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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
will byers stan first human second
if i look back, i am lost
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@luannegary
Tired
So fucking tired and bunt out of fighting
Disassociation, I haven’t felt a fucking thing since that night other than dread
I am rotten and ruined inside
No one wants to fucking help they just want me to be gone
I just want to kill myself
I just want to kill myself
I just want to kill myself
I just want to kill myself
I just want to kill myself
I just want to kill myself
They’ll just call it the last selfish thing I do
I'm gonna be honest with you besties I'm not being very successful at this whole not letting sexual assault trauma eat me alive thing
MY BODY TURNED INTO A CORPSE WHEN YOU TOUCHED IT VIOLENTLY.
I feel like it's not talked enough about how SA really strips you of your identity. Like someone violates your basic humanity and you're left to deal with the aftermath of having everything you are as a person taken away from you. It makes you feel subhuman.
#2
What’s it like
What’s it really like
Why can others create so easily
& Why the fuck can’t I even start
Is it ADHD, BPD, am I fucking crazy?
Even worse, am I just lazy?
Spent decades trying, forcing,
happiness and creativity, a waste of energy
My mental block making me Quiet. Awkward. Nonverbal. Too verbal. Emotional. Silent.
I can’t make words
I’m just being silent
Screaming
Yelling
Begging
Trying to be saved. Wanting to be helped. But when I speak, there is no sound.
Cries for help in my drinking, my jokes, like I’m pushing 16.
Not emotionally able to ask for help.
But about to kill myself without it.
Convinced I’m unworthy
If they can’t handle me, who can.
Why would they?
Counting pills, doing math.
Seeing their kids and wanting to stay alive.
Back home. Suicide.
Dreaming of quiet, the end.
I’ve been dead for 15 months, living on borrowed time.
A trip, a trap, I accept it.
My time is spent, my time is done.
Ready to start writing regularly again, but first who wants to be friends?
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How would you improve your community? A common phrase you may have heard is “the library is the last truly free place in America.” At its core, it really is true. The average American has virtually no activities left to participate in that don’t require a purchase. To truly expand and show love to our communities, libraries should grow. Fill the neighborhood with so much knowledge that…
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Hot girls get a little delulu in the kitchen at night
#psychosisormirtazipine #hotgirltok #mentalhealth
Having memory issues and holding grudges is a funny combination. I don’t forgive but I DO forget
A lot of people seem to be confused at the characters in yellowjackets being violent
In the cannabalism plane crash trauma metaphor show of all places
Mostly solventless Sunday stash
@710labs kimbo kush & sugar shack
@binske lemon skunk
why did my friend give me a 99 bananas shooter and why am I more motivated to do something creative than ever after drinking it
Happy Taurus szn who’s ready to be so annoying
Blythe Baird // Dave Eggers
4/20 is a day for extreme rest as a past cannabis employee
Cheers everyone
