- I'm bigender (i go by they/them, she/her and he/him)
- My favorite colour is dark orange
- I'm a minor so pls don't say anything weird
- I don't really have a favorite animal, and for the sake of the rest of sanity i suppose i have, DO NOT ask me to choose between dog and cat
- I'm a writer and an artist
- I have no idea what i want to be
My hobbies are:
- Playing volleyball
- Writing
- Drawing
- Playing Genshin and Minecraft
- Dancing (sometimes)
- Cooking/baking
Music taste:
Mitski, Venere Vai Venus, Kamaitachi, Bea Duarte, Artic Monkeys, Bôa, Mother Mother, Billie Elish, Epic the Musical, Hamilton, random anime openings, Rio Romeo, Kate Bush, Laufey, Will Stetson, Indila, Olivia Rodrigo, ABBA, Chappell Roan, Penelope Scott, Conan Gray, etc.
Fandoms i'm in(these aren't all, there is a questionable amount i cannot name ALL):
BSD, TGCF (kind off tbh), Haikyuu, Genshin Impact, Honkai Star Rail, Stranger Things(Byler), The Apothecary Diaries, Sk8 the Infinity, MCTY, Vtubers (Dantewill, mainly), and yeah, these are like the main ones i can remember!
Random things i don't know how to classify:
To be cringe is to be free, so don't hit me with a "oh this is so cringe", bc THIS is whats actually embarassing
My favorite characters from Genshin are Albedo, Tighnari, Kaveh and Layla. From HSR it's Mydei, Dan Heng, Clara, Natasha, and Black Swan
I come up with a questionable amount of crazy theories and if you wanna be friends in would consider important you know that
Some of my kins include Mike Wheeler, Albedo, Dan Heng, Kageyama, Nahida and Tighnari
I play RPG, but not the " im good at it and experienced at it" typer of player but the "idk what im doing but im sure doing something here" type of player
I read A LOT of fanfic.
A. LOT.
I'm normally the listener, but if you let me yap i WILL yap, thank you
This should probably be it lol, thank you for reading, and i hope you find for whatever you are searching for here!
"I tricked my friends into my minecraft ARG" and "I Tricked this server into my minecraft ARG"
(This is a big post, read at your own risk of getting your eyes tired lol)
First of all, i'd like to make a special thanks to my friend @itsthe-forme for helping me on this one and hearing me out for my crazy theories, youre the best!
Theory one: THE SYMBOL
The T symbol with two dots we see at both videos.
(this one is from the very ending of the second video)
My theory is that this symbol is representing the "Take a Look" take Joost has in the first video of the series. You can see it on his comment and he says it on the start of the video.
(okay so i just discovered that his comment was edited and it's not appearing anymore BUT HE DID SAID IT something like "if you feel confused, Take a Look")
Honestly, this is more of a design based theory, but if you think about it, the sign has the T for Take and the two dots, that look like eyes, that could possibly represent the Look. So, Take a Look.
(something like that lol. Also this sounded way less stupid when i got this idea. I look like an idiot now. Were all going to ignore that)
Also, i don't think it's a coincidence the symbol appears at every confusing new place, indicating the players have to Take a Look. They have to search, they have to see it. They have to look at everything they can. And also, the second part of this theory:
The T symbol indicates the presence of Nyarlathotep (as stated in one of the books from the first video and in one of the codes from the chests in the second, Nyarlathotep IS in that world. It's there),because again, it appears at every crossroad, every new place and situation they have gone into.
Theory two: THE CYCLE (And the Black Figure)
I'm pretty sure this isn't a theory anymore cuz it's basically canon, but this theory states that every new player is a new cycle, and every new part of this series is just us having more questions and more cycles, seeing new players falling into the same death traps and scenarios as before. But now... What does it takes to break this cycle? As Rolldice said, they were quite LITERALLY following a death path. And as Fancy also stated, no matter the choice they make, they die. So, is the cycle even possible to break? Do they have to fight Nyarlathotep or what? And then again, who is the player in the thumbnails?
Both thumbnails for both videos have a black figure of a player on them. In the first video, this figure was shown as the one who came before Rasse. They had built that path. Okay. That's fine. We knew this was a cycle.
But now...why are they still here? We know they possibly started that cycle, but why are they still there? Did Nyarlathotep not get tired of them like how it got to Rasse? What happened?
Or even....
Nyarlathotep can posses people's bodies. Would it be too crazy to assume it got over the body of the first player who started it all, and it is now watching them from afar? Is that why both of the thumbnails say "Did you see it?" As if, did you see it there? In the back? Watching them? And then..."Did it see you?".
It's watching you know, because now, you've saw it. And as also stated in one of the books from Rasse, after you see it, it will be seeing you back.
Another option is that "it" isnt refering to Nyarlathotep this time, but rather the cycle itself, as in, "did you notice you've been following their steps?"
AAAND honestly, ik this us optmistic, but they might have broke the cycle in the sequel. Now, i havent had time to watch JoostJoe's new videos (fake aah fan ik), so no idea if he followed the same concepts or not, but assuming he didnt i am pretty sure Fancy and Azulite_ ended it by uuh... Willingly jumping on the void! How wonderful, really. Okay but fr now, it could happen, since no one stayed on Rasse's position as it was supposed to be.
Theory Three: THE POPPIES
There aren't any direct connections between poppies and Nyarlathotep,BUT, according to this site right here:
"The poppy is one of the most symbolically overloaded flowers in the Western tradition — carrying meanings of sleep, death, fertility, grief, and political memory simultaneously"
What caught my attention here is that this flower in the video was used near graves/books of people who are apparently dead. Also because it's meaning also leans towards "grief" in which i found very interesting to note too. But it is still quite weird, since in the very end of the sequel, we had the whiter rose in the black and white tunnels, which then should technically represent death. Now, is when we go back to the Victorian flower language (still on the same source, just a bit down):
"Red = consolation; white = sleep and oblivion; yellow = wealth and success"
And also this one:
"Red poppies carry the dominant meaning in Western tradition: remembrance, consolation, the blood of the fallen."
That last part got me. Blood of the fallen. It does sound oddly specific but also makes a lot of sense, since the cycle continues, assuming that everyone who once travelled trough Nyarlathotep's cursed worlds is dead wouldn't be that far away from the truth. On theory.
Still, another thing that was still intriguing me was that, again on the same site, it had mentioned about poppy being an offering/related to Gods/Goddesses:
"Ancient Egyptians associated the poppy with Osiris, god of the dead, and placed poppy seed pods in tombs."
"Greek mythology formalised this connection through Hypnos (Sleep) and Thanatos (Death), the twin sons of Nyx (Night), both of whom were associated with poppies. Morpheus, god of dreams, was often depicted with a crown of poppies. Demeter, goddess of the harvest, was associated with both poppies and agricultural fertility — in classical art she frequently carries poppy heads alongside wheat sheaves."
But then again it didnt sound like none of the old players were trying to make an offering, that is, unless they trought that making an offering would calm down whatever entity was cursing them at the time. Its not that crazy to assume that either, and even tho worshiping Nyarlathotep only came as a concept itself in the books of the sequel (as following it after "seeing it" isnt completelly worship to my perspective) theres still a chance people would have done that before too.
Imo, im going more for the blood of the fallen thing, but all of the other interpretations i mentioned are still up in my mind, really.
Theory four: NYARLATHOTEP
Now this one is a bit tricky. See, even tho JoostJoe was playing as it in the first video very clearly, in the end of the sequel, he went to the world the players were into and he was... confused? Which shouldn't really happen when you're a chaos entity right? You don't really forget about emotionally torturing a bunch of people who just wanted to play some minecraft right? Right, unless youre not the one doing all of that and you just got possesed, which is the only explanation that makes sense in my head. Ik this theory is quite short but i don't really got a lot to say about it, that end got me quite surprised and i really haven't been able to find a better hypothesis
Theory five: NOT-FANCY-CHEESE
Sorry for the name, since his name is fancy cheese i trought of that in the rush of making theories. Sorry, english dictionary, ik you expected more of me. Anyways:
One thing that gets me quite intrigued is how Fancy kept "getting away" from the odds of the narrative. When theres an eldritch being trying to destroy your group, being the lucky one is never truly about luck. You see, in a way im not sure how to explain, it felt like Fancy survived for way too long for someone in that type of story for it to be "for no reason". You see, Rasse survived and made it to the sequel, but that had a plot explanation: he was on Nyarlathotep's blessing, he saw it, and just like that, repeated the cycle. But now, if Fancy wasnt a follower of Nyarla or something related to it, then why did he survive? Why and how did he came back? You know, i really feel like the simple answer is literally:
Because he's Fancycheeseman.
And even tho it sounds silly its not on the "hes just like that" way, its on the "youre pushing the narrative further than it necessarelly needs to go" way. You see, Fancy's intelligence and curiosity were one of the big fuels of leading the narrative foward. The moment Dice made a comment about how they were just falling for it's game and they had no actual reasons to continue to play it, Fancy replied they would die either way. Consciously (that such a bad word to write i prolly made a typo) or not, Fancy IS pushing Nyarlathotep's plan foward, even tho he sounds tired of it in the end of the sequel, he did push it foward in the rest of it, there is no doubt of that. And also, even tho he 100% wasnt the only one doing that he was the main fuel so that could happen.
It wouldnt surprise me if it he was actually working with Nyarlathotep in the end of it all tho. We know Fancy is willing to hide some secrets (like hiding from everyone that he knew about Rasse and that he was the one writing the books and all), so it is possible that this was one of them. Either way, Nyarlathotep had a reason to bring him back for his game.
Theory six: CORRUPTED WORLD
Not even sure if this counts as theory, BUT... Nyarlathotep is the entity of pure chaos. It destroys everything alongside it, just for fun, and toys with humanity as a hobby. It wouldnt surprise me if what made the rooms more and more weird and corrupted looking as the players got closer and closer to it, was the fact that the world itself gets corrupted the more Nyarlathotep interacts with it, or something similar to that. The white and black rooms looking like another plain (is that the right word?) of existence, the dimension itself looking quite wrong, places leading directly into the void, everything looks out of place.
THE END
Thank you for hearing my hyperfixation resume on this! Even if all of the theories are wrong, i am really happy with my own dedication on this, and very happy i got to watch these videos to get to know this amazing story. The more i got deeper and deeper into it, the more i realized how much effort JoostJoe really put into the videos. As a writer myself, i really admire his works. Please let me know if you guys got anh other theories or corrections, id love to hear them! Have a good time and thanks for reading :)
So, guys. About the whole analysis and theory post i was going to make about ITMFIMMA and ITTSIMMA, i'm not sure if i'm going to post anymore.
(explanation bellow and technically a small vent)
In the day the first video came out, my dog also died. I remember that later that same day i continued to watch it, and it was a distraction. Ofc, just bc i was using the whole lore thing to keep my mind distracted, it doesn't means the lore for itself isn't crazy good writing, but ofc, bc of the way i was consuming it, it became something bad for me.
Still, naturally, i watched the sequel too, and even tho i was getting better in some way, it all came back after i started making theories again and coming back to the ones i had already done. I'm not saying i'm never posting the theory thing bc i still really like then and the ARG for itself, but yeah, i need a break :P
Guys let’s do a trauma candy salad (it doesn’t necessarily have to be something traumatic but something just funny ig).
I’ll go first. I’m @iminyourbedsheets and at my last doctor’s appointment (NO HATE TO THE DOCTOR BTW SHE WAS DOING HER JOB) my doctor was examining my height and stuff and she got to my weight and just said “honey have you been getting enough exercise?”. And she also recommended some healthy food options. And that’s how I found out I’m a fat ass. AND I BROUGHT THE BOWL LOL.
Hi, I'm B3@^Z (Beans), when I was five this boy kept telling the teacher that I cussed even tho I didn't, and she didn't believe me, so I kept getting in trouble for it. A few years after that (I was seven I think?) I was having a panic attack because the teacher called me up and told me very gently that I needed to turn in some work (had one after/during that first thing too, this panic attack one was from the trauma of the first thing mentioned!), and after I was crying for a minute or so she called me back up and asked if we were humans or dogs, before sending me back to my desk (still crying and hyperventilating, but also now self conscious of my whimpering), and those two things have given me a long lasting fear of being called up to the teacher for unknown reasons!
I brought a bag of milk chocolate chips :3
@inky2cu @trouble-warning @cranky-clusmy-cookie @serial-designation-j-offical, @panfandomgoblin, probably others I've forgor, not on my computer rn so soz about that! (Open tags as well)
Don't feel pressured to answer or give a serious response :3
Anyway, back somewhere between 2nd and 4th grade (I dont remember), there was this kid I used to lock eyes with every 10 to 20 minutes, then slide my thumb across my throat showing that I was gonna kill him. I thought it was a joke. Turns out, doing that freaks people out
Anyway, I got in trouble for it (BECAUSE DUH??) and we became friends for the rest of that year
Then the guy moved away, and I havent seen him since
Anyway, I brought m&ms just so you guys can reach for a skittle and get an m&m instead.
@endermen123911 @coolyoutube @cranky-clusmy-cookie @shadowmilks-autism-diagnosis @sir-froggs (I don't know how you feel about being tagged, but we interact sometimes... I think...) @knowledgentruth @trouble-warning @mikamillieasks @that-one-unknown-artist @thesknight @choco-vanilla-cream-cookie @emrys-nox @wonder-is-confused @bipolar-sad-and-ready-to-cry
Hmmmm I admittedly don’t remember a lot of my childhood…………which may or may not be a red flag idk. I do have two things though. One I know that, even though I can’t remember specific instances or what exactly was said, I do remember that sometimes when friends couldn’t make it to whatever plans we had or said they couldn’t hang out, my mom would make comments that would make me doubt that their reasons were sincere and make me think that they didn’t actually want to hang out with me and I still struggle a lot with thinking ppl actually like me. The second thing was I had a friend stay the night once and apparently she got onto my parents computer while we were all asleep and looked up porn and I got blamed. I didn’t even know what porn was at the time but my parents didn’t believe me. Don’t remember exactly when this was but I’m pretty sure I was still in elementary school or it was very early middle school.
I’m bringing dove dark chocolate to the bowl I guess since it’s my favorite.
for ppl I tag (don’t have many I feel comfortable tagging since some already were), feel free to ignore if you don’t feel comfortable sharing. @sen-sational @sinclairmaxwellao3 @atherflame-theconcubus
Not a childhood thing but something that happened to me in my mid-twenties: I was several months pregnant and my partner (the baby's father and someone I was entirely dependent on since I had quit my job to be a stay at home parent to our soon-to-be child) told me that if his ex showed up at his front door, he'd more than likely take her back. 👍 I have never been able to forget it.
When I was 16 to 17 years old, my dad often had to carry me to the bathroom because I have Schizencephaly, and I couldn't walk by myself. Unfortunately, while we did have a wheelchair, it was too big for the bathroom doorway, and we really didn't have a choice because we didn't have the proper equipment for a disabled person like myself because the government fucking sucks.
Dad tried to carry me to the bathroom. We fell, and I broke two of my femurs. Worst pain I've ever experienced besides recovery from a scoliosis surgery when I was 12. On top of that, my dad hid his severe depression and anxiety about failing me and my sister and was secretly drinking. My grandmother, no longer trusting her own son, took custody of me while my little sister went to live with her mom.
My dad and I have long since reconciled after he got sober, and he's working his ass off to regain custody of me and find a place where I can get better access to physical therapy. I'm proud of him.
I'll bring hot chocolate and cool chocolate milk for anyone who wants it. :)
hai, im Yemi / @st4ry3mi, and when i was in 2nd grade, i was falsely accused of cursing in class, and bevause the rest of my class (or most of them) didnt like me, they lied and agreed that i did it, and so i was publicly humiliated and forced to walk lapd and cry during the entirety of recess, given 2 day of in school suspension and a few days of out of school suspension (bc i did some other stuff, hence why no one liked me🥲), and placed on behaviour contract for the rest of elementary.
Hi! I’m Ziana and in kindergarten, some kid was showing me their fnaf background and the teacher caught us and I lied about it and got in trouble and had to sit on the rainbow carpet all by myself and cried abt it.
I've seen a few moots doing this and it looked fun!
* Make this picrew of yourself
* Take this uquiz (How Fandom Would See You If You Were A Fictional Character)
...yeah that seems about right 😅🫠
Not sure who's done this already so tagging the besties @thetumblingmoron @redheadsramblings @woundedsoul12 @the-bear-and-his-sunbird @aurorabiggs @thepalehorsevictoria @kiir-do-faal-rahhe and anyone else who would like to play!
So, this picrew is SHIT for people with curly hair, my options were wavy and coily/kinked curls, neither of which fit me. So have this, because I'm slightly pissed off (this is way too common of a problem in picrew)
Well, ya boy got the alignment he has in real life lmao
the picrew was fun i just wish they had more curly hair options but it was cute i liked the hair pins. idk about the quiz it doesn’t really feel like me y’know but it was still really fun thx for the tag :))
@imabookloverandafangirl @class-of-59 @plunkre @faye-faye101 +anyone who sees this and wants to join
@12storyhouseowner @punkr0ck-wh0re @90sclubbingbyler @ezziethelezzie +anyone else who wants to join (ppl tagged do not have to participate, I don’t know who else to tag 💔💔)
Bro?? Not the result I would've expected but honestly I see it lmfao
Tags!!
@mother-of-horror @moral-panick @beavininabean @localcelestialcreature62 @kitteninbeanie @imintoomuchfandoms1097 @yoursleepdemon + open tags (none of yall who I tagged have to do it lol)
Fun tag game idea: say something that most of your followers wouldn’t actually know
I’ll start first: I am actually married. Irl. I have a husband. I know it’s surprising considering the Tumblr spouses, but my husband thinks it’s funny.
i did choir for like 6 years in school. my choir was small and in the middle of nowhere ohio (my school was, literally, surrounded by cornfields) but we were GOOD. we did district and state competition every year and got perfect scores nearly every year. i sang alto mainly but sometimes i was moved around to the soprano and tenor sections if needed.
its probably one of my favourite memories from school and i still love singing as an adult, ive been singing as a habit/stim since i was little.
@m4xv1d @miwiheroes @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @itsthe-forme @prettystylinson @summer-lovin-09 if yall wanna.
I'm working my way up in the music world. Currently going to college of a BM in commercial musical performance: vocal. I'm vocally trained and have had a vocal coach for about 5 years. I do local gigs for now, but am hoping to branch out and record more of my own music one day. I'd consider myself a bit "hometown famous" I've had a few strangers recognize me ahah, and compliment my videos online or say that they saw my gigs
(also I was a gymnastics teacher for a few years, so that was fun too ahah)
being a tumblr user is fun : the staff look like they're trying their hardest to kill the platform, half of the internet thinks we're dead, the other half reblogs our posts on pinterest, and we celebrate the murder of julius caesar every year.
20th march, mass Tumblr log off in protest of the reblog update
Remember when we threatened a mass log off to get rid of shapes.inc and then all the shapes.inc ads mysteriously vanished? yeah, let's do that again. On the 20th of march 2026, we tumblr users will log off in protest of the split notes on reblogs. Spread the word!! Reblog!! Tag your moots!!
Side note: tag yapping doesn't seem to count as an addition to the OG post, you can use that to carry out conversations.
