No expectations |N. Romanoff
Summary: y/n and Natasha have been going out for a while, just taking it slow. One night, as they go further than they had before, Natasha decides to tell y/n that she has never had sex.
Pairing: g!p Natasha x fem!reader
Warnings: smut, fluff, g!p Natasha, unprotected sex, loss of virginity, dirty talk, praise, oral (Nat receiving), fingering, breeding kink, just some soft sex, pet names (princess, baby)
Word count: 3010, a bit longer than my regular ones.
A/N: I decided to try a POV switch during this so I really hope it didn't seem confusing…
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“So, I was thinking…maybe we could go out again tonight? Maybe at 6?” I suggested while looking at Natasha expectantly.
Her lips turned up into a smile and she nodded. “I’d love that.”
I returned her smile before placing my hands on her waist, pulling her into a kiss. I moved my lips against hers slowly before pulling away. I gave her another smile before letting go and walking backwards, still keeping eye contact until I was out of the kitchen.
I grinned to myself as I walked down the hallway towards my room, excited for what tonight would hopefully bring. I had been going out with Natasha for about 3 months now, just taking it slow and getting to know each other. However, 3 months is a long time without sex and I was determined to make tonight the night.
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Natasha kept smiling as you walked out of the room, equally excited for the evening. She opened the fridge and grabbed a water bottle before closing it and leaning back against the cold metal door. She took a long sip before pulling the bottle away, letting out a deep breath and screwing the cap back on.
“Hydrating for tonight?” Bucky smirked from the dining table where he had witnessed the girls’ interaction.
Natasha raised an eyebrow at the other assassin, confused at what he was trying to imply. “For the date?”
He shook his head with a chuckle and laid his book down on the table. “For what comes after the date.”
Natasha sighed. “It’s not that kind of date. We’re not there yet.”
“You might not be, y/n definitely is.”
She furrowed her eyebrows. “You think so?”
“I know so.”
She walked around the kitchen island and sat down at the table across from Bucky. “What am I supposed to do? I’m not exactly experienced…”
“You've never…?” he dragged out the sentence, waiting for Natasha’s reply.
“Well, I never got to have that whole ‘teenagers make dumb sex desicions’ thing, there wasn’t a lot of time for that in the red room. And then after I got out it just seemed like it was a bit too late to have my first time so I just kind of forgot about it, figured it probably just wouldn't happen.” She explained while fiddling with the bottle in her hands.
“But then you met y/n.” he smiled.
She sighed, returning the smile with a nod. “Yup. I see myself spending the rest of my life with her, if I don’t scare her off with the whole virgin thing that is.”
Bucky let out a chuckle. “You wouldn't scare her off. If my intel is correct-”
“Intel being that y/n’s best friend is Steve who tells you everything?”
“Yup. So if what Steve has told me is correct then she definitely feels the same way as you. Just tell her, I’m sure tonight will go great for you.”
She stayed quiet for a few seconds before nodding. “Yeah, you’re right. Thanks, Bucky.”
“Of course. Now go get ready to fuck her, alright?”
Natasha laughed and stood up. “You got it.”
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I smoothed out my outfit in the mirror as I waited for Natasha to knock on my door. I had picked out a black, gold belted, spaghetti strap jumpsuit, the fabric was just too soft not to wear. I had put on some light makeup, red smudge proof lipstick covered my lips to give me an elegant feel. Once I was satisfied with my looks I walked to my door to put on some black heels and waited patiently for my date to arrive.
Just on time a knock sounded at my door and I opened it a little too quickly, grimacing a bit at Natasha’s surprised expression as she had barely finished knocking.
She smiled at me, eyeing me up and down. “You look beautiful.”
“So do you.” I took her hand in my own and laced our fingers together. I could see a slight blush cover her cheeks but she looked away and started to walk with me to the elevators.
“Where are we going?” I asked as we stepped into the box, the button to the lobby pressed.
“That’s a surprise.” She brought our hands up to her mouth and placed a kiss on the back of mine.
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The restaurant we went to was beautiful, the dimmed lights with the brick walls and dark oak gave the place a romantic and rustic feel. The night flew by with conversations and food, the few wine glasses I had ordered helped ease up some of my nervousness.
Natasha grabbed my hand and rubbed it with her thumb, her eyes focused on mine intently. “Should we head back?”
I nodded and we stood up, our bill already paid and a taxi was ordered and waiting outside. We walked out and got into the car and soon enough we were on our way to the tower. The ride wasn’t too long and once we arrived we were quick to hurry out to the lobby and into an elevator.
Once the door slid closed I grabbed Natasha’s face and pulled her into a searing kiss, pushing her back against one of the walls. I moved my hands down to her waist as hers tangled into my hair, tugging on it as she deepened the kiss. Her soft lips moved against mine as we both breathed heavily through our noses, my hands moving to her back to press her harder against me.
The elevator signalled our stop and we quickly moved out, only parting to get inside of my room. As soon as the door was closed I pushed her against it, my heartbeat quickening by the second as we fumbled to take off our clothes. She pulled the straps of my jumpsuit down my arms and the top pooled around my waist, my black lacy bra on full display.
Her blazer hit the floor and I pulled her shirt up over her arms before I reached out to unbutton her pants. Her hands tried to stop mine as she mumbled against my lips. “Wait-” I started to kiss across her jaw and to her neck until she spoke again. “Wait!”
I pulled away quickly and searched her face. “What, did I do something wrong?”
She quickly shook her head. “No no, don’t worry. It’s just that…I haven’t had sex before…” she looked down at the floor to avoid my gaze.
I sighed and put my hands on her upper arms. “Tasha, it’s ok. I’m cool with waiting if that’s what you want.”
She looked back at me. “No, that’s not what I want. I just wanted to warn you that I have no experience. This might be absolutely terrible.”
I chuckled. “Well, if it’s terrible then that’s the way it is. I want you, no matter what. And if you want this as well then let’s do it. No expectations.”
“No expectations.” she repeated.
I slowly leaned in, brushing my lips against hers lightly. “Good.” I cupped her cheek and brought her in, giving her a small kiss before moving to her pants once more. I unbuttoned them slowly before pulling the zipper down. Our breaths mingled together as our foreheads were pressed against one another, our noses touching as I pulled her pants down.
She kicked the garment away and grabbed her bra, unclipping it before dragging the straps down and letting it fall onto the floor. I let out a breath as I looked at her naked chest, reaching out to trace the curves with my fingers. I made eye contact with her before kissing her again, whispering against her lips. “You’re beautiful.”
She gave me a shy smile before taking hold of my jumpsuit, pulling it down before she crouched in front of me. She threw my clothes away before kissing my leg, staring up at me while she started to pull herself up, placing kisses the entire way. She kissed up my stomach and between my breasts before placing her lips on my neck, gently sucking and nibbling.
I let out a sigh of pleasure and wrapped my arms around her waist to hold her against me. I laced my fingers through her hair and pulled her face up to mash my lips against hers hungrily. I turned her around and pushed her backwards until we reached the bed, falling onto it.
She let out a giggle and I kissed her cheek before getting off of her so we could move to the middle of the bed. I kissed her chest and started to move down her body until I reached her underwear. I toyed with the hem as I looked up at her, her eyes locked with mine as she waited for my next move. I started to slowly pull her underwear down her thighs, her cock stood hard after being freed from the garment that I threw away behind me.
I wrapped my fingers around her cock and pumped slowly up and down while watching her mouth fall open and her eyes fluttering closed.
“Oh my god…” she breathed out.
I licked the tip and noticed the shudder that went through her body. I gently wrapped my lips around her and moved my head down before pulling back up. The groans she let out fueled my need to make her feel as good as possible. I took as much of her as I could into my mouth and used my hand on the parts that I couldn't quite reach.
Her hand grabbed onto my hair as her hips bucked a little and I couldn't help but let out a choking noise. I could tell she immediately panicked, pulling me off of her to look at my face. “I’m so sorry, I didn't mean to!”
I started to laugh, moving up to kiss her lips. My laughter didn't stop even when I saw her worried expression as she cradled my face. “It’s ok.” I finally got out.
“No, no I hurt you.” she said sadly.
I shook my head with a grin, small chuckles still falling out. “Seriously, you didn't. I can take a lot, I’m totally fine.”
“Are you sure?” she still searched my eyes for any form of lies.
I leaned in close. “I’m 100% sure.” I smiled before giving her lips a quick peck.
She wrapped her arms around me, pulling me tightly to lie on top of her chest. She nuzzled her head into my hair and breathed in my smell. “Maybe we should stop.”
I moved my head to look at her. “Do you want to?”
She waited for a few seconds before answering. “Not really.”
“Then we’re not stopping. No expectations, remember?”
She started to fiddle with the back of my bra, unhooking it. I sat up a little and pulled it off completely before leaning in to kiss her. This time the kiss grew messy, our teeth clashing together as her nails scratched down my back. I could feel her fast heartbeat against my chest and I was sure she could feel the same from me.
I bit her lip and dragged it down, a moan falling from her before she pushed me off of her, moving to have me pinned against the bed under her. She was quick to take off my underwear, her hand cupping my pussy before dragging her fingers against it, feeling just how wet I was.
I grabbed her cock again and started to stroke her, her fingers moving against me at the same pace. She slipped them into me, moving them a little awkwardly and I let out a small chuckle and she looked at my face nervously. She let out an embarrassed sigh and stopped her fingers.
“No no! You’re doing great, baby.” I tried to assure her.
“Then why are you laughing?”
I smiled softly at her. “I didn’t mean to, I’m sorry. Here, let me show you.”
I put out my hand and placed my middle and ring finger together before showing her how to move them. She copied my movements inside of me, trying to figure out where to push her fingers against. I let out a moan as she found my spot and I could see how excited she got from this.
“Just like that, keep going like that.” I told her before I started to stroke her cock again.
She pressed her forehead against mine as we kept going, our moans sounding through the room. She started to quicken her fingers as I kept responding to the pleasure, only a minute had passed and she already knew just how to work me.
“Ok, I can’t wait any longer.” I sighed and pulled her hand away from me. I pushed the head of her cock against my hole and she adjusted her position, her forearms caging my head in as she held herself up. “Just buck your hips into me.”
She nodded and kissed me before doing as I said. I moaned into the kiss as she started to fill me up, stretching me out around her.
She let out a hiss before gasping once she was fully in. “g-god…that feels so fucking good…”
I smiled a little. “Yeah?”
“I wasn’t expecting it to feel like that.” she said, amazement clear on her face. “Not in a bad way, in a very, very good way.”
I giggled. “You feel really good as well. It didn't hit me just how big you are until now that you’re inside of me.”
I could see her lip tremble before she bit down on it, letting out a groan. “C-can I move?”
I nodded against her forehead. “Please do.”
She pulled her hips back until she was almost completely out of me before thrusting back in, gasping at the feeling. She was quickly getting addicted, moving faster than I had expected her to.
I moaned and gripped her back, my nails raking down it. She moved one of her hands down to hold my leg up against her hips, her cock hitting me at another angle that made my eyes roll back into my head.
“Oh my god, you’re pussy feels so fucking amazing, y/n~” she whined.
“Shit- keep fucking me like that, Tash!”
She was panting and I could feel her breath against my cheek. She whined and moaned as she kept rigorously thrusting into me. “Such a pretty princess, you’re so beautiful~ I love you so much, need you so bad-” she nuzzled her face into my neck as she babbled.
My nails dug into her back as I nodded. “I love you too.”
“Fuck, you’re so tight- the way you’re squeezing me is making me lose it~”
I moved my legs, wrapping them around her to keep her as close as I could. My back arched at the new angle she was hitting me at, my moans loud as my eyes rolled back. “You fill me up so good! Never had anything like this, you’re the only one who can fuck me like this, baby~”
I could feel how shaky her breath was against my throat, the way she was bucking her hips into me was desperate and I could tell she was getting close. This time I was the one to push her onto her back as I straddled her, bouncing on her cock to bring her closer to her orgasm.
She let out a loud groan. “Fuuuuck, princess!” she gripped my hips to help me move.
I placed my hands on the sides of her head and continued to ride her as fast and hard as I could. “You wanna cum, baby? You wanna fill me up?”
She nodded, her eyes shut tight. “Please, I’m so close…”
“I’m gonna make you cum, don’t worry. Wanna make you cum so badly, need to feel you fuck your cum so deep inside of me~”
She grabbed my back and pushed my chest down against hers, cradling my face into her neck as she started to thrust up into me. “You gotta cum first, need to feel you squeeze my cock princess, been dreaming of it!”
I could barely hold on any longer as I could feel every inch of her cock inside of me, fitting so perfectly it was like it was meant to be. “Oh~ oh god~ I-I’m gonna-”
“Yes, yes, yes- fuck, cum around me~ cum around my cock as I fuck your pussy~”
My eyes closed quickly and I held onto her tightly as I came. My body was trembling as she fucked up into me, my high slowly turning into pleasurable pain as I slowly became sensitive.
“Fuck- fuck yes, I’m cumming princess~” she whined before I felt her cum spill inside of me, her hips not stopping but she had lost her pace, just fucking into me desperately. She started to slow down into a stop, her hands caressing my back gently as we both tried to catch our breaths. “Are you ok?”
I pushed myself up to look at her face as I nodded. “I’m perfect. Are you?”
Her mouth turned up into a big smile. “Never been better.”
I let out a soft chuckle before cuddling into her again. “Can we just stay like this for a while?”
“I’d prefer forever.”
