Luna Jay

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Masterlist 1.0

Fluff>☆ Angst>꩜ Spicy>ꨄ︎ Suggestive>❀

Masterlist 2.0

Daryl Dixon🏹

{Pre-Apocalypse}

Best Friend> ☆

Not the Only One> ꩜

Not the Only One Part.2> ꩜☆

{Season 1}

Connection> ☆

Always You> ☆

Conflict> ☆

My Before> ☆

Found You> ☆

{Farm Era}

Hurt Part.1> ꩜ ☆

Hurt Part.2> ꩜ ☆

Hurt Part.3> ꩜ ☆

Sleepover> ☆

Never Be Alone> ☆

Missing> ꩜☆

Precious> ☆

My Man> ꨄ︎

{Prison Era}

Jealous> ꩜ ☆

Prison Attack> ꩜ ☆

Brother Trouble> ꩜ ☆

Cold Nights> ☆

Pain Reliever> ☆

Caught> ꨄ︎

Scared & Sick> ☆

Scared & Sick Pt.2>꩜☆

Both> ꨄ︎+ Rick

Both Part.2> ꨄ︎☆

Migraine> ꩜☆

Searching> ꩜☆

Puppy Love> ☆

{Terminus Era}

Tired> ꩜ ☆

Reunion> ꩜

Peach> ☆

Hurting> ꩜☆

Finding You> ꩜☆

{Alexandria Era}

Home> ☆

The Quiet One> ☆

Ready> ☆

First Time> ☆ ❀

Dreams> ☆ ❀

Touch Starved> ☆ ❀

{Saviours Era}

Hope Part.1> ꩜ ☆

Hope Part.2> ꩜ ☆

Hope Part.3> ꩜ ☆

Hope Part.4> ☆

The Day Will Come> ꩜

{Series}

New world-> Part.1•Part.2•Part.3•Part.4•Part.5ꨄ︎•Part.6•Part.7•Part.8•Part.9•Part.10•Part.11•

Part.12•Part.13•Part.14 continue parts on Masterlist 2.0

Enjoy the Silence-> Part.1•Part.2•Part.3•Part.4 Completed

Change-> Part.1•Part.2•Part.3•Part.4•Part.5•

Part.6•Part.7 continue part on Masterlist 2.0

Carl Grimes

{Alexandria Era}

Blooming> ☆

Caught>☆ ❀

Not Enough?>꩜☆

Other Half> ꩜

Ride the Cowboy> ꨄ︎☆

Insecure> ꩜☆ ❀

Been Waiting> ☆

{Series}

Just Us-> Part.1•Part.2•Part.3•Part.4•Part.5

Rick Grimes

{Farm Era}

Glances> ꨄ︎

{Prison Era}

Both> ꨄ︎ +Daryl

Both Part.2>ꨄ︎☆

Worry> ꩜☆

Negan Smith

{Saviours Era}

The One> ☆ ❀

{Cowboy Negan}

Save a Horse> ꨄ︎

Taste for Older Men> ꩜☆

Taste for Older Men Part.2> ☆

{Coach Negan}

Forbidden> ꨄ︎

{Series}

Lost-> Part.1•Part.2•Part.3•Part.4

Supernatural🦇

{All 3 Winchesters}

Guardian> ꩜☆

Mothers Daughter> ꩜☆

Terror> ꩜

{Castiel}

I’ll Be There> ☆

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Tension Part.2

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Summary: You’re Rubys older sister and have always been close with Oscar growing up, but over the years you can’t deny how you’ve fallen for him, even though he’s a gang leader now you can’t help but crave him

Includes: flashbacks, 18+, angst, fluff, pregnancy, violence

Part.1

•Masterlist•

It’s been a few days since I finally confessed to Oscar and in the moment I thought things would move further but it didn’t

Flashback

“It’s you” our bodies so close it was driving me insane, my heart beating so hard I’m sure he could hear it

I thought he’d kiss me, I thought he’d react the way I always thought of when I played this scenario over in my head but all I got was a smirk

He rolled onto his back and had me lay on his chest, I was confused and frankly a little hurt, these mixed signals were killing me

Now

It’s been days and I haven’t heard anything from him I haven’t even seen him around and usually we saw each other everyday either from me walking Ruby to school or when him and a few guys would drop by the diner

All I could feel was rejection and deep down I feel like I’ve ruined everything we’ve had together, I knew it was a bad idea but in the heat of the moment it felt right, now I’ve lost my best friend

I remember when I first met him we were just kids, I was playing with chalk on the sidewalk outside of my house when a group of boys came running along stopping all over my drawings

“Hey! That’s rude!” I yelled at them as they run off laughing, I turn back around to see my drawings ruined and then a notice a boy, I’ve seen him around a few times with that group

“Sorry about that chica” he said trying to act cool like the older guys on this block

“I’ve been out here all morning and they ruined it” I huff sitting back down with an array of colors around me

“I can help fix them” he said sitting next to me

“Really? Wouldn’t you rather play with you friends” I ask my face blushing at the attention of a boy

“Nah they can fend without me”

And from then on we’ve been friends, and as we grew he became my protector and biggest teaser

Just the thought of those moments made my heart ache I couldn’t lose him, not now not ever even if I have to settle for being just his friend

“Hun you seem really down lately, it’s slow today why don’t you head home and take care of yourself” my manager said as I was wiping down the counter

“Are you sure? I mean I don’t wanna add more stress onto you”

“No sweetie it’ll be fine, go on now before I change my mind” she smiles and I can’t help but thank her, my mind wasn’t even really here at work anyways

I hang up my waist apron and clock out, it was around 2 o’clock and the sun was still nice and warm as I walked home, I put in my earphones and listened to Me Jalo

How did things flip so quickly, I know being around the gang could be complicated but Oscar promised it would never change our relationship even though all the chulas hated me

I got to my block and was walking past the gangs spot and of course Oscar’s house, a few were hanging out on the front lawn just talking and smoking, I wasn’t gonna keep being the shy girl I pulled out my headphones and turned to them

“Where is spooky?” I ask with a scowl feeling the confusion and frustration grow

“He’s busy” joker said brushing me off, I never liked him much, just as I was about to explode Oscar came walking out of the house with a god damn chula hang off his arm

I gasped feeling my heart crumble more, Oscar’s head turned to me and I could see his rough demeanor drop and his eyes soften

“I can’t believe you” I say my voice waivering as I run home before he can tell me any bullshit, what the hell was he trying to do to me was he trying to push me away?

Once I get home I change into a pair of leggings and an oversized hoodie, I didn’t know what to feel, my body was coursing with rage, hurt, betrayal

“Sweetie what’s going on?” Abuela asks as I sit on a lawn chair in the back next to her

“It’s nothing….can I borrow a cigarette?” She pulls one out of the pack and hands it over, as I hangs between my lips she lights it so I can take a drag, feeling the ease as the smoke envelops my lungs

“You’re lying mi amor, it’s spooky isn’t it”

“How’d you know?” I ask let the smoke blow out

“I know you mija, you’ve loved that boy since the day you met him, but I want you to protect your heart, don’t let that boy walk over it” god how did she always know the right things to say

“I know it’s just complicated” we spend the rest of the evening talking until it became dark and the only light came from the street lamp

“You coming in Mija?”

“Not yet I just need to be alone for a bit” she nods kissing my head and going inside probably to annoy Ruby

What do I do now? It’s obvious I ruined us, I know he’s not mine but I felt special but obviously I wasn’t

I heard the rattle of the gate from around the corner of the house then seeing Oscar walk out straight to me but not with his usual confidence but it was definitely still there, he always had that energy about him, one thing that drew me in

I pulled my hoodie around myself tighter to try and ease the hurt that was growing, I looked down at my lap not being able to look him in the eyes, wanting to just remember how he looked at me that night in bed before what I said ruined it

“What’re you doing here?” I sigh as he sits next to me

“I can’t wanna see my chica?”

“I’m not your girl Oscar, that’s been pretty obvious to me after today”

“Come on don’t be like that you know I hate when you’re mad at me”

“Oscar….this isn’t like you forgetting to pick me up from work or something trivial, you’ve broken my heart don’t you realize that?” My voice cracks as I try to keep the tears at bay

“God I’m sorry, you know I’m not good at this feelings shit but am I really what you want mami? I’m the leader of the santos why would you wanna pull yourself into my shit”

“I’ve been part of that world since the day I met you estúpido, I don’t care that you’re in a gang or the shit you guys do, it’s always been you Oscar, it’ll only ever be you for me…..but if that’s not what you want I’d rather settle for being your friend than lose you completely”

“Mami why didn’t you say something?” He asks as he moves closer laying his hand on my thigh making me sigh

“I didn’t wanna ruin things like I obviously did, you’ve been ignoring me and well what’s the point you have all the chulas ready for you whenever you want” I hear him chuckle at that making me confused

“And what’s so funny about me pouring my heart out?” He looks back at me and hes smiling, not smirking…..smiling and it was so rare but everytime he did my heart exploded he didn’t show this side to many people

“Nothings funny mi amor just can’t believe the hottest girl on the block has been in love with me this whole time”

“Oh stop”

“And I was ignoring you but only because I didn’t know what to do with these damn feelings after you said I was the one you’ve been waiting for, puts presser on a man mija” he says rubbing his hand up and down my thigh

“What my virginity scared the big bad Spooky?” I smirked now feeling the tension ease

“Maybe, like you said don’t wanna mess shit up, ya ain’t like those chulas, they’re easy and there ain’t no feelings, but you and Oscar, you’re the only thing left I truly love”

My heart stopped and my breath stuttered, I never thought I would see the day where I’d hear those words come from him

“You….you love me? Like really love me” I move closer and he quickly shifts me so I’m straddling his lap, his hands on my waist and mine on his chest

“Always”

“I love you too Oscar, but if this is gonna work it’s just me, no more other girls”

“I think I can do that, I’m not some man whore” he said making us both laugh and I instinctively start playing with his cross

“Hmmmm I don’t know about that, I guess we’ll see”

“Come on let’s head back to my place, it’s late and I’ve missed your crazy ass in my bed”

It felt right again and my whole body was buzzing like I was on cloud nine I just hope nothing gets in between us

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Second part done more to come!!

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Tension

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Summary: You’re Rubys older sister and have always been close with Oscar growing up, but over the years you can’t deny how you’ve fallen for him, even though he’s a gang leader now you can’t help but crave him

This will be a series! If you wanna be tagged lmk!

Includes: flashbacks, 18+, angst, fluff, pregnancy, violence

•Masterlist•

“Come on Ruby mom wants me to walk you to school” he comes out of his room groaning

“I’m in highschool now I don’t need you to escort me anymore”

“I know but you know how she worries, especially with the prophets ramping up now” we walk outside and the morning California sun beams down on us and I’ll never get sick of it, I always knew this was my home, where I’m suppose to be

As we walk down the street Monse catch’s up with us and they both get to talking, lots of people hated these streets but I never really had to worry, from a young age I was always around Oscar or Spooky how most people know him by

He got into the Santos gang but that never bothered me much, I knew it would happen and he never treated me differently once he was initiated, and my god he was easy on the eyes but I’d never tell anyone that because he definitely doesn’t see me like that after all these years

I shake my head trying to rid those feelings when we finally get to Caesars house, he comes walking out of the house with his backpack slung over one shoulder

“Hey kid, how’re you doing?” I ask, since Oscar’s been locked up I worried about him, he’s just a kid still and wanted to be there for him when I can, or when he’d let me, he was very strong willed like his brother

“Good now that Oscar’s back” my heart dropped and exploded at the same time, and in that moment the guy who’s had my knees weak for years came out of the house, grey tee, his signature gold cross necklace and black short, and of course that scowl that made me wanna drop my panties

“Hola Chiquita, ya miss me?” He smirks

Everything around me doesn’t matter in this moment, I run to him and jump in his arms squeezing him tight, of course I visited him in prison but it doesn’t compare to having him out

“Imma take that as a yes” he laughs

“When did you get out?! Why didn’t you call” I say excited as I pull back placing my hands on his cheeks not believing he’s really here, tracing over his teardrop tattoo

His expression softens almost unnoticeably but not to me as his hands squeeze my hips

“Wanted to surprise you”

“Well I’m surprised Oscar…..I can’t believe you’re here”

“Well believe it chica, I’m your day one, told ya when they were locking me up I’d be back” I squeak like a little kid excited seeing candy

Meanwhile I hear the little chatter of the kids behind us

“Uuhhhh are they together or something? Oscar doesn’t let anyone get that close without glaring them down like a bull dog” monse asks

“Nah they’ve just been really close since they were young and with him being in jail I could tell she really missed him” Ruby adds

“Well I gotta get these kids to school before heading to the diner for my shift” I say taking one step back suddenly getting flustered at how touchy I was being all over him

“Mom still got ya looking out for them?”

“Yeah she’s worried and I don’t have the heart to say no, but if something did happens it’s not like there’s much I could do anyways” I huff never understanding why mom put so much faith in me protecting Ruby from the dangers of the streets

“I got you mamacita, hey we’re having a party tonight here with the gang, would love to see ya there” my cheeks flush red and he smirks more I know that bastard loves working me up

“Yeah I’ll be there, I’ll see you later Oscar” he places his hand on my waist and places a kiss on my cheek, god was he trying to kill me?!

“Bye chica” I walk back to the kids and start down the sidewalk towards the school

“Holy shit girl you’re down bad for him” Monse laughs

“WHAT? No im not he’s my closest friend that would never happen”

“Yeahhhhh sure” Caesar chimes in and for the rest of the walk they talk amongst themselves while all I can think about is the feeling of his touch on my waist

My shift at the diner ended and I couldn’t get home fast enough to start getting ready

I freshened up my makeup and added some more touches like lipgloss and some blush, putting in some hoop earrings and straightening my hair to get that more sleek look

But once that was done it was like hell trying to find the right outfit, I huffed pulling out every piece of clothing from my closet throwing them on the bed

“Chica was is with all the racket in here?” Mom asks as she opens the door to see the messy state of my room

“Mom I can’t find an outfit good enough for this party” I sigh flopping down on my bed

“Oh come on you have more than enough clothes, is this really not finding anything or about impressing someone?” I sit up fast

“What’re you trying to imply”

“Oh come on I’m your mom you don’t think I see the way you act and talk about spooky” I look away, could everyone read my feelings like an open book? Was it painfully embarrassingly obvious to Oscar?

Mom starts rummaging through my clothes trying to help pick an outfit and she finally settles on a pair of cuffed dark blue jean shorts that were pretty short and a long sleeve baby blue shirt

“It’s pretty plain” I say as I put them on even though they really accentuated all the right spots

“Yes but it’s all about accessorizing, here these gold earrings are better than those hoops” she handed me smaller thicker hoops, then going through my jewelry box she gave me my dainty gold cross necklace that Oscar gave me last year for my birthday, then some cute rings

“See you look like a pretty flower, and for the last step…..perfume!” She took my signature perfume from my vanity and sprayed it all over me till I was going to basically turn everyone’s head the second I stepped into the party, hopefully in a good way with how much she sprayed

“You’re all set!” She smiled behind me as I looked at myself in the mirror

“Okay im ready” I pull on my low top white converse that were basically worn down to the bone with how often I wear them

“Have fun chica, BUT NOT TOO MUCH” mom states while abuela winks at me from the couch making me laugh

I stood infront of the house that was basically my second home at this point but why was I so nervous, I’ve never been this nervous before to see him

I took a deep breath and walked into the backyard where the music was booming and the drinks were flowing, the gang always knowing how to have a good time

I didn’t even know where to go, I didn’t wanna just jump into someone’s convo I really wasn’t overly close with a lot of the gang, sure we knew eachother but more as acquaintances and not friends

Before I could stand around awkwardly any longer I feel his presence behind me, smell that familiar cologne I’ve grown fond of

“You’re finally here angel” he whispers in my ear, his deep voice sending shivers through my body

“Yeah had some wardrobe problems” he looks me up and down

“Ya look like a fine ass hyna to me”

“Oh yeah? And who’s hyna would I be Spooky”

“Hmmmm maybe we’ll see by the end of the night” I didn’t wanna take his words too seriously incase they weren’t real and more just playful flirting

“Come on let’s get you a drink and me a smoke” I say dragging him to the liquor table, I pour him a whiskey and then we go and sit on the couch that’s not as destroyed as some of the other seats out here

He lit me a cigarette and I curled up next to him, it’s become our usual position when we’re next to eachother

I took a drag and and sighed missing this

“I really did miss you you know, life just wasn’t the same without you here” his hand on my thigh rubs up and down soothingly

“Missed you too y/n….just don’t tell the gang, can’t have them think I’m going soft” I look at him and seeing that usual smirk

“Promise, as long as I get my time with you like before then your soft side stays between us”

“Oh trust me if it’s us there is no soft on my side” my jaw drops and I swat at his chest

“What are you still getting flustered over the things I say after all this time” I teases

“Ugh shut up you know I am that’s why you like doing it” I say blowing smoke in his face

God I missed him

The party died down only a few straggler gang members left talking in the back yard, I helped clean up some of the mess before Oscar took me inside so it was just the two of us

“You gonna stay tonight?” He asks as he strips out of his plaid

“Do you want me to?” He didn’t have to say anything and just gave me that look and I knew that was a yes

I shake my head smiling as I walk up stairs giggling as he smacks my ass chasing me up, I throw myself on the bed and he throws me one of his plain shirts I strip out of my shirt and shorts and pull on his shirt that came to my mid thigh, way bigger on me than him

He pulls on baggy shorts and gets into bed and I’m quick to cover up next to him

“Sooooo got your eyes on any hynas now that you’re out?” I ask as I face him

“Don’t know, why you asking?” He asks his voice extra gravelly

“I don’t know it’s just…..just wanna know how you’re doing I guess” I lie, I wish I could tell him the real reason why I asked, wanting to know he didn’t have anyone in his horizon because that would crush me

“What ‘bout you mami? Got yerself a man yet?” I roll my eyes at that

“You know I don’t papi, these guys around here ain’t got eyes for me, they want someone who’s gonna give it up easily” I groan, all the guys here have tried hitting on me but once I realized that all they wanted was my body then I shut it down, sure it might be fun but I’m just not that kind of girl

“Hmm that is rare round here, tell me though have you ever been touched, anyone ever made you feel good mami?” His eyes grew darker and my heart was pounding, we’ve flirted but nothing this intimate feeling

“I…..no” I say embarrassed, I know Oscar had been with girls before I mean they all basically wanted him

“You saving yourself or something?” His hands comes back to my hip pushing up the shirt so he’s tracing my lace panties making my breath hitch

“Maybe, but I don’t know if he’d really want me like I’ve been craving him for years” I don’t know what came over me but all this tension from the years of wanting him is building up to this very moment

My fingers come to the cross tattoo on his neck as I move closer

“Who is it?” His hand grips me tight and I could see his scowl growing like I was talking about sad eyes or something

“It’s you”

Part.2

First part done!! How’re we feeling about it this is my first story about Oscar so lmk!! More to come;)

[lunajay33]

Masterlist 4.0

Fluff>☆ Angst>꩜ Spicy>ꨄ︎ Suggestive>❀

Masterlist 1.0 Masterlist 2.0 Masterlist 3.0

Oscar Diaz

Tension> ☆꩜ꨄ︎ Pt.2

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Imprint Pt.2

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Summary: You’ve grown up your whole life being Seth Clearwaters best friend, but what happens when he changes, and you’re now torn between worlds and wolves

Pairing: Seth Clearwater x f!reader

Includes: Fluff, angst, suggestive

Part.1

•Masterlist•

My soul felt hollow and cold, the only place I could feel him was in my dreams, reminded of all the moments we’ve shared together but when I open my eyes I’m reminded that he’s gone, I did something wrong and I scared my best friend away, my best friend that I love so deeply but it feels like that doesn’t even matter anymore

A chill runs through me as I hear voices around me bumbling, the last thing I remember is laying on the ground, panicked I open my eyes and realize somehow I’m home, in my bed covered in blankets and I shiver still

“Oh thank god you’re awake” dad says as he rolls next to my bed and runs his hand over my forhead

“You’re burning up sweetheart, what were you thinking falling asleep outside”

“I…..I don’t know, I’m sorry” I felt ashamed for putting him through this, it’s like I could physically feel my heart breaking to pieces

“What did I do wrong dad, I thought they all liked me, I know I’m not really one of you guys but it sure felt like I was but now…..”

“Hey none of that kid, you’ve been one of us from the moment I held you in my arms, it was destined for you to be apart of this family, a part of this tribe” I sigh and lay back down holding the blankets close

“Would it make you feel better if I said you’ve got a visitor?”

“Really? Who is it?” I perked up a bit, not having seen literally any of my friends in so long

“I’ll go get them” he left and who came in I was defintily not expecting, my heart sped up and after not seeing him for so long I don’t know how it was possible but he basically took my breath away

“Seth? What’re you doing here?” He came and sat on the edge of the bed and his warmth enveloped me, the kind of warmth no blanket could ever give

“I’m so sorry I’ve been gone, it’s been killing me being away from you but I had no choice” I could see the pain and anguish written all over his face and I remembered how gentle and sweet he is and that my Seth would never intentionally hurt me

“Why couldnt you atleast pick up the phone or….or just let me know you were okay, I thought that I did something wrong, did I make you uncomfortable after we almost kissed?” I felt so small right now, like if he rejected me he’d take a piece of me away

“Oh bunny no, everything that’s been happening is not because of you, me and the guys….things have changed and we were suppose to stay away to keep you safe but god it’s killing me”

“Protect me? From what because I know there was no sickness” his fingers traced over my cheek and brushed my hair back and I couldn’t help but feel relaxed at his touch

“I’m gonna tell you everything”

•

I sat there stunned and the way he looked at me made me realize he wasn’t lying

“Is that why you cut your hair and had to stay away? Because you could never hurt me Seth I trust you”

“I never would but at the start shifting can be unpredictable and I couldn’t risk it, also Sam gave us an order and we can’t go against it literally” I laid my hand on his

“How are you telling me now then?”

“When I found you out there in the woods I knew you were the only thing that matter, well actually I think over really known from the moment I met you that night around the bonfire, it’s always every been you, when I see pretty flowers I think of you, when the autumn leaves change and the air is fresh I think of you, my whole heart is you and I’ll be anything for you, us wolves imprint on our soulmate and I knew it would be you, it’s always you bunny”

I wanted to burst into tears, to have him speak about me like that shifted my world right into place, where he and I should’ve been for a while now, I lifted my blanket and moved to the side for him to worm in and wrap his arms around me

“This is a lot….but I understand why you had to stay away even though it sucked, but to know that it led to this I wouldn’t change a thing” I sigh melting into his comfort

“I’m yours, anything you need or want I’ll be that always”

“I just want you Seth, only you” I look at him and his eyes are so warm I could get lost in them forever

“Kwop kilawtley” he whispers as his hands envelops the side of my head and brings me closer, I suck in a breath feeling closer to him physically and emotionally now more than ever

“I love you too” his lips press against mine, gentle yet so rough filled with so much pent up passion growing over years

I couldn’t help but whimper into the kiss when he pulled back, god I just wanted to stay like this with him forever

“So does this mean you’re my boyfriend now?”

“If that’s what you want, I’d be the luckiest guy in the pack” he says squeezing my hip

“Good because I don’t think I can be apart from you anymore”

“Me either”

That night we held eachother melding into one another body and soul, this is where I was suppose to be, it was always gonna end with him and I

That night I dreamed out what our future would be like, like the fates were showing me what was in store for us, we’d live in Seth’s house after Sue moved in with Charlie, I’d greet him at the door everytime he came home from patrol and he’d always have a smile on his face when he’d see me, we’d have 2 kids a boy and a girl who were bouncing balls of sunshine just like Seth’s was as a kid, we’d go to our special spot once a week out in the woods where the flowers bloom, he’d let me ride on his back while he chased through the woods making me laugh, he’d bring me wildflowers when he’d stay out late for patrol, there wasn’t a moment in our future where I didn’t love him so deeply and when I didn’t feel that love from him

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This Time

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Summary: You’ve been with Darry for so long now, and with the realization of being pregnant the stress and anxiety from losing your last pregnancy weighs on you and Darry does everything to help you, and the boys hate when their assigned group mother is struggling

Pairing: Darry Curtis x f!reader

Includes: child lose, anxiety, happy ending

•Masterlist•

I’m hitting the 4 month mark now with this pregnancy and after a horrible nightmare everything made me spiral

Darry and I have been together since middle school, it’s always just been him and me, he stuck with me when I needed help and I was there for him and pony and soda when their parents passed away

But to go back further…..when Darry and I were 17 we got our selves into a bit of trouble when we found out our messing around led to pregnancy, his folks loved me but golly were they upset but they had to come around to the idea, I was practically at the Curtis house after school everyday as our baby grew while we did homework

I got to 4 months and to celebrate me and Curtis family had a movie night, Darry and I were curled up on the couch when the worst moment of my life happened, this pain coursed through me and the next thing I knew I was waking in the hospital and my baby was gone and I never even got to hold them

Darry never left my side the whole time I healed but I know he was hurting alot too, and then just when we were getting back to us his parents passed and it’s been like a train wreck, Darry worked endlessly, soda dropped out to work too and pony was so sweet always trying to get the best grades

Darry asked me to move in with them saying I was like the light of the family and eventually after some getting us to we were like a crazy little family, even though we weren’t rich at the end of the night when Darry held me close u knew I was always home

Then we found out we were pregnant again and this time it wasn’t as scary as last time since we weren’t teens, but now that the four month mark hit I couldn’t stop think about what might happen, would I lose this little baby too? And the nightmares of the past made me sick, I couldn’t barely sleep anymore, I didn’t wanna talk much scared I’d break down and I couldn’t, all the boys saw me as the groups mother and I know how much stress Darry got from work and everything so I tried to hold it all in that maybe if I don’t talk about it these feelings will go away

•

I took the chocolate cake out of the fridge and laid it on the table for the four of us as Soda whipped up the eggs we all ate for breakfast, I sat at the table as we all started eating, but all I could do was pick at the cake, I knew this baby craved it but my nerves were shot

“You okay Angel?” Darry asks as he rubs his large hand up and down my back

“Yeah just…..it’s nothing”

“Are ya feeling sick again? I can stay home from school and help ya out” ponyboy said as his face scrunched up with worry, he was so adorable

“It’s okay ponyboy I’m okay” I smiled but I knew they could tell it wasn’t genuine but they didn’t wanna pry

We finished breakfast and they were all at the door ready to go

“Okay Angel I’ll be back soon, I love ya, ya know that right?” He asks as his hand holds my cheek as he looks deep in my eyes, his eyebrows still pinched together with worry

“I know Darry, I love you too now go before your boss gets mad again” he presses a kiss to my lips before they’re all leaving hopping in Darry’s truck

I finally let out a sigh and slump down in the couch resting my hands on my bump

“You’ve got me all stressed out darlin girl” I say gently trying to soothe myself but nothing can get the memories of what happened before, this little girl was gonna be a new ray of sunshine in our little family, and me and Darry oh so wanted a baby to love and care for

Ugh I couldn’t just sit around and stress all day I needed to get this off my chest I needed to tell the man I love what I was scared of and why I wasn’t being his usual bubbly girl

I got dressed in a blue sundress that showed off my bump and a pair of converse thankful I could still get them on at this stage

Locking up the house and I leave starting my walk to Darry’s work site, probably shouldn’t be walking alone around here but I knew most of the gang was spread about almost always a holler away

The warm morning air here in Tulsa helped relax me as a subtle breeze blew through my hair

“Hey darlin what’re ya doing walking around alone?” I jump when I hear two bit beside me walking along matching my steps

“Golly Matthew you nearly gave me a heart attack”

“Don’t get me introuble with the big man now, that where ya headed?”

“Yeah I needed to talk to him” I sigh rubbing my belly once again out of habit

“How’s the lil ass kicker doing?”

“Oh she’s fine I hope, mommas just been real worried bout her lately”

“Did the doctors say something? Oh lord you’ve got me worried now too”

“No nothing the doctors said just….i should talk to Darry first about this okay two bit, I promise I’ll talk to you boys later”

“Alright darlin, well there’s your man, and look at that already showing his muscles off for ya” I look over at him as he’s lifting a bunch roofing making his arms look god like

“Lord how did I land him” I say as my cheeks blush and of course two couldn’t help but squeeze my cheeks

“No wonder he calls you his angel, DARRY YOUR ANGELS HERE FOR YOU!” Darry’s head turns toward use as we’re waiting in the sidewalk to the house him and his crew are working on

And he instant brightens but then that worried look is back as he comes over and two scampers off giggling like a maniac

“Hey what’re you doing here?”

“Darry I…..I lied earlier something is wrong and I need to talk to you to get it off my chest”

“Yeah come on I’ll sit yer pretty lil self on the tail of the truck”

“Wow what a gentleman”

“Hey you weren’t complaining that one night I took you to watch the movies in the back of the truck”

“Oh stop it” he lifted me with ease and stood between my legs as he soothingly ran his hands over my hips

“Now what’s going on you’ve been like this for a week now”

“I’m worried Darry, do you know how far along I am now?”

“Yeah four months…..” then I saw it dawn on him

“Four months Darry, I’ve been a nervous wreck so scared that any second it might happen again and I can’t go through that again I can’t take that away from us again” my lip trembles but when he runs his hand through my hair I relax a bit

“Oh Angel it’ll be okay, and you did nothing wrong what happened wasn’t your fault and you worrying yourself sick isn’t helping either of my girls, whatever comes our way we can deal with it like all the things that’s happened in our past, but I’m telling you this Angel, nothings happening to her I feel it”

“Golly I should’ve told you earlier, I was just so nervous and I know you boys are working so hard I didn’t wanna add more”

“Honey you’re everything to me and you know the boys would do anything for you, you’re like their momma at this point” he said making us both laugh

“Thank you Darry”

“Always, now how about you watch your man work hard for you and when lunch comes around I’ll drive you down to the store for Pepsis and sandwiches”

“Well I think that sounds amazing, but if you get hot working I’d suggest losing that shirt”

“You’re gonna be the death of me woman”

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Jealousy

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Summary: You hated feeling jealous but seeing Nancy and Steve get along again as your group is in the upside down it gnaws at you

Pairing: Steve Harrington x f!reader

•Masterlist•

I’ve been in love with Steve since I was young and playing kickball during recess but I never ran in the same circle and he definitely never looked my way let alone notice me until all this upside down crap started happening, me being dragged into it because I’m Johnathan’s twin sister

Now our little group are trapped in the upside down after find a gate at the bottom of lovers lake, Nancy and Steve were up ahead of me and robin while Eddie was wondering around not really paying attention

I couldn’t keep my eyes off of Steve and Nancy, the way they kept looking at eachother torn at my heart, what is Nancy even thinking she’s with my brother even if he’s basically across the country, I stayed behind to finish school here and Robin was happy for me to stay with her

“You look like a love sick puppy girl” Robin whispers as she nudges my arm snapping me out of my thoughts

“I can’t help is Robin you know how I feel…why can’t he look at me like that, what does she have that I don’t?”

“I don’t know hun because you’re the whole package, he doesn’t know what he’s missing”

“I don’t even know how to get him to notice me”

“Next time you’re alone with him, speak a conversation, compliment him see how he reacts”

“Ooooo are you ladies plotting” Eddie laughs as he slings his arms around us

“Get out of here Munson, private convo here” Robin says making me giggle at her

We finally get to the Wheelers house to search for her guns, Robin leaves upstairs after Nancy dragging Eddie with her, sending me a wink as she goes

“So…..is this your first time in the upside down?” I ask nervously, I could practically feel my heart pounding out of my body

“Yeah actually, does it look like I know what I’m doing?” He says gently

“Yeah I wouldn’t know any the wiser, you’re a good leader Steve” I can feel the heat bloom across my face

“Good, it’s easy when I’ve got a pretty girl to take care of” my heart stops

“Nancy seems to be able to take care of herself” I say looking away

“I’m not talking about Nance babygirl” babygirl? God is he trying to turn me into a puddle

“Me? You think I’m pretty?” He steps closer till I can feel his body heat, till his cologne envelops me like an aphrodisiac

“Of course I do how could I not” he says gently running his fingers down my cheek

“But……you’re always with Nancy, and I thought you just say me and Johnnie’s twin honestly”

“Nancys just a good friend, sure we have history but she knows me deep down, but when I see you I see something different….i see a happy future at the end of this horrifying shit”

“Why did you never say anything” I ask laying my hands on his chest

“Because I didn’t wanna mess something up again, I didn’t think I deserved a girl that was so genuinely authentically you, I didn’t wanna ruin your spark”

“Steve….ive liked you since the old kickball days, and there’s been a spark in me waiting just for you to ignite it”

“Really babygirl, now I’ve got questions, how about you answer them when I take you on a date after we get out of this hell hole” I can’t help but beam in happiness

“Yeah I’d love that Harrington”

“Good because you’re my girl from this moment forward”

“I wouldn’t want it any other way”

“FINALLY! God I’ve been waiting for you two morons to tell eachother how you feel” Robin exclaims as she trudges now the stairs with the others smirking at us

“Robin!! Why didn’t you push us together sooner you’ve been hearing me talk about him all summer”

“I wanted nature to takes its course”

“Buckley you kill me” Steve’s groans as he wraps his arms around me and finally I know I’m right where I’m meant to be, in the arms of my soulmate

•

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Praise

•🥧🍂🚬💋•

Summary: Being postpartum you’re insecure about your body and can’t bring yourself to be intimate with Hopper or even let him see your body and he notices something’s wrong

Pairing: Jim Hopper x f!reader

•Masterlist•

It’s been a month since I’ve given birth to what I believe is the cutest little girl alive, she has dirty blonde hair and just the cutest smile, when she babbles I just wanna squeeze her cheeks, if never regret having her but the only thing that bothers me is my body now after having her

Before I got pregnant I had a nice figure, I couldn’t get Jim off me and well I wasn’t complaining because I couldn’t get off of him either, and when I was pregnant the hormones made me needy for him constantly and with him having a breeding kink he loved seeing me round with our baby

But now well…my body hasn’t bounced back yet I don’t feel comfortable in anything other than Hops t shirts and my sweatpants, I never had time to properly make myself up, my hair was usually just thrown in a messy ponytail and now with El around it was another person for me to take care of and it was becoming a lot, I was just being thrown deeper into self deprivation and that dark pit of struggling

I wanted helped I wanted to tell my wonderful husband how I was drowning but he was so busy with work and whatever’s been going on with these poisoned crops around town

I strode around the cabin with little baby Lilah nestled against my chest as I pat her back trying to sooth her to sleep

“Can I hold the baby?” El asks from the table where she’s stuffing egos into her mouth

“Maybe later sweetheart she needs to take a nap” she nods as she pours on more syrup

After Lilahs sound asleep I lay her down in her crib and finally lay on the bed exhausted, I could hear el watching one of her romance shows she loves

I try to nap but it doesn’t come, so I tidy around the room a bit more but I catch a glance of myself in the mirror, I looked a mess, no wonder shop hasn’t even tried to touch me anymore

I could feel the tears well but I push it down, instead I get to the rotary phone and dial the station, Flo answers in that sweet old lady voice she has

“Hello Hawkins police station how can I help you?”

“Hi Flo it’s y/n is hopper in right now?”

“Yeah he just got back in I’ll transfer you now hun”

The line was silent for a while before he answered and just hearing his voice eased me a bit

“Hello Chief Hopper”

“Hi baby” I say and I can practically here his smile when he talks next

“Just who I needed to talk to right now, how’s my girls doing?”

“Lilah just went down for a nap and El is full to the brim on egos and romcoms” I say as I twirl the cord around my fingers

“And how’s my babygirl?” Even though we were married that nickname always made me blush

“I miss you Hop, I really miss you”

“You saw me this morning” he laughs

“No Jim, I miss us I…..I’m really struggling lately I wanted to talk to you about it but I know you’re busy with work and I….” He cuts me off

“Babygirl I’m never too busy for you, I’m coming home right now”

•

I was nervous the whole time waiting for him to get home I couldn’t stop fidgeting with the hem of his shirt I had on but then I heard the secret knock and I jump up and unlock the door once it’s open he pulls me into a warm tight hug and I can’t help but let it all out, everything I’ve been holding in

“Oh babygirl I’m here now, I’ve got ya” thankfully el was in her room at the moment

“I need you Jim I….i feel like I’m drowning I can’t do this alone, I have el and Lilah all day and I love them but it can be overwhelming and I don’t know how long it’s been since I’ve felt pretty even”

“Pretty? Babygirl you’re the most beautiful woman ever”

“Jim look at me I’m a mess, my body it’s nothing like it was, you won’t even touch me anymore and I don’t blame you” I sigh as we both sit on the couch

He looks gobsmacked like I just pulled a rug out from under him

“Babygirl god no, I think you’re beautiful, you carried our child I’m not some boy that thinks your body is gonna zip right back to before and he’ll idk if I want it to, I think you’re the sexiest you’ve ever been and it’s been hell having to hold myself back” he says as he runs his hand from my cheek down my arm

“Really? Then why have you I thought you weren’t attracted to me anymore” he laughs deeply the kind that makes me shiver

“No no no, god you’re perfect to me, you gave me a new purpose, a little girl, you the woman of my dreams, the way the pregnancy has changed you makes me feel like a rabid animal, the way your hips have filled out and your chest my god you’re just everything to me, but I’m gonna help more, I’m gonna show you just how much I appreciate you and this rockin bod, I’m gonna get Joyce to come over when I’m not home”

“That’s all I’ve needed to hear Jim, thank you” I sigh feeling this pressure lift off my shoulders, it’s not all the time that Hop and I had heart to hearts, lord knows he has a hard time speaking what he’s feeling but when he does it makes me love him even more and I didn’t even know if that’s possible

“You don’t need to thank me for something I should’ve already been doing, and I’m sorry I haven’t shown you how much you mean to me, you and both our little girls”

“They miss you too daddy” he smiles as I pull him to the room to where Lilah is stirring, she erupts into giggles reaching out for him and he sucks in a deep breath and I know he only does that when he’s trying to keep his emotions in

“See, she needs you too” he picks her up just as El comes in and holds lilahs little hand, she was mesmerized by Lilah the moment we brought her home

“I’m home now, I love my three favorite girls”

“We love you too Hopper”

•

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My Knight

•❤️🐇🍂🍨•

Summary: You find out you’re pregnant and you’re freaking out, you wanna tell Steve but you insecurities eat you alive, but Steve is your knight in shining armour

Pairing: Steve Harrington x f!reader, Robin Buckley x bestfriend reader

•Masterlist•

As I looked down at the test my heart stopped….pregnant, there so no more denying it now, no blaming my late period of stress or on some random factor that you prayed was the reason, but those two bright pink lines were real and there’s no shaking them away like an etch a sketch

This baby, our baby was growing inside me right now and I don’t know how to handle it, I can’t hardly breathe as all the doubts and insecurities whirl around in my mind

What if he doesn’t want anything to do with me or the baby, what will everyone think, I feel like a screw up, before I get any further on self deprecating Robin knocks on the door of the chips ahoy employee washroom

“Hey you okay in there?”

“Uhhh yeah I’ll be right out” my voice quivers as I throw the test in my bag and brush my sweaty palms off on my shirt

I splash cold water on my face and look at myself in the mirror my face is drained of all its color which only makes me panic more

I leave the bathroom after I try to take a deep breath, Robin is sitting at the table with Dustin going over something Russian I couldn’t remember what they were talking about before too preoccupied

“Hey are you okay you don’t look so good” Dustin asks as I sit at the table across from them

“I…yeah just something I ate I guess” I try to brush it off with a smile but it only lasts a second before I feel my face drop and my ears ring

“Hey hey can you hear me?” Robins voice is distant now but I hear her call out Steve’s name, and when I feel his familiar warm touch on my back everything sets in and my breathing quickens

“Baby what’s wrong what happened?” He’s kneeled in front of me now, his hands delicately holding my face like I’m made of glass

“I….i can’t breathe” I manage to form coherently, my stomach is in knots and the tears won’t stop, god this feels like my world is ending

“She said it was something she ate” Dustin said panicked

“Look at me baby, just breath with me okay” I focus on him as he puts on hand to the middle of my chest and I breath to his rhythm

“There we go good girl just like that” I come back to my senses and rest my head on his shoulder as my heart comes back to a steady pace

He holds me close rubbing my back slowly, I sit back in my chair and suck up as much courage as I possibly can right now

“I….i need to talk to Robin alone…please” Dustin and Steve look at eachother confused but nod wanting to respect you

“I’ll be right out there when you need me baby” he kisses my cheek and they both leave

“What is going on girl?” Robin asks as I scootch closer

“I’m pregnant Robin….i didn’t know for sure but I just took a test, there’s no more denying it and I don’t know what to do what if he leaves me Robin I can’t deal with that” she sat there with her jaw hanging

“Robin it would be really nice if you could say something I’m freaking out here”

“Right sorry it’s just….wow a little baby Harrington, I didn’t even know you guys were you know….doing it”

“Ugh Robin come on we’ve been together for two years now of course we have, what if I’m not what he wants anymore”

“Trust me nothing could ever make him not want you, do you know how much I hear about you all day long, how your hair smells like heaven and it’s the softest thing in the world, he is completely and utterly in love with you”

“Wow…can you send him in here?” She smiles patting my shoulder as she leaves, Steve coming in the next second with my favorite ice cream with my favorite toppings

“Thank you babe” I smile definitely needing to eat my feelings right now

“So are you ready to tell me what happened”

“Promise you won’t be upset, you’re all I have Steve”

“Baby you’re starting to worry me”

“Remember a few months ago when we went to the Halloween party and you really REALLY liked my costume”

“Yeah what about it”

“And remember how you couldn’t wait and took me into the bathroom and we fucked liked bunnies” he smirks and nods obviously reminiscing

“Oh yeah that was a good night”

“Well god I guess I can’t paint the picture anymore…..I’m pregnant Steve”

“NO WAY!” I hear Dustin shout from behind the glass obviously eaves dropping

“Get out of here Henderson!” Steve yells

“Are you mad?”

“Mad? How could I ever be mad at you, I know it’s not the best timing but you know I’ve always wanted a family and it’s always been you, you’re the only one I’ve ever wanted we’ll get through this together baby”

“But what will people say, and what if the mindflayer comes back”

“Who cares what they say and I’m always gonna protect you, both of you, I promise”

“God I love you Steve Harrington”

“I love you too babe”

•

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Mystery Notes

•🩵🚬🐇🍂•

Summary: You’ve been working at the police station for a month now after moving back to town, and one day notes start appearing at your desk, never signed of who this mystery man is, but you’re praying it’s your boss Jim Hopper(might turn this into a series where she finds out about everything)

Pairing: Jim Hopper x f!reader (set in season 2)

•Masterlist•

After graduating in Hawkins I moved away for a bit to find myself, figure out who I am outside of this small town, but after a few years I realized no where felt like home, not like how Hawkins did

So I moved back to town and got my own little apartment that my younger brother Steve loved to crash at all the time which I never minded I was working most of the time anyways

Luckily I was able to score a job at the police station and after my interview with the chief I knew I was screwed, I mean it’s Jim hopper the best looking man in town but of course I never said anything he was older than me and well…my boss but that doesn’t mean I didn’t look, especially when he was in uniform

It’s been a month now and it was good so far, nothing crazy which I expected in a small town, I pulled into my parking spot and made my way inside the station, most of the lights were still off, I always got in early, the only people already here was Hopper and Flo

“Morning hun! Up bright and early again I see!” Flo smiles as I place a egg and bacon sandwich at her desk

“Always!” I go and sit at my desk getting myself prepared for the day ahead of me when I notice a folded up piece of paper placed right in perfect center

“Huh?” Weird did I maybe forget I put this here?

I open it not thinking much of it until I read it and my face flushes

“You look pretty in blue”

Blue? Then it clicks, I wore a blue knit sweater yesterday who ever wrote this left it after I went home last night

I look around knowing there’s not really anyone around but still

“Everything okay sweetie?” Flo asks as she bits into her breakfast sandwich

“Oh yeah umm…it’s nothing” she nods with what looks like a little smirk, does she know who left this?

Before I can ask hopper comes out of his office in his uniform and jacket and I nearly melt but I try to compose myself, but when he looks down at me and his voice is still scruffy from sleep I can’t help but gawk a little

“Morning sweetheart” that nickname always made my heart flutter and my knees weak

“Morning Chief! Need help with anything today to ease your burden?!”

“Hmmm, nothing today you just keep these crazy bastards in check while in out today yeah?” He smirks

“Yeah I…I can do that!” I stutter making me internally scream

He left and all I could hear was the sound of my beating heart and Flo giggling to herself

“What are you laughing at?” I ask giving her a playful glare

“You seem quite nervous around him, there a reason for that hun?”

“What?! No I don’t it’s just because….hes my boss I wanna make a good impression that’s all” I shake my head looking back down at the note in my hand, god I hope this is from him and not one of the other guys here

“Sure hun”

•

The next day was the same, I came in and a new note was on my desk, this one read

“An angel isn’t even as pretty as you”

That had to be the sweetest thing anyone has ever thought about me, I tuck it into my desk drawer with my other one and can’t help but smile all day long

Again the next day

“A woman like you could bring any man to his knees”

Who ever this is really likes me, I still don’t know who it is maybe Flo has seen someone put these on my desk

It’s lunch brake and I wheel my chair over to her desk

“Need a lunch buddy?!” I ask as she cuts up her apple and she seems delighted to have company

“Of course hun! Get another letter today?” My heart skips like she could read my mind

“H…how did you know? Do you know who’s writing to me?”

“Maybe, maybe not let’s just say this man would treat you like a goddess trust me”

“Please tell me it’s not Phil I don’t have the heart to hurt him, he’s like a little puppy dog”

“No dear it’s not that knuckle head” she giggles

“Then who?” I ask as the anticipation courses through me

“Not my place to say”

“Oh come on Flo it’s killing me, I wanna know who this mystery man is I mean no one’s ever said these things about me before”

“Trust me he’s smitten, just not really good at….expressing his feelings” could this really be hopper? No there’s no way he’d want me he could have anyone in town

“This is torture Flo, but I will say I haven’t gotten this much attention since highschool and definitely not as sweet as this” I smile looking down at the note in my hand

“Well it’s about time I’ve been hearing about you since the day you started hun, but it’s not my secret to tell, you’ll just have to be patient”

“Ugh fine if you say so”

•

I get home that night and Steve and Dustin are hanging out on the couch watching reruns with a bucket of popcorn

“Hey sis! Get any more notes from your mystery man?” Steve teases making Dustin laugh

“Actually yes I did”

“Ooooooo what did it say!” Dustin asks excited and I can’t help but laugh at their joy over me having a secret admirer

“It said a woman like you could bring any man to his knees”

“WOAH!”

“This guy realllllly likes you”

“Yeah but I still have no idea who he is”

“I know who you want it to be” Steve says wiggling his eyebrows

“Oh shut it Steve”

“Wait who?!” Dustin pleads

“Can’t say it’s a secret”

That night I can’t stop thinking about Hopper, the way his uniform fit perfectly, or the way he smelled like cigarettes and pine trees when he’d walk past my desk, I felt like a love sick puppy no guy has ever made me this infatuated

•

The next day I put a little more effort in, wearing a light blue cardigan and my favourite high rise mom jeans that accentuate all the right places, a fluffy high pony, light mascara and pink shimmer lip gloss

Thankfully Steve and Dustin whipped up a batch of chocolate chip cookies last night so I snatch some and pack it in a container

I get to work and take a deep breath as I stand infront of Hoppers door, I knock and he grunts as a come in, my heart is beating fast

I walk in and he leaned back in his chair and I can’t help but let my eyes roam

“Well don’t you look nice today” my breath hitches

“Oh thank you Chief I….i came to drop these off for you I know you’ve been working hard lately” I say as I lay the cookies on his desk

“What a woman” he smirks as he munches down on one and groans in delight and it makes my knees weak

“Yeah I mean…..” before I could say anything else Flo knocks on the door and Joyce Byers is stood next to her

“Joyce is here for you Hop” she was so beautiful it made my heart clench, she’s been visiting a lot more recently, maybe I was wrong maybe it really isn’t hopper and I just wanted it to be

“Uhhh I’ll just go” I say awkwardly but before I can get to far hopper calls out

“Thanks again darlin”

•

Hoppers POV

“How’s that been going?” Joyce asks as she sit across from my desk

“Taking your advice, putting my feelings in the notes, better than anything I’d try to say in person”

“Yeah we all know what you’re like trying to express your feelings”

“I see her though every morning when she opens them, she always blushes god is she pretty”

“I never thought I’d see Jim Hopper swooning” I scoff

“Swooning? me? Just admiring”

“Sure Hop” I roll my eyes

“Is there a reason you came here other than to bother me” her smile drops

“It’s will, he’s been seeing things, this figure, it’s like how he was before but different, he likes everything cold, he’s pale it’s like he’s in some kind of trance, somethings wrong Hop”

•

Normal POV

Joyce and Hopper leave together quickly and it leaves me in a down mood for the rest of the day, not even Flo could perk me up

It was only me and Flo left, everyone else was gone now and hopper still wasn’t back yet, Flo packs up here things ready to go

“You coming hun?”

“No I think I’m gonna get a bit more done”

“And wait for Hop?” She raises an eyebrows and I scoff why could she always read me like a book

“What no”

“See you tomorrow sweetie”

I stayed late till around 8 o’clock not a noise except for my tapping against my typewriter but my mind is in swirls, what was he doing all day and with Joyce, I know I sound jealous but….well maybe I am but I mean that man god what if let him do to me

My thoughts are interrupted by the door swinging open and Jim walking in covered in dirt, the only light on was the warm glow coming from my desk lamp

“Y/n? What’re you still doing here?” He asks sighing as he slumps down on the chair next to my desk, taking off his hat and relaxing

“You were gone a long time I…I was getting worried I wanted to wait up for you”

He’s silent for a bit as his eyes trail over me and a slight smile works its way onto his face

“You look pretty in blue” my heart thumps, if I was a cartoon you’d be able to see it pump out of my chest

“You wrote the notes?”

“Mmmm, Joyce and Flo have been helping, they say I’m not good at “speaking my feelings” that it would be better to write them down”

“Why didn’t you tell me” I ask scooting closer till our knees are nearly touching

“Now why would a pretty young thing like you want anything to do with my old ass” I huff

“Hopper I’ve wanted your “old ass” for a long time can’t you tell, Flo loves to tease me about it”

“God that woman she’s been conspiring with Joyce to get us together, how about you let this old ass take you home”

“I’d like that, I’d like that alot”

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Missing Piece

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Summary: After the fall of starcourt you were ready to start your life with Hopper, finding out the day before that you were pregnant but that hope was ripped away from you when Joyce said he was gone, how were you gonna do this on your own?

Pairing: Jim Hopper x f!reader

Includes: Angst, pregnancy, happy ending

•Masterlist•

Shit was crazy right now, the mind flare was taking citizens of the town and invading their minds and Billy is on a rampage to destroy us all, but even through all this terror and carnage there was a light, a little light of hope growing inside me

As I look down at the pregnancy test my heart couldn’t be anymore full, me and Jim have always talked about having a family one day when all this shit is finally done but sometimes things do go as planned and even in these dark times this baby means everything to me and I can’t wait to see the look on Hoppers face when I tell him, that our lives together are gonna finally start growing in the right direction

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I remember when I first official met Hopper, he was busting my little brother and his friends for what I know now is because they were out past curfew searching for Will, I went down to the station because mom was dotting over the cat, I entered the station to see Mike Lucas and my crazy little brother Dustin sat along the bench outside the chiefs office

“Dustin what were you thinking it’s not safe to be out right now” I say kneeling infront of Dustin and he’s so sweet I can’t even stay mad at him

“We were just….trying to find will, he’s out there scared and alone” his puppy dog eyes kill me and when I sigh he knows he’s won and that gummy smile spreads

“I’m gonna talk to the chief and I’m taking you home dusty” he nods as him and the boys continue to joke around

I knock on the door and I hear a deep voice say come in, I open the door and chief hopper is at his desk with a frustrated look but once his eyes land on me his eyes widen in awe even as he keeps his stoic look

“Hi sorry to interrupt I’m just here to take Dustin home is he free to go?”

“Uhhhh yeah and you are his…..?”

“Older sister”

“Really? Home come I’ve never seen you around town before?”

“I’m not sure, I’ve stayed out of trouble unlike my brother so that might be it”

“Seems like I’d have seen a girl like you though, you’d stand out in a crowd” my checks flush and I stumble over my words, I seen him around I mean he’s the chief and a damn handsome one at that, so to have him hit on me was flattering to say the least

And that day was the start of the best relationship anyone could have dreamed of, I mean I landed everyone’s dream man and I’m never gone let that go

•

I was up on the hill with Dustin and Erica not wanting to leave them alone with everything going on especially not my little brother

The lights at the star court mall had gone back to normal and from a radio call from Steve the confirmed they defeated the sludge that was the mind flare

“We did it!” Erica cheers and we celebrate as we run to my car and speed down to meet the others, this was it I’m gonna tell hopper in pregnant, I wanted to earlier but everything was so hectic I didn’t wanna stress him out further

“What’s that smile for sis?” Dustin asks beaming from the passenger seat

“I guess you should know now, I’m gonna tell hopper……I’m pregnant”

“PREGNANT?!” They both exclaim excited

“Yes dusty im pregnant i cant wait to tell him he’s been wanting this for so long”

“Omg I can’t believe I’m gonna be an uncle!”

“I know it’s still so crazy to me, I’m probably around 3 months so it won’t be much longer now”

We get to the mall and it’s swarmed with the army, we race over to the others that are scattered between the ambulance and or sitting around Steve’s car

But I can’t see hopper, that’s when Joyce comes out of the swarm of soldiers her face shocked and her clothes a filthy mess

“Joyce where is he?” She opens her mouth to speak but nothing comes out all she does is shed tears and shakes her head and in that moment my heart stops and my world spins

“No…..no no no no NOOOOOO, please tell me he’s fine Joyce please” I drop to my knees screaming, I clench at my chest like I could feel my heart rip in two and shrivel up, god nothing has ever hurt this much before

Dustin and Joyce drop down neck to me holding me tight as I scream and cry and beg god to bring him back to me, hoping this is just some sick joke and hopper is just pranking me but I know he’d never do that I’m just trying to make up any scenario where he’s still here, that I’ll open my eyes and he’ll be right there smirking at me like he always does and pulling me into his big arms

“I’m so sorry honey” Joyce cry’s as she holds me against her and Dustin rubs my back but I can barely feel it, I can barely feel anything

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It’s been 3 months and I haven’t stepped foot out of the cabin except for doctors appointments, Dustin had told the other I was pregnant because I haven’t been able to really find it in me to talk if I didn’t really need to, it’s like when Jim dissapeared he took a part of me with him, and every day it hurt, the only moment of peace I’d have was when I’d dream of him at night holding me, walking back through that door, rubbing my belly as we lay in bed

But it all goes away when I open my eyes in the morning and know that’ll never Happen again I’ll never feel his touch or hear him whisper sweet things to me, I’ll even miss when we argue about stupid shit that doesn’t even matter anymore

I’m sat on his recliner chair running my hand over my bump, after my last ultrasound I found out I’m having a girl, Dustin and everyone that was still here was really happy, but I know hopper would be the happiest, to have another little girl

I didn’t even have El around anymore, she wanted a new start so she left with Joyce and the boys

The others visited me a lot even if I didn’t speak much sometimes they still come, the door knocks and I’m comes Dustin Steve and Robin with grocery bags of food and what looks to be baby clothes

I should be happy seeing that I should be out there doing it myself but I can’t I just can’t because everywhere in town reminds me of moments I’ve had with Hop and this cabin even though loaded with memories it’s like a safe place for me where I don’t get pity looks from the towns people or whispers about poor me

“Hey y/n we brought your favs, chocolate chip ice cream and strawberries!” robin says with that wavering smile worried I’d break down at any minute

“Thank you” I mumble quietly, they pack everything away before sitting on the couch across from me

The radio plays softly in the background and that’s when our song starts playing, the song that was playing at our first date

Angel by Madonna, he said this song was ironic because I was his angel that’s what he liked to call me and I haven’t heard it in so long the flashes of all the times he called me that zoom through my mind and I break down all over again

“Why does it still hurt, I don’t wanna hurt anymore” Dustin has his arms around me in an instant

“Because you loved him sis, and he loved you so damn much, but he wouldn’t want you to be like this, he want you to keep living, to find joy in the little things again, to be strong for your little girl” Dustin says as he drys my tears

“But I need him”

“But she’ll need you” Steve says warmly and I sigh knowing they’re right but it doesn’t make it hurt any less

“What if I can’t do this alone”

“Hey you’re never alone, we got you, all of us”

I nod and for the rest of the day we sit around stuffing our faces with junk food and watching reruns on tv

•

I’m now 8 and a half months pregnant and I’m due pretty soon but of course right when I’m getting a bit better vecnas out there going after people with a sad soul, I haven’t been targeted yet and hopefully they can figure this out before he does

After my call with Joyce today she said she’d be gone for a while, some kind of conference up in Alaska which kind of sucked because she’s the one that actually made me forget for a bit, we’d just talk about anything and everything, she was the same age as hopper so she was about 20 years older but she was like a best friend now

I’ve been really worried about Dustin and the kids lately knowing they love putting themselves in harms way to try and be hero’s and with every news report showing the ever growing murders the stress was growing

I sit on the couch clicking through channels when the news pops up showing that a third teen has been found dead in the lake the same style as the others

I feel a pain trail across my belly and her little kicks before a gush of water hits me

“She’s coming” I say to no one but myself, this was happening, and it was happening now, I could feel there was no time, and as it’s the middle of the night I can’t risk driving to the hospital in town alone

I groan as I walk over to the kitchen and get my walkie talkie thanks to Dustin

“Dustin are you there?” Nothing

“Dustin please” I plead as a contraction hits me, still no response, god I don’t wanna do this alone

“Please someone answer me” not a peep came through, something must be wrong but I can’t burden myself with might be going on out there because right now my little girl was coming and I have to be strong for this, I have to

•

After a hours of pain and crying and pep talking she was finally here, her little cries are like music to my ears, the sun had risen some time ago and it was like she was my new light because a little glimmer of hope bloomed in my heart again when I held her in my arms, her hair a light brown of wispy waves, and her cute chubby cheeks, she was beautiful

“Hi baby girl, I’ve been waiting for you, this isn’t how I imagine this moment, not on the couch in my home and definitely not alone but having you here makes it all the better”

She cooed as her eyes flutter shut and curls into me after I gently clean her up and swaddle her in a blanket, I was so tired completely exhausted and I didn’t care of the mess I’ve made but I know I can’t just lay here I could get sick or infected

I lay her in the little bassinet Dustin and Steve built for her, I gently clean myself up and change clothes before picking her back up and reclining in the chair

My mind was a whirlwind, where was everyone, were they okay? What would hopper be like while I gave birth, what would he wanna call her

That’s when my walkie turns on and it’s Dustin

“Y/n are you there?” Thankfully it was in the table next to me because I did not have the energy

“Dustin…..I’m so tired” I sigh

“Wait what happened are you okay?”

“I called for you guys, she came”

“What who came?” Robin asks

“She came so quick I didn’t have time…..I gave birth in the cabin”

“WHAT!! WE’RE ON OUR WAY” Dustin screeches and I gently smile

•

The door bursts open and everyone swarms in even the kids from California and seeing El was like a breath of fresh air

“What’re you guys doing back? And what happened to your hair” I smile weakly as she kneels down beside the chair

“Long story” my little girl yawns making the cutest noise as everyone circles around to look at her

“Isn’t she beautiful?”

“She’s amazing…..you’re amazing I can’t believe you did that by yourself” robin says bewildered

“We should’ve been here” Dustin adds

“Is vecna gone atleast?”

“Sort of….for now” I nod and they all wander around cleaning up the place for me or going outside to relax

He should be here, he should be holding the both of us

I hear a car pull up outside and doors slam shut

“No one should be here” I say and everyone goes alert but when the door opens my world stops

No this isn’t real I’m just delirious and the blood lose

“Dustin I think somethings wrong I’m hallucinating”

Dustin smiles so wide it’s kinda creepy

“He’s here sis, it’s actually him” I suck in a breath and yet again the tears flow the mix of hormones doesn’t help if I could I’d run into his arms because it was him Hopper was here

He rushes over to me up gently breathing me in

“How….i……you were gone I thought I’d never feel you again, never seen you or…..hear your heart beat in the morning again” I cried as he looked at me with tears streaming down his face

“I’m so sorry Angel, I thought of you everyday, I tried to escape just to get back here to you knowing you’d be in pain was killing me but I never gave up”

“You came back right on time” I look over to the bassinet Dustin had laid her back in

“What?” He looks back and forth between me and the baby, his tears were like water falls at this point

“I was gonna tell you the night you dissapeared, she’s perfect isn’t she, she’s everything I thought of when I wanted to give up I kept fighting for her…our little girl”

“I’m so sorry I left you, god I can’t believe you went through all this”

“You’re home now that’s all I need”

“And I’m never going anywhere again Angel” he says as he kisses my forehead

•

That night I laid in bed for the first time in so long with his arms wrapped around me, I couldn’t stop touching his face

“Very touching aren’t you Angel” he laughs

“I’m scared if I close my eyes you’re gonna dissapear like this is one of my dreams”

“Trust me I’m real Angel, when I was locked up I dreamed about you every night”

“Oh did you now chief hopper?”

“Every second day and night, thought about how soft your skin is, how I love when you run your fingers through my hair, the smell of your perfume, every aspect of you I dreamed about, you kept me going angel”

I leaned up against his chest to look at him running my hand over his cheek

“I’m with you now Hop, both of us” I say as we both look over to the crib where our little girl is fast asleep

“Thought of a name yet?” He asks as his hand traces circles along my back

“I was thinking Jolene, kinda after Joyce for everything she’s done for us”

“I think it’s perfect, everything is perfect now”

“I love you Jim”

“I love you more Angel”

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Guys this kinda sucked let me know how you liked it, I wanna write more hopper stuff give me more ideas!!!

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Not Just a Good Girl

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Summary: You’ve always been the perfect girl, always the one to never do no wrong but what if you’ve been listing over the chief of police, and what if you want to be a bad girl just for once

Pairing: Jim Hopper x f!reader wheeler

Includes: Age Gap, reader 21 hopper 40s, explicit, romance

•Masterlist•

Song Recommendation to listen to for this fic: Every Breath you take by the police🤎

I’ve always been the perfect daughter, perfect sister, perfect friend, straight As when I was in school, but that’s what was expected of me but sometimes I don’t wanna be a good girl, and especially not when Chief hopper is around

I always saw him around town and it made me feel things I’ve never felt before and when all this upside down stuff started happening and me Nancy and Mike were dragged into it he was around a lot me, and it was hard not to fantasize about him

Seeing him be protective and authoritative made me squirm in that good way where you have to clench your legs and fan your face

But I was a good girl I wasn’t suppose to see this man older than me in this kind of way

•

We were all rejoicing in having closed the portal in Hawkins lab, I was wiping off the dirt on my clothes from being down in the tunnels with the kids and Harrington

All our groups back together sitting in the Byers house finally being able to take a breath after everything that’s happened

I got up to help Joyce getting some waters for everyone lord knows we need it, I handed some out but I noticed hopper was gone

“Hey where did hopped go Mike?”

“He went out the front door said he needed a smoke” I felt a boost of confidence and decided that I deserve to be a bad girl after all the shit we went through today

I leave out the front with the glass of water as a cover for why I’m really going out there

He’s stood leaning against the railing with a cigarette between his lips and I can’t help but want to just be close to him

I stand next to him setting the glass on the railing, he looks down at me with that little smirk

“Ya doing alright?” I ask him seeing the stress tense in his big broad shoulders

“Yeah….today was a shit storm, ya did good today baby girl even though I told you to stay here and watch the kids” baby girl? I swear he’s trying to purposefully tease me

“I….i wanted to help, I couldn’t let you go there in so much danger and hey we’re all okay now so no harm done chief hopper” I smirk playfully and I see his eyes darken

“I know you always wanna help but I can’t have you putting yourself in danger like that, girl like you shouldn’t be in this mess”

“A girl like me?” This is the part where he tells me I’m little miss perfect and I shouldn’t be out getting my hands dirty

“Yeah, you’re a smart strong young woman that’s just getting out into the real world and it’s being messed up by this evil shit”

After graduating I moved out of the family home and into my own little apartment in town and I started working at coffee shop right across from the police station coincidently where he’d come in almost every day only making my feelings for him grow stronger

But then Steve and Nancy were being strange and after I followed them one day to make sure they were okay I stumbled into this strange mess of demogorgans and upside down, it was definitely hard to wrap my head around but honestly before all of this my life was pretty boring

I was always studying or helping take care of Mike and bring his friends around on their wacky adventures but now was my turn, now was my turn to live and be a little selfish for once

And all I want to do is be selfish with Jim

“I’m not some naive girl chief, plus I have my siblings to look after to make sure they don’t get themselves killed, lord knows they like putting themselves in danger, plus I kinda like helping out I like actually having a purpose and not just being this perfect person everyone expects from me” I sigh leaning on the railing next to him

And when I look up at him the look in his eyes was like he really saw me….he was looking at me and really see me for once and not the straight a student that could do no wrong

“I know you’re not naive, shit I’m pretty sure if this group didn’t have you we’d probably be screwed, you can be yourself now you don’t have to be the perfect daughter you can make your own life now and do what you wanna do, take what you want baby girl” he says brushing stray hairs behind my ear

“But….what if what I want might not want me back, what if it makes me a bad girl”

“How bad are we talking?” His eyes darken the way it makes my body tingle

“Hmmm bad enough to keep it a secret”

“And who wouldn’t want to be a secret with you baby girl” I stare at him thinking if I should really tell him the way I think of him, the way I want him to ravage me all night then wake up in his arms on his chest

“You Hopper, I want you” I expected him to be surprised and maybe a little disappointed but he only smirks down at me and his hand raises to rub his thumb against my cheek his hand practically engulfing the whole side of my head

“I’ve been waiting for you to say it baby girl, do you think I haven’t see the way you sneak glances at me, or how you clench your legs when I’m being the leader, or how you bat your eyelashes when you drop donuts off at the station sighing as you look at me like a love struck puppy”

“You’ve known this whole time? Oh god this is embarrasing”

“Don’t have to be embarrassed baby girl because even though I shouldn’t I want you too”

He leans closer and my heart beats faster no man has ever really been this caring with me, right as our lips are about to finally touch the door swings open and Max and El come out giggling and we quickly step away from eachother

He gruffs trying to ease the fact that we almost got caught, el and mike look at us not realize what they just disturbed, frustration was an understatement

“Hey max was wondering if we could have a sleep over tonight” el asks hopper

“Uhhh why don’t you have a sleepover at hers I’m gonna need to do some work tonight to cover up what we’ve done”

“Okay great” they go back inside giggling

“You have work to do?”

“No baby, we have work to do”

He takes me hand and we run to his police wagon and he’s speeding out of the drive way down the road till we get to his cabin, the second the door is open we’re ripping eachothers clothes off leaving me in nothing but my white panties and lace bra

His big hands run down my ribs down the my hips to my thighs before he’s lifting me up so I can wrap my legs around him, I run my hands through his hair as our lips smash together it’s so hot and all consuming that if I were standing I’d be a puddle in the ground

“God damn you taste like candy baby girl” he says as he sits me on the kitchen counter standing between my legs

“Please touch me” he chuckles as his hand wraps around my back unclipping my bra painstakingly slowly dragging it off my arm still I’m bare to him

“So pretty baby” his thumbs trace over my tits making me gasp making my quiver down to my core

“Look at you so needy for me”

“I need you hopper god I need it” he leans down and circles his tongue around and sucking and I can’t take it I start to grind against his pants to get some friction and I grip his hair

“Yes hopper please don’t stop” this is just like my wildest dreams but felt even better

His hand moves down till his thumb is pressing against my clit and I let out a squeak I’ve never been this sensitive before

“Look at that, you’re already dripping for me baby girl, anyone every make you feel like this before?”

“No god no, you’re the first”

“Tell me what you want, be selfish with me” I feel my face heat up as he continues to circle his thumb till my legs are shaking

“I….i want you to taste me chief I’ve been a bad girl” his pupils dilate and he drops to his knees hooking his fingers in my panties and pulling them off his hands now gripping my thighs spreading them open

“Mmm pretty pussy all for me” he pulls me to the edge as he gently kisses and bites up my thigh, his moustache scruffing against my skin making my body feel electric and the moment his lips latch around my clit I scream the pleasure is almost too much

“Use my face baby” I’m not gonna say no to that, pulling him closer as I continue to grind against his face his tongue doing wonders

“Yes hopper just like that oh god I’m almost there” and just as my toes start to curl he pulls away smirking and I’m a whining mess

“No why did you stop” which only makes him laugh again as he stood up lifting me off the counter and brought me over to the couch, sitting down with me in his lap

“You wanna be selfish baby girl? Take what you want from me, make yourself feel good for once” he says as he pulls down his boxers enough for his massive cock to spring free and I feel an ache in my core, I mean I knew he’d be big but I never imagined this

“You’re practically drooling go on take it like a bad girl would” that spurs me on as I lean up to line him up, his hands gripping my hips to steady me as I slowly ease down as he stretches me the burning feels so good and after a while he’s fully inside

“Shit you’re so tight feels so damn good” he grunts as I catch my breath running my hands over his chest

“It’s so….its so big” I throw my head back as I slowly grind to test it out and the pleasure is insane, like a drug I can’t get enough of

I grind faster mixing it with bounces until I’m screaming his name over and over again and he can’t stop groaning

“So good I’m so close feel you so deep”

“This pussy is clenching me to death, such a bad girl imagine what they’d all think”

“God I don’t even care if I can have you whenever I want”

“Damn right!” He grunts as he smacks my ass and that’s all it takes for me to fall over the edge, every nerve in my body is on fire and I see stars and I know no other man could ever make me feel this good

I feel his buck faster up into me before he’s filling me up and I slump down onto his chest, his hands soothingly rubbing my back

“Ya did good baby girl, really good”

Who knew that being just a little selfish for once could get you everything you’ve dreamed of

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Guys I need hopper desperately

Inspired by @lady-z-writes

[lunajay33]

SCREAMING WITHOUT THE S

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What If

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Summary: When you find out you’re pregnant you can’t believe it, only a year out from leaving hogwarts but Fred reassured you everything would be fine, but when things turn for the worst you fall into a dark feeling and you don’t know how to get out of it

Includes: Anxiety, Pregnancy, Miscarriage, Fred George and Molly being angels

Pairing: Fred Weasley x f!reader

•Masterlist•

Let’s start at the begging, when I first met Fred and George Weasley I was sitting in a compartment alone on the train to hogwarts, my first day had my nerves going haywire, and like some miracle they both wandered into my compartment and sat across from me, their fiery red hair and mischievous smiles drew me in

From that moment forward the three of us were best friends, it was normal for me to join them at their burrow during summers, we’d swap Christmas gifts the night before we went to our own homes, and some how along the way I grew a different relationship with both

George became my confidant, the person I could tell absolutely anything to and he never judged me and I was that for him along with Fred, but through the years my heart grew for Fred the way he’d always stick up for me, sharing gentle moments that stayed with me forever only making me fall for him more

My fondest memory was when he asked me to be his date to the Yule ball, he was so nervous which was so unlike him, he and George had created a trick that when I opened the letter out flew colorful little fireworks that formed into a heart, the letter reading “You must have many suitors ready to take your hand to the ball but you know you’d have more fun with me;) plus I can’t miss my chance to go to this ball with the most beautiful girl in all of Hogwarts, so what do you say will you be my date angel?”

I remember how happy I was when I read that letter when I looked at him across from me seeing how nervous he was I couldn’t possibly say no and neither could my heart

That leads me to now, sitting on my shared bed with Fred, reading the letter I had kept all this time, tears falling down my face remembering everything between us that led to now

And with the news I just found out I’m even more vulnerable to being nostalgic, I’ve been feeling off lately and after Ginny suggested I might be pregnant my world started spinning, I mean I’ve been with Fred for forever but I was still scared we are young and their joke shop is still growing, what if it’s too soon? Times like this alone always made me spiral and Fred or George were the only ones to ground me

The test was positive….pregnant, I’m actually pregnant, Fred and George will be home any minute now and my heart is racing, the best plan is to probably tell them at the same time, just rip the bandaid off all at once and just pray Fred isn’t upset

I hear them open the door, coming in laughing and for a second my heart has hope that everything will be okay as long as they’re by my side, my boyfriend and my best friend

I suck up as much courage as possible tucking the test into my pocket and go to meet them in the living room, they’re all smile and it makes me feel better, when they notice me Fred picks me up spinning me in his arms and I can’t help but hold him a little tighter

“I missed you” I whisper as he sets me down, his eyebrows furrow, his thumb brushing my cheek

“Hey what’s got my girl down?” He could always read me like an open book

“I need to tell you guys something” I say sitting on the cozy chair and they quickly sit on the couch across from me and I could see how worried I’ve made them

“You’re kinda scaring us here y/n, what’s going on?” George asks gently

“I…..I’ve been feeling sick lately, just…..not really right” Fred sucks in a breath

“Oh godrick, tell me you’re not ill angel” I shake my head to ease that thought

“No….ginny suggested something and I took a test” I took the pregnancy test out of my pocket and placed it on the coffee table infront of them, letting them process

“Wait…..is this a pregnancy test?” Fred asks in a tone I couldnt decipher

“Obviously bro and it’s positive” George says with a smile that only said how incredibly happy his was but Fred…..his face was flat

“Fred? Please say something, I know this is sudden I know this isn’t the ideal time but I need you….both of you, I can’t do this alone…..please” my voice waivered

His expression softened as he got up and switched me so he was sitting in the chair and sat me in his lap with me legs across him

“Angel I would never leave you to something like this alone, sure we’re young but I know there’s no one else I’d rather start a family with, you’re everything to me and now so will this baby” his words filled me with so much relief and I could finally breath, I sigh with a subtle smile and lay my head on his chest

“I’m nervous but I can’t deny I’m a little excited too” his hands wrap around me rubbing my back like he always did to soothe me

“Bet it’ll be a girl” George states and I hear Fred huff

“Wanna bet?!” He asks

“Guys you’re really gonna make a bet, what does the winner get?” I smile loving to rile them up

“Uuuuuuh how about the winner get to name the baby” my eyes widen

“Oh you’re on Fred” they shake hands and I see the glow bond around them

“If either of you name my baby something ridiculous I swear” we all laugh and it feels like a new start to something wonderful

We found out I was about 3 months along, Fred was so excited, he already started buying little things for the baby, like cute gryffindor onesies, a pair of fuzzy little socks and a blanket for me to cover up in when I’m feeding he said it was very important for me to be comfortable always

George was even excited too, saying they had a new little trickster to teach their tricks too and show them how fun magic can be

It’s been a week since I found out and today we decided to head to the burrow for the weekend and tell the family the big news, I couldn’t wait to see mollys reaction

Plus Hermione, Ron, Ginny and Harry would be visiting so we didn’t have to make a bunch of trips and just tell everyone at once

“Hey Angel are you ready?!” Fred asks as he comes into the bedroom where I’m just finishing packing

“Yup I’m all set….im a little nervous”

“Why you know everyone will be over the moon darling” he says as he places his hands on my hips

“Oh I know it’s just the anticipation but as long as I have you with me I know it’ll be okay”

“Godrick I love you darling” he whispers as he pulls me into a gentle kiss

“I love you too, so much”

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The three of us travelled through the fireplace as it was safer than disaperating, and the second we stepped foot into the burrow I was welcomed with a tight hug from Molly, her warm scent comforting me, she smelled like cookies and amber

“Oh dear how I’ve missed you, you must be going crazy staying with my two crazy boys” she giggles as she pulls back for the twins to both hug her, they sure did love their mum and it warmed my heart

“Come now I’ve just finished dinner and everyone is already here!” Fred laid my luggage to the side for now, taking my hand as we walked to the big long family table, I always loved this house I was so homey and wild with character

“You ready?” Fred whispers as we sit at the table, I nod as my heart picks up

“Y/n!! I haven’t seen you in a while! I hate that you’re not at hogwarts anymore me and Ginny miss you, it’s like we lost a part of our trio” Hermione says pouting

“I miss you guys too, I could really use a girl talk later” I looked at Ginny and she smirked already knowing the news we were all gathered here for and I couldn’t help but blush

“Dinner is served!” Molly says as she lays all the food out on the table and everyone began to scoop up

“So dear what was it you wanted all of us here for! Don’t get me wrong we’ve definitely missed you three, it’s too quiet now” Arthur asks as he bites into the roast

“Well…..oh goodness this is hard” Fred squeezed my thigh and George patted my back, one twin on each side of me

“You’ve got it!” Fred encouraged

“Well after a little chat with Ginny and feeling sick I took a test and well…..I’m pregnant” the sound of utensils against plates stopped and the room became too quiet, that is until Molly squealed out

“I KNEW IT! IT TOLD YOU ARTHUR!” She ran around the table hugging me over my shoulder doing the same to Fred, squishing us together

“I am proud of you son, congratulations!” Arthur cheered

“Well they’ve been going at it like rabbits so it was bound to happen” George said smirking and Molly thwacked his arm as she walked past to go back to her seat

“George Weasley watch your mouth” she reprimanded but everyone at the table laughed and my face exploded in red god the walls must be thin

The others congratulated us and the girls were beyond excited I knew they definitely wanted the details later

“I’m 3 months along! I was nervous at first but now I can’t wait, knowing I’ll be starting a family with the man that I love with all my heart” Fred smiled as he placed a kiss to my forehead, just looking into his eyes made me melt

“Aweeeeeee” Hermione, Ginny and Molly swooned at the same time making Ron fake a gag

It felt so good that everyone that meant the most to me know knew and that they were all excited for us and that they’d be here for us

•

I sat in Ginny’s room with her and Hermione and they were smiling so wide it bordered on creepy

“I cannot believe I’m gonna be an aunt, I can’t believe you didn’t get pregnant sooner” Ginny giggles and I huff smiling

“Oh please what’re you talking about”

“Come on y/n the second you and Fred got the chance to make out or sneak off at hogwarts you took it, it was pretty obvious what you guys were doing”

“Well what can I say Fred drives me crazy plus, the way he looks at me with the loving look just makes me wanna be close to him” I say placing my hands on my tiny bump

“You both really are head over heels for eachother it’s so sweet” Ginny said

“You guys got lucky too, I see the way Harry and Ron look at both of you, but no getting pregnant ladies” I say and we burst out laughing god I missed this

The weekend was lovely, Molly treated me like I was made of glass and it was sweet because I know how she must be overjoyed to have another little one running around and especially because this would be her first grandbaby

She sent me off with a freshly knitted blanket thinking just like Fred, that I should be cozy while this little baby grew

We got home and Fred put all the food Molly have us into the fridge

“I’d say we’re set on food for atleast two weeks now” he says and I can’t help but laugh

“I love her, she’s the best”

“I think she might like you darling more than she likes us” George says as he slumps onto the couch to relax before the week of crazy work in the shop

“No she’s just happy, I am too….i hope she has your hair” I say rubbing my belly as Fred stands behind me placing his hands over mine

“She huh? You’re betting on a little lady too?”

“Just mothers intuition” I hum

“Well if it’s a girl she’s gonna be as beautiful as he mum”

“Oh Fred ever the charmer” he kissed my hair before sending me off the take a nap while they pack away the luggage

I tried to cozy up and get some sleep but it wasn’t coming, I couldn’t get comfortable and I started feeling hot and a wave of nausea rolled through my body

I sat up trying to ease whatever this feeling was and I just needed to have Fred with me right now

“Fred!” I call out and in a second he’s in the room sitting on the bed next to me

“Hey everything alright? You’re looking a little pale darling”

“I…I don’t know I just don’t feel good, probably just morning sickness but I just didn’t wanna be alone” his eyes soften and he pulls me into his arms as we lay back down

“I’m here, I’m sure that little bean in there is just playing around” he says as he rubs his hand down my side leaving a trail of calming chills down my body

“I can’t wait to start this family Freddie, I always dreamed of it seeing you with our little baby in your arms” he snickered as he kissed my hair line

“Soon darling, she’ll be here soon”

Being held by him let me ease into a deep sleep even though that feeling still lingered

•

I woke up to a blinding pain in my stomach, I sat up the room dark the only light coming from the lamp in the corner, I reached for Fred shaking him, feeling my stomach drop when I feel something wet under me

Fred groaned as he sat up rubbing his eyes

“Hey you okay? Nightmare?”

“Somethings wrong” I threw back the sheets and my heart stopped, the sheets covered in blood and I hear Fred suck in a breath but everything started to blur, I couldn’t focus my ears ringing……not my baby

•

Fred’s POV

My chest tightened at the imagine in front of me but now was not the time to cry, I jump out of bed gently picked her up into my arms, her eyes unfocused and her breathing shallow, he skin so pale it was almost green

I run out of the room screaming for George and he’s a mess stumbling out of his room in a pair of plaid pj pants and a sweater mum knit

“What’s going on?” He follows us the the door as we both slip into shoes

“We’ve gotta go to the hospital now” we travel through the fireplace and emerge into the lobby of a wizarding hospital

“WE NEED HELP!” I call out as a few nurses run our way leading us to a room

“What happened to her?”

“She’s pregnant and…..and there was blood and I….please help her” the feelings were starting to crash down on me as I stubble over my words

“We’ve got her sir, you’ll have to wait outside”

“No im not leaving her” I say as I sit in the chair next to her, they didn’t argue and continued to check on her and clean her

“Fred do you want me to get the family?” George asks behind me and all I can do is nod

“It’ll be okay Angel, you’ll be okay” I whisper to her, her eyes glossy with tears as she turns her head away from me, something she always did when she didn’t want me to see her pain

Third POV

The family was sat in the waiting room for hours waiting anxiously for news, Molly was a wreck hating the thought of the physical and emotion pain you were going through, that her boy was hurting, that this wasn’t suppose to be part of either of your stories

Arthur helped try and comfort his wife as the kids tried to distract themselves by talking about up coming exams knowing if they just sat in silence thinking about you and the baby then they’d be bawling their eyes out and that wouldn’t help anyone right now, they all had to be strong for you and Fred

Moments later as the sun was finally rising casting an orange hue through the waiting room, Fred came out of the room and George instantly got up pulling him into a hug

But it was when Molly stood after, gently placing her hand on his cheek that he broke down hiding his face in her shoulder letting all the emotions out and that was when everyone knew that you had lost the baby

“I should’ve done something mum, I should’ve been able to protect them” Fred cried and it broke everyone’s heart

“It’s not your fault dear sometimes……sometimes these things happen even though it hurts so much”

“How is she doing?” Ginny asks now as everyone is stood around comforting him

“She won’t look at me, she can’t stop crying either she’s curled up in bed and it’s killing me that I can’t take away her pain……she was so excited, I was too”

“You need a moment son, come with me we’ll get something from the cafeteria” Arthur says wrapping his arm around Fred’s shoulders

“Mum and I will stay with her” Fred nods even though he hesitated leaving you

“Please be gentle with her”

Normal POV

When the doctor told me what I already knew deep down I felt…..ashamed, broken, lost, I couldn’t even look at Fred I didn’t wanna see the hurt etched on his face

I laid curled up on the bed feeling hollow then the door opened and Molly and George came in, they both sat in the chairs on the side of the bed I was facing

“Oh honey” Molly says holding my hand and I burst into a new wave of tears

“What did I do wrong? I wanted this so much and Fred….i can’t see him I feel like I’ve let him down”

“Hey don’t talk like that, this wasn’t your fault either, and you know Fred adores you and all he wants is to be here for you, we’re all here for you, this is gonna be a hard journey but me and Fred are gonna be by you every second, we love you we all love you” George says as he brushes my hair back gentle in a repeated motion

George was always able to get through to me even though the pain was still strong

“But what if he resents me now, we wanted a family and what if every time he looks at me now that’s all he will see”

“My son would never look at you with anything but absolute love and adoration” I breath out shakily

“I just….it just hurts so much”

“Do you want me to get Fred?” George asks with that knowing look

“Please”

•

Soon George came back with Fred and after George and Molly said goodbye and that they’ll be in the cafeteria with the family, it was just us two and for the first time ever I was nervous around him

I finally looked at him and by heart thumped and I sucked in a breathe

“Please lay with me” he kicked off his shoes and laid next to me, our hands intertwining my forehead pressed to his chest

“I’m so sorry darling” he whispers

“I wanted this for us so badly….we never even got to find out what the gender was”

“It was a baby girl, if that’s what you felt then she was a girl darling”

It’s been a month since we lost her and it’s been hard, everyday is a new day though that’s what Hermione told me and slowly it was helping

Fred was extra extra sweet with me, patient, loving, a million kisses every morning, sweets he brought home from work

Molly would drop off baked goods or meals for us and it did make things a lot easier, Hermione and Ginny would send me letter all the time with words of encouragement and even just filling me in on their lives lately

But when I woke up this morning something felt different, like the gloom and heaviness that weighed down on me had lifted, even though I’ll grieve her forever

“Good morning darling” Fred chimes as he comes in the room with a plate of berries and waffles

“Morning Freddie, is this for me?” I asks smiling as he sets it on my lap

“Only the best for my girl” I pull him into a kiss quickly and his eyes open wide

“What was that for?”

“For everything, you’ve shown me so much love and I know you’re hurting too, I just wanna move forward I wanna live even though we only had her for a short time, if I dwell on it forever I’ll lose what we could grow into, I’ll keep us in that gloom and I don’t want that, I want us, I want to laugh again and you and George pull pranks on me without being scared I’ll cry, I want to be us again because I love you” his breathing came out shaking

“I’m so proud of you, I know it hurts but I know you felt it so much more, you’re so strong darling and she’ll always be with us and we’ll remember her forever”

“Do you….do you still want to have a family together?” I ask placing my hand on his

“Of course I do, you’re my dream girl but I think we should wait and give it time till you’re completely ready” godrick how did I get so lucky

“I love you Fred”

“And I love you, till my last breathe and even after that, I will find you in every life time”

“And I will always look for you” our foreheads placed together just living in this moment, with a piece of our hearts always holding a placing for our little girl

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Since Forever

•🍂🦊🤎🎇•

Summary: You’ve been best friends with Fred and George since first year, basically inserable but after years of pinning after Fred you don’t know what to do with yourself anymore when he starts talking about Angelina

Pairing: Fred Weasley x f!reader, George Weasley x best friend reader

Includes: Slow burn, jealousy

•Masterlist•

From the moment Fred and George burst into my cart on the train in our first trip to hogwarts we’ve been inseparable, a mischievous trio that no teacher could stop

The weasleys treated me with as much open arms as they did with Harry and Hermione, every summer I’d stay at the burrow and spend a wonderful time playing pranks and just running around, late night fires and sleepovers with the twins

I don’t know when it happened but along the way my feelings for Fred grew from one of my closest friends like George, to being someone I looked at with heart eyes all the time, my heart would beat faster, my cheeks would heat up when he’d make suggestive jokes, he was just the person I wanted and I couldn’t help it

•

Sitting in the common room with George sat across from me as we work on our potions homework, the room was filled with the sound of crackling fire and gentle whispering from the few people that littered across the the room

But it was hard to focus on the potion worksheet when Fred was on the couch with Angelina laughing away with not a care in the world and it hit me with a wave of hurt and jealousy

“You’re staring again!” George said looking up at me as he put his Quil down, a mischievous smirk stretched across his face causing a blush to creep up my neck

“Ugh no I’m not I’m just…..”

“Just…..jealous?” I huff putting my Quil down completely ignoring the homework now

“George stop teasing me you know how much this weighs on me”

“Why don’t you just tell him, we’ve known you for so long I doubt he’d turn you away”

“But what if he does George? Then what? I ruin our friendship then you’d have to be in the middle of us both and I’d lose him”

George goes to open his mouth to respond but Fred slump down in the chair next to George and he looks likes he’s on cloud nine

“What’re you two talking about?” He asks noticing our immediate shut down

“It’s nothing” I sigh going back to my homework

“Okay……well guess who just got a date to the Yule ball!” He grins looking proud even though my heart was aching

I look at him with what I can only assume is sad puppy eyes from the way they both looked at me, Fred slowly moving from happy to concern

“Don’t worry you’ll get a date soon too” he smiled gently, not knowing that wasn’t why this hurt so much

“Would you go with me to the ball my fair lady?” George asks like a knight trying to lighten the mood

“Wouldn’t you rather go with one of the many girls that ogle you?” He smiled

“No id rather go with the only girl that gets me” his words softened my heart and I relax

“Okay I gladly accept your offer kind sir” I play along with the goofy bit but can’t help but notice the crease that’s etched between Fred’s eyebrows

“Perfect, your knight in shining armour shall be waiting for you then” he said making us both laugh but Fred stayed quiet

“Well I think I’ll just finish the rest of my homework in my room, night boys!” I pack up rounding the table patting both their shoulders

“Night Darling” they say in unison

I try to push the image of Angelina and Fred out of my mind and distract myself with some girl talk, I huff as I throw myself on the bed catching all the girls attention

“What’s going on?” Hermione asks as he and Ginny are quick to hop on my bed at the end

“You’ve been more glum lately, is it because you’re stressed about getting a date for the ball?” Ginny asks as I sit up to look at them

“No not that, plus George just asked me anyways”

“Not surprised, personally I thought Fred would ask you” Hermione stated matter of fact

“I wish…..he’s going with Angelina, he’s pretty chummy with her lately”

“Do I sense jealousy?” Ginny giggled

“Ugh George said that too”

“Well he’s right, we’re right you and Fred are just knuckle heads that can’t see the way you look at each other when the others not looking” I didn’t know what to say, my mouth bobbed like a fish out of water, a loss for words because if even for a second I let myself imagine him feeling the same it could hurt that much more if he didn’t

“I don’t wanna talk about this anymore”

“Okay we’ll leave you to your mopping” they giggle as they move back to their own beds, I curl up that night my thoughts stuck to Fred Weasley, one of my best friends, the one I’ll always want

•

It was the magical night of the Yule ball, I thought in my wildest dreams it would be Fred I’d dance all night long with, lingering soft touches as we swayed to the gentle music, but as I stood at the top of the stairs I noticed George and Fred at the bottom waiting, their eyes on me

Georges eyes soften with the awe of a best friend, excited for the night together with shared memories, but the look from Fred was like…..like I hung the moon, his mouth hung open and he couldn’t take his eyes off of me and for a moment I thought he understood, understood this feeling I’ve felt for years, all consuming love for him

But as I descended the stairs I heard a excited yell from behind me, the quick slap of heels rushing past me, noticing it was Angelina as she threw herself into Fred’s arms, he looked stunned but as he came back to earth he hesitantly wrapped his arms around her and my dream came crushing back to reality

I reached George and he noticed the whole interaction, pulling me into his comforting hold, whispering in my ear

“You look absolutely stunning darling” I could hear the sincerity and the concern

“Thank you George, you look quite handsome” he smirked that signature look as he gently took my hand and led me into the hall, I turn back to look at Fred and notice his eyes were already on me and it took every ounce of me to look away and try to focus on George grounding me to a night of fun

•

George tried to distract me all night, either by shoving a bunch of sweets from the buffet into my mouth or by spinning me all around the ball room

And even in the flashes of fun and chaotic energy I still felt the need to spend time with Fred too, even though my heart was slowly breaking he was still one of my best friends and I wanted him in my memories of this night

As the song ended George and I huffed for breathe slumping down at a table to relax

“You’ve made this night amazing for me George, truly” I smile placing my hand ontop of his

“Not as much as you have for me, to be fair I have the most beautiful date, someone else thinks so too” his eyes trail to something behind me, I turn and my eyes catch with Fred’s as he’s stood across the room looking at me

“Go to him” I look back at George as the excitement and nervousness bubbles in my chest

“But George I’m your date I can’t leave you after everything you’ve done for me tonight” he brushes a strand of loss hair behind my ear gently and looked at me with such kindness he’s always given me

“I’ll find Lee and we can hang out, but they’ll never be a dance like this again, you won’t have this opportunity to dance with him in a ball gown, so go to him, don’t let this slip away” his speech gave me a boost confidence, I stood shaking off my nerves

“Thank you George”

“Go get your man” I turn my eyes never leaving Fred as I strut straight to him, his steps matching mine as we meet in the middle of the dance floor, so close our bodies so close I could feel his warmth, his warm cinnamon scent that made my knees weak at that moment a slower song started playing

“May I have this dance?” He asks as he lends me his hand which I happily take

“Are you having fun tonight Fred?” I ask as we sway around the room

“Most definitely but it just got 10 times better, I’d say it’s because I got to dance with a princess” a blush exploded across my face as my heart beat harder

“I…..what about Angelina?”

“She’s not the one I really wanted to go with, she’s not the one I want by my side always”

“What’re you saying Fred” his hand on my lower back pulls me closer

“I’ve only ever wanted you darling, it’s always been you” it’s like fireworks exploded in my heart and I don’t think I’ve ever felt this happy before

“I’m all yours Fred, always” he takes my face and our lips crash together in a wave of passion, of years of built up pinning and longing glances

As we pulled apart I knew this is where I was always meant to be, in the arms of Fred Weasley

“I love you darling” he whispers as our foreheads meet

“I love you too” our serene moment was popped as George comes over clapping his hands on both our shoulders

“Thank god! I’ve been on the recieving end of both your whining for eachother for years, I’m finally free”

“Oh shut it George” Fred smirked swatting his hand away

“But seriously, I’m happy for you both, just don’t go making me the third wheel”

This ball turned out like everything I dreamed out

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What’s Wrong With Me? Part.2

•🪽🦇🖤🪉•

Summary: you’re the fourth archeron sister, always being the perfect sister but as you watch all your sisters find their mate and be happy you can help but feel the dark sadness creep in wondering why not you? But someone notices your change

Pairing: Azriel x f! Archeron reader

Part.1

•Masterlist•

“I’m not good enough….” Rang over and over in my head, how could she think she’s not good enough? She was perfect in every possible way, not good enough?

I saw the broken heart in her I felt it and it killed me knowing she’s been feeling like this for so long, my sweet mate

I haven’t seen her in 2 days, after she said that she ran out of her own room and I felt the waves of self loathing rolling off of her I tried to follow but my shadows stopped me whispering she needed time and that they check on her

The shadows would give me updates on her, saying they’re trying to soothe her panic and worries “she says she’s sorry” “that you deserve a better mate” “says she’s not worthy of you”

Her doubt swarm around my head like wolves ready to pounce and destroy both of us, because if she wasn’t okay I wasn’t gonna be okay either

After two days I couldn’t stay away any longer, I needed to go to her

•

Normal POV

I hide away like a coward, a broken coward and the only company was these lovely shadows and occasionally Feyre and Cassian would stop by my room

Curled up on my bed covered in blankets only my eyes peeking out as Feyre sat on the bed with Cassian sat on a chair pulled right up close to me

“You know those thoughts of yours are lying, you’re the sweetest girl and you deserve to move past the horrors you’ve endured” Cassian stated with gentle eyes

“He’s right, you deserve love as much as the rest of us and you know deep down Azriel has always been the one for you, neither of you may have seen it but since the moment you’ve come out of that cauldron he’s eyes shined with wonder and since then he’s watched out for you, and don’t think we didn’t see the way you’d swoon over him when you thought he wasn’t looking” Feyre said smiling as she brushed her hand over my leg

I couldn’t help but explode in a blush the shadows swirling around my head now whispering, agreeing with Feyre

“His heart has always been with you” “he misses you” “you’re hurting without eachother”

“See they even love you” Cassian said right before a knock came from the door and in came Azriel, my heart lept with warmth as it spread throughout my body like even just seeing him made me feel better but it still didn’t stop the thoughts

“Can I speak with you please” he asked, not in his usual stoic demeanor but sad and tired, Feyre and Cassian stood and gave me a gentle smile before leaving, just me Azriel and the shadows

“Can I sit?” He asks gesturing to the chair Cassian was just occupying

I nod pushing the blankets back and move to sit in the edge of the bed, idly swaying my legs

“I know I’ve hurt you…..I never wanted to hurt you ever, never you but…..”

“No buts angel, I can still feel you, feel the love you have for me and I’m sure you can feel how I feel about you, I know you’re scared and you think you’re not enough but you’re more than enough, you’re everything I’ve ever want and more from every beautiful strand of hair to your shining eyes that hold so much emotion, the way you always care for others and how ethereal you look when you’re reading one of those many books you love, there will never be anything that’ll make you less than enough my love” he was stood infront of me now his rough scarred hand holding my cheeks wiping away my tears at his declaration of love

“You really feel that way az?”

“Of course you know I wouldn’t say all that if I didn’t really mean it, you’re always gonna be my everything”

I let out a shuddered breath and leaned into him fully accepting this bond letting out golden souls glow and intertwine together for all time, the overflow of emotion was so intense but mother above did it feel so good

“I’m forever yours Azriel”

“Forever and always”

•

Wanted a cute short end!

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Illegal to be so Fine❤️‍🔥