Spit Words.

Evocation of Thought & Metrical Literature.

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Coming Back From Wonderland

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Stars

I miss the way you gazed at me,

The first time i let you lay with me,

Caught in a moment that was truly ours.

Wandering through time and space,

Creating a memory we can't replace,

Now i wish we could just go back to the stars.

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Intentions

I don't think it gets much better than this

Leaving you to choke on my poisonous kiss.

I saw the best of intentions behind your eyes

But the soul of the Devil's been my greatest prize.

I swear i really didn't mean to leave you to die

But the hole in your heart has left you open wide.

I stole the breath from your lungs but you're still able to speak

Ya got the words on your tongue but they won't make it to me.

Now blood is running down the front of my door

To show the rest of the world I'm not alive anymore.

I couldn't see much reason to keep you around

So the hole in your heart is now a hole in the ground.

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Scraps

A short poem dedicated to my mom. I love you mom. Stay strong. Even at the Times of my every insecurity, There’s an essense within my soul of the deepest purity. And just when I think it’s time to collapse, My conscience comes in to help pick up the scraps. The pieces of my soul which are broken and worn, Keep me imprisoned to a mind so forlorn. But today’s a new day, and I’ll smile the pain away, Until the sunshine is here forever to stay.

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Gemini

I’ll sail the seas that is your mind abroad, An adventure fit for none less than a God. Let my Aphrodite imprint your every thought, To get lost in the moment for which we were brought. There’s no other magic from the sight of my eye, Like the energy you bring, my sweet Gemini.

I’ll climb every mountain that is your iron will, And find the best view to make time stand still. My scales are off balance, and you tip them just right, Making me fall, even just for a night. Never in my life did I think I could fly, Til I was held in the arms of my sweet Gemini.

I’ll burn with the fire which imprisons my heart, Blazing ever so hotter as we get torn apart. Oh! What I’d give to have you under my skin, You are, to my every sense, the sweetest taste of sin. Drifting across my days just so I can get by, Until we meet again, my sweet Gemini.

Charlie B.

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Godsend.

In the midst of a drought, this flood is a godsend, Until I find the flood is torture, only from the other end. Now I'm stuck here drowning and my time's almost run out, Wishing I could just go back to burning in the drought. In the midst of my hunger, this fruit is a godsend, Only just to take a bite & meet my bitter end. The fruit was full of poison, flowing through my every vein, Wishing I could just go back to being hungry again. In the midst of all this pain, the pleasure is a godsend, But pain is only pleasure, residing at the other end. At what point does pleasure start turning to pain? Maybe it's so hard to tell because they are one in the same. Charlie B Experience

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Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde

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cool cat.

you're a cool cat,

yeah, that's the word on the street.

but your eyes tell me something,

like there's much more to see.

you're a suave cat,

witty in your ways.

outsmarting the devil

as you dance around your grave.

you're a smooth cat,

so swift is your voice.

you've got me by my curiosity,

but death isn't a choice.

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Dancing With Gods.

The exploitation of my curves, Will be the calming of my nerves, & I haven't a care where we start. From the stars in your eyes, Its so hard to hide, The hunger that that tears you apart. Don't be so modest, As you lie with your Goddess, Its time we fought ice with fire. This old heart is froze over, From the games of another, But it melts with your burning desire. Your lips are a poison, As my lips start to moisten, From the Heavens, down comes the rain. The thunder of your thrust, Has me locked in your trust, Leaving me desperate this isn't in vain.

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808.

Marching to this beat of my own drum Can't even remember where I got it from With every syllable a story of love & gratitude & deep within the tempo is my attitude I don't know the lyrics but I wanna sing along Can't remember the words to my own song But I know what's wrong, that I've been asleep so long. & now I'm dancing to this beat of my own snare I really like the rhythm but how did it get there? & now its so unfair how its in the air & I can't manage the despair since I don't compare. Still walking into nothing but whole band is playing now Its filling up my soul & I don't know how The music's getting louder but I like it loud I'll vanquish any monster that tries to turn it down Because when I come around, its such a beautiful sound Moving my body now to the sound of love Can't really make sense of what I'm dreaming of Its a damn shame that I can't put this picture in words Its a picture of song, & I just can't sing along But there's nothing wrong with dancing all night long

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God.

there is a timely demeanor about the structure of life. everything seems to have a purpose in the manifested existence. but the warped, brain washed perceptions of the masses constrict understanding to truths far more conceptual than the mind can even begin to process. breaking the walls to this understanding of life, time, perception & the meaning  of love, that is God.

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Whore.

its so hard to sleep amongst the emphatic, when the lust for a heart beat ends in static. when the flesh is indigent of true passion & desire, we forget to sublimate the fuel for the fire. value has been placed on this distinctive taste, & setting the mood feels like such a waste. from laying with you, to seeing it through, your omissible touch has me dying for two. from the look in your eye to your hand on my thigh, you're the fire of my loins I dare not deny. but how do I unfurl but the loss that is my control? beating myself up over the love that I extol. passion blazes hotter when you're so close to the sun, the way you torture me is fun, it's the way we've come undone. in losing my composure, I seem to've found myself. It seems I could use some help, but I'm still stuck in this submissive hell. the only comfort here is you, my intrinsic alleviation, this sweet disease is my vocation, & you are the remediation. when the flesh is indigent of true passion & desire, it's crazy, the things, you'll begin to conspire.

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Heresy.

Heresy! Heresy! The rebels on the run Glass eyed prowess of the masses When the ending has begun. Heresy! Heresy! But where's your savior now? Your children slaughtered, one by one & you dream not of standing down. Heresy! Heresy! Obedience to your faiths, Silence in the storm as the violent Winds break through the gates. Heresy! Heresy! Heed your last request. Because abrupt endings to a vibrant life Is what this hierarchy does best.

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Like Clockwork.

I'm a little rough around the edges, A bit of oil could go a long way. Please accept these open arms, I'm still trying to find my way. So just close your eyes & pretend That this is real, with flesh & a beating heart. Morality is a dual art, expressed As we tear these boundaries apart, & fall into a realm of empty pleasures, Explore our wildest of endeavors. We can rip the sins from our bodies, & I'll show you just where to start. Let your every desire guide you, I'm not going to fight you, I just want to find you Next to me while the engines moan. Though I'm here, you're all alone. You have my gears grinding, So please just let me unwind. This congenial intermission is just the thing Before the mood is set, for me to unleash, Everything you desire from your most sacred of dreams.

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War Crimes.

A war crime is a serious violation of the laws and customs of war. Crime committed against humanity Traitors are tried for questioned sanity The murder or ill-treatment of prisoners of war Prisoners taken by the hands of men Swearing they'd never speak again The killing of hostages Then blood is shed to pay for what? The very reasons you kept your mouth shut The ill-treatment or deportation of civilian residents of an occupied territory to slave labor camps Families broken by brute force & fire Children's lives at a young age retire The wanton destruction of cities, towns and villages, and any devastation not justified by military necessity The hand of power governs the state What people don't see is... They control fate.

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Cosmic Tango.

What defines a stranger If inside we are all the same? I've waited what seems forever Just to learn your name. Love isn't an option, Humanity will always falter. Come dance with me darling, & its reality's turn to alter. We can weave the threads of time & make Father bow to our demise. & turn the clocks of rhyme To reason with our minds. With each breath we linger at Open doors for us to see right through. But every time my eyes were open All I could ever feel was you. If there's a moral to the story, It's lost in pantomime. We'll dance a cosmic tango, & perpetuate this feeling so sublime.

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Higher.

Every time I breathe you in It's remarkable & I just want to get higher. Every time I asked god To forgive my sins How unforgettable & I just want to get higher. The stain of the ink on my skin Now unchangeable & I just want to get higher. This is me, I'm not ever going to win Makes me a little bit irritable & I just go get a little higher.