5sos? 5sos.

[luzaylea]

Invisible

Theres something that has been happening in my family for a while now, and they don’t even know. I’m depressed, I have acute anxiety, and the only one they do know, I have anger issues, and because of this they don’t see me as human. They don’t understand. My problems started when I was 9, when someone incredibly close to me killed themselves.  I’m 14 now and still not okay with what he did.  I’m still hurt. WARNING: PLEASE DO NOT HATE MY FAMILY, I’M NOT DOING THIS FOR ATTENTION JUST SIMPLY BECAUSE I’M DONE BEING SHUT OFF AND SOMEONE NEEDS TO KNOW. DON’T SEE THEM AS BAD PEOPLE AND COMMENT THINGS LIKE THAT BECAUSE I’M TRYING TO FORGIVE.  My mother, denied hitting and abusing me one night to the police, even though I had a witness and bruises. I share a room with my older sister, who doesn’t hear me cry myself to sleep, my younger sister calls me fat, stupid, slut and all the other horrid names you can think of. My little brother thinks that everyone hates me so I shouldn’t babysit them in case I get upset or raged. My father only sees my mother in me, and both parents have said the don’t want me around.  Not only in my family but my closet friends always make remarks about my weight, height and even the way I walk. I have no safe place.  I thought I should share this message with the world.  I am, because I have attempted suicide more than 3 times, but couldn’t go through, though I have never touched a blade. I spend all day alone in my room on weekends, and my mother is never home, as she is always at work.  I am strong and I know you all are too. Don’t see this message as sad, because even in my darkest moments I still fight. My anger issues have lead me to brake my mothers wine set and put multiple holes in walls.  I am in no way trying to make myself out as a victim as I know I to am in the wrong, but I’m also not to blame. My family doesn’t want me around, and will continue to treat me like crap, until I’m completely ready to stop standing up for myself, and even then they may call me weak.  My followers should know this.  The 5sos fam is so strong and I need you to continue being strong.

[luzaylea]

HEY BABES

Here are the finalists for my book.  Sorry I answered y’all so late.  So I’m going to need descriptions of you guys and a photo (optional) so I know what to describe you as in the book.

CALUMS SISTER- @unlimited-sauce CALUMS GIRLFRIEND- @luzaylea LUKES BEST FRIEND (a girl)- @wookieehood96 LUKES GF- @5sos-hopeful-imagines MIKEY’S GF- @emma-stewart-hemmings MIKEYS BEST FRIEND- @luzaylea ASHTONS SISTER- @nicoleservice ASHTONS BESTFRIEND- @sardonic-sjs ASHTONS GIRLFRIEND- @meganleies

What this book is about:

Each person in their life receives a necklace when they’re born and only two are exactly identical.  This means that the 2 people with the same necklace is your soulmate.  It glows when you get close and is extremely cold to the touch when you’re extremely far away.  The closer you get the warmer it gets until it suddenly glows.

~Side Note~

Even the best friends and sisters get into relationships so if there is anyone in particular you want that isn’t 5sos please let me know with a description (If they aren’t famous) or I’ll give someone to you!

[luzaylea]

Mornings With Calum

-”But bbaaabbbbe, I’m tired” -”CALUM I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DON’T GET UP!” -Cuddling -Slow sex -Rough morning voice -Giggles -”Just 5 more minutes” -”Shower with me Y/N!” -Shower sex -Getting pancake mix EVERYWHERE -”CALUM FLIP THEM THERE BURNING” -Frantically trying to find something to wear from last nights fun -First thing you grab is his hoodie -”I was gonna wear that.” -”You’re giving me a boner” -You taking over the cooking -Wrapping his arms round your waist while you make more batter -”I lovvveee yooooooooooouuu” -”We gotta go Cal” -”But I dont wanna!” -”To bad.”

[earthtoabbaa]

Ben and Jack Hemmings wouldn't treat me like this

[luzaylea]

If you see this tell me who you ship

Imagine: Getting back stage passes to your favorite band 5sos, and you were so excited, and when the time came, you meet them and were the happiest you could be, though you were one of the last ones to leave, they didn’t realize you were still there and you saw something spectacular, Muke. Kissed.  They soon saw you and gasped but you stood their grinning like an idiot before yelling “MUKE IS REAL BITCH!” and ran off. 

[luzaylea]

Imagine: “It’s either him or me!” Arzaylea screamed at Luke, “It doesn’t really seem like much of a choice.” he shrugged leaning down “No, so come o-” “Michael.” he proudly stated. “Wh-what!?” she stuttered. “You heard me.” Luke sassed.

[ugh-niall-deactivated20151220]

Let's Make Things Interesting Then? (Calum Hood Smut)

Requested: Yes, but it was a while ago

Warning: smut, swearing, overstimulation (kinda) and daddy kink (kinda).

A/N: okay I’m terrible at these things, I’m trying and this is like the third one I’ve done so I’m pretty new at this, apologies 👀 also I’ve not proof read this! It’s written in the third POV so I don’t know if it’s okay. Also any gifts that are in my posts, they aren’t mine so all credits to owner 😃

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[luzaylea]

oH...

[luzaylea]

Imagine you and Ashton just had a huge fight and he went to stay with Luke, as you said you didn’t want him to be there anymore. You had broken his heart, he got his things and walked out the door, neither of you got any sleep that night, you got up at 4am and put on his giant sweater and a pair of his sweats and balled your eyes out regretting what you said.  You lost your first love, and he lost his.  Him, crying his eyes out to Luke about how much of an idiot he was for just walking away instead of fighting for you and you, thinking about grabbing that blade again, but trying to pull back trying not to break the promise that neither of you would ever cut again because you felt like that promise and what you were wearing was the only thing left of him, but you know you had to get him back.  6am you took off out the door to the airport, as he was leaving for tour, not bothering to fix your hair or outfit as you sprinted through the doors, you see him about to board the plane, and you scream his name he turns round, his face lighting up as he ditched the line running to you picking you up and spinning you round mumbling how sorry he was and begging you to take him back in which you giggled and said yes, and then he said, “good because I have a pair of your leggings and converse, to remind me of you while i was on tour... but since you’re here... do you want to come?, we can buy you more clothes over there... an-” you shut him up with a kiss which obviously said yes, and you both got to the plane just in time, as the extra ticket he was going to give you the next morning was in his pocket.

[luzaylea]

Imagine Michael moaning your name as you sucked him off, as he pulled your hair shoving his length into your mouth further.  “I'm so close! UGH FUUUCKKK” he would say as he released coming all over you before whispering, “your turn” lowering down to eat you out as you scream his name as his tongue swirled round on your clit as his fingers thrusted into your pussy as he did a come here motion, you screamed louder,bucking your hips up and him smirking knowing how good he can make you feel.

[luzaylea]

Imagine: Your school is holding a 3 day treasure hunt type thing, where you gather different info, things etc etc and your crush!Calum is the first selected to pick a partner, he looks round, before he lays his eyes on you, “Y/N” he states coolly giving you a wink along with your best friends and the guy who likes you to sigh.  Your heart begins to race as you are given your sheet and hotel room key and set off, getting closer to Cal. Justin (The guy who likes you) gives Calum a stern talking to, “Y/N is mine, back off!” in which Calum replied with “no, I like her.”  So it soon becomes his top priority to make you fall for him not knowing you already had.   ~In the hotel room~ Calum comes out with the towel loosely hung round his waist as your breath hitched, he crept closer “like what you see?” in which you answer “duh” without thinking.  He took that as his opportunity to climb on top of you saying “me too” leaving love bites for everyone to see. ASHLDHE TAKE MY PHONE AWAY

[luzaylea]

Just before anyone hates on my for my name... NO I don’t ship them together AT ALL but I dammit I will respect Arz because idk, yeah she has a horrible past, and yeah she broke Bryan’s heart, and she used famous people for sex, money and fame, but we don’t know what shes like with Luke, tbh we don’t even know for sure that this is a publicity stunt at all or if they are truly in love.  But in all honestly all people who say shit to her aren’t real fans, I don’t think.  B/c if you were, you'd be more respectful at the fact that shes lukes and Luke is hers.  Past is past, maybe shes changed, and maybe she hasn’t.  We don’t know.  But I will respect her and defend her because the fam makes me sick that they cant respect Arzaylea, just because shes Luke’s girlfriend.  In all honestly it’s all jealousy and, yeah you may hate her, but for fucks sake you don’t need to make her feel like crap.  Keep that shit to yourself.  You don’t know what goes on behind closed doors!  None of you had a problem with Bryana! Yet when Mr. Hemmings got a girl, the whole fandom turned to SHIT!  Just be happy for Luke, because in the end, will this really matter?  At 20-30 years old you will have a job, maybe kids, or traveling, or doing whatever, and bands won’t be a huge obsession. The news may have broke your heart, but you wouldn’t be saying crap about/to her if she wasn’t with Luke.  This fam really shows it’s true colours when it comes to relationships.  Pretty soon, you could be married and think that hating some girl was a complete waste of time! Because it is!!! Now some of you are probably gonna say, “But hey, she needs to pay her rent!”  to hell with it! SHE HAS DEALT WITH IT!!! Rant over.

[luzaylea]

Imagine frat boy!Luke coming to your dorm each night to pleasure you.  You thought he was just there for the fun but you, you let him do it for an entirely different reason. You knew it was wrong because he obviously just thought you were hot and great in bed.  He did think that at first, but one night he didn't come in to pleasure you and himself, instead he was standing by your door, wet from the pouring rain with his blonde locks covering his shiny forehead, and your breath hitches in your throat. “Y/N?” he starts off, “Yes?” you manage to stutter, “I have a confession, I know that we fuck every night, and i know you only do it because you like it... not me.   But i want to let you know that we can’t do this anymore.” “Wh-what?” you cough out. “Dammit Y/N! You make this hard to say... We can’t do this anymore, because... I’m kinda in love with someone.” you only manage to get out an “oh” before going to close the door, disappointment slapping you across the face.  Of course he wasn’t in love with you!  His foot stopped the door,  “Do you want to know who it is? I can tell you do.” you quietly nod your head, inviting him inside before he whispers a quiet “Michael...” and walks out your door.