.: Clear Thoughts :.

Depressed writings, rambles of the mind, and a poetic approach to life. This is my journey.

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There are battles we fight that don’t always show on the surface — a quiet war within, where silence can feel heavier than words. This poem touches on the shadows of self-doubt, the pressure to belong, and the ache that comes from carrying pain no one else sees.

Sometimes the hardest struggles are the ones we keep hidden, wrapped in whispers of hunger, guilt, and a desperate search for control. If you’re facing something similar, you’re not alone in that silence.

May this be a quiet reminder that healing starts with being seen, even when it feels impossible.

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In spite of all the darkness, the pain, the suffering.. there's always hope.

I would find hope in those closest to me, those who were there for me through thick and thin. Those that, despite my best efforts to push them away, stuck by, knowing there's more to me than meets the eye.

My efforts, sometimes self-destructive, distract from inner pain and suffering, and sometimes portray an image of toughness, when in reality... it's solitude, it's pain, it's loneliness.

In this hope, I place my future.

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Look! I rhymed for once! :D

This one is... heavy. It hits home, hard.

I hope some people can read this and see themselves in it, and know that they're not alone. But also, sometimes that 'other' that follows us everywhere just needs a helping hand, someone kind, someone to care for it, to forgive it even. It's a matter of time before it eats us up, unless we can find a way to make peace with it.

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If only they knew.

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Alone, beaten, broken, but I'll continue this fight. Not for them, not for you, but just for me. Because I know I can do this. I know I can pull through.

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It’s one of those moments, you know?

(Also hi! I’m back!)

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Honestly this is mood.

Normally don’t share music - but this is very real.

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What am I, exactly?

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Why did you leave me behind?

All alone, in the dark?

It’s not right, it wasn’t time... 

I’ll miss you.

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Help me free myself from the shackles of my own self.

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The comeback! Be gentle - I’m rusty :)

Let’s take a moment to stare at the reflection in the mirror, and ask ourselves what our purpose is, and what we can do to make things better...

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I’ve been feeling like everything is futile, and everything’s not right no matter how hard I try.

These thoughts in my head that tell me to do this, or do that -- are they right? Am I wrong to trust myself?

I wonder...

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Another one from..14 y/o?

Man... I’d like to think I’ve improved haha.

Also, I “reformatted” them for posting, in case anyone’s curious!

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This is really really old.

It was something I wrote when I was....13? I think?

Found it, decided to share since I haven’t posted anything in almost half a year here (woops)!

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Darkness comes in many shapes and sizes.

What we do to those who suffer is what defines our future, as well as theirs.

One gesture of kindness can change an entire person’s world.

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In response to the sadness and confusion, there’s hope in following our dreams.

Our own dreams will determine our happiness, and success.

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A world with no color; painted in black and white.

No light, no hope, surrounded by darkness.