Lowkey waiting for my parents to get angry or don't understand wtf is going in my head after they frustrated me because then I can finally give them the facts and tell them how childish they're being.
And how my friends and I deal with arguments and conversations better than them.
And how they're blaming each other for "hurting" me even though they literally did the same exact thing.
And how maybe, MAYBE, you should let your child talk and actually read the room instead of cutting people off and making a teenager have to answer two questions at once.
And how they shouldn't be suddenly changing the subject just because you like it better instead of just listening carefully and helping their child with an assignment.
And how this conversation could have been fifteen minutes instead of like, an hour.
And how their child can literally hear them fighting, the showers don't drown out everything.
And how this dance has been recurring every month or so.
And how not everything is about what they want and that they have not a single ounce of patience, and even when they do have patience, they(well, this one's exclusive to one of them) start raising their voice the moment their child doesn't understand something or they don't understand something.
And how they(this is exclusive to only one, but now the other) shouldn't suddenly ask the most out of pocket question while their child is still talking and struggling to explain something to the other parent.
And how it's weird to have a teenager have to explain all this to them, not the other way around.
And how they're literally fighting with a mirror.
And how this is fucking stupid.
And how their child has 20 speeches in their head left unsaid because she decided to just ignore this tomfoolery.
And how their child literally had to counsel them after an argument before, and is itching to do it again every time they act like children.
And how they don't know how to say sorry at the right time instead of the next afternoon or something or just move on.
And how they never change.
And how these arguments literally don't do anything, even if you guys make up in the end.
And how maybe they should listen to advice sometimes.
And how their child is writing this just to get this situation out of their system.
And how this is a fucking, a HELL FUCKING waste of all of our motherfucking time.
And how they should shut up for once.
And how their child loves them, but honestly hates how they treat each other and their child whenever they feel like they're not getting what they want.
But they weren't angry with me and instead opted to give each other the silent treatment, so I can't just yell at them for no apparent reason.
Unsaid speech number I-don't-even-remember documented.
Anyways, I think I just wasted another 15 minutes or something on this. Gotta go do my math homework. Yippeeeee.
