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[moonlightastro]

hi everyone.

i woke up to a bunch of hate and people in my inbox telling me to go kill myself and very awful things.

i understand why my post has got the response that it did. it was tone-deaf of me to not only post it, but to also post it immediately after a black women came forward with her own story. it was offensive and disrespectful to say the least. i have now deleted the post. in the future, i will be extremely careful and be sure to rethink over and over the things that i do post on this acount bc the carelessness has caused a lot of pain in others and for that, i am deeply sorry.

i did not make the post to excuse his behavior or justify it. that’s not what astro is about. however, i understand the effects and the depth of how it was received and again, for that i am deeply sorry.

[moonlightastro]

starting to realize that i always start things and never finish them

sometimes, i will finish but i will have an extremely hard time to do it (mars opp saturn)

like i have so many posts on here that i was supposed to go back and update but never did (& i feel kinda guilty for it ngl)

my 9H gemini mercury opposes my 3H sag mars

geminis can’t hold their attention for that long, has to be bouncing from one thing to another. with my mercury in the 9H, this happens when i’m learning or studying something new (like astro).

my sag mars in the 3rd, so i have quick, large, bursts of energy and be wanting to do several things at once. its more so the thought of starting something that makes me passionate for it and then after i just get burn out bc i want something else that i could start, something new.

its hard to explain but the drive i get to start something new is insane

and trying to keep that drive so i could finish becomes a huge struggle.

its like if the thing i’m doing can’t be done in 5 min or less, i get extremely frustrated 😭😭😭 like i love learning but if i can’t get it in 5 min or in a really simple concept that i can remember...its a wrap (i hate too many details, i end up focusing on that rather than the bigger concept) 😭😭

naturally virgo (details) squares sag (the big picture) so thats probably why i hate it when i’m learning something for the first time

(and mercury is the ruler of my virgo 12H, i need to let go (12H) of trying to focus on every little detail (virgo) and just form the bigger concept on my own)

like my brain just moves way too fast to spend more than 5 min trying to learn something. this is kind of why i like being high, it slows my brain down a lot so i can actually know what’s going on. i studied for my biology final high asf two weeks ago and y’all...everything from the whole semester that i‘ve been trying to learn just clicked and i aced the test!! like i have been struggling to understand what i was learning for weeks now and when i studied high, i got it all in 10 minutes 😭 (i didn’t forget it when i sobered up for the test the next day, once i understood it, it was locked in my brain)

[moonlightastro]

What do you think when a person would have his sun, moon, and mercury conjunct to pluto. What will they be like?

very intense energy.

this makes a person very plutonian, so naturally they carry this very heavy presence and aura. 

their energy is very penetrating, it seeps into every little tiny crack and open space in the air of wherever they go (this isn’t a bad thing, everyone notices and feels it but some people are really cool with it and others aren’t. its usually other plutonians who are usually really chill about it bc they already have that energy within themselves)

the ones who aren't just aren't used to it. its like that feeling of letting out a breath that you didn’t know you were holding in. that’s how some of them feel as soon as they leave the presence of a plutonian person (again, its not a bad thing, at the end of the day its all just energy)

[moonlightastro]

Hey! So I was reading the recent update of the webtoon lookism and noticed something interesting. It was the story about the guy named Samuel who was till now thought to be the illegitimate child of a big gangster and hence hated the actual child of said gangster. But with the new episode it was revealed that he's actually not the son of that gangster and he just admired him so much that he wanted to be his real son and lived in an imagination that he's the illegitimate son. I couldn't help but wonder if that's another version of sun- pluto aspect since he was obsessing over being the son of a strong dominant person(sun). Or would it be mars- pluto? Am I just over reading into it or would it be applicable?

hmmm, this def reminds me a bit of sun-pluto

sun-pluto ppl are attracted to others who stand in their own power, they like ppl who can create and destroy things at their own will.

this would make sense as gangsters are intimidating and control a large group of people under them. they take no shit and are willing to remove anyone that is coming in between their needs and wants, they never second-guess it.

sun-pluto ppl have major respect and admiration for people who “came up”, so ppl who have turned their lives of nothing into something and stepped into a lot of personal power. this makes sense as to why he admires the gangster so much, it takes a very long time for someone to be a gangster. it doesn’t happen overnight.

also the hatred towards the actual son of the gangster makes sense too, sun-pluto ppl get really jealous when someone else is in the spot that they have always dreamed of being in but can't be in for reasons out of their control. it makes them feel like the universe is conspiring against them. 

[moonlightastro]

For a girl who has Libra Rising with a Leo MC, if she was an actor or entertainer, who do you think she’d be like? How would her presence play out?

she would remind a bit like Saweetie.

a sweet girl who bothers nobody. doesn’t start drama or tries to meddle in business that does not involve her.

has a flashy taste for gold and nice things. has that expensive look to her.

and you can’t tell her a damn thing.

classy & bougie.

i think that's how she would handle being famous/public eye. as for the job itself, i see a pretty good entertainer (her whole chart would need to be examined for this tho)

[moonlightastro]

i’m starting to realize now that my downfall is trying to fight for love, respect & attention from people.

when it is isn’t being given, i start thinking that i’m not enough and that i have to do more to prove myself each and every time.

one of the reasons is bc of my dad, growing up with him, i always had to fight for respect. he would say he loved me and then 3 seconds later call me a “piece of shit” (yes that’s what alcoholism does to you)

very polarizing moods, yes i have sun-pluto AND sun-saturn 😐

i ended up doing this with guys i would like/date later in life

if they aren’t giving to me what i give to them, i will usually start listing off qualities about my inner & outer character like i’m smart, i’m trustworthy, i’m respectful...blah blah blah & wonder why they weren’t treating me with respect like i was to them. i would always think “what am i not being enough of?”

and now i’m like...

why do i have to list off these qualities to be treated like a decent human being? its like i’m trying to sell myself off to someone as if i’m an object.

i view myself like a possession, not a person.

and from now on, i’m not selling myself off like that anymore. i know i deserve healthy love, respect and kindness from others. i taught myself to have a good character bc thats what i want for myself, not so i can be seen as “special” or a “prize” to someone

i deserve good things just cause. there doesn’t need to be a reason why someone deserves good things. as long as youre a decent human being, it should be given to you without you having to fight for it.

i feel like this is a message to ppl who have a scorpio 2H and or taurus 8H.

taurus 8H ppl try to sell themselves off to others a lot bc they don’t feel worthy if they aren’t marketable in some way.

scorpio 2H ppl have a hard time seeing the worth in themselves, they view themselves as worthless & non-deserving in general.

basically both just need to find the value in themselves. there doesn’t need to be a reason to your value tho, that’s the key. we should view ourselves as valuable just because. not bc we’re smart, we work hard, we’re talented, etc. bc what happens when we aren’t seen as valuable by others then? that leads us to over-extending ourselves so we can prove our value and worth.

your value and worth doesn’t need to be proven to anybody. it should be seen, recognized and acknowledged because you’re a human being. if someone can’t see that or respect it, then there’s no relationship. whether its family, friends, or partners.

always remember you are valuable and worthy just because. there doesn’t need to be a reason.

[moonlightastro]

Hi do you use vedic or tropical ?

i use tropical & take some things that i’ve learned from vedic and just apply it to tropical. it works the same.

[moonlightastro]

i decided to watch some documentaries on michael jackson tn & y’all...i truly found out some things that were...quite disturbing 💀

here we go

when he was in the Jackson 5 w/ his brothers, his father used to let them perform in strip clubs. during one of the performances, Joe (his dad) told him to go in the crowd and crawl under the table and look under the women’s skirts as part of the act & michael did it. he was only 9/10 i think :(

& his father would set them up w/ groupies to have sex with when they were on the road for touring and then later have sex with the groupies 🤢 yes, his dad had sex with the groupies after 😐 dude was sick bro

*note: the younger ones didn’t have sex w the groupies just the older ones, still weird tho

his sun has a triple virgo influence:

- virgo sun

- in the 6th house

- at the 6th degree (virgo degree)

so already we can tell, his dad valued the work & money more than his own children and family. i also read before that his dad used to overwork all of the siblings, especially michael, during rehearsals. his dad had real perfectionistic tendencies. it eventually found its way to his son where he ended up developing his own tendencies later in life.

i also think his father used to beat him severely :( i remember reading that once.

Michael has sun-pluto.

do i need to say more? we already know how sun-pluto fathers are and how much they can damage a child. & its a conjunction so his father was truly the devil (Brooke Shields, a close friend to michael said once that she truly believed his father was a real-life devil)

pluto is at the 2nd degree (taurus degree) so:

around the time of michael’s birth, his father didn’t see value in himself. very deeply insecure. the type of insecurity where you feel genuinely worthless in your life. not the kind of “i have a pimple on my forehead” insecurity, im talking about the deep, gut-wrenching feeling in the pit of your stomach where you truly realize you are worth less than the speck of dirt on your shoe. he ended up projecting these feelings onto michael, out of all the children, michael was his “target” to do this with. he would say & do horrible things (pluto) about & to michael, about his appearance saying his natural (taurus) features were ugly & also being overly-demanding on him. joe lowered his son’s self-worth because he didn’t feel any worth in himself. he felt like hell inside so he made his son’s life hell.

michael has sun sextile neptune:

y’all already know what’s good about a sun-neptune person’s parent 😭 just made a post about it earlier yesterday. these parents are manipulative and self-victimizing. but i must say, these parents also end up with a creative ass child. depending on the childhood tho, it either stays repressed as potential or the child taps into and uses it. but the creativity is there, that is for sure.

neptune in scorpio & in the 8th house. his father had demons. for sure.

also, this shows him exposing his kids to sex at such a young age. sun-pluto parents will expose their kids to things that the kid shouldn’t be seeing at such a young age. neptune’s dispositor is pluto, which means that pluto is the planet that neptune gets orders from bc pluto rules over scorpio.

w/ neptune at the 2nd degree, he did it for money. but i’m also starting to think he did it bc he viewed his children as extensions of himself. he didn’t get his “big break” for his dreams so he projected onto his kids.

sun-neptune parents will always try to hold something over the child’s head. they’ll say things like “oh i just did this for you, the least you could do for me is...” like they will manipulate their child badly into thinking the child owes them something. it makes the child feel guilty for the parent. joe did this a lot w/ michael.

ok lemme go finish some more of these documentaries. i’ll come back w/ more when i learn more.

[albumscans]

Mariah Carey — Heartbreaker, 1999

[moonlightastro]

this is one of my fav songs by her

this album era was so cute w/o being overly bougie. it’s very taurus energy

& mariah is a taurus rising ✨✨ but that aries sun gives her a slight edge that isn’t overbearing, it mixes perfectly into her style. i love it.

[moonlightastro]

having a narcissistic parent is no fucking joke.

the manipulation, the lies, the disrespect...

they really don’t give a fuck about their kid(s)

like they will just treat us like absolute shit & it is exhausting. they don’t see us as human beings, they see us as human doers, wanting us to do whatever it is they want for them. they are only interested in how we can be applicable to their life.

like i just don’t understand why my dad can’t treat me like a decent human being, after asking him for respect for so many years. he makes me look like the villain all the fucking time.

after telling him this for years, he just doesn’t care anymore. i’ve tried to explain, but he just doesn’t want to hear it if the opinion is different from how he feels.

[moonlightastro]

i wonder if a person who has a natal sun-neptune or a moon-neptune has a parent that believes that they are victimized by life which absolves them from their role of being a parent

like the kind of parent that is always saying things about how nothing is working out in their life and they use that as an excuse to not step up to the plate and be an involved parent

it would make sense, bc neptune = victimization

also bc the moon & sun “typically” represents our mother & father. neptune being here kinda shows a loss of that parental role from the parent. neptune rules over the loss of something.

could also show if the mother or father has had a drug or alcohol issue & let it come in the way of their parenting.

neptune also rules over codependency (it can also be a 7H thing too)

so i’m thinking that whichever aspect you have, your relationship w/ that parent could have shaped you to grow up and become codependent in general, in some way.

i also think that this aspect could possible show a child who always had to be there emotionally for the parent bc the parent would emotionally dump onto the child when they were very young (and usually about things the child genuinely did not need to he hearing)

i started thinking about this because rn i’m watching some psychology videos on narcissistic parents (this is literally what i do when im bored 😭😭)

and then all the astrology started popping up in my head

what do you guys think? ✨✨

[itzelcrvjal]

Euphoria Special: Episode Part 1: Rue

[moonlightastro]

this episode highlighted sun-pluto perfectly. Rue FOR SURE has to have sun-pluto, that i know.

sun-pluto individuals usually keep themselves in this cycle where they internally blame themselves for when bad things out of their control happen in their life. they start to think that they must deserve it, bc they can’t fathom the idea that things just happen bc sometimes it is out of our control. lack of control scares sun-pluto individuals so they blame themselves as a coping mechanism, and because they don’t believe in themselves or their future, negative thoughts become a self-fulfilling prophecy and comes into fruition (sometimes).

[bob-belcher]

Rue and Jules in Euphoria Special Part 1: Rue

[moonlightastro]

after watching the new episode (which i will def rewatch again and again)

i feel like Rue is the classic embodiment of a natal venus-neptune aspect

she had a lot of delusion & confusion with her “relationship” w/ Jules. she thought they were dating even tho they never even talked about it, its why she was so hurt in the end by Jules leaving her. sometimes w/ venus-neptune ppl, they will constantly give and give and idealize certain relationships in their life when the relationship ain’t even stable itself, it’s usually built on nothing. thats why when the other person slips away, the venus-neptune person is distraught over it. takes them some time before they learn to put up strict boundaries in their future relationships.

[play6irl]

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[keptsugarboy]

Finalized a 10k allowance today with a Portuguese POT I met on tinder. Wire transfer coming today. Putting this here for good measure 🤑

[moonlightastro]

Can you share your experience of karmic relationships and synastry aspects you had with these people?

tbh i don’t really believe in karmic relationships (not anymore)

whoever you vibe with, you just vibe with and thats okay

i’m not that knowledgeable in synastry but i will say a few things based off my experience w/ ppl whose birth chart i had access to:

12H synastry is no joke. ain’t for the weak. tbh, i feel like it just isn’t the easiest synastry & is probably the worst in my opinion. dated a guy once where my sun fell into his 12H & i was basically non-existent to him. i was always kept hidden, never went out on dates, i was basically an afterthought to his life & in his life. he was my world but i was small speck of dust in his. thats how 12H synastry can feel sometimes, especially if you have a luminary in soneone else’s 12H, you will feel like a small speck of dust UNLESS the 12H is a very, very, VERY self-aware & unconditionally self-accepting person.

this reminds me of 12H synastry:

sun is the planet person and house person is the person in the photo

the sun person is seen as so small & missible. only interacted with during quick moments by the house person when caught at the right time (usually their time). easily ignored by the house person

i also had a dear friend whose moon was in my 12H. i was self-aware but i wasn’t unconditionally self-accepting of myself, so i wasn’t very unconditionally accepting of her & her emotions. constant fights all the time. i don’t think she felt seen in my life and thats truthfully bc i didn’t see her. i didn’t see value to her emotions when it came to me & how i felt. 12H rules the things you can’t readily or easily see.

had a guy’s stellium in my 7th house, and one thing i’ll say about 7th house synastry is that if you aren’t aware of the not-so-great parts of yourself, that synastry will WAKE YOU UP TO IT. no joke. can make or break your relationship imo. w/ these types of relationships (if ur the house person), its like your future changes. its like one of those “if you never did this one little thing, your life would have been entirely different.” situations. whether or not u stay w/ that person.

5H synastry is very fleeting if you’re looking for something permanent & lasting. its quick. the flame runs out before u want it to.

6H synastry is very cute to me. i had it w/ a friend, they would always call me whenever they were doing work or just any break in their day, its a really nice touch, i would say a dash of it would be required if you’re the type of person that likes to feel remembered. you would need to be the 6H person tho. the planet person is the one who initiates the effort usually.

9H synastry is needed for best friends & romantic partners. u want someome in ur closest circle to share the same philosophies & morals with. u want someone u can grow with and have a long-lasting relationship with. u want someone u can relate to. ur gonna want someone who can meet you where you are on your life journey and you can meet them where they are on theirs. love this one.

11H synastry is such a friendly synastry, i feel like when partners have it, the relationship feels like they should be better off as friends than lovers.

these are just a few i remember!

[aquarianleo]

think about your moon sign and the things you did in your childhood that are stereotypical of that sign 🌙 now, try to incorporate the positive things you used to do to connect with your inner child 💗

for example..

leo moon- had a fashion phase, wanted to be famous, did performances for my family (💀), didn't mind photos and videos, creative

[moonlightastro]

yes omg 💀

i used to do this all the time 😭😭 my leo moon had me singing + giving dancing PERFORMANCES all the time when i was younger.

i have moon trine mars tho

mars is so weakened in my chart, so that = shame & self-embarrassment

i would never do it in front of my family 💀💀 only when i was by myself or when they weren’t home, i didn’t want them to judge me or think i was weird (even tho i was a kid & its super normal for kids to do shit like this, my cap 4H had me holding myself to a STANDARD in front of others at such a young age 😭 ) saturn conjunct my sun tho, so this ended up debilitating my creativity & self-expression. thats why now that im older, its very hard for me to express that side of me.

[moonlightastro]

Heyyy, only if you don't mind answering...what's your opinions on sag sun, cancer moon, and aquarius venus? x

sag sun - love y’all. HELLA FUNNY but in a kind of corny way but it comes off natural & personable. like sag energy makes me think of steve urkel 😂 (btw i love steve urkel, okay?) sag energy has a tedency sometimes to be self-righteous, w/ the sun here this self-righteousness can be tied the the individual’s confidence with themselves/self esteem.

cancer moon - very deeply emotional, emotions and feelings ebb and flow like water, literally. mother may hold a strong imprint on your life (reason depends on aspects & house placement). very sensitive & gentle. that part is there, but whether they show it or not depends on aspects.

aqua venus - based on past experiences, i am a little bit biased about how i feel about aqua venus’ 💀💀 not a bad placement at all, y’all have a certain genius that is personable to you. can leave a “shock” factor upon others. affection moves like a flip switch. can sometimes not be so emotionally expressive bc ur afraid of being rejected or turned away. when the switch controlling their affection towards others is “off”, its like everything is off, y’all operate kind of robotic & monotone 😭😭 BUT when that switch is “on”, its like the life is put right back into them & they spread that energy onto others quickly. they’re like the biggest kids.