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Random things Mycroft is thankful for

That you are an introvert!

For the love of lord, with all the disastrous things in my life, I'm ever grateful the Universe showed me some mercy. She is the kind to go to bed early on a Friday night because she's tired from all the social interaction during the week. Imagine her being an extrovert and a party person! The sheer number of spies I would have to plant as bartenders just so she reaches back safely.

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No!! Come onnn..I just finished an amazing fic (Competency kink with Phil Coulson) that I downloaded and wanted to browse a new one !

Why ao3 😭

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Competency kink - is it because I love myself (conditionally) when I'm most competent or because I can let go and embrace my full self when another is being competent on my behalf?

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While I sleep and dream of scenarios, sometimes I don't know if I want to be Arthur or Merlin. Arthur who has someone as loyal and fierce as Merlin..or Merlin who has someone as kind and brave as Arthur

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Merthur being idiots in love aka self sacrificial

Being attacked and left in the middle of a forest to die is not how Merlin imagined his birthday would be spent. However, when he sees Arthur being in that critical condition, there's not much else to consider but to fix the problem. How can he ensure Arthur is safe? He is breathing so faintly, barely concious with so much blood loss.

Merlin isn't doing much better himself but that's not the point. He knows he doesn't have enough strength to use magic at this stage. But if he used up all his energy, his magic and life force, there's a chance he can save Arthur. He'll take his chances, thank you very much. As for hiding his magic, he couldn't care less at this point. Yes Arthur will be angry, almost feral when he realises and recognises Merlin for the monster he is. But he certainly would rather spend all his energy to transport Arthur to Camelot. After that, it's not like he'll survive anyway. Maybe that betrayal would help Arthur in his grief. (yes, he'll see that Merlin's loss is not worth spending much time over). He knows what he has to do now. He looks at Arthur one last time. Sees him a bit wide eyed and exhausted, trying to roll towards him. He smiles at him one last time. It always has been for you, Arthur, he thinks. My magic, my loyalty, me. It was my absolute honor, serving you, Sire.

Arthur is trying really hard to hold on to his consciousness. He really is, especially after Merlin smiled at him. That idiot! He knows that face. It's his 'I will do whatever it takes because it is the right thing to do face'. He sees his stubborn set of jaw, his shoulders rolled back, as his eyes turn golden..What?! Everything seems to click in slow motion for him. Merlin, despite bleeding and injured as bad as he is, looks positively radiant. He has magic! Right now, covered in blood, oozing out golden light from his body, it seems more apt to say he is magic, rather than he has it. However, he hasn't much time to think of it. Merlin's focus and his determination alarms him. There's definitely something insanely stupidly self sacrificial about it. He can feel his panic rise. In his fear, he instinctually rolls over with all his energy as does the one thing he can think of : hold onto Merlin. Whatever is happening, he knows in his heart he can face it if Merlin is with him, by his side, where he always wishes him to be.

3 days later

He sends for Merlin. He needs to make sure how to keep him safe. He can't think of what would happen if news of Merlin's magic gets out. He arranges the funds to send him away, speaks to someone he knows so he can work. He also makes it that it's halfway between Camelot and his hometown.

Merlin enters. Worn out, dark circles and pale skin. It pains him physically to see him this way. At least he has a trusted horse to take him where he needs to be, with enough money that he can sustain himself comfortably even if he doesn't work at all the coming couple of years.

Merlin's shoulders have a resigned droop, his eyes a sign of quiet peaceful resignation. Arthur wants Merlin to sit comfortably, have a healthy plate and then discuss his plans. Alas he can't afford such a luxury when every minute is an added risk. He had waited for Merlin to recover just enough and it was already 3 days too many.

Merlin walks slowly but surely. However what he does next makes Arthur startle a step back. Merlin comes close enough to him, makes very very brief eye contact, enough to give him a small smile and then kneels! He has his hands behind his back and head bowed enough to almost touch Arthur's ankles.

"Sire, I accept the consequences of what I am. It was my absolute honor to serve you. If you will let me can I ask of you one last wish before I meet my end?"

Arthur has no idea how to respond. What is Merlin talking about? What end ? Sure it might be his last time in Camelot, but Arthur knows and can feel Merlin means something more than that. He's trying very hard not to acknowledge what Merlin is thinking. Merlin takes his shock as hesitation. His face twists before it clears with renewed perseverance. "Please Sire. Gaius has nothing to do with what I am. He's old enough to be spared seeing me burn. If you'll only grant my request to make this a private affair, I'll be infinitely grateful for it"

With horror, Arthur moves with the intention of pulling Merlin up. But he only bows further to touch his forehead to Arthur's feet.

Arthur CANNOT take this anymore. Merlin really thought this of him? after all this time? and came to him like an animal to be slaughtered? His blood boils. He always knew anger is his worst enemy.

To be continued...

[justaz]

i was bored

(i KNOW ganieda/gwendydd isnt canon but she is in my heart <3)

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Spring

Spring is here, here comes the Sun

World seems brighter, tomorrow seems better

Couples holding hands I see

Smiling at each other in glee

Will I ever find that, myself I ask

Happy for others but sad behind my mask

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Imagine Steven Grant Rogers, the man who lifted Mjölnir thinking

How can I even think of having feelings for her, let alone having them?! She deserves so much better!

PS : if this reaches over 500 likes( which from current trends is quite doubtful) , I will consider writing more.

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Life, please I want me some Merthur angst.

I want a Merlin in my life, the unflinching loyalty, the affection, the smartassery (I know it's not a word)

On a side note, how how ? I watched the first episode for the first time last month and knew right away they are for each other!

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mom said it’s my turn to be ached for, to have someone feel a stab of hunger for me, to feel nourishment at the sight of me. give it now

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Young Mycroft x Reader

It's been so long since I went on a trip. I'm usually the person who loves indoors and the comfort of my bed. So I decide to go on a short trip. Just a two hour train journey from my home, to visit a friend.

After repeatedly telling Mycroft that I don't want to go there by his car but book a train(because train rides are awesome and I didn't want his Britishness following me around everywhere), I did the mistake of booking the cheapest train. It was a mistake because I later realised that it does not come with Wi-Fi.

The whole of train journey I was so worried whenever I didn't get a signal because I knew how it would upset Mycroft if he tried to call me but wasn't able to reach me.

While I was grumbling how Microsoft's protective nature did not let me enjoy the train ride, what I didn't know was that there were two other people in the train, worried more than I was, for the exact same reason.

Two stations after, three people in black suits come, the two worried people hurry over to meet them, speak and the three men leave, muttering, 'stupid train. He's so goddamn pissed about this!'

What do I say? Package deal that comes with being the British Government's girlfriend.

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In my head, Young Mycroft Holmes Looks something like this ❤️❤️

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There aren't a lot of things that surprise Tony. But here's a bunch, and very unsurprisingly they all are Peter related

1: The kid's heart! He should know by now but everytime he does something very Peter Parker like, it makes Tony wonder how can anyone have that massive a heart

2: The kid's will! He might be iron man but Peter has the will and nerve of steel!

3: Peter Parker. Period.

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Young Mycroft x Reader

Me: Are you ashamed of me?

Mycroft: What??

Me: I asked if you are ashamed of me.

Mycroft: I'm sorry love but I don't think I understand where this is coming from. Did I upset you somehow?

Me: Why do we always meet indoors or in the middle of the night when the world sleeps?

Mycroft: Because you are precious and not for the unworthy world!

Mycroft sighs. While what he said was true, that wasn't the only reason. She was his weak spot. His only strength but when the wrong hands know of her, she would be his ultimate demise.

#young Mycroft x Reader

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[me cooking pasta for a quick dinner, after a long day at work]

Bucky thinking, ahh, let me just visit her at her apartment as a surprise.

Bucky rings the door bell. My anxious ass is so startled I yelp in shock and spill the boiling water. The hot water splashes on my left palm and before I register it fully, Bucky runs to my side, looking like someone shot him and stabbed him four thousand times.

His metal arm is a stark contrast to my injured hand.

"Third drawer on the left. The ointment" , I say.

He gets it in less than a minute and starts applying it generously. He swallows multiple times, finally clears his throat and says,

"That's it, you are banned from cooking. I'll give you a hoot before I arrive from now on"

"You mean like cat calling?"

"No, cheer leading"

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He pulled the rubber band all the way, and then released it. It hit my soles with a sting so sharp, I yelled out loud.

Him: You see? That's how much it hurt me when you walked away in the middle of our argument.

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Me trying to get stuff on the top shelf using a rotating chair.

Mycroft: Get down! Now! Couldn't you just have called me?

Me: [tries to escape his exasperation by flirting] I would rather call you out for other things! Significantly romantic and cheesy things!

Mycroft: We can't do any of those if you break your bones

[Proceeds to physically put you down, the snacks on the top shelf long forgotten]