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https://www.youtube.com/@LuvAlwaysLanora 📍𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨 🌈 ☼ libra ☾ Taurus ↑ 𝘈𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐝 𝐚𝐰𝐤𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐰/ 𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐧! 𝐍𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝, 𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞! 𝐒𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐢 𝐚𝐦! 😊 💫💕 #aboutme

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Who knew finding yourself again would be so interesting .

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Potential 🎶 - Summer Walker

This song stays on repeatttt 😫💕!!

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Life is life’n in so many ways it’s crazy. The lack of wanting to stay strong and bare more negative changes is depleting. I’m trying tho, and the me that isn’t defeated pops up more so I’ll embrace it … what else can I do to not lose myself . ✨

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I heard blondes have more fun 😋!!

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I legit feel like I’m losing my shit …..

Everything in my mind is driving me crazy and I’m working so hard to be okay. I can’t do this anymore.

It’s hurts to bad, yet I have to pull it together. I need to believe in me more than ever !

11/07/2023

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My journey to share has started, I hope it helps others and I can show more of who I am too ☺️💕!! It’s always been a goal of mine and now I’m ganna achieve it with trying to be consistent and dedicated even on the hard days life throws at me ! If you do check it out , I hope you like it ✨!!

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Good morning 🎶

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I donno anymore.

It’s like every time I find a happy part to my life, the part of where I truly wanna be makes me wanna cry. I’m content, thankful and making my way forward from the hurt and still I wonder if that part is ganna happen soon now that I’m getting better 😞..

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This P😼ssy Tight Like A Nun !!

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Welp. Where shall begin ….

Did an interview for a new position, already in overthinking how my life will be. Wondering if I need to push or if I should focused on what I have … 😩!

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She’s baccckkkk !!

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It’s Official:

To my fellow tumble people, I’m sharing this news in better spirits than I was yesterday. I have been assessed and diagnosed on the spectrum of Autism 😳😌. It’s been one hell of a journey, one I did not even see myself going through. I waited a year, it was a 3 part assessment, my anxiety kept creeping up I shook my thoughts and told myself “Just be yourself, no matter what the results are, show them who Shanise is 🙈!”On this platform using tumbler it helped me be brave to show myself. Not only did it help me be myself, I was able to relate to so many people, explore comfortably owning my truth which allowed me to not hide who I am on other social media platforms and share my experiences 🙌🏾✨. It’s crazy how one diagnosis for adhd can open up so many gaps that are now being filled with my spectrum diagnosis as well. At the age of 31, I never thought 2 years ago I would of found any of this out. It all fits together and as I continue my growth of healing and learning feeling more sure of myself than I did growing up. Only down side is when others I share this with say “You don’t look Autistic 😑!” Um, what is something that you feel eternally and mentally suppose to look like ? I’ll wait. The stereotype needs to end yet that’s been my life since I was born into this world as a female black child and that alone has a list that hurts. So who am I now ?

A strong Bisexual Neurodivergent Woman of Colour 👊🏾🧡♾️✨!!

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Alrighty,

so on my little journey away it’s been surely something. There’s been little delays and now it’s time to try the one thing I have never done in 31 years. ADHD meds 😳!

Am I worried?? Um kinda. I tried two others for like a week in the beginning of 2022 and just stopped completely. One of them had me very very very emotional. Like I would cry everyday 🥺😫.

I really wanna try to work on my time blindness. There’s a lot of shame there ☹️. And it’s not shame that I ever felt personally, just the shame coming from others who don’t understand. So here we go 😮‍💨💕.

Living in this world, rules are meant to keep order from chaos which yea, I get it. Just this one for attendance and the negative reaction to those who really struggle to follow this rule DOES NOT MEAN :

We are lazy

We don’t care

Aren’t mindful

Do this on purpose

Have no regard for others that it may effect

And aren’t trying to be on time

Using our neurological differences as an excuse

I’m just saying, I’m tired of it 🙄. As someone who has navigated life without treatment I can proudly say I’ve been able to achieve a good attendance when I’m calm, confident and at peace. Just the moments when I’m not and the anxiety acts up is a real ughhhh. Medication is a choice and I’m not saying anyone has to take it. This is something I’d like to try and see it can improve things I’ve been trying to do myself as best as I can 💗✨.

* High five to everyone else who’s always trying their best too 🤗!!*

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GOODMORNING 🍓✨

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It’s been a minute 👊🏾🧡✨! To everyone in the neurodivergent community your not alone with the similar experiences we share. And I love that my freedom on here to express myself during a dark time in my life helped others as well!