warnings: mentions of abusive relationship, depression, self harm & ed.
long post ahead. i decided to share a long rant about how my life was before i found out about the law & after i did. how i managed to cope with traumatic events & recurring suicidal thoughts. if any of these topics trigger you, then please skip the first part of this post! my success story will be on the third fragment of the post.
𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈: before the law of assumption
when i was fourteen years old i had my first ever boyfriend. he was, initially, what people would call “prince charming”. the first few months of dating him were perfect: he always made sure to look after me, bring me flowers, cuddle me when i asked him to and much more. he was also very cordial and well mannered; almost every person who knew him spoke highly of him. but little did i know, that i was actually living in a farce.
three months into our relationship and his demeanour started to switch gradually. at first, it was the smallest of things that made me question if he was still the same guy as before. he would no longer give me any of his attention, call me, comfort me or even buy me gifts (something that he often did). then, he started to mock me in front of his peers, get mad at any given time and verbally harass me. but nonetheless, i kept staying with him.
not long after, verbal abuse turned into physical abuse. he would lure me into his house after calling me, crying like a baby to convince me to come over. he would purposefully get angry at me for not tying my shoes “the way he told me to” or for not drinking water from the tap. after screaming at me and verbally abuse me for god knows how long, he would pick me up and slam me against the door and start chocking me. or he would slap me and beat me repeatedly on my stomach, arms and legs. he would do this for a good whole hour every time.
tw: sexual abuse after that, he would gaslight me and blame me for his behaviour. he would start crying and tell me “sorry” as i was lying on the floor with bruises all over my body. it wouldn’t take long before he would take me to his room to sexually assault me. i won’t go into detail about what he did, but you get the idea.
before taking the bus to get to my home, i would cover myself up as well as i could to hide my bruises and welts, not before trying my best to mask them with the makeup i had brought in my purse. this is why no one ever suspected anything bad going on. my parents are NOT to blame for this. i was the one hiding this from them, partially because i was ashamed of myself for being weak and frail and mostly because my boyfriend would threaten to kill me if i ever said a word to anyone.
this went on for months. after being abused, i would go home and lock myself in my room; i could do nothing if not cry and tear my hair apart from my scalp. unfortunately, this was the time i started self harming. i would do it in places where no one could see my scars and target my inner thighs. i was so ashamed of myself, but i just couldn’t stop hurting. all i wanted to do was die. what abuse did to me was: cause severe anxiety attacks to occur often, insomnia, fatigue, faint and so on. i even reached a point in life where i would stop eating completely or vomit the little food i ate during the day. in simple words, i became depressed.
at some point, i couldn’t hide this anymore: i was forcing myself to go to school because i wanted to make everyone believe i was fine, but my teachers & classmates started to worry about how i looked. at home, i could easily snuck into my room, stuff myself with clothes and lie to my parents about eating, but even they started to get suspicious. long story short, after passing out one day in school, i was taken to the hospital where i was diagnosed with and ed and depression. not being able to hide my body from anyone, the doctors saw all the leftover scars and fresh bruises from my abuse. this is when my parents’ worst fears came all up to surface. they immediately contacted the police to tell them about my boyfriend (he was eighteen at the time) and when he realized that he was in deep shit, he confessed to what he did, but blamed it on his “mental health”.
he was diagnosed with bpd and was left on probation, which wasn’t enough of a punishment for him. but thankfully, i found out that he was jailed not too long ago.
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𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐈: when my identity got exposed on tumblr (after finding out about the law)
after two years, i had managed to recover. not mentally, but physically. this was around the time i had opened my law of assumption blog. when i found the law (a year before opening my blog), i did a lot of research on it and wanted to test if it was actually real. that’s when i found out about neville goddard and started reading pdfs of his books online. while reading them, i found out about the “I AM” state, now commonly known as the “VOID” state.
i think some of you guys remember my void success story (the one i shared on tumblr a year ago), where i had manifested things such as my appearance, moving out of my country etc. when i posted it, it was actually a year old, meaning that i had went into the void * almost a year before opening my tumblr.
when i opened my tumblr blog (halokisses) in february of 2022, i started sharing my success stories and advice on the loass and i gained quite the platform rather quickly. in less than three months i had amassed over three thousand followers, which is a lot. but this was also the time when a lot of negative and deranged people interacted (in anon mode) with my account. I would receive asks of people blaming me because they “couldn’t” manifest or enter the void. or people threatening me in general. it was becoming super frustrating.
i have to admit, as much as i was manifesting great things in my life, i didn’t have the time to cherish them and actually live them out. although, that was nothing anywhere near what i experienced a few months later.
when i was on a break from posting in july (2022) and was only active on my Instagram, my identity was stolen and violated. someone had decided to pretend to have both of my real names (that i had privately shared with a few of you guys on ig) and plagiarize my content. when i rightfully confronted this person, they backfired and made me look like the crazy, bad person harassing them. this got a lot of people to start attacking me, harassing me, send me death and rape threats and much more.
after that, i chose to leave tumblr (not deactivate my account yet). those months were very hard for me. i kept having nightmares of my identity being completely exposed by the hands of this person, because in my mind, i thought they could find more information about me that i never put out on the internet. grief was all i could feel. i once again started blaming myself for simply deciding to say my name online and beating myself up because of this. this lead me to gather all of my trauma and link it all together.
this may sound insane to many of you, but when someone suffers from ptsd, it’s not impossible for them to let such things affect them deeply, even if, in my case, i was dealing with this online and not in real life. to clarify, i don’t compare this specific event to my abuse. but it is important to recognise that it damaged me nonetheless. i was suffering with steady negative thoughts, nightmares and even suicidal thoughts at times.
thankfully tho, i was able to expose this person a few months later and detach from the situation for a little bit. i still had a lot of work to do to fully reach internal peace. but i felt like i could finally breathe after months of impending frustration and anxiety.
𝐈. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 with everything that happened to me was honestly a difficult task and it took me months to finally reach internal peace. i want to specify that this post was made with the intention to get my past off my chest and bury it away forever. i don’t want to discourage people or make them think that it takes “this much” time to manifest your dream life. this is MY personal experience and how i personally dealt with it. i couldn’t be more proud of myself for it. i’m such a strong woman and i’m still so young. i couldn’t thank myself enough for being so tough and for standing firm.
what i learned from all this is that it’s essential to fight for yourself and inner peace. that’s what matters the most for me. finding the loass and being able to combine it all together definitely played a big role and it proves to me, once again, that as of right now (and forever), i won’t have to worry about anything. my past is dead and so are the people who hurt me. they better try and come back, but this time i won’t be so forgiving. i won’t let anyone ruin me like this anymore.
𝐈𝐈. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 has got to be my favourite success story ever. from the start, i had the feeling that i would succeed and justice would be made n that’s exactly how it went. but the real success happened within me. i am now free from the shackles of my trauma. i don’t worry about anything anymore. i don’t blame myself for what happened to me. i moved on and let go. i have all the means to get back at the people who hurt me and will use them with no hesitation if needed. i don’t ruminate on negative thoughts and live my life peacefully. everything works out for me & nothing gets in my way.
౨ৎ⋆｡˚ ⋆ i’m once again honouring myself and admitting how happy i am to be me. to think that i was just a little girl when i dealt with my abuse and succeeded… it makes me infinitely proud of me. words can’t express how much i appreciate my mind and soul. i worship every inch of my body and i’m not ashamed to say so. and everyone should think about themselves this way. if you went through the things i did, i hug you dearly. you are so strong and you will succeed. i love you and if you need a helping hand, i’ll always be here. there are people out there who care about you and i’m the very first one. you’re an angel, you’re a pure soul and you deserve only good things in life.
i hope that everything wasn’t too harsh to read, i tried to be as less detailed as possible, but wait! the post is not concluded yet.
here to read about my success story ˚◞♡
𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘
〔 as briefly mentioned at the very end on this post of mine, i changed many many things about my life and therefore what i might’ve manifested in the past has changed. note: this is everything i manifested in the last month or two. i worked on myself and on my mental health first of course. some of the things listed down here are very recent and date back to a few weeks, if not days ago.〕
༄ ‧₊˚ WHAT I MANIFESTED
a new appearance from head to toe. believe it or not, this is actually the third time i change my appearance lmfao i knowww, but i always feel the constant need to change. this time tho, i’m pretty sure i’ll keep my appearance the way it currently is !!
moving out of where i used to live before. i won’t say where i went, but i LOVE it here! everyone is so nice & caring and i’ve been welcomed with open arms. all i can say is that i’ve moved continents and it was the best decision i could ever make. it took me a short amount of time to move out.
my best friend to come live with me. to clarify, she doesn’t live in my house, but she moved out with her parents so we could stay close. i also manifested that the both of us could speak the local language fluently and perfectly!
school to start later than most schools here. i just want to enjoy summer a little bit more before the mind-breaking routine restarts (i’m obviously joking lmao, i love school. no i don’t). ++ i manifested to go to a prestige school! i also might’ve manifested it to look similar to harry potter’s castle and i love it! i genuinely can’t wait to start just for this.
travelling a lot more than i used to. my goal is to visit as many places around the world as possible and it’s something that i’ve been doing in the course of the past month. i’m taking so many pictures too with my new digital camera that *drum rolls* i manifested in literally a day! it was insane how fast it happened, but honestly i’m not surprised anymore because everything i desire manifests instantly.
to stay safe and protected at all times. over two years ago, when i went into the void, i had manifested my fighting skills and they’ve only gotten better overtime! imagine mikasa ackerman type of fighter, yeah that’s how i am so y’all better watch out.
healing & helping people deal with their trauma. this is so important to me and it’s honestly the favourite thing i manifested. it’s pretty self explanatory, but if you guys want to know more about this (and need help), please don’t be afraid to text me.
to pass all my tests, finals, etc. and i also manifested to shift into my “school dr” five minutes before each test (whether it’s oral or written) to get all the correct answers. i can’t wait to try this out, tho i still will be studying regardless, because i love doing so! (except for maths & chem lol)
for my parents & loved ones to forget what i went through as a young girl. basically, i revised them ever having trauma after me. it was the right decision to make and i’ll forever be thankful for it.
to revise and go to the weeknd’s concert!! i had a blast y’all this was one the best things i could ever think of. last year i couldn’t go to abel’s concert because i was on vacation, but i manifested going there anyways and now i have such a vivid memory of it + all the videos i took are in my camera roll.
to never spiral or dwell on my negative thoughts. letting go of traumatic events + always reminding myself of how strong and powerful i am and that nothing can get in my way. (aka always manifest instantly and successfully)
for all of my scars to be fully healed and for internal wounds to riparate + to never get ill or get terminal diseases (this works for my loved ones as well).
plus many more things that i can’t think of right now! ♡
༄ ‧₊˚ HOW I DID IT
before anyone asks, no i did not use the void or any other method. i don’t go into the void anymore, because there’s no need for it. it’s an instant state just like ANY OTHER.
you’re always in a state (your I AM=awareness). the void is just your awareness shifting into your I AM where you’re simply assuming that there’s emptiness around you, hence you’re not in your physical world.
here’s how i manifested my dream life:
𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟏.
i decided what I wanted. i had a deep self-to-self talk and understood EXACTLY my desires and wants. i asked my heart what it truly longed for. then i made my decision
i scripted a few things out, such as my full detailed appearance, where i would move out and how my school looked like. the rest of the stuff was not scripted. ♡ TIP: i find it easier to use pictures and put them all together in a collage to have a clear image of everything i’m changing.
𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟐.
i used my all-time favourite affirmation to seal the deal and ACCEPTED MY DESIRES AS REAL. the umbrella affirmation i used is: “it is done”. here’s some affirmations you can use:
it is done
i have everything i desire/want
i got it all
i am
*any word that you choose implies that you have what you want* ie: “pink”
ACCEPTANCE of myself and HAVING FAITH were the key steps of my journey. it was somewhat easy for me to tap into the STATE OF THE WISH FULFILLED since i had manifested many things before, however this does not imply that it should be hard for others to tap into it quickly and easily. you are always in a STATE, you just have to decide which one.
i sticked with MY STATE as much as i could: if i would get discouraged or suddenly get negative thoughts, i would let those thoughts hit and dip. i wouldn’t acknowledge them whatsoever.
NOTE: i would still interact with the 3d regularly. ie: if i had to write down where i lived, i put my old city as such and so on. but i kept on EXCLUSIVELY acknowledge my imagination (=4d) and dismiss the 3d. i KNEW i lived in x city in x country in x continent and moved on.
𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟑
the 3d conformed. faster than the speed of light i might add. it might’ve felt odd, because i had never manifested such important things without the void (see, everything is possible and instant without the void), but everything worked out perfectly and went accordingly to plan ˘͈ᵕ˘͈
𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒
i would like to end this post by saying that it was 100% my choice to share about my past with you guys and in no way, shape or form i made this for others to feel pity or compassion for me. i don’t need it and don’t want it. i just felt ready and serene to share something really delicate about me to encourage people to always fight for themselves.
and this is also a rant to explain to people that if a blogger wants to share more about themselves and share sensitive topics like these, it’s because they want to. you shouldn’t be the one deciding for them or, worse, expose their personal life to the claws of the internet. this was a throughly made decision by ME ONLY.
i hope you guys found this post helpful and liked everything that i manifested! thank you for being here & for being patient and attentive.
a guide on how to manifest quickly and effortlessly with the understanding of states! ♡
☆ ┊𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒
what are states?
how to enter and sustain the state
dealing with the unfavorable (the 3D, emotions, doubts, negativity…)
quotes
a post by @blushydior + @angelsinluv
this is a joint/collab post between @blushydior and @angelsinluv. this was originally bambi’s post so she’d written most of it but doesn’t want to post it on her blog for personal reasons. so we thought it’d be a good idea for me to post it on mine and put our knowledge together since it’s been the talk lately.
there are many different ways of understanding the law and manifesting your desires whether it be behind a scientific point of view or the principle, states.
if you’d like to know how blushydior manifested her dream life with hard circumstances, read this post here.
now, let get into it.
☆ ┊ STATES
the sooner you understand and get the gist of states, the more seamless your manifesting journey will be. this realization is what brought bambi to manifest her dream life.
states manifest and thoughts don’t and i’ll explain why in this guide but in no way shape or form that i am pushing my beliefs onto you.
even if you don’t agree with that statement or are unable to fully click and resonate with states just yet know that states and thoughts work together to bring awareness to what mindset/story you’re entertaining.
for example, if you wanted to know what state you’re in, you would look at your thoughts. why? because when you change your state, your thoughts naturally change as well so therefore, thoughts and feeling are indicators of what you’re state in.
if your day to day thoughts are:
where are my desires?
why hasn’t the 3D conformed yet?
i didn’t get to saturate my mind today, now i won’t get it
you are coming from a state of lack. a state of not having your desire unaware that your imagination trumps the 3D. always.
i’m not saying it’s a crime to affirm all day. many people enjoy it so it’s not out of lack. it’s up to how you’re doing it.
with manifestation, you’re either in the state of:
being the person who has it
being the person who is trying to get it
in the law of assumption, what creates reality? your mind (consciousness)
so, if you’re affirming, visualizing, doing all these things IN YOUR MIND, to change your reality (3D) then…
BY DEFAULT:
imagination creates reality
the 3D is a reflection of your state of BEING
always look inwards for confirmation because that’s the true reality!
☆ ┊ select your desired state.
aka choose what you want to manifest!
state = your mindset / your state of being / state of consciousness. your I AM.
it’s what you identify as. your awareness of being.
choose what you want and embody the mindset of the person who has their desire.
for example, if you wanted $10 million, you choose to be in the state of fulfillment - the person who has $10 million.
that is now your state - the person who has their desire.
❝ the world is a mirror, forever reflecting what you are doing, within yourself. ❞
☆ ┊transform them into fact
now that you set the intention of embodying the person who has their desires, thoughts that align with your state will naturally flow to you.
as you can tell, thoughts and feelings are a product of a state but repeating affirmations, visualizing, doing whatever you want can also help you sustain and being into the state. that’s what techniques are for!
so what would you be thinking and how would you feel if you had your desire?
thinking = imaginal acts that include visualizing/affirming
thinking is not just affirming because there are people who think in visuals and others who think in forms of words (affirmations). do what feels natural to you. — blushydior
affirm: “i have $10 million dollars in the bank!”
visualize: any scene that implies you have $10 million dollars in the bank
feeling: nonchalant / at peace / etc. knowing you have $10 million in your possession.
that is now your awareness / state of being
feeling ≠ emotion!
feeling = accepting your desire as a fact that it is yours because consciousness is the only reality.
you don’t have to act as if. only think as if.
❝are you thinking from the state you desire? or is your dream just a passing fancy, a daydream you enjoyed for the moment & then dropped?❞
if you say you want money, are you gonna keep WANTING it? NO. to manifest, you ARE the person who has the money.
that’s it. that’s your state!!
YOU ARE THAT PERSON WHO HAS THE MONEY. simple. (that’s because the law is)
☆ try it right now with me!
close your eyes, claim you have what you want. by affirming, visualizing, whatever feels good to you.
see it, feel it, know that your mind creates your world. what you see is THE REAL FACT.
isn’t it liberating? BECAUSE IT IS.
you are free to do and have whatever you want! this is why the 3D, circumstances and feelings DO NOT MATTER. why? because YOU, the operant power JUST SAID you have it in your mind so why are you going to let emotions and the 3D effect you?
now, accept these thoughts and your state as facts because that’s what they are. consciousness is the only reality so if you say and know that who you are in imagination is true, the law has no choice but to reflect your awareness of being.
not all thoughts are assumptions and you are not all of your states!
the state and thoughts you identify with manifests.
you are always passing through a number of states throughout your days. a state of sadness, a state of anger, a state of nonchalance, a state of fulfillment.
dwell and identify with the state of your choosing = the person has all their desires!
it’s the same thing with thoughts.
“thoughts are just thoughts. thoughts accepted as true are assumptions. and thoughts/assumptions are products of your state of consciousness. feelings do not mean emotion. feelings = the acceptance that your desire is a fact in imagination.” — blushydior
like i said, thoughts are just thoughts. unless you assign meaning to doubts and affirmations, they hold no power. you do. so which one are facts and which ones are powerless?
your imaginal acts (visualizing / affirming) = fact
doubts, intrusive, negative thoughts = powerless. don’t even care enough to label them. they’re silly little thoughts.
☆ ┊sustain your state - persist!
all you have to do now is persist in that assumption and sustain your state until it hardens into a fact.
A COMMON MISCONCEPTION is that you have to CONSCIOUSLY be in the state all day everyday. NO. all you have to do is return to it/persist whenever you WANT to and WHENEVER you think about it
❝ You don't have to remain in a state if you have made a mistake. You can change states morning, noon, and night, but the state to which you most constantly return constitutes your dwelling place. ❞
SEE! it’s really no different. it’s the same as meditating on affs or rampaging, visualizing, thinking from your desire etc but it’s the fact that you are doing these things to make it natural & bc you enjoy it, not because you “don’t see it in the 3D” and you freak out then over-consume, affirm more, etc.
whenever you think about your desire, remind yourself that you already have it.
if you caught yourself dwelling in a place of lack, for example, asking “where is it?” / “it’s not here yet.” — correct yourself. return to the wish fulfilled and feel it to be a fact in imagination.
and you keep doing that WHENEVER U WANT TO until it feels natural. like neville said, it’s like putting on a new suit. at first it won’t feel natural but over some time, you won’t even be “conscious” of it because you already / naturally feel fulfilled! read my quotes thread that relates to this.
this is where methods come in as well. it gets you to dwell in your state whenever and however you want.
methods don’t hold any power. you do.
it’s not a chore. it’s a choice.
easy peasy.
“you can tell if you abide in your house of desire by watching your thoughts, for the state in which you most constantly return constitutes your dwelling place.”
☆ ┊ congratulations!
you have fulfilled the inner man, accepted it as a fact and got your manifestation.
☆┊dealing with the unfavorable.
doubts, the 3D (interacting vs. reacting) and emotions
doubts, intrusives, opposing thoughts
you let them pass because you are already the person who has it all. if you identify as the person who has their desires (“i have xyz”) why would you let little doubts deter you? they can come in your mind ALL DAY but if you don’t identify with them, they don’t hold power.
if YOU know you’re already the person who has their desire, nothing and no one can stop them from conforming.
for example, if you were famous and all of a sudden you were told “no, you’re not!”
would you go:
“i’m not? oh my god… you’re right. i’m not famous!”
or
“uh…? wrong. because the evidence* is right there? i just said i’m famous so that’s what i am…. famous. lol.”
*evidence = you. your state/4D/mind.
☆ ┊ THE 3D. INTERACTING ≠ REACTING
→ ┊ REACTING is looking at the 3D and complaining. settling for what you see as a fact.
EXAMPLE: seeing the opposite of your manifestation
DON’T: “my life sucks. i hate it here. see? this is why i can never manifest what i want.” and settling for these thoughts as facts.
DO: “it doesn’t matter what i see. what and who i claim to me in my mind/imagination is the real fact that has no choice to be externalized!”
→ ┊ INTERACTING is doing what you need to do in the 3D/physical world but knowing that what you claim in your mind is the REAL fact.
EXAMPLE 1: you’re manifesting a romantic partner.
physically: when someone asks you “hey, are you in a relationship?” you say no.
but in your mind you go: sike. i have the perfect girl/boyfriend 🤭🤭
EXAMPLE 2: you’re manifesting money
physically: you decline to hangout with your friends because you have no money at the moment.
but in your mind you go: “i literally have so much money lol ?? i’m the richest person in the world with all the money i have in the bank.”
EXAMPLE 3: attending therapy or venting to loved ones
physically: “life’s been really difficult lately and it makes me feel stuck. i had a few breakdowns and anxiety problems, etc.”
mentally: (after venting) “that made me feel a little better. i let my feelings out instead of bottling them in. i know i have/will get my desires! everything’s okay. i’m safe.”
it doesn’t matter what you do or say in the 3D!
consciousness is the only reality so if you continue to dwell in the state most favorable to you, that is all that matters!
☆ ┊the successes and failures when it comes to repetition
i’ve gotten a number of asks in the past asking me why they didn’t get what they want if they repeated the thought so many times. my only conclusion from this side of the screen is that you are in the state of trying to get it.
when manifesting, you don’t try. you either have it or you don’t.
so are you person a?
“okay i have to affirm on loop for 20 minutes, 2 times a day or else, i won’t get it my manifestation!”
blushy’s observation: you aren’t being the person who has their desires if you still feel like you need to get them. so you do all these things like over-consume information, force yourself to affirm the same affirmations on loop 1000x, looking for more answers, etc.
you simply aren’t in the state of being. you’re in the state of lack / trying to get it.
how can you try to get something you already have?
so switch states! how? scroll back up.
or person b?
“i feel like saturating my mind. why not? it’s fun.” →
“i already have all of my desires because i said so. there’s no need for me to worry or stress because it’s already mine! it’s done…” and so on.
so do you have it? yes or no?
☆ ┊so why do states manifest and thoughts don’t?
a related question: do dominant thoughts manifest?
you can affirm all day and be able to affirm on autopilot in the middle of your sleep or doing chores but if you:
don’t accept them as facts (assumptions)
identify with them
are in the state of trying to get them by going: “i need to affirm more or else i won’t receive my desire.”
you won’t see results.
that’s why it can only take one decision for a manifestation to come to fruition. you fully accepted it as a fact that the version in imagination is the true person who has it whether it be a desire or doubt.
it’s all about the knowing it’s already yours in imagination - that your success is inevitable and it has no choice but to conform and harden into fact.
it’s called the law of assumption for a reason! you accept these assumptions as true WITHOUT any evidence because you know that imagination creates reality.
❝ This is the law of assumption so, if you assume that repeating affirmations all day will get you some kind of movement / your manifestation, that’s what you’ll get. It’s the same thing with techniques and methods, you give your thoughts and these ways of manifesting power. Thoughts are products of your state of consciousness but it doesn’t mean they’re all true. The idea that dominant thoughts manifest makes it seem tedious. The law is simple. Especially for people who are new to the law, you’re introduced to this idea and you begin to police every thought you have and affirm all day, everyday to make sure that your every dominant thought surrounding each topic in your life is a positive one. That’s exhausting and it’s not supposed to be. It contradicts the fact that you don’t have to make a smidge of effort in order to get your desires. […] It gives your thoughts power when you are not your thoughts. You are who you claim to be in imagination because imagination creates reality. So if you visualized or affirmed that you are the person who lives their dream life and accept it as a fact in your mind, nothing can make that change other than you and you are pure consciousness. You can have negative thoughts and feel your emotions because just like the outer world, they have nothing to do with you unless you identify with them. So choose your story. Your silly little thoughts or the fact that you are the person who has their desires. ❞ — blushydior
all you have to do is accept it as a fact that you are the person who has their desire and you will manifest faster than the speed of light.
this is my opinion but i don’t like the idea of affirming so much to wait until a thought is dominant so it can manifest. it’s very limiting.
it is a fact that you ARE the person who has your desire! the reason why affirming on loop and “dominant thoughts manifest” concept works for others is because they assume it does.
❝ an assumption, though false, if persisted in, will harden into fact. ❞
if you are affirming on loop and aren’t seeing results, this may be your problem and understanding states is the solution you’ve been looking for!
☆ ┊why do people affirm on loop?
this goes along with manifesting with hard circumstances and being a neurodivergent!
i state in my guide that i knew i was the person who already had my desires and since i was constantly filled with intrusives, doubts, and other things (i didn’t identify with them, i just wanted them to lessen) i repeated them as reminders to made me feel better to saturate my mind that: “yes! i do have it.”
saturation is NOT necessary. you don’t need to do it but it helps in many cases as a technique to sustain your state and coping mechanism. it makes persistence easier for many.
another thing.
if you are this person:
“okay i’m going affirm all day and then i will get it!”
you will succeed because that is the assumption you’ve created. you fully accepted it as a fact that if you repeat it over and over again, you will get your manifestation.
so yay! you got it.
☆ ┊ENDING NOTE
i hope this post helped you guys out to better understand states more. if i miss anything, i’ll add them here.
i did you challenge, set my date 3 days from that same day, and everyday till then i listened to this for about 30 minutes! on the day of my set date i sat up straight and i did what you said, i just let myself fall into the void, i didn't affirm, nothing. eventually, i fell into the void, i can't say how long it took because i was really lost in my own space but it felt extremely short! i didn't realize i was in the void at first but then i like halfway realized ig? i felt this urge to just affirm so i did, i affirmed for everything i wrote in my notes app and when i eventually let myself out of the void i had everything! my df, db, good grades, sp, desired house, etc! most shocking thing is that i wasn't even freaking out! i see so many people who freak out but that wasn't at all the case for me, it felt right, like i've always had these things! i scripted that i would feel normal after i came up with my desires since i revised to have always had them so maybe that's why! but i've always had my desires anyways, everyone does, so makes sense <3
THANK YOU <3
OMG THIS IS SO WONDERFUL ! so happy for you and THANK YOU SO MUCH for sharing this ! ♡
Hi Siren, guess who got into the void last night? So I don't want to tell the whole story because we would be here for 3 hours but all I can say I was overcomplicating it and I was falling asleep before I could get in so I finally just decided to do it and do I layed down and put on a subliminal and just repeated affirmations and it surprisingly took 5-10 minutes and I got in and it was pitch black I couldn't see or hear anything and so then I just affirmed "I have everything in my void list" and guess what, when I woke up I had EVERYTHING on my void list:
New hair type and color (it's now 3c and burgundy)
Food
A mansion
My own room (considering the fact that I had to share a room with my younger brother)
A chef
Starbucks
Height increase
All of the clothes from my pinterest board.
All of the jewelry that was in my photo album
My zodiac sign (which is why I chose ♏ anon)
A whole new birth chart
My intelligence
Straight and white teeth
I got full results from my beauty subliminal playlist (I look so good omfg)
I stop maladaptive daydreaming (I had trouble with this due to personal reasons)
Completely hairless everywhere except scalp hair eyebrow and eyelash hair
My personality
Fluency in 7 different languages
Graduating 8th grade early and not going to school for the rest of the year
And more
I have a lot more but these are the most exciting to me. So I just wanted to say again for the motivation because you really helped me a lot these past couple of days,
So thank you again and have a good day. ♏ Anon
OH MYYYYYYY congrats love ! that’s amazing I’m so happy for you🥹let’s talk about how you just sent an ask yesterday saying you were gonna tap into the void and now you’re back with a success story🤭🕺🏾
I actually did it! I will be splitting this post onto sections and titling them in bold because this is going to be a long one. I got consent from @gorgeouslypink for the layout and headings!
My Void Journey + Failures
I knew about the void from beauty krystalied and moza morph's void state subliminal. At first I was so confused I googled the void and found amino and reddit, I had bad experience with reddit so I stayed away from it and I am so glad I did because of the amount of limiting beliefs. I found a success story from a website (tumblr) and I felt so excited I decided to try to tap into the void. When I gave up after 2 seconds I immediately went back to the success story and re-read everything to see what I did wrong. The cycle continued and eventually I came to loablr where I found @cinefairy, @itsravenbitch and @rosellesworkshop. I asked them questions on anon mode using translate (I revised knowing english) about the void, manifesting and more. I was desperate to enter the void because of my circumstances and the life I was living. Failed attempt and procrastination over and over I finally decided to use the law and manifest my void concept. Once I finished working on my void concept I simplified the rules of the void, my new rules were:
The void is easy to enter
I always enter the void instantly
Entering the void is normal and natural
I stuck to those rules and I persisted.
What Motivated Me To Get In
So at the time everyone was getting into the void, I saw anon success stories everywhere, I felt frustrated because "why wasn't I entering the void?" These posts gave me a wake up call
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6
some are recently posted but I think everyone should still see it!
How I Entered the Void State
So there were 2 methods I used (I entered twice first for an experiment because I had a fear of the void and second to manifest my desires) I will be sharing the first one with everyone!
I used this meditation and just followed along with it, I just fully relaxed and listened to her voice it was so relaxing and It felt magical, so I definitely recommend this meditation to everyone, this is a "mind awake, body asleep, yoga nidra, pure consciousness meditation", that can be used for astral projection as well. It's not 1 hour long by the way, at the end for 40+ minutes is just binaural beats and music.
What I Manifested
I manifest so many things everything from this post and so much more as well!
Final Thoughts
I tried to make this as short as possible and the layout is from @gorgeouslypink's void success story! So all the credit to her! I would like to thank these blogs as below that changed my life, they have a special place in my heart and I love them so much!
I’m finally here to tell everyone my void success story!!!
in general I tried to get into the void for about 6 months and nothing happened despite my self-confidence. I didn’t put this state on a pedestal or something like that because I understood what it was and how to get there. But for some reasons (which I don’t know 🤷🏼♀️ ) it didn't work all the time. I didn't want to try other methods like sleep paralysis because I was afraid (this shit scary af how y’all do it 💀). That is why I chose the path through meditation. My failures pissed me off and my hands dropped. I didn’t want anything anymore but yesterday I just freaked out and said “fuck you I’m strong enough and can achieve whatever I want.” 2 minutes and boom! i'm in the void. Tbh I don’t even realized that I entered some first seconds but than I was like “wth? i did it?? im fucking did it?!?!?!” It was sooo peaceful I swear. I even forgot why I’m here lol. But ofc I remembered and started to affirm and visualize for my desires.
Here’s what I manifested:
Desired appearance. I didn’t change it too much. Just corrected my face a little bit to look prettier. Now I really looks like doll.
Desired body. From 70kg to 42kg and my height is 162cm. Slim hourglass body, hairless body, 1:9 ratio, always smell good (it’s something like fresh+jasmine??)
5k$ on my bank account
I’ve done my study at university (please I hated it so much like no jokes it took all my nerves and I’m so happy rn it’s done!!)
Hot, handsome and attractive best friend. Giiiirls he’s the best. He matched to all my highest standards for men. And ofc we gonna date in the future 👉🏻😏👈🏻
Some personal things for my parents and our family
Sexy, attractive, hypnotic voice + singing skills
Perfect self-concept, manifesting everything by snap fingers, fixed my mental health
Everyone treats me like a Goddess or princess, people from my past realized that I’m the best person in their life so all of them (which I wanted) sent me messages with apologies and ask me to come back🤪
That’s all for my first time. But it’s so strange to realized that I can create everything I want in my life. but I'll get used to it quickly I guess 😌. So yeah maybe it’s not too emotional cuz I’m not such person but it’s true guys. Stop doubting and keep going! This is a huge community and not all of us liars here. I believe in everyone of you cuz if I did you can did it too
Love you sm
CONGRATS OMG THIS IS AMAZING !!! this is so inspiring, thank you for sharing this with us
desired parents behavior (got them to let me go and now my keeper, mom of my bff, lets me do whatever I want, ex.: disco nights, parties, have a partner, get piercings ecc.. she's so amazing I love her sm)
desired summer holly days (lots of parting lol)
great grades in every subject
laptop
desired videogames
crystals
my bunny 🐇 <3 EXACTLY how I wished her to be (black fluffy fur, medium sized, hype energy, lovable and joyful) (love her sm)
will update every new successful manifestation. (and every time I remember mostly)
l mostly do visualizing for my manifestation or use subliminal, I will link my subs playlists (the ones that worked the best for me)
toxicity, TW: suicidal thoughts, bullied for being asian (specifically chinese), had the worst skl life and home life, hated myself, 0 talents/interests, parents had no money
after:
happy, positive life, i love myself, bullies respect me, i'm livin the old money lifestyle, modelling career, fluent in multiple languages, living the teenage dream, best skl life ever, expensive trips to aesthetic places+private jet (you get the idea)
thanks to: @wintercoquette and @blushydior and many more <3
What helped me manifest my sp? Taking my awareness off of the shit that I DON’T want in my reality— Distance, no contact, 3p (I didn’t have one, but still). If I don’t want it, why acknowledge it?
I just entered the void for the 3rd time in a row. THREE TIMES.
Here’s how I did it :
I affirmed, meditated and persisted for 3 days and on the 1st November I successfully entered
The whole day I told myself that the void is easy. It’s a part of me, I always enter within 10 mins. I just relaxed for a while reading my book and scrolling in booktok until I felt a little tired then I lay down in a comfortable position and put out on the void subliminal by slade
I did a breathing exercise and counted until I felt completely relaxed and didn’t really have any thoughts
I affirmed for only Mabye 5 mins ( I am in the void, the void is easy, the void is within me, stuff like that ) and then everything went pitch black. I couldn’t hear anything couldn’t feel my body it was amazing.
Heres what I manifested
I had a note on my phone called my void list and I manifested everything on it
There was over 20 things on it
Here are some
Desired face and body
Play any instrument flawlessly
Don’t bloat
Me and my family to be wealthy and live comfy for life ( we were very poor and had to work over selves so hard just to make ends meet Bur not anymore)
My dad to have perfect health ( he is physically disabled and had diabetes and would find everyday tasks difficult Bur now he can walk perfectly with no pain and he lost a lot of weight and is completely healthy )
A car
Curly hair
Freckles
And so much more
I’m honestly crying, life has honestly been so hard my whole life and I’ve never felt safe or happy and now I feel that and more. I’ve been in shock all day. I honestly can’t process how much my life has changed and it was so easy too. It only took me 10 mins and a deep meditative state to Change my whole life. Amazing
hey butterbean!!
Tysm love i hope this helps motivate those who need it!! I hope everyone who tries also remembers to not complicate, and try not to make every single thing they do perfect it only brings stress nothing more. Thanks again!
Things don't take time to manifest. Time isn't an actual thing. There is no process of manifestation. Everything you can imagine already exists. You either have it or you don't. Every manifestation is instant.
If you think you manifested something over a period of time, you are mistaken. You manifested it instantly. Every moment before that manifestation was just you manifesting not having it. Until the moment you did. Prior to that, you were just in different places of not having it.
There is no such thing as progress. You either have what you want or you don't. So since every manifestation is instant, that means you can manifest anything instantly. In fact, it's the only way you CAN manifest!
Instant manifestations aren't rare miracles. They are the only way it's ever done. When you really understand this, when you KNOW this to be how life really works, there will be no limit to what you can do!
How to change your beliefs and manifest in few days.
Based on an article I found.
"Psychologist Deann Ware, Ph.D., explains that when brain cells communicate frequently, the connection between them strengthens and “the messages that travel the same pathway in the brain over and over begin to transmit faster and faster.” With enough repetition, these behaviors become automatic. Reading, driving, and riding a bike are examples of complicated behaviors that we do automatically because neural pathways have formed."
For example when we read. We don't read letters by letters or words by words. Most of us read by just looking at it. It is automatic. The information goes into the brain extremely fast. Because we repeated the action of reading SO MUCH that our brain process it at "the speed of light".
If you want to create a new belief, you have to REPEAT.
"In terms of repetition, it is estimated that it takes 10,000 repetitions to master a skill and develop the associated neural pathway. As clinicians, we can encourage and support repetition when our patients are working to achieve their health goals."
Most of the time, you will manifest things into your life, under 10 000 repetition. Your 3d will start conforming way quicker than this BUT aiming toward this goals will be very helpful.
Repeating your technique Wether it's affirming, visualising, scripting, is extremely important that's how neural pathways are created, that's how new beliefs are created.
Consistent thoughts = beliefs.
Beliefs = 3d reality.
"Visualization can be a very powerful sense that can help patients build new neural pathways toward behavior change. For example, ask patients to visualize what their optimal health looks like, feels like, and what they would be doing if their diabetes was managed."
How to loop it enough to manifest quickly?
I'm going to specifically focus on visualizing and affirming.
Affirming
You can pick 10 affirmations which implies the same thing. You repeat them 100 times each. In the morning and right before going to sleep. In total you repeated your affirmations 2000 in the day. Tbh I believe that after that much repetition you should have manifested what you want already if you did not waver. If you continue doing it consistently for at least 5 days you would have repeated it 10 000 times and a new neural pathway would have been created. The seed would have been planted. The new belief is here, and your 3D is conforming.
Visualizing
I personally script a scene. A scene that implies that I have what I want. I will loop the scene as many times as I can. Litteraly brain washing my mind with it. Specially when waking up and when going to sleep. If you stay consistent results should come in less than a week.
Repetition creates fast results. No matter the amount of faith you have in your manifestation. You don't have to wait weeks or months to get your manifestation. As long as you repeat it enough, it will show up. You don't have to believe in it, YOU HAVE TO REPEAT IT. You have to persist. Until it shows up, because it will. There's no way it won't.
Affirm, repeat, persist.
Helping patients change behaviors by understanding the brain
credits to: @blushydior and @beautifulgardenervoid (i love you <3).
life before:
misery, bullying, trauma, abuse, narcissism, school violence
life now:
getting everything i want instantly, acting opportunities in east asia, financial freedom, old money family, healthy relationships, happy in school
how i did it:
persisted, knew the 3d was going to change, affirmed, listened to subliminals (in the past), scripting, pinterest vision boards
with the help of? @blushydior, (my angel) @viol3tlavender (my angel), @awhkacey, @starliet, (another angel)@theandreiaeffect @manifestthatthing (and also another angel) and many more blogs <3
