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[mickycharly13]

Mein Herz geschlossen und wie aus Stein.

Werd ich je wieder L(i)ebens-fähig sein?

•meine Gedanken. Von mickycharly13

[mickycharly13]

no one there. all gone. only alone. no one wants to do anything anymore.

[mickycharly13]

"after all these years i'm done fighting i can't resist beeing who i'm really am"

[mickycharly13]

2022 wird kein besseres Jahr. Nein, es wird sogar ein noch schlechteres Jahr. mit noch weniger Kontakten, selbst zu den Personen die mir eigentlich am nähesten standen. ich sehe keinen sinn mehr darin noch an irgendwas festzuhalten...

[mickycharly13]

Nach all der Zeit stehe ich wieder an diesem einen Punkt. Soll ich überhaupt noch weiter machen oder es einfach beenden?

[mickycharly13]

es wird alles bald ein ende finden.

[mickycharly13]

everything is falling apart

[mickycharly13]

I don’t want this life anymore. I want to disappear.

[mickycharly13]

Egal was ich mache, es ist immer alles falsch…

[brokenflicker]

"I wake up and nothing has changed. I'm still sad, lonely, and empty. My life is still a mess and my friends still don't care. I don't feel any better than the day before so tell me does it really get better or is better just an illusion? "

— A question I'm too afraid to ask

[mickycharly13]

Please let me die. I can’t do this anymore…

[mickycharly13]

Darkness is calling me...

[brokenflicker]

"People don't like you when you're sad. People don't like when you're breaking down and asking for help. People don't like it when you cry and say you've had enough. People don't want to be around people that are sad and I guess that's just the nature of people. So if you ever find someone that cares about you enough to stay during the bad times, keep them. They're rare, and a lot of us are searching for these kind of people right now."

— A reminder to appreciate those who stuck by you during your lowest moments.

[mickycharly13]

I don’t say anything anymore

[mickycharly13]

"Nothing can hide these scars I wear

The burden I must bear"

[mickycharly13]

Warum versuche ich überhaupt noch was, wenn ich sowieso nichts kann…

[mickycharly13]

„Allein allein in die Dunkelheit hinein“