲. 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠… 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞.

HYUNA. (현아)

Face it head-on Raise your glasses (whoa~)

⟢ 7teen. gender identity? dont know her. bisexual. she / her / it / him (in order of preference). neu or fem terms. kin blog (NOT RP. DO NOT TREAT IT AS SUCH.). sideblog ; main undisclosed until i feel comfortable with sharing. ESTP. ⟢ ADHD ; GAD ; Depression ; HPD + more. nicknames are fine :). doubles interact with caution. the following sourcemates, interact with caution: hyunwoo. everyone else, especially luka or mizi, I'd love to see ;).

Hey, let’s drink it I don’t wanna go back

⟢ favorites: my guitar ; drawing ; writing ; listening to music ; soda ; talking. I love, love, love talking. ⟢ other: i sometimes identify as undead (not often), I have very blurry memories, but the emotions attached to them and the people in it - I feel those very strongly, my memories are sometimes divergent from canon (but also sometimes align with canon), i refuse to tolerate any hate, no matter the character, but especially any of the following: luka, mizi, hyunwoo and isaac.

kinfirmed after my most recent rewatch...ahhhh....weige fucking murdered me.

Everybody listen Get up, don't fall down

⟢ the basic dni ; i block freely, it's nothin' personal - just for my own comfort! Live and let live, babe. ⟢ please do not, and i mean DO NOT treat me as a character. I am a person with my own feelings and personality, and it will not always align with the way you or anyone else interprets me. realising now this post is long as balls but do i care? nahhhhhh

Sing this song louder You and I We can become one sound

SIGNING OFF, HYUNA <3.

all credits for graphics go to their original posters! none of these are mine.

heyaritou

It screamed actor au so I had to do it✌️ (x)

till-the-end-again

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋, 𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐇 -- 𝓜𝗬 𝓢𝗢𝗨𝗟.

𝘛𝘐𝘓𝘓. (틸)

I stop , clutching my throat, whispering "It's fine" as I move on.

⟢ 7teen. gender identity? dont know her. bisexual. he / they / muse / him (in order of preference). neu or masc terms. kin blog (NOT RP. DO NOT TREAT IT AS SUCH.). sideblog ; main undisclosed until i feel comfortable with sharing. ESTP. ⟢ ADHD ; GAD ; Depression ; HPD + more. nicknames are fine :). doubles interact with caution. my hyuna kinblog: @lovenrebel

⟢ favorites: my guitar ; drawing ; writing ; listening to music ; soda ; talking. I love, love, love talking. ⟢ other: i sometimes identify as undead (not often), I have very blurry memories, but the emotions attached to them and the people in it - I feel those very strongly, my memories are sometimes divergent from canon (but also sometimes align with canon), i refuse to tolerate any hate, no matter the character, but especially any of the following: ivan, mizi or luka.

The blade you gave me that day caught fire in the light At my feet , fresh grass rises , I breathe the air you left behind

⟢ the basic dni ; i block freely, it's nothin' personal - just for my own comfort! Live and let live. ⟢ please do not, and i mean DO NOT treat me as a character. I am a person with my own feelings and personality, and it will not always align with the way you or anyone else interprets me. none of the graphics except the header of this blog belong to me.

maudlingoblin

the timeless mantra of long-distance friendships:

iri-desky

I'm going to hell for this one actually

Things I remember about the kids from the end of Karma!

- JIN (Myself [Hyuna] + Till) (sidenote this is so funny because I JUUUST kinfirmed Till so this is just. Me and Me)

This kid was a VIBBBEEE bro. He was so funny, always chipper, and once we rescued all of them, he was always stuck to my side doing whatever I was. Him and Till got along pretty well too, but he was always teasing Till </3 especially about his hair. Very close to Ryui and Hyun. He loved to dance.

- HANEUL - [Sua + Till ]

Unnerving is what I would say. She always reminded me a lot of Luka when he was younger, but she had a hidden temper too. I think she had asthma? Her voice was very quiet but very calming. Don't remember much else.

- RYUI - [Ivan + Mizi]

Selectively mute. Genderfluid Icon, though I think he almost always presented masc iirc? Played the guitar so well. Him and Haneul were good friends, but his best friend was Yunoo. I think the word that suits him the most is 'locked in'. Behavioral wise, much more like Ivan but his smile always reminded me of Mizi's. Unexpectedly, Till and him weren't as close as I expected them to be.

- HYUN - (Myself [Hyuna] + Luka)

We didn't get along well. He clearly cared a lot for Haneul and Jin, though. Ryui and him had like a frenemies thing going on maybe? I couldn't handle seeing him around for a long time, especially while I was in recovery after getting shot. Maybe that's why we were always so distant. He reminded me of Hyunwoo. Not me, not Luka. Hyunwoo. It made me sick sometimes, to see him.

- YUNOO - (Sua + Luka)

They died during the rescue. Ryui was crushed (as expected), especially because they died right in front of him. I don't know what their relationship was but I'd never seen Ryui so angry and sad. He kept the shirt which got all of their blood on it. It was creepy, but at the same time..I get it. Don't know much about them outside of what the kids told me.

#alnst hyuna #hyuna alnst #alnst luka #fictkin #hyuna kin #fictionfolk #fictionkin #fictionkin community #alien stage #alien stage hyuna #kinmems #alnst new gen

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hyuna and luka both exhibit some androgyny, which is especially interesting as they are the m/f couple of the series. you'd normally expect them to more rigorously follow gender roles than the m/m and f/f pairs, but mizisua and ivantill are almost exclusively feminine and masculine respectively. alnst subverts this expectation, though not without still commenting on the power dynamic inherent to heterosexual relationships.

note: they are specifically not gnc. they still conform. both of them are within acceptable range of presentation for their gender. I would argue no characters are gnc since they do not have the autonomy for it.

besides the obvious visuals, their androgyny is defined by:

luka's infantilisation. he is the 'prince' of the stage, emasculated, and his image is crafted to look powerless to segyein yet lording over other humans. he is feminine, in the way femininity is equated to weakness. he is passive, seemingly fragile, and a tool to his father's ends.

hyuna's forced maturity. she is described as an "old man" character for her capacity to be cold and serious when it comes down to it. she must be masculine, in the way masculinity is strength and power. without anyone else to stand for her, she has to stand for herself, then others as well. it is her independence, to her detriment.

this is also reflected in their segyein guardians. phan is the absent father archetype, despite (possibly) being female, and heperu's vicarious abuse is most reminiscent of how mothers can become enmeshed with their children. these are typical roles due to gender stereotyping: men as emotionless and women as emotional.

all this does not mean that luka (or even hyuna) does not express misogyny. luka clearly does, especially over hyuna, and there is a conversation to be had about how hyuna treats mizi. there is still a power imbalance between genders that can't be resolved easily, and alnst does not shy away from showcasing it within hyuluka's relationship.

as alluded to, this gender presentation mainly comments on maturity surrounding oppressive standards of masculinity and femininity. it highlights hierarchies of power: power/powerless is mature/immature, adult/child, man/girl. it is no coincidence that luka's presentation is forced onto him (femininity as oppression) and hyuna's presentation is a demonstration of her autonomy (masculinity as liberation).

within themselves, hyuluka demonstrate a capacity for both the masculine and feminine, following their main theme of weakness. despite a powerful exterior, neither of them are truly fully in control, their one weakness defined by one another.

lovenrebel

Sometimes being strong is trying to complete your homework while your brother keeps going "NOOOOOOOONAAAAAA I WANT TO WATCH YOUUUUTUBEEEEE" and "Rizzler of my Gyatt, Rizzler of My gyatt"

Yes Hyunwoo this post IS about you.

Sometimes being strong is trying to complete your homework while your brother keeps going "NOOOOOOOONAAAAAA I WANT TO WATCH YOUUUUTUBEEEEE" and "Rizzler of my Gyatt, Rizzler of My gyatt"

Yes Hyunwoo this post IS about you.

#I feel like i should mention somewhere that i kind of kin kind of have hyunwoo in my kind of sys. Idk dawg #maybe ill give him a tiny intro post fpr funsies #love u diva but we cannot scroll yet

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is it crazy to say that hyuna could be interpreted as a little girl fitting into the mold of “daughter forced to mother herself?” considering phan’s gross negligence and lack of morality when it comes to stuff, plus the fact that hyunwoo calls her noona already implies she’s the older of the two… this would also help explain her strive for independence, which causes her to be very avoidant when it comes to her feelings and the feelings of others.

it’s really tragic, because even as a young child, hyuna was forced into a hard situation. in face of their negligent (and who i interpret as unpredictable) guardian, hyuna was forced to grow up and feel an urge to protect and save her brother, because of the overwhelming threat of the society they exist in. even though her wanting to save people isn’t WRONG, it’s widely her only focus, which neglects her own needs. plus, this perspective aligns with her “bigger picture” mentality, which greatly clashes with mizi.

the factor that makes this EXTREMELY saddening is that because of the way she was treated as a child, and how this made her into a fundamentally avoidant person, she cannot grasp how much people love and want to protect her. hyunwoo always wanted to protect his big sister, even if they had issues. luka, while heavily misguided because of his OWN abuse, loved and cherished Hyuna so much, and wanted to keep her by his side for safety. even in their last moments together, luka covers her chest and cleans the blood off of her face. the rebellion, her friends and family, really cared for deeply, even if they had trouble seeing her issues.

this goes to say that i don’t like the notion that hyuna should be an “independent girlboss who doesn’t need anyone.” you don’t have to like luhyu as a ship, BUT you also have to acknowledge hyuna’s real feelings, not what you want her to be.