Apr 28
ryan goslings role in the gray man is so underrated like that man is so fucking hot i love u courtland gentry
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ryan goslings role in the gray man is so underrated like that man is so fucking hot i love u courtland gentry
Hes back on my screen omgg
Anyways my thoughts since watching last night
1. Who the hell found and is uploading this footage, why did Jay and Alex abandon it? by choice? because they had to? no way is it either of them who would be behind the acc now
2. Jodi is interesting me. Shes either Jessicas relative or somehow just an alternative version of her where Jessica doesnt exist in this au. But then THAT wouldn’t make sense to me either since everything is fine during the filming of MH meaning that Jay wouldve jst never met her or needed to get her involved in the mess that was his life in canon. It makes me wonder what happened to everybody else like Seth, Sarah, Amy and Brian
(Amy is alive and i know it bro i swear)
3. TIM RAN AWAY!!. He managed to get away from the hospital thank god but..at what cost?? he either rlly did get away or was stolen by the operator before he could :(, he is possibly dead and we don’t even know that yet.
4. Jodi has something against Alex i can already tell there is conflict but thats only bc in her eyes he doesn’t seem to care abt the clearly drunk man telling him a story abt something traumatic. Maybe she thinks he’s only in it for the urban legends and not the history. Which leads me to believe that if shit goes down then Alex is only going to push for more- perhaps push too far, getting himself and others hurt but he wont see it that way…well not before he tries to convince himself “lol its not real”
5. Jaylex crumbs. There is one bed /j
Anyways i already love this and i can not wait for more bro, i will examining Alex so hard
recently wrote a scene where one MC is left-handed and the other is right-handed.
if you've ever sat next to a leftie, you know — their arm will inevitably brush against yours. the scene was supposed to be full of romantic tension and hints. and it was. but…
I spent 20 minutes trying to figure out which side the left-handed person should sit on to make that happen.
spoiler: on the right.
I don’t think these so-called Oasis lads, the parka-wearing, Adidas-clad ones who carry themselves like rock ’n’ roll purists and treat Oasis less like a band and more like a personality trait can imagine how sub Liam lovers want to bang that man till hes crying in overstimulation🙂
Kakashi Hatake : A Character too Difficult to Write Fanfiction Romance About
I like to write fanfiction for myself, I don't usually post them anywhere. Most of them I write because I need that specific taste of ending to wash off that bitter taste of an ending I can't accept or feel could have ended differently. One of the characters I've come to deeply admire is the one and only silver haired dare devil Kakashi Hatake.
All Naruto fans know this guy. With one hidden red eye of that iconic sharingan, his tendency to be late, willingness to read porn out in public, tragic past, and insane abilities. Kakashi has become a legend in his own world and heart throb in ours.
When I started, I had to ask myself... why doesn't Kakashi have a proper love interest in Naruto? Outside of that "Kishimoto didn't know how to write romance or wasn't comfortable writing romance"? He's a man, surely he's attracted to SOMEONE. ANYONE!
But what if Kakashi does feel attraction? Does feel love deeply... and that's exactly why he never went for women he found attractive?
Because he couldn't let himself be in that position to begin with.
We all know Kakashi lost people dear to him.
His father... who left him with bad association. It made him hyper fixated in rules. Obito, who died to save Kakashi even when Kakashi trained so hard to be stronger. Then Rin who sacrificed herself so that she wouldn't be used to destroy Konoha, using Kakashi as the tool without his consent to add to that. Minato and his wife, practically a parent figure in his life.
That's a lot of loss for someone so young and already carrying a lot of trauma. Above being a child-soldier in times of war.
Let's face it, the Healthcare in the Naruto universe is amazing. If not, considering what those Shinobi go through would mean a whole lot more deaths. But mental health care practically doesn't exist. You're just expected to carry it and move on, when in reality? Mental health is just as important and physical health. And that's where it all started.
Personally? I think Kakashi has survival guilt. An association between love and loss that borders on irrational at that point. And on top of being a Shinobi who's always on the line day in and day out? He's conscious of the possible reality that he might not come back. That means if he does invest his attention in a woman, build a romantic relationship, he's risking her future. Turning her into a widow.
That being said, romance doesn't happen in one day. It takes time, effort, attention, and financial investment. Kakashi is out on duty, a lot. He can't support a relationship and take his job seriously all at once. That means, Kakashi would need a very specific kind of woman, who...
Wouldn't demand his time (Understanding of his absence)
Secure without him
Doesn't chase him
Mind her own business
Stay even in his silences
Guys... I don't know about you, but that can not be me. That being said, we circle back to the very real trauma this man is carrying. Even if he does meet someone like this, the moment he feels something real? It triggers that trauma, on top of his insane self-discipline, the intensity of his job as a Shinobi, the demands of that world, and the fact that... it's kinda normal not to have a family? Kakashi Hatake, if I want to write a romance true to his character, is almost impossible... because he is deeply, deeply traumatized.
Fanfiction is for...
Exploring a character true to who they are in what-if scenarios
Exploring a character for fun! Don't read too deep into it
Coolest things I've done as a Guardian main thus far:
Solo Bell Bearing Hunter fight (without dying!)
Solo Fulghor run (without a lightning weapon...it was tough but I managed o-o)
Defeated Artorias with my brother at my first try
Defeated the Dreglord with my brother at my first try (shout-out to Mohg blessing me with his trident, that weapon works really well against Straghess!)
Revived two downed teammates while simultaneously finishing off Adel with the ultimate. This was so epic. Still can't believe I pulled it off.
#194
How do you let go
just like that
seven years
reduced to a moment,
a blink,
a silence I still hear?
No “let’s try,”
no “we can fix this,”
just your mind made up
without me in it
a door closing
before I even knew
we were leaving.
You walked away,
and I stayed
in the space you left behind,
still holding conversations
that never happened,
still searching for answers
you never gave.
I tell myself to move on,
to keep walking,
to let time do
what it’s supposed to do
but I haven’t moved an inch.
Because the way you left me feeling…
it lingers
like a bruise no one can see,
like a question with no end,
like a love
that didn’t know
it was already over.
Yours Faithfully🌻
