The Adventure of BioWench and Elliot!

This blog belongs to the OverWatch,wine, and voice savvy streamer BioWench and her trusty side kick Elliot, the adorable and unpredictable feline! Follow their many quests by checking them out on Twitch! twitch.tv/biowench45

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Does anyone else ever get that toxic voice that says "if only they weren't lying" after someone says they love you?

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Out shopping for some new Wine Sommelier threads and doing my best to stay body positive while trying clothes on. But... I absolutely love this outfit. #wine #sommelier #bodypositive #feelgood #lookgood #jcpenney #serviceindustry #winesommelier

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Out shopping for some new Wine Sommelier threads and doing my best to stay body positive while trying clothes on. But... I absolutely love this outfit. #wine #sommelier #bodypositive #feelgood #lookgood #jcpenney #serviceindustry #winesommelier

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Out shopping for some new Wine Sommelier threads and doing my best to stay body positive while trying clothes on. But... I absolutely love this outfit. #wine #sommelier #bodypositive #feelgood #lookgood #jcpenney #serviceindustry #winesommelier

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Heading to Scarborough Faire! I'm a Celtic Witch! #scarboroughfair #renaissancefestival #twitch #makeup #cosplay #costume #twitchaffiliate #twitchkittens

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Because deep down I'm Maureen from RENT. #singing #music #RENT #musicals #theatre #voice #twitch #twitchaffiliate

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Elliot and I are playing Overwatch! Come hang out with us! #twitch #supportsmallstreamers #catsofinstagram #twitchaffiate twitch.tv/biowench45

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He so serious! 😍 seriously cute! @breadwinnerscafe #brunch #boyfriend #drinks (at Bread Winners Cafe at NorthPark Center)

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My sweet baby! 😍😍😍😍 #catsofinstagram #catmom #catsoftwitch

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I just got Sucre cafe delivered to me! Yay grubhub! Kimchi rice bowl and an iced latte saving my day! @sucreplanoboba #noms #healthieroptions #eathalfnowhalflater

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Really proud of this breakfast that I made today! A homemade low fat yogurt parfait (with a little honey mixed in for sweetness) and toast with hummus and avocado! Suuuuuper yummy! 10/10 Will make again! #health #healthy #fitness #breakfast #food #nutrition

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Gym day #3! We're making progress! It's been a little over a week since I've started eating healthier and exercising and I'm already down over 5 pounds. Looking forward to these next few weeks! #health #fitness #weightloss #gym #exercise

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So proud of this omelette! First one I've made!!! #eggs #breakfast #omelette

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Am I bootifull yet???? Thank you @dearclarkhair for being so amazing. I know that I have the most difficult hair and that I didn't come in as prepared as I should have been, but the are working with me and doing an amazing job. I will always recommend this place and these amazing people. Worth every pretty penny. #haircut #dearclark #divacurl #divacurlcut #hair #dallas #twitchaffiliate (at Dear Clark)

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Day 2 at the gym! Im starting to get some kind of plan together. The diet is something I'm still trying to figure out, but gym consistency is easy. I'm going to try and post a picture a day to show off any progress over time. It also gives me an excuse to make stupid faces at myself in the mirror . ;) . . . . . #gym #weightloss #fitness #health #diet #selfimprovement #twitchaffiliate #twitchkittens

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So here's the deal guys... I'm overweight. This is not the first time either. Once upon a time I made a promise to myself that I would lose the weight, and guess What? I totally did! I lost all of 50 pounds and never felt better. Here I am again though, with that 50 lb and then some back and for the longest time I was just upset about it. And Im still upset, don't get me wrong. I never saw myself getting to this point again, but I think that now is the time to do something about it. My depression, my anxiety, my adhd and my love of bread and dessert aren't going anywhere, but I will do what I can to fight through all that and commit. There will be days where things just won't be perfect, I know. I'll probably go a week or so where I'm sure I've given up, but here's the promise I'm making to myself... I promise to push myself to . Get out of bed . Drink less alcohol and more water . Be mindful of the food I'm putting in my body . Make it to the gym at least a couple times a week (if I make it everyday, then oh my god keep doing that) . Love myself more, with our without the weight . Believe others when they say they love me. Here we go! I suppose you can consider this photo my "before photo". So let's push and maybe a few photos later, I'll have an amazing after photo. Progress right? Yeah. Let's focus on progress. Let's do this.

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I got my Poison Ivy drawing put up at @cuellarsfajitaranch! Wooh! #poisonivy #dc #food #magaritas #twitchaffiliate #drawing #art