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i wanna be the only one you wont forget ⠀⠀

[madokangelic]

⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔

۶ৎ hιɱҽ’s intro !! ۶ৎ

⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔

⠀︵⠀name(s): 🪽 ⠀◌ ౨ৎㅤ

i tend to frequently alternate between names, for the sake of consistency however, i may be referred to here as ɧıɱɛ. (or luka, lol)

ѕнє / нєя  ✚ INTP  ✚ ꜰɪꜰᴛᴇᴇɴ

　.　⟢　i am omnisexual although my sexuality is something that is questioned frequently.　　♡⸝⸝

✿🔒 𝘦𝘥𝘣𝘭𝘳, 𝘫𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘳, 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘣𝘭𝘳… ♡⸝⸝

ʜᴇᴀᴅꜱ ᴜᴘ ! ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀ ʏᴀɴʙʟʀ, ᴊɪʀᴀɪʙʟʀ, ꜱʜᴇᴅʙʟʀ ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪʟʟ ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴠʏ ᴛᴏᴘɪᴄꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴠᴇɴᴛꜱ, ʙᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇ ᴏꜰ ꜰʀᴇqᴜᴇɴᴛ ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴇɴꜱɪᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴛᴏᴘɪᴄꜱ ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ .⋆♱

(including but not limited to… €d/sh€d content, disordered eating, my experiences with mental health, sui ideations , etc)

‹ ︎ ✦ 𓏻 ᴅɴɪ : ᴛ.ʀ.ᴀ.ꜱ.ʜ

(ᴛʀᴀɴꜱᴘʜᴏʙɪᴄ, ʀᴀᴄɪꜱᴛ, ᴀʙʟᴇɪꜱᴛ, ꜱᴇxɪꜱᴛ, ʜᴏᴍᴏᴘʜᴏʙɪᴄ.) // ᴅᴍꜱ & ɪɴʙᴏx ᴏᴘᴇɴ. ’ ◟ 🎹

interests & fandoms ;

psychology/psychology-based media, baking/cooking, art, poetry & photography. listening to music, anime and gaming (mihoyo, visual novel, open-world, shooting, indie, rpg, etc etc.) cosmetology, calls/sleep calls.

death note, alnst, neon genesis evangelion, omori, serial experiments lain, perfect blue, vanitas no carte, wonder egg priority, oyasumi pun pun, killer in love, needy steamer overload (anime&game), ddlc, danganronpa, tgcf, elfren lied, banana fish, frieren, mihoyo in general & more…

𑣲┆ tags ; ˚.⋆ֹ

── .✦ # ✧, Midnight Tea with Hime 〃

casual / “normal” conversation…

── .✦ # ☾, Hime’s Moonlit Meltdowns

venting…

── .✦ # ⌒☆, Angelic Hime

anything irl, (face (?) , bodychecks, clothes, makeup, etc..)

── .✦ # ❀, Letters to Hime

reading and answering questions…

── .✦ # ↺, Hime’s Treasure Box

reblogs…

── .✦ # 🪽, Hime’s Blessings

art & crafts…

── .✦ # ♫, Hime’s Mailbox

answering asks…

── .✦ # 𓆩♡𓆪, Hime’s Secret Diary

relating to romance/love…

[madokangelic]

why does life always try to kick me down when im trying so hard to be okay.

[madokangelic]

how it feels watching someone steal your personality infront of you but being too polite to say anything.

[madokangelic]

“dont use makeup to cover unhealed sh !!”

if i have to hide it, im gonna hide it 🫩

[madokangelic]

im a horrible horrible filthy disgusting fleshy human, idk, i just feel gross, isnt everything just really gross ?

[madokangelic]

i am so much more scared of natural death than i ever have been of suicide ^^;;

like, no i dont want to suffer and die as a result of crippling illness in my old age by myself in a hospital bed weakly taking ten billion of the same pills everyday just to die a week later.

[madokangelic]

i love the shaky feeling i get after fasting for long enough, and like your stomach hurts really really badly but you arent hungry, and when you do eventually eat afterwards, you cant stomach anything,, fasting is genuinely the best appetite suppressant if you really think about it and the hunger that comes with it just feels rewarding, yes i am coping, yes i am coping, man i love fasting

[madokangelic]

it burns and aches and burns

and burns but it just makes it

all feel better in the end,

i need it i need it i need it i need it

man, i need to lose the weight.

prominent chest bones 🤤

[madokangelic]

feels immense disgust with my body -> routinely cuts and starves myself to cope -> cuts almost everyone off and isolates myself to hide it, escapes pain through bedrotting and the internet, joins communities for the sole purpose of getting worse -> feels immense disgust at the self mutilation of my body -> routinely cuts and starves myself to cope -> cuts almost everyone off and isolates myself to hide it, escapes pain through bedrotting and the internet, joins communities for the sole purpose of getting worse -> feels immense disgust at the self mutilation of my body -> routinely cuts and starves myself to cope

man, why do i feel so bad ? 🤔

[angel-pd]

recovery doesn't sound fun anymore idk i dont really deserve to get better

[madokangelic]

i feel like there is SUCH a difference between the romanticism of a mental illness from someone who has the disorder and someone who doesn’t,

likeeee, i want to complain about it, pmopmopmopmo

stop romanticising TS WHEN YOU KNOWWWW YOU DONT RELATE AT ALLLLLL AND ITS LIKE SO OBVIOUS YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT,,,, I CANT STANDDD IT,

CAN WE PLEASEEEEE STOP LARPINGGGGGG ??????? 😭😭😭

it just makes you more annoying than a regular normie ngl

minor crash out, idk

#MyCultureIsNotYourCostume !!!1!1!1!1!1!11!!1!1!!

[hpdamechan]

im so lonely i want to combust on the spot

[leeleeeeeee]

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Noo don't kys you're too sexy aha

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

[madokangelic]

i am so sayori irl trustttt

when my parents find my body hanging from my ceiling with a snapped neck behind an unlocked door, i hope they catch the ddlc reference

[madokangelic]

just wanted to let you guys know that im a massive socionics nerd and now require you to tell me everything about your typology, immediately

[madokangelic]

hihiii ur acc soso cute i love

- 🦌

so i love you now, tysmsmsmsmsmsmsm

[madokangelic]

the only reason my cuts are bumpy is because if you run your finger over it, ts talks about sugar spice and everything nice in braille, trust